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Later, whenever Lin Jingfan thought of the first night chat with "Jiji", he could still recall the tingling feeling all over his body at that moment.

It was hard to describe that feeling, as if an invisible hand had plucked a string in my heart that had been dusty for a long time, and everything around me became quiet at that moment.

"Not yet", Lin Jingfan fell silent, and typed slowly, "You seem to have been offline recently?"

"Gigi loves fish": Well, I've been busy.

Lin Jingfan was a little disappointed, he actually asked this question very scheming, the subtext was to remind him to answer his last question.

But this "Jiji" didn't know if he really didn't realize it, or he pretended not to understand, and just kept silent about what happened last time.

Maybe he really doesn't want to talk about the [-]D, Lin Jingfan thinks he understands it very well, compared to those who ask for a face-to-face interview, "Jiji" is a little bit wary, but it makes him feel more at ease.

The phone vibrated, and Jiji sent another new message: Can't sleep.

The corner of Lin Jingfan's lips curled up, knowing that this was the rhythm of wanting to chat with him.

He turned around, rolled the quilt into a long stick, put one leg on it, and started typing with both hands.

"One leaf boat": I'm so excited after the exam, when are you going home?

"Gigi loves fish": Tomorrow's plane, how about you?

This is obviously a tacit consent that just finished the exam, the villain in Lin Jingfan's heart clenched his fists and said "yes", and said in his heart: You don't want to say, the young master can't get you out yet?

Lin Jingfan was in high spirits, with a ferocious smile on the corner of his mouth, which was particularly creepy under the green light of the phone.

However, Lin Holmes Fan Kong has great ambitions, and the two of them come and go, but they all talk about something.

But maybe Lin Jingfan has been suppressed for too long, or maybe "Jiji" is really a good chat partner. They talked back and forth for two hours, but still couldn't bear to put down the phone.

Lin Jingfan told Ying Zhe about being asked out when he first entered blued, and the two went crazy "hahaha" in the dialogue box.

"Gigi loves fish": So what did you do in the end?

"One Leaf Boat": It's blocked, what else can I do.

"Gigi loves fish": Hahaha

"Jiji loves to eat fish": Alas, in fact, most people in the circle are like this, and people in the circle are very messy.

Lin Jingfan teased him: Oh is that so, are you messing around?

Gigi loves to eat fish and didn't answer directly, but asked instead: What about you, are you in the circle?

Lin Jingfan said frankly: I don't mix circles, I added you at the beginning because of the word "no appointment" in your profile.To be honest, when I first came into contact with this circle, I thought it was kind of... that, so I was very repulsed at one point, um, you know.

"Jiji loves to eat fish" after a long time, sent a smirk.

Lin Jingfan sent a malicious emoji.

The two chatted until after three o'clock in the evening. Lin Jingfan felt that he hadn't chatted so heartily for a long time. In the end, he couldn't keep his eyes open, so he fell into a deep sleep.

When the alarm clock woke up the next day, Zhang Zhao had already left.

He packed his things, locked the door, and took a bus to the high-speed rail station.

Taking the high-speed train back to City Z, Lin Jingfan felt quite strange.

The last time he took the high-speed rail was at the beginning of school. At that time, he was still a dull and rustic rural boy, and he looked dull and sluggish.

The college life in less than four months has made him completely reborn.

He put a thick down jacket on the box, the bright yellow turtleneck made his complexion very white, and his short black hair made him look clean and sunny.

The train moved forward at high speed, and the mountains and fields outside the window quickly retreated.

Lin Jingfan was sitting by the window, his handsome features reflected in the car window, he took out his iPhone, held it up along the road, and took a short video, thought about it, and sent it to "Jiji".

"Jiji" replied in seconds: Are you in the car?

Lin Jingfan didn't expect him to get up so early, so he replied: What time is your flight?

"Gigi" said the time.

After chatting last night, the two got acquainted with each other a lot, and they were able to make some harmless jokes.

For example, the next sentence of "Jiji" is: Are you going to meet your boyfriend? (bad smile) (bad smile)

Lin Jingfan couldn't laugh or cry: I don't have a boyfriend, why go to blued if I have a boyfriend.

