a quarter of his

After that day, Lin Jingfan and Xu Chen had no contact for a few days.

The strange atmosphere generated on the playground was quickly replaced by busy studies and work.

Lin Jingfan has been busy these two days with the statistics of the scholarship list in his class and the collection of various bonus certificates. He is too busy with the affairs of the college every day, and he doesn't go to the laboratory much.

Xu Chen has been busy with his own project, working late every day.One day when Lin Jingfan was scrolling through Moments, he actually saw him post a photo of the starry sky at two o'clock in the middle of the night, with the words "off work."

This is too hard.

Lin Jingfan gave a "tsk" in his heart, and was about to make a few comments, when he suddenly found out that it was already a circle of friends from three days ago.

He smiled helplessly, put his phone in his pocket, put on his earphones, and started running.

I have been insisting on this sport since my sophomore year, and now it has become a habit. Unless it rains or snows, I have to run ten laps every day.

Gala's "Dream Chaser" has been almost exhausted by him.

After the last lap, Lin Jingfan put his bag on his back, took out a bottle of Green Scream, and walked towards the dormitory while drinking.

Only Xu Zequn was in the dormitory, Zhang Zhao was still running data in the laboratory, Zhou Xiang joined a climbing club some time ago, and had dinner every night.

After the junior year, everyone's course overlap became lower, and everyone had their own affairs, and collective actions became less and less.

Living in the same dormitory, sometimes I can't even see each other for a day.

Only Xu Zequn conscientiously sticks to the bottom line of being an otaku - never going out if he can.

"You eat takeaway again", Lin Jingfan stepped across the takeaway boxes all over the place, "Have you ever gone out today?"

"Hush!" Xu Zequn didn't even give him a look, "Shut up, I'm getting nervous!"

Lin Jingfan looked at him helplessly, then at the takeaway boxes that had been piled up on the ground for three or four days, knowing that it was impossible to count on this guy, so he could only sigh, and put away the box resignedly.

"Tsk, as expected of me, Fanzi, so virtuous! Have you eaten yet, may I order a barbecue?"

After an episode of the animation finished, Xu Zequn lazily leaned on the back of his chair and watched him go out to throw out the trash.

"Okay, you can order." Lin Jingfan finished throwing away the trash and went to the bathroom to wash his hands, while Xu Zequn opened Ele.me and started to order supper.

The two ordered a bunch of kebabs, added a few more cans of beer, and finished the meal in a hurry.

"Ah, I should lose weight." Xu Zequn touched the fat on his stomach, sighed casually, opened a bag of potato chips expressionlessly, and continued watching anime.

Lin Jingfan was completely immune to his series of actions. After packing up the lunch box, he took the water card by himself and went out to take a shower.

When he came back, Zhou Xiang was checked by his girlfriend in the corridor, and he nodded to him.Zhang Zhao also came back and was about to go out to take a shower with his water card in hand. The two chatted casually about the laboratory.

When Zhang Zhao went out, only Lin Jingfan and Xu Zequn were left in the dormitory.

Lin Jingfan sat on the chair for a while, swiped Moments to the place he saw last time, and liked each one.

After brushing, I don't know what to do.

The project has come to an end, all scholarship materials have been handed over to the Academic Affairs Office, all theoretical homework is done, and the final project is still early...

Finally, one day I was free, and I didn't know what to do.

He simply climbed onto the bed, opened the video software, and prepared to find a TV series to watch.However, after flipping through it, I can't always find what I want to watch, and I feel that forty or fifty episodes of a TV series are too wasteful of time.

He was aimlessly switching between various software, not knowing what he wanted to do, but he was reluctant to put down his phone.

Half an hour later, he finally couldn't help sending a message in the small group of three.

"Invisible Sails": Ahhhhh I am empty!

"Circle circle circle circle circle": Are you lonely?

"Sweet and sour is me": I said earlier that you should find a girlfriend, but I was too reserved when I introduced you last time.

"Circle circle circle circle circle": Lin Jingfan, I beg you to take the initiative, please, this is a junior year and still haven't found a girlfriend, are you planning to be a bachelor until graduation?

"Sweet and sour is me": It's okay to find a boyfriend if you can't do it, you can take it off at least and let us celebrate for you.

"Invisible Sails":  …

"Circle circle circle circle circle": What is your ellipsis?You also know how difficult it is for boys in our college to find a girlfriend, let alone a senior like you.

Lin Jingfan originally intended to come to the group to seek warmth, but the clinker was insulted by the two insulting friends, you and I, and there was no chance to interrupt.Hearing Zhuang Mengyuan's words, he finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Invisible Sail": What's wrong, senior brother?Isn't senior brother worthy of true love?

"Circle circle circle circle circle": You first look at your hairline.

Zhuang Mengyuan is worthy of being Zhuang Mengyuan, a single sentence can hit Lin Jingfan's most vulnerable place.

Lin Jingfan turned on the Apple's front camera, looked sadly at his hairline, and fell into a deep loss.

A leisurely night always passes quickly, and it is always the easiest to waste.

After the lights were turned off, Lin Jingfan was lying on the bed, tossing and turning unable to sleep, while thinking about his desperate hairline, while Zhuang Mengyuan's "senior brother" couldn't help echoing in his head.

Have I really become a senior brother?

Lin Jingfan felt that he was a little abnormal today.

Some are sensitive, some are depressed, and there is even a trace of long-lost loneliness.

In fact, in the eyes of all his friends, Lin Jingfan is the person who shouldn't be alone the most.

He has a lot of friends, and his social circle is astonishingly large.He has a lot of eccentric interests, and he is very charismatic. No matter what he plays, he can always find someone to play with him.

He has friends, studies, and enviable scientific research projects. His life is full and interesting, and he is full of schedules every day.

But it is precisely because of this overly fulfilling life that it conceals the loneliness that is buried deep in his heart and cannot be appealed to others.

Lin Jingfan realizes that he hasn't been in a relationship for too long.

For a whole year of vacancy, she didn't even have an ambiguous partner.

Maybe it's time to fall in love, and maybe you won't feel lonely after falling in love.

The moon was bright and the stars were sparse, and the faint moonlight spilled in through the glass door of the balcony. He took out his phone and clicked on blued again.

Like Harry Potter passing through Station Nine and Three Quarters, Lin Jingfan always felt that every time he entered Blued, it was like entering another world.

This world is hidden, but it is also private.

Hiding the truest identity, but revealing the truest feelings.

This is already unknown how many times he has entered blued, but the feelings are different every time he enters.

Lin Jingfan sorted by distance, and scrolled down the online users on the homepage one by one.

After turning a few pages, I saw Ying Zhe, his avatar lit up, and his nickname and avatar were changed to new ones.

Lin Jingfan hesitated for a long time, but still couldn't help his curiosity, and clicked into his homepage.

Ying Zhe has very few updates, less than ten in total, but the latest one is actually showing affection!

This post was published more than three months ago, with no text and only two photos.

The photo did not show his face, one shot was a shadow on the ground, two 1.8-meter-old boys kissing under the street lamp.

The other one is very lustful. The two people lifted each other's T-shirts, and their knuckle hands landed on each other's abdominal muscles, full of lust.

There are many shows of affection on blued, and there are more revealing ones than this.

When Lin Jingfan saw this photo, he said in his heart that it is impossible to have no fluctuations, but the sad feeling is gone, and he even has the mood to guess whether this is the ex-boyfriend that "Dan" once mentioned.

He turned Ying Zhe's dynamics to the bottom, and after that, there were some old dynamics, and he didn't show his affection again.

Then exit.

As if a ceremony had been completed, after witnessing Ying Zhe's new relationship with his own eyes, Lin Jingfan finally put an end to this relationship with his own hands.

A message popped in, it was Mai Xingze.

"Doge": Yo, brother, is the sun coming out from the east?You are actually online.

"One Leaf Boat": If you don't sleep at night, which brother or brother do you chat with?

"Doge": Tsk, you are heartless, have you not cared about your brother for too long, and you don't even know that I am out of order.

Mai Xingze also left the order, Lin Jingfan was a little surprised, but not shocked.

This guy is like a peacock with his tail open every day. The gays in the whole dormitory building are his gay honey, and it's not surprising that he falls in love.

The two chatted casually. The other party was from the law school, two years older than him. He showed Lin Jingfan a photo. He was tall and fair, which seemed a good match.

