Gu Ling

I froze.Did you go back and see me?when?

He said that he had seen it a total of three times.

Once, a week after what happened to us, I was playing with flowers and plants in the yard, looking lonely, and he hid far away under the old tree at the door.He was worried about me, but he was afraid of seeing me. He wanted to see me, but he was afraid of seeing me with resentment, indifference, hurt or disgust.It's not that he's afraid of taking responsibility, what he can't bear is his flustered heart after seeing me.

The second time was on New Year's Eve of that year. He killed someone for the first time. Looking at the messy scene in front of him, he suddenly missed me like crazy.So he climbed mountains and ridges like this, and appeared outside my door in a state of embarrassment, with blood all over his hair, face, and clothes.The bus driver didn't dare to take him, so he paid a high price to take a black car back.He came back and wanted to tell me his fear, his panic, and his longing.

But he outside the door saw it, and Xiao Yang in the courtyard smiled dotingly at me, and I looked at him with moist eyes.When the colorful fireworks bloom in mid-air, our faces are soft and sweet.

When he looked down and saw his blood-stained hands, he fled.

The last time was when I was in my sophomore year, when he gained the trust of Tang Hui's boss and became Tang Hui's new owner.His mood was very calm, even a little proud. He came back to me and wanted to tell me that he was doing well now, that he was trusted by his boss and had a good future. Speak the words.

It's just me that day, holding Xiao Xi's hand and crossing the road lovingly, arranging her scarf, with gentle and doting eyes.

He followed us and walked with us all day, from Swan Square to Huxin Park to Children’s Paradise and then to Wanda Cinema. He thought that although he couldn’t make an appointment with me alone, it’s okay, a date He did everything he had to do, though, he glanced at the rose he was holding tightly in his hand, the blood-like bright red made his eyes hurt a little.He watched a romantic comedy with us, in the darkest corner of the theater, laughing and crying, feeling like a fool.

That day, he rushed back to City A in the middle of the night and threw himself heavily onto the bed.

Of course, these are all things I didn't know until a long time later.After Gu Lang finished saying that sentence, he lazily stretched his waist and left, as if it was an insignificant sentence, making it hard to understand his thoughts.

The next day, I found Ai Tianya.

She looked in surprise, Gu Ling, why are you here?

I smiled, well, I arrived in the past few days.How is it, it seems that you are doing well, you are getting more and more beautiful, you are a big beauty.I joked.

Ai Tianya's smile suddenly faded, Gu Ling, don't laugh at me, what about me, don't you know?

I was silent for a while, and said, you don't have to keep Ye Ling's matter in mind, you know who Gu Lang likes now.

She immediately raised her head, her eyes lit up, and then she lowered her head again. I know that this year, I felt that Gu Lang really liked me, but Ye Ling, as soon as she appeared, I felt like a clown, meddling between them shameless third party.

I laughed, little girl, what you said is not right, the matter between Ye Ling and Gu Lang has passed for a long time, and they are not together, what kind of third party are you?

She looked at me in surprise, you mean Gu Lang and Ye Ling are not together?

Well, Gu Lang brought Ye Ling out of Peach Blossom Miasma, but told her clearly that it was impossible between them.I added in my heart, although Ye Ling committed suicide many times after hearing the news.

She looked up at me with bright eyes.

So you can go back and spend some time with Gu Lang. He's not having a good time, so you should spend more time with him.I said a little lonely.

Not long ago, Gu Lang found out about the murderer who killed his mother and sister. That high-ranking, proud and confident man was once again severely injured by his father.

He confidently thought that he had grown up, that his wings were full, and that he already had enough strength to avenge the death of his dear relatives, what was missing was just a chance.But it turned out that he was just fetching water from a bamboo basket, no, he was even worse than this, he actually worked for his enemy for many years.

How many times when he was on the verge of life and death, what he thought was that as long as he survived this time, he would be one step closer to success, and he would be one step closer to revenge, but it turned out to be so ridiculous.