"Jiji" made a raised eyebrow expression: If you have a boyfriend, you can't go to blued to see handsome guys?

"One leaf boat": I am not this kind of person.

"Jiji" sent an emoticon package.

Lin Jingfan thought it was interesting to chat with "Jiji". He had added several people on blued before. Although the introduction said "no date" and "no date", they were actually very hungry and didn't chat much. I just want to meet and open a room.

Although "Jiji" is a little oily, he is not annoying. The conversation between the two is somewhat tentative, and this kind of soft confrontation also fascinates him.

"One Leaf Boat": How about you, do you have a boyfriend?

"Jiji" responded directly with his words: Why do you still go to blued if you have a boyfriend? What, do you want to find a boyfriend?Send me a picture?If you are handsome, brother can think about it.

Lin Jingfan smiled, vaguely feeling that what the two said was a bit ambiguous.

The flight attendant pushed the dining car past: "Would you like a rice set? Would you like a rice set?"

Lin Jingfan didn't buy food before getting into the car, but bought a set meal for 50 yuan, and while eating, he replied: I'm afraid I'm too handsome, and I'll make you feel ashamed.

"Jiji" laughed, and changed the subject tactfully: Have you eaten yet?

Lin Jingfan took a photo and sent it.

Three dishes, black and dry stir-fried beans, tomato scrambled eggs with only tomato and a little chicken, a bowl of instant vegetable soup.

"One Leaf Boat": Guess how much it is?

"Jiji" made a puzzled expression.

"One Leaf Boat": Fifty Oceans!Why don't they go grab the money!

"Gigi loves fish": Hahahahaha

"One Leaf Boat": But Sister Tie is quite pretty.

"Gigi loves fish": You still pay attention to this?

"One Leaf Boat": Of course, it is the nature of all human beings to love beautiful women.But I think I may be a bi, and I have liked girls before.To be honest, until I got on blued, I always thought I would marry a girl.

Lin Jingfan felt that chatting with "Jiji Loves Fish" was very relaxing, and he was willing to chat with him about his inner thoughts.

However, after sending this sentence, "Jiji" did not reply for a long time. Lin Jingfan guessed that he must be on his way, so he quit blued and clicked on WeChat.

When he was in the car in the morning and had nothing to do, he used imovie to make a few small videos of the activities held in the class since the beginning of school, and sent them to the group with background music. Now the news in the group has reached 99+.

He clicked on one at random, and when he saw it was a video of the military training, he was immediately blinded by the dirt.

The students in the class were discussing the interesting things in the activity enthusiastically. As soon as Lin Jingfan entered, a boy caught him complaining:

Fanzai is too ruthless, the camera directly hits my face, and makes me say 'I'm lonely and I like sweet girls' while hitting me, I don't dare to spread this video, my girlfriend will kill me .

Everyone hahahaha.

Lin Jingfan looked through Moments for a while, and saw a post posted by Ying Zhe 10 minutes ago——

A photo in the airport lobby with the caption "Go home."

After thinking for a while, he also posted a post, uploading the short video he just shot, and got dozens of likes in a short while.

Not long after, the high-speed rail came to a stop. Lin Jingfan got off at Z City West Station with his luggage in his hands. As soon as he went out, he directly transferred to the bus back to the county.

The bus was slow, congested and the signal was poor. Lin Jingfan didn't sleep well last night, so he simply slept on the bus, and nearly two hours passed by the time he got home.

Lin Wulian directly drove the family car to the entrance of the village to pick him up, and when he returned to the village again, he felt as if he had passed away.

Living in a big city for a long time, unconsciously, I feel that the village is much smaller and unfamiliar.

Seeing her son coming back, Shen Fangfei happily kept busy, cutting fruit for a while, and getting snacks for a while.

Lin Jingfan took out the mung bean cake and sour plum powder bought in City C, and left some for Wei Yang, and asked his parents to distribute the rest to relatives at home. Shen Fangfei looked at her son, and her smiling eyes disappeared.