"Doge": Brother, have you talked recently? I have a bunch of high-quality brothers here. Let me introduce you?

"One Leaf Boat": ...You guy, I haven't seen you for a few days, and I'm already pimping.How about the kite club?

After Lin Jingfan moved to the campus, the position of president of the Kite Club was naturally handed over to Mai Xingze.

Mai Xingze is still very capable. He made the kite club flourish, and he often formed groups with other clubs, turning it into a friendship group.

From his words, Lin Jingfan heard that he seems to have recruited a lot of handsome little brothers, he couldn't laugh or cry.

Mai Xingze was also very enthusiastic, and recognized that he went to blued just to get out of the order, so he had to introduce him to the high-quality younger brothers in his resource library.

Lin Jingfan originally planned to fall in love, and he was not hypocritical, so he began to look at the photos sent by Mai Xingze and "draft" one by one.

However, Mai Xingze's aesthetics are very different from his own. He thinks that the good-looking ones are generally either the kind of weak little boy with Fufeng's weak face, or the overly delicate enchanting man. Lin Jingfan just wants to find a normal one. Had to politely refuse.

Mai Xingze regretted not being a matchmaker, and muttered that he disliked Lin Jingfan's lack of vision.

Lin Jingfan really didn't have the good fortune to enjoy his "harem", so he casually browsed the online list a few times and added a few friends.

It was already past two o'clock in the evening. After sending the invitation, I was too sleepy to keep my eyes open, so I turned off my phone and fell asleep.

In the next few days, Lin Jingfan kept chatting with a few friends added on blued.

He got back busy with work and study, and he couldn't stay online all the time. Chatting was always intermittent, and he didn't make any real progress.

On the contrary, I go to the laboratory every day, get to know the graduate students more and more, and have dinner together several times.

Several times I had dinner with Cheng Long's team, and Xu Chen also came.The two did not sit at the same table, they just nodded and greeted each other when they were seated.

Lin Jingfan found that the brothers and sisters at his table were very envious of Cheng Long's graduate student.

"Of course, Cheng Long is the youngest professor in the brothel, and he was elected as an IEEE fellow in his early 30s." A senior sister said, "If you are his graduate student, you only need a letter of introduction from him after graduation, and you can choose any company in C University." .”

"So awesome", Lin Jingfan was shocked.

"A world-class scientist, what do you think?" A fellow student said, "I used to teach at MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technology), and when I recommended myself to return to China, the news reported it. It was just before you entered school."

"Then why didn't he go to Qingbei to study and come to our school?" Zhang Zhao asked.

"Haha, it's really funny to talk about this," the senior brother said, "In order to keep him, C University offered him a lot of generous offers back then, but he didn't like it. In the end, do you know what moved him?"

"what?"

"University C promised that as long as Cheng Long is willing to stay, his children will be able to go to the primary school attached to University C for free until they graduate from high school."

"Hahaha", a group of people laughed.

Lin Jingfan and Zhang Zhao were still a little confused, and the senior sister on the side explained, "I don't know that you two are not from city C, but the high school attached to University C is the best middle school in city C, and it is ranked among the top ten in the country. can come in."

"Sure enough, no matter how powerful a person is, they can't escape their children's education," someone lamented.

The topic passed quickly, and everyone quickly talked about other things.Lin Jingfan glanced over the next table occasionally, and when he saw Xu Chen talking and laughing with the people beside him, his eyes were different.

Every time when he thought that Xu Chen was already awesome enough, he could always surprise himself to discover that he was even more awesome.

This is hugging such a thick thigh, Lin Jingfan gave a "tsk" in his heart, thinking to cherish Xu Chen as a friend.

Someone at the dinner table started talking about travel again.

"You've just returned to the old campus, so you'd better play City C first." A senior suggested, "There are still many interesting places in City C."

"That's right", Lin Jingfan's heart moved, he has been staying in Shangougou for the past two years, and has hardly played in City C, so he can organize a team building or something when he finds time.

A group of people were noisy, drinking and eating meat, and the slight sense of loneliness in Lin Jingfan's heart suddenly disappeared.

Maybe loneliness is eternal, but the feeling of loneliness is often only a moment.