When he was a boy, he hated his father for walking on this road of no return; but later, he ignored his father's obstruction and walked on this road.Just because he wanted to find out the real culprit who killed his mother and sister so that he could avenge them.

Therefore, on the one hand, he hated the death that his father brought to his mother and sister because of his involvement in the gang; .

He stepped on the tip of the knife, seeking light from the darkness.

But in the face of his father's obstruction, he had to start from the bottom. He no longer wanted to remember how many humiliations he had endured, and how many tribulations he had suffered. But today, with his current status, Qin Xin is no different from a his benefactor.

About Qin Xin, all he knows is that she is a powerful woman, and she is the side room of a political figure named Jianghuailin. When some interests conflict, if the Jianghuailin Group is not suitable to go out, Qin Xin will use the underworld way to solve.

The cruel thing is that until today, his father told him that the murderer who killed his mother and sister was actually Qin Xin, who had an incomparable relationship with him.

This is the best humiliation his father gave him in this life. Aren't you going to avenge your mother and sister? Your enemy is Boss Qin who cares about you in every possible way! You have sacrificed your life for your enemy, idiot!

What is even more cruel is not to tell him the truth, but to pull out his revenge claws after clearly letting him know the truth. The reason is simple and cold. His father, or just a man named Gu Zhidong, Tell him that this is not the time for revenge, because the backer behind Qin Xin, the culprit, Jiang Huailin has not fallen.

Both he and he need to wait for the opportunity, for the two women they both love deeply.

His father patted him on the shoulder and said, I was too impulsive at the beginning and refused to believe in evil. In order to get that piece of land, I offended the Jiang family and made your mother and sister die in peace.Children, people don't fight with officials! I can't lose you again.But you have to believe that our father and son will definitely avenge this revenge!

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In the following days, facing his enemies, he still smiled and behaved politely

He began to doubt his father, and even doubted whether his father was really what he said, whether he had just found out the murderer who killed his mother and sister or he had known all along and just quietly threw himself to Qin Xin By his side, be a latent pawn.

You see, Gu Lang is such a man who makes people feel distressed just thinking about it.

I put down the coffee in my hand, packed my things and prepared to leave.

Gu Ling!Ai Tianya called me hesitantly, you know Jiang Han and I...

I don't care if you and Jiang Han are married or not, and I don't care whether your marriage to him is true or not. I tell you this so that you can clearly understand that Gu Lang and the Jiang family have a blood feud. If you want to continue to love him Just don't do anything to hurt him, or I, Gu Ling, won't let you go.I turned around and said to her calmly.

No, I didn't hurt Gu Lang.Ai Tianya was frightened by the haze in my eyes, and said blankly, "I can't find that is the point."

I rubbed my face and said softly, sorry, I was a little emotional just now.I remember before I asked you if you said you liked Gu Lang for the rest of your life, and you said it was true, then please fulfill your promise now, Gu Lang, I need you very much!

Ai Tianya smiled, recalling those sad and beautiful secret loves when she was young, she nodded and said, Gu Ling, I will, thank you!

When I walked out of the cafe, it was getting late.I simply went back to Tang Hui, glanced at the fence on the second floor, walked over to pick up the wine bottle on the ground, and then helped Gu Lang who was leaning against the table.

He closed his eyes and looked haggard and leaned his head on the backrest. His facial features were exquisite and three-dimensional, his eyelashes were long and thick, the corners of his mouth were tightly drawn into a thin line, and his brows were tightly locked.

I smiled, where did this angel come from? She was so beautiful but always frowned.

I stretched out my thumb and forefinger to lightly press between his brows, and said softly, Gu Lang, wake up, let's go back to bed.

His eyes trembled slightly, and slowly opened a crack. When he saw me, he got up honestly and let me help him back to the room.

I put him on the bed, lightly helped him remove his shoes, and took off his coat.Then he took a basin of hot water, wet the towel and slowly wiped his face.

