Confessions of S

The author has something to say: open your mouth and send a candy

Mu Cha removed the tape from the man's mouth, took out the contents, and gave him a glass of water.

Open the half-moon lock that connects the neck and the water pipe. Although the shackles are still there, it is still possible to move in small steps.

"Get up." I couldn't help urging him with my foot, but it wasn't too heavy, at most it was pushing his neck with a shoe.

There seemed to be a bit of pus on the collarbone. I don’t remember when and what I used to make it. It seemed that there was no bleeding at the time, but the bruise was very bad, so I just took a shower like that... Or did it not work?Hmm, let's deal with it for a while.

It can be seen that the man is very reluctant.

I can clearly see how the circuit in his mind turned: Although he is going to be fucked every day, he is still in the bathroom anyway, but today he wants to go out, what is it like——

The nerves in the man's neck were beating desperately.

"Three." Seeing him froze.Mu Cha sighed and could only start counting.

Before he could say two, the man got up from the ground.

Walking slowly in front of Mu Cha, the two came to the living room.

"Let's eat." Mu Cha took a quick step, rushed to the front, and pulled away the chair under the man's eyes. "Sorry, I'm too lazy to cook today, so I bought sushi." She already spoke in the tone of an old married couple.

"It's not poisoned." Seeing the man's gaze, he pouted. "Ah, you can't eat it, right? Well, I also want to tie your hands to the front, but the knot behind you is too difficult to tie... that's the only way to go."

"Don't spit on my hands."

Mucha opened the wooden box where the sushi was placed.

"...What are you doing?" Seeing that the person in front of him was still standing blankly, Mu Cha's tone became bad.

"Just...have you eaten yet?" the man said.

"Aren't you going to do something to me today..."

After taking off the blindfold, you have to drink water, and after drinking water, you will be beaten.Then you can eat.

This order has been firmly memorized.

...What is this.

Mu Cha raised his eyes.

It's as simple as training a dog.

Should I just chuckle as scripted and say "Are you looking forward to it"?

No.Stop making trouble.Squeeze the silly jokes down.It is impossible for the guy with blood on his neck and bloody eyes to be looking forward to it, and he has no desire to mock him with such words at all.

"I'm a little tired today, so I'll let you go."

"...I cao."

Ok?

"'Let me go'? It's me to 'let you go'! You can kill me if you have the ability, and you can do it now! But if you can't die, as long as I can breathe—I—absolutely, Yes, no, yes, let go, pass, you." Knowing the fate of saying this, the man just didn't let go.Should he be called stupid or... a smile appeared on the young man's face.

"I see. Let me accept your challenge." Mu Cha opened his hands, as if surrendering in a game with a child, and his voice became very soft:

"But today I really forget it. I will definitely not hurt you today. You are a puppy, okay?"

A sigh escaped from his lips involuntarily.The man sat down at the table.

"Which one do you want to eat?" After brewing a cup of green tea for himself, Mu Cha took a sip from the black earthenware cup.Because he didn't order sushi from a chain, but ordered it from a private store by phone and went directly to pick it up. He was somewhat confident in the taste of today's sushi.

"……Oh."

I agreed.The man suddenly faltered a little, and the atmosphere seemed to change suddenly.

"...Yellow, yellow."

Huang...Tamako Sushi?Mu Cha's eyes widened: "You haven't eaten sushi before, have you?"

"..."

"...It's so annoying! Do you think everyone is a young master like you?"

……ha.Mu Cha opened his mouth, but closed it again.Ten thousand ways to mock the other party came to my mouth, but——"If you haven't eaten it, I recommend this tuna warship. The meat is very soft and dense, and it's a little sweet. Come, open your mouth."

……

Slightly tugging on the buckle on the opponent's neck, "sit, sit, sit", Mu Cha gave the order in a not-so-strong tone.

"Ah? What kind of game is this? Has your abnormal value increased again?" Although he complained, he still sat down by the foot of the bed. The man has been much more honest than he looks recently.

"What's the matter?" Putting the other person's head on the side of the bed, Mu Cha carefully passed the PET strap with a little extra length through the other's neck and the wooden railing on the bed, "My room has a carpet, rest here It’s better than the bathroom.”

"And it's so close to me, it's easier to kill me, right? Isn't it good?"

Raise your hand and use the air button to point at the night light and press it lightly. With a pop, it's like flipping a transparent milk jug, and the room filled with milky white light is instantly plunged into darkness.

Pulling the T-shirt up to the top of his head, Mu Cha threw it on the bedside table.The empty body slid into the air-conditioning quilt.

"Brother... what's your name?" With her hands behind her head, Mu Cha looked at the darkness in front of her.

"...why?" Unsurprisingly, a response came from the darkness immediately: "Do you want to set up a tombstone for me after you die?"

Mu Cha closed his eyes.Sure enough, it is impossible to accept this kind of attitude towards others no matter how mentally the other party is...

In fact, Mu Cha also thought about it after that, it was a great choice to choose this person.

Although I haven't hacked to the point of falling into trouble, and the time for each attack is not too long... But in this kind of sex that lasts for several days in a room alone, continuous daily torture and no future in sight Under the attack of fear, the average person may already have a nervous breakdown.

After tossing a bit, I got up again and turned on the light.

Mu Cha dug out another quilt from the cabinet, and threw it on the man unceremoniously:

"Don't move around, I don't want to wake up in the middle of the night and want to cover you with a quilt like taking care of a baby" - his words are completely redundant, his hands and feet are tied, and his head is fixed to the bedpost, man Basically unable to move.

This man... It seems that he really thinks that he can survive.

Obviously just a little bastard... really strong.

Can't help but think like this, the taste of inferiority spread in his mouth like the bloody smell that bit his lip.

At this moment, the so-called "strong" voice came from his ear.

"Lu Wen."

Why?he thinks.But then it came to me - oh my god.In this case, the other party actually announced his name.

"...What? Such an elegant name? You?" Mu Cha hid the wavering in his heart and laughed at the man.

"You—"

But Mu Cha interrupted him: "Lu Wen, if I let you go tomorrow, can you pretend to let me go?"

"what--?"

"You didn't suffer any serious injuries, didn't you have any functional impairments... If there were any, then I wouldn't be responsible."

("--you!")

"If I let you go tomorrow, can you leave quickly and don't call the police or trouble me?"

"...Am I an idiot?" As Mu Cha expected, the other party spoke every word without any hesitation:

"You let me go tomorrow morning, and I'll feed you to the dog at noon."

I sighed in my heart.

"Let's think about it..." Mu Cha said, "What if you cut off your tongue and sold it to traffickers, and let them drive you to a small ravine so that you never come back?"

"..."

"Or cut off your hands and feet, so that even if you want to, you can't take revenge on me?"

"Hahaha"—Although he couldn't see the other party's face, Mu Cha couldn't help but burst out laughing at the sudden drop in temperature in the dark; since he has been inflicting physical torture and he rarely teased the other party mentally—this time Be an exception.

"Just kidding." He admitted honestly, "I can't do such a disgusting and frustrating thing."

"I will kill you without disgust or tossing." Mu Cha promised.

"Go to sleep."

"Hey, what the hell is this game?"

"Ah?" Mu Chami replied in a daze, he was almost falling asleep.

"Why did you bring me here!"

"Stop talking, and I'll seal your mouth if you talk again."

"Feng Feng seals you! But before you have the ability to seal it, please answer me first, why do you do such a thing?"

ah? "Is it because of perversion?"

"Tsk," the man clicked his tongue, "Who the hell is asking why you are perverted? I'm asking why you pretend to be a good person from time to time while being perverted?"

"..." I suddenly felt a little bit shocked - am I "pretending to be a good person"?

"Is it also because of perversion?" Mu Cha replied casually.

"Stop fucking it."

What?

"You...is it because of loneliness? If you are lonely, I will give you a number to find a girl to help you masturbate, right? If you don't want to sleep with her, there are also women who just lie next to you and accompany you without doing anything. Chat business, as long as you are willing to pay... Please stop playing with me!"

ah?Mu Cha's drowsiness disappeared.He sat up from the bed with a jerk.

"I said, Lu Wen, how did you come to the conclusion that I'm 'very lonely'?"

"Since I came here, you haven't brought a woman back, have you?"

"Huh? How can I bring a girl here? No, if I don't bring a girl back, does that mean I must be lonely?"

But the man snorted from his throat and did not answer Mu Cha's words. "You don't have any friends, do you? Tell me to go to the library and go to the library all day long-it's so annoying!"

"I just came to this city for a semester, and it's normal that I haven't met any close friends among my classmates? Besides, do I have to make new friends? I still have a few very good friends, and the connection is close enough. You don't need to worry about it."

"Ah, one. That's right, you seem to have one."

For some reason, Mu Cha felt relieved.He has a few very good friends, and sometimes when he abuses this guy halfway through, Q*Q will beep, and then the day will end like that... It is impossible for the other party to not notice.

"But—are you scared?" The man suddenly raised his voice, and Mu Cha had an ominous premonition in his heart.

"I saw it. When you chat with your friends, sometimes you will type 'you are not what I imagined', a question mark, and then——delete this sentence?"

"..."

The body seemed to be shaken tremendously.speechless.

There seemed to be a lump in his throat.Can't do it manually.I can't move my feet.The world in front of my eyes began to shake, as if I was in a transparent tank filled with salt water.

In fact, he has already begun to suspect that a person like himself sneaks out of the classroom quickly after class, for fear of being stopped by someone from behind; , I feel unbearable to have a slightly longer conversation. Once I sense that the other party has a desire to get close to me, all I blurt out are lies:

If the other party invites you to eat hot pot, you can say with certainty that your molars will hurt after getting angry; if the other party invites you to go to the movies, you can say that the freezing in the movie theater is unbearable like a mortuary.

His excuses are often so real that they are funny, and others will laugh at them and slap him on the back—"You!"

With such a self, why would anyone want to be by his side?

Maybe... there is something wrong with my own brain?

Those people on the opposite side of the electronic terminal, those moments of tacit understanding and touch, maybe they were imagined?Maybe my friend who is hundreds of miles away is just another lie I made up?It's just that the person who was deceived this time was himself!

Want to ask but dare not ask, type that line and delete it.

As if exhaling the last breath in a can full of water.

It was as if he was hitting a glass barrier with his fingertips.

A finger away is the world.

The real world, a world full of life and color.

A world that has nothing to do with him, at this moment in the darkness looking at Mucha at his fingertips in a daze - a world that will never be touched.

"Don't fucking think about it!" - the man's voice pulled him back abruptly.Suppressing her panting, Mu Cha clenched her cold palms tightly. "What are you doing with that sad face?" Even though he was in the darkness, the man spoke in a tone as if he could read the expression on his face.

"You're not talking to yourself! You are sinister, treacherous and perverted, but your friend is real; I can prove it—because I saw you chatting."

"One of them is a woman, right? Every time I chat with you, I send a bunch of little emojis, each mouthful of a husband—ah——looking at it;"

"The other one is a cat friend, right? Give the cat to him for the time being? Is that black, briquette-like cat your cat?"

Before he had time to finish, he couldn't continue.

Holding the sheet with one hand, Mu Cha changed her position and knelt on the bed.Leaning down—he covered the man's mouth from both sides.

Not with your hands, though—or so with your arms around you.

No struggle or resistance.The man seemed momentarily stunned.For a moment, Mu Cha just hugged her quietly like that.

Not warm at all.Not at all at ease.There is no mess in the mind.There's no thumping in the chest at all - I'm an honest man with absolutely no irony.

"Hey..." He lowered his head.In the ear of the other party, Mu Cha said softly:

"If you're right...if I did this to you because I was lonely...what are you going to do?"