After eating, Lin Jingfan chatted with his parents for a while, then went back to the room to pack his things, took out the miscellaneous things from the box and stuffed them into the cabinet, then slumped on the bed and checked his phone.

blued has a few sporadic messages.

"Jiji" replied to him more than two hours ago: the plane is about to take off, let's talk back.

It is estimated that he was in the security check when he didn't reply. Half an hour ago, "Jiji" sent another message: I'm home.

Followed by a somewhat long message:

- I didn't expect you to be quite honest. There are really not many people like you in the circle.In fact, I also talked to girls in high school, but how to put it, if I really only like girls, why would I go to blued?Now that you have this software, how dare you say that you have no other thoughts about boys?Not talking about it, not being sure, are actually just excuses for not daring to admit it.

"One Leaf Boat": When I had dinner with my parents just now, I felt very guilty.They asked me if I had a girlfriend.It's really amazing. I feel that once it's over, I have to bring them back a partner immediately. A year ago, adults still regarded puppy love as a scourge.

"Jiji loves fish": Claw, same world, same parents.

"One Leaf Bingzhou": You are right, I really dare not admit it, it seems that once I admit it, I will be classified as an unscrupulous alien and labeled as "abnormal", do you understand?That...feeling of being different from everyone else is terrifying.

"Gigi loves fish": I understand, but sometimes I wonder what is normal and what is abnormal.Is it abnormal for gay people to maintain long-term stable and exclusive romantic relationships?As long as you are a heterosexual couple, is it normal to have cheating, cheating and domestic violence?

"One Leaf Boat": You are right, but as long as you are heterosexual, there is a set of moral norms to condemn these behaviors, but homosexuals do not have this layer of restraint, because this group itself cannot see the light.

"Gigi loves fish": In fact, everyone has a skeleton in their closet. Our skeletons are just in love with the same sex. isn't it?

Lin Jingfan's heart was touched for a moment, the words of "Jiji" seemed to have solved his long-standing doubts, and made him glimpse a faint light in the mist.

Lin Jingfan during the entire winter vacation seemed to be split into two parts.

He looks outside the world and gets along with his parents, classmates, and friends as if nothing had happened.In the other world, he seems to have opened the gates that have been restrained for a long time, allowing the emotions that are different from ordinary people to take root in his heart where no one can see.

He and "Gigi" chat every day, but rarely discuss such profound topics as that day.Sometimes it's just a few words, such as "have you eaten?"

Lin Jingfan found that "Jiji" had a lot of friends, and from time to time someone would ask him out to eat and sing K. One day he was playing matchmaker at Wei Yang's house, and "Jiji" sent him a short video.

The background of the video was noisy and noisy, accompanied by music and drums, a pleasant male voice came out, it was Jay Chou's "Qilixiang".

The video was less than 1 minute long, after Lin Jingfan listened to it, he played it again in surprise.

"One Leaf Boat": Is this what you sang?

"Gigi loves fish": Uh huh, how about it?

Lin Jingfan sent a shocked emoji: It sounds good, really!Your voice is beautiful.

"Gigi loves to eat fish": Is my brother so handsome?Post a photo, brother will sing to you alone?

"One Leaf Boat": Get out, I am the elder brother, and you are the younger brother.

The two babbled for a while, but were not convinced, so they began to report the date of birth. "Jiji" was born in 95, while Lin Jingfan was born in 96, indeed a few months younger than "Jiji".

After Lin Jingfan found out that "Jiji" was familiar, he was quite glib, and would tease him harmlessly from time to time, but he kept pointing to the end, so as not to be annoying.

Does he usually use this set to flirt with other people on blued?Sometimes Lin Jingfan can't help but make up his mind, and when he's done making up his mind, he feels stupid again.

The two of them are just a pair of strangers separated by a network cable. When the network cable is unplugged, neither of them knows the other.

Maybe meet him sometime?Lin Jingfan couldn't tell what he was feeling in his heart, he just felt that chatting online was fine, but if he really wanted to chat face to face, he still felt a little nervous.

But if the object is "Jiji", it seems that there is no such resistance.

The author has something to say: I still love you today~