hello uncle

Huo Qi finally fully exposed the thorn in his heart to Lin Runzhi.

That incident was a devastating blow to his life. He knew how ridiculous he was in the past ten years, and also knew how desolate his situation was. He felt the coldness and maliciousness of this family, but no one could reach out to help. him.

He was still a child at that time, he didn't take drugs, didn't fight, didn't have promiscuity, and didn't have Internet addiction. He just told him to a person who said he liked him, I like you too, why should he be locked up in such a place, to put it nicely? Militarized management, it sounds like a prison cell, he doesn't want it.

He also hoped that one day, his mother would show up at the school gate.

After all, he is his own son, and if he sent him to such a place without saying a word, he must ask the reason, and if he knows, he must come and see him.

But no.

When he returned home on New Year's Day that year, he was given a total of three days off. When he entered the door, he had mixed feelings. One was that he didn't want to see Huo Huanyu and Huo Qinglin. He hated them at that time, but he couldn't resist. Such a good self-restraint, forbearance is supported by gritting teeth, all the carelessness and unchangeable expression are knocked out teeth and swallowed blood.Second, I don't know how to meet his mother.For three whole months, he went from expecting to being disappointed to discouraged, but his mother never showed up.At first I wanted to ask why you didn’t come, but now I’m full of thoughts wondering if I’m your son?

As a result, there was no chance.

When his mother saw him, she said something like a normal person, "Grow taller and stronger. That place is really tempered, not like a thin boy, but like a big man. My son looks He’s so handsome!” Then he told him, “I’ve booked a European tour with your uncle, and we’re leaving now, you can stay at home if you want, they may go back to the old house for the holidays, if you don’t go, you can just stay at home.”

Then his mother followed his stepfather with her luggage.

Just like they meet every day and don't need to reminisce about the old days.She didn't mention why you suddenly went to boarding school, and why I left without seeing you.

Huo Qi stayed at home by himself on New Year's Day, in the bedroom. He felt that he needed to adjust. There are many things that you don't have to care about, because others don't care about you.As a person who depends on others, his own mother doesn't seem to work. The only thing he can manage is himself.

His studies, his future, and his life depend only on himself.

Of course, there was another incident that happened during that holiday. Huo Qinglin brought a group of close friends to the house for a party, and they were very lively down there. He hated that person, but he also knew that turning his face now was just a wishful thinking, so he held back.Then, Fei Yuan came up and knocked on the door, and took him down that trip, like a monkey, letting Song Xueqiao look at him and make fun of him.

After that vacation, it seemed to be something that didn't need to be mentioned.He always wanted to ask, but after the first time he could ask, this feeling was not so strong.He learned to shut up and ignore this matter, he began to think of ways to save money, save money and invest, and make money in various ways, but his mother never mentioned it again, they were all there during the Chinese New Year holiday, and no one Speaking of this matter, it was as if his going to the boarding school had been discussed long ago, it had been concluded long ago, and it was an axiom that did not need to be explained.

Until now, after 15 years, I finally asked for the first time.

Lin Runzhi's expression was very complicated. She probably didn't expect that Huo Qi hadn't asked for so many years, but he asked at this time.

She quickly lowered her head, and then raised it again. Her long slanted bangs covered her right face. Under the light, the shadow hit her face, and she couldn't see her expression clearly at the moment.

She said, "You...why did you ask this suddenly? I...Of course I do." She probably didn't know how to word it. After all, it was such an important matter that everyone had tacitly kept silent for 15 years. one thing.She hesitated for a while and did not answer directly, "Your uncle said that you like Qinglin."

There was a feeling in Huo Qi's heart, he knew it, he knew it!That is to say, his mother knew that he was gay, knew that he "seduced" Huo Qinglin, and knew that he was kicked out of that kind of school, how could his mother hold back and not ask a single question for 15 years.

Even Huo Qi found it incredible, what kind of mother is this? "so what?"

It was quite difficult for Lin Runzhi to answer this kind of question. She sighed a few times, and then said, "You didn't come back that day, I was in a hurry and wanted to go out to find you, and then your uncle called me to the bedroom. , told me to send you to boarding school. You are my son!" When she said this, she seemed to get excited, and her hand with flesh pink nail polish waved in front of Huo Qi, "Why does he not discuss it? Send people away, let alone boarding school?"

Huo Qi listened quietly without interrupting, he wanted to know what was going on, that his mother was able to ignore his son.

Lin Runzhi said, "I started yelling at him, and then he told me not to be so excited, he wasn't targeting you. He...he played me an audio, that is, the part where you said you like Qinglin .Your uncle was very serious that day. I have known him for so long and shared the same bed for so many years. Not allowed."

"How could I have thought that such a thing would happen?!" Lin Runzhi also seemed aggrieved, "Obviously everything is fine, you are so obedient and sensible, how can you like boys. But there is a recording, I have to believe it It's not that I haven't objected," Lin Runzhi said, "I said that there is no need to send it out, just tell him not to do it. You have been obedient since you were a child and won't do it again. Your uncle feels worried. If something happens, it's a big deal. He was afraid that I would object, so he sent him away directly."

Lin Runzhi didn't lie about this matter, Huo Huanyu told him that, but the words were more explicit, what he said was, "Huo Qi looks like you, the aesthetics of father and son will be inherited, every day What if something happens after meeting for a long time?"

Huo Qi asked her, "Then you agreed? You just agreed because you were afraid of a big accident?"

"I...you have already sent it there, I have no choice, should I turn against him." Lin Runzhi tried to tell Huo Qi, and she also tried her best, "Huo Qi, I am your mother, I will not care about you. I asked him what school it was, and I was going to see you and asked him to arrange it for me. He said it was a good school, with a particularly high enrollment rate, no worse than your middle school. I read the information and enrollment rate, and I was relieved. of."

"I asked to see someone!" She said, "He didn't agree. He said that strict management is one thing, and he was afraid that you would be rebellious at this time, and you didn't want to cry to me, and wanted to transfer it out."

"So you are afraid of him, just listen to it."

Hockett didn't want to listen to that sentence, there was nothing he could do.How could there be no way in this world? If Huo Huanyu didn't tell her, couldn't she ask herself?Lin Runzhi is her own mother, and if she went to the school to ask about the transfer of files, who would not tell her.The school is a boarding house, but it is not a prison. When Lin Runzhi went there, how could he not see anyone? Everything was just because he dared not violate it.

Because if you don't look at him, he is still Lin Runzhi's son.But if he violated Huo Huanyu, Huo Huanyu might not be someone's husband.Even though Huo Huanyu's love for his mother seems to be as deep as sea on the surface, but in fact, the huge background gap makes it impossible for them to be equal for the rest of their lives, and their thinking is born with admiration.

"Huo Qi," Lin Runzhi was obviously a little angry, and she didn't want to be exposed like this. "I'm your mother!" She repeated again, of course, she knew that this empty sentence was useless, it couldn't counteract the anger in Huo Qi's heart, otherwise he wouldn't have asked.

Lin Runzhi tried to explain to Huo Qi, "You can't talk to me like that. I'm not afraid of him, I respect him. And what can I do if I go, I can't get you back, your file has been transferred, you You have to study there for the college entrance examination. Do you still have to face the fact that you are gay? Then you have to talk about it.”

Lin Runzhi patted his chest, "No mother in this world is willing to hear this news. I can't stand it. The son I raised is gay. I can't accept it! This is the main reason, I I don't want to discuss with you whether it's innate or acquired, and I don't want to hear you say that liking my adoptive brother is a matter of necessity. I don't want to discuss this matter at all. Huo Qi, do you think I won't see you? It's very sad, but have you ever thought about how painful it is for me, as a mother who has worked hard and put high hopes on you?"

"Furthermore," Lin Runzhi had other reasons, "who knows if the love when I was young is true or not. We should separate and calm down. Everyone will not participate in this matter. Maybe they will come to their senses and change it. If I go , forcing you not to find a boyfriend, to like a girl, you may be more rebellious. This is also a cold treatment. It's just..." She sighed, "I didn't mention it at the beginning, and I couldn't talk about it later, and gradually I didn't I know how to mention it."

Huo Qi didn't expect his fucking reason to be so good!

He suddenly thought of Yu Jing.Didn't this woman realize something was wrong with Jiang Yanwei when her son was a teenager?How did Yu Jing do it?Jiang Yanwei's little Huangman was discovered, she quietly hid and observed the child, and when she found nothing happened, she acted as if nothing had happened, and did not disturb Jiang Yanwei's life at all.And when she found out that Jiang Yanwei liked men recently, she didn't shrink back, she didn't resent why my only son was a shameful homosexual and failed my hopes, but instead searched for information and found experts, and finally chose to support it.

Lin Runzhi knew that his sexuality was unacceptable, sad and even unwilling to see him, he believed it.But he also believed that Yu Jing must have had this process, the same mother, the difference is really too big.

Huo Qi couldn't help laughing, "Yes, you are all right. Act as if this incident didn't happen, act as if you don't know my sexual orientation, act as if you don't know how my life is going in there, act as if you don't think about a 15-year-old boy who was suddenly The distribution didn't suffer any mental blows, and I didn't ask any questions. I have been serving your husband wholeheartedly for so many years. When I grow up and succeed, I start to complain that I am alienated from you. Mom, aren't you For my own good, is it for your own good?"

He saw blood for a while: "Your choice is not at all because of love or hate, right or wrong, but interests. Huo Huanyu was powerful when I was 15 years old, so you followed him. Later, I gradually emerged and Huo Huanyu gradually aged. So you start getting close to me."

Lin Runzhi immediately became annoyed, "You fart! You are reasonable, and you are at fault for this matter. Homosexuality is not an honorable thing. You found something wrong with yourself, why didn't you tell the doctor? Besides, Qing What is Lin's identity, how much your uncle valued him, and he didn't say that he was gay at that time, and he has always had such a good relationship with Song Xueqiao. You go to confess to him? Don't forget that he is the Huo family, and your surname is Guo! You Do you know how angry uncle is? He sent you out for my sake, if someone else, you try? "

Lin Runzhi was also excited, "Do you know what he said? I didn't expect that the adopted son I raised by my side would dare to touch my son. Huo Qi, you did something wrong, you have to admit it."

There are two things that Huo Qi hates to hear the most in his life. One is that Huo Huanyu raised him, and the other is that he seduced Huo Qinglin.Now, fuck it all.What's more, he actually doesn't want to hear Lin Runzhi's anger, last resort, and grievances anymore. The only thing he has been wondering about for so many years is why he went to a boarding school.

The answer now is almost the same as what he guessed in his heart. He still has nothing to ask, just to make himself more angry.

"Mom!" He interrupted Lin Runzhi who wanted to say something more, "I didn't let Huo Huanyu raise me, I have a biological father, he is knowledgeable and moral, even though he is not rich enough, he can support a family, He can raise me up smoothly, if it wasn't for Huo Huanyu seducing you who is married, if it wasn't for your cheating in marriage, I don't need to be someone else's adopted son, I don't need to change my surname to Huo, and I don't need to adapt to this kind of extravagance The Huo family, among them, doesn't need to be transferred to a boarding high school just because they like a man because they're gay, and they don't need to look at your face, because that's my real dad."

The cheating should have touched Lin Runzhi's bottom line, she almost immediately shouted, "Shut up! It's not your turn to talk about your parents!"

"Why not?" Compared with Lin Runzhi's ferocious face, Huo Qi's face was very calm, "Is it because it's too ugly? Because you exposed your nature of climbing dragons and phoenixes? Because you brought me here The Huo family, have you seen more of the world with a bigger platform? Mom, you never know, I would rather follow my dad to buy a new dress every year and sit on the back of his bicycle and go to school for my children than follow you .”

Lin Runzhi was also impatient, and wanted to slap Huo Qi, "You have no heart!"

But she was old, and Huo Qi was strong enough to grab Lin Runzhi's wrist, making her slap look like a joke.Huo Qi nodded and said, "I really have no conscience. I'm not grateful for the family that raised me, and even hate it! Because your marriage originally carried the original sin of cheating. You ask my conscience, Mom, you treat me Does Dad have a conscience? Besides, is this place really good for me? You keep talking about seduction, Mom, you just think that I did something wrong and was punished, and that I am gay again. Did you come and check with me once, is that true?"

When he suddenly mentioned this, Lin Runzhi was stunned.

"There is a recording." She immediately found the reason.

That's right, that recording is the evidence, Huo Qinglin used it to successfully drive himself away, and Huo Huanyu used it to convince his mother that it was all his fault.

Huo Qi laughed almost immediately, "So what about the recording? The recording just shows that I have a crush on him, maybe it shows that I took the initiative? Mom, don't forget, I'm clean now, but Huo Qinglin raised a Jiang Yi Then be an underground lover."

Lin Runzhi stood there in a daze, and retorted eloquently in disbelief, fearing that he would lose the upper hand if he lowered his voice, and he was really wrong, "He seduced you? Why did he? Impossible, why can't he get it? You were not familiar with him before, and you didn't offend him, you have such a big age difference, and there is no conflict!"

Huo Qi could tell at a glance that she didn't believe it, so he replied, "Because his father thought about you and didn't treat his mother kindly. He also hates you who cheated, but he just blamed me, and you still believe his father If you don't want to, think that I seduced the Huo family's Jiaozi, and let him leave me in that ghostly place. I also found a good-sounding reason for myself, because I don't want to see you because I'm gay, and you are the worst The husband of this kind of thing knows that his son may be gay, and it doesn't affect Huo Qinglin's life in the slightest."

"They lied to me!" Lin Runzhi said.

"Mom, why can he lie to you, because you will make the best choice based on your interests, and you don't even have the courage to ask the truth. All the above reasons are actually one reason. Huo Huanyu doesn't want you to see me, and he doesn't want to tell the truth This matter."

The room fell silent, and a needle could be heard.

Lin Runzhi took two steps back and sat on the single sofa next to Huo Qi's bed.

It was too open and too clear, Lin Runzhi didn't even have a reason to cover it up, but instead became frank.She became calmer, like that expensive lady again.After a few minutes, she finally said, "You and your dad are on the same page." This was obviously Guo Rubai, "I'm sorry for you. I..." At this time, she said something from her heart, "I also think It's too strict, but he's too fierce, and he looks like he won't back down even if his son is divorced, so I didn't dare to touch him a second time."

"Yes, you said that I was doing it for my own good, I admit it. But why didn't I do it for my own good. I can see the end of my life with your father. No matter how good I am, I am a senior editor who takes care of my parents-in-law and you, for the rest of my life." Tightly, I have two houses to my death. But if I follow Huo Huanyu, I am the daughter-in-law of the Huo family, so what kind of life will I live. What's wrong with my choice? "

"You were transferred to a boarding school. I followed Huo Huanyu's wishes and didn't respond. But so what? You are right, you are still my son living there, but when I turned against him, his wife didn't know it was Who is it? Do you want me to start again at the age of 40? Do you want me to leave Mrs. Huo alone and go for a divorce? Why should I?"

"Huo Qi, you think this is ruthless to you, but let me tell you the truth, you are attached to me, and only if I love you! You are my son, the only person in this world who is related to me by blood. I may feel sorry for you, but I always care about you. You don't need to hold on to these old sesame seeds and rotten millet from more than ten years ago. Aren't you fine now? Sanfang looks like this, to you It is more beneficial, you will be better in the future, can you look back?"

Huo Qi knew that he and his mother had nothing in common.In his mother's eyes, those sufferings in his youth are all the price he paid for living a good life. They are deserved and can be ignored. Woolen cloth.

He said flatly, "It seems that we can't agree. Mom, I'm moving out of Huo's house from today. We don't agree with each other. It's better to stay far away. Besides, your husband and I have made it clear that we If you don't study business or join the Huo family company, you have nothing to do with the Huo family." He looked at Lin Runzhi and wanted to speak, but he didn't give her a chance, "I will take care of the old-age care that should be taken care of. Don't worry. But, You don't have to worry about my affairs."

"Do you want to deny me?" Lin Runzhi asked him.

"Why? I still call you mother, but are you right? People have to be kind to themselves, and the rest can take care of others. I really mind the life of a teenager, I hate this place, I hate Huo Huanyu and Huo Qinglin, see When I see them, I want some violence. Of course, I don’t like you without maternal love. This is not a past that I can forget, just like Huo Huanyu is someone you can’t offend, so our choices are the same, don’t mention it. "

It's all like this, Huo Qi will definitely not be able to sleep here tonight, he actually didn't expect that he would speak up so quickly, thinking that he would stay for a few more days.He went to get his coat and put it on, and said to his mother, "I'm going to live in my own house. I've cleaned up the things in this house for the New Year. You just throw away the rest. I won't come back. .”

"Oh, by the way, Mom!" After thinking about it, he decided to tell Jiang Yanwei. This is his lover, and he doesn't need to hide it secretly. "Sexual orientation will not change with time, and it won't change if you don't ask." , I am still gay. I have a lover, and I am also a man, and we will get married soon. But this kind of wedding probably does not meet your status as Mrs. Huo, so you can pretend that you don't know. "

After he finished speaking, he opened the door and went out.

Lin Runzhi sat there in a daze, she couldn't describe how she felt, did she regret it?No, for a person like her, even if the whole world abandons her, she will not regret her choice.After all, her choice has brought about a good life today, whether she abandons Guo Rubai or feels sorry for Huo Qi, this is enough.

Don't you regret it?No, she is also uncomfortable, and her heart hurts. There is an instinct telling her that you are wrong, and you will have retribution one day, which makes her feel uneasy.

Fortunately, soon, the nanny knocked on the door, "Sister Run, do you want to lock the door? It's late."

She became Mrs. Huo again, stood up and put on her usual appearance, "Lock it."

Huo Qi went downstairs and drove to his house, but he received a WeChat message on the way, he turned on the red light, Jiang Yanwei sat on the bed, wearing this pajamas, and said to him, "Hey, Uncle Huo, You should go to bed so late. I just want to tell you, I miss you more today than yesterday, remember to come to me in my dream, wear that suit, you know."