Gu Lang opened his eyes slightly, looked at me, and said in a daze, Gu Ling, I won't do it this time.

I asked, won't what?

He replied, I will not put my pain on you again. I used to be an asshole, and the pain I couldn't bear was like pulling you to suffer with me. I hurt as much as you hurt. I If you want me to go to hell, you must follow. Everyone can abandon me, but you can't, but I didn't mean it. I love you. I hate you as much as I treat you.

I looked at him and said softly, I know, I know.

But, this time I won't.He went on to say, I will want you to be well and not give others a chance, I will want you to be well and never leave me again.Are you okay?

I looked at him with tender eyes.I replied, okay, Gu Lang!

His eyes suddenly lit up, and then he tugged at the dark purple shirt wrapped around his body and said, I don't want to wear this dress anymore, it spilled on me when I was drinking just now.

I laughed and said, okay, I'll change it for you.

He said, I want to wear that cotton T-shirt, the one with Lord of the Rings on it.

I said, okay, I'll find someone to change it for you later.

He tilted his head and thought for a while, then said, you don’t need to look for it, it’s just behind the hanger at the head of the bed, and I don’t want to wear pants to sleep, it’s so uncomfortable, I want to wear…

I interrupted him with a smile, and said softly, okay, whatever, I'll help you change a pair of shorts later.

Gu Lang smiled and said something nice.She fell asleep with a twitch on the corner of her mouth, obedient and satisfied.

I helped him cover the quilt, stretched out my hand to brush the broken hair on his forehead, sat on the ground and looked at him, Gu Lang was just a 24-year-old boy, but he wrapped himself up in coldness and unfeeling prematurely, love No, no crying, no laughing.It was reality and hatred that drove him to a dead end step by step. Now I only hope that Ai Tianya can keep his promise and guard him well.otherwise.I clenched my hand tightly, nails digging into my palm.Otherwise, you and Jiang Han will never end well.

The phone rang many times in my pocket, I frowned and glanced at the name on the screen, then took the door out and pressed the answer button, hello, Uncle Gu, ok, ok, ok, I'll be right there.

After arriving at Gu's Building, I went directly to Gu Zhidong's office.

Uncle Gu, are you looking for me?

Gu Zhidong glanced at me, playing with the bodhi seed in his hand, I heard that someone has been active near Tang Hui recently?

I answered truthfully, yes, but I still don't know whose team it is.

Jiang Huailin's son often goes to Tang Hui?

After thinking about it for a while, I answered cautiously, all of them were drinking with friends, nothing happened.

He stared at me for a few seconds and continued, I heard that the woman who made Xiao Lang look for death has come back again?

I replied, yes, she didn't die, but Gu Lang has already made arrangements, so it won't have any impact.

Gu Zhidong stood up and turned his back to me, um, how is he doing recently?

I thought about it for a moment, thinking that what he asked must be Gu Lang's reaction after knowing the truth.I replied, everything is fine, I should have accepted the fact.

Gu Zhidong turned around and sneered, hum, if he doesn't accept it, the past six years will be in vain!Having said that, he changed the subject and looked at me meaningfully. By the way, Xiao Lang is still young, and he is not very clear about what kind of relationship he should have. You, help me out.

I looked up at him and replied, Uncle Gu, don't worry, I know what to do.

Gu Zhidong nodded, okay, you can go back, remember, don't be smart.

I bowed my head and said yes, leaving Gu's.

There was something in Gu Zhidong's words, and I finally knew why he called me here.The two tasks this time help Gu Lang pursue Ai Tianya and prevent Gu Lang from falling in love with Ai Tianya.

I rubbed my temples tiredly, feeling exhausted for a moment.

When I returned to Tang Hui the next day, Gu Lang had already woken up, and his face returned to the laziness and coldness of the first time I saw him, which made people suspect that the slightly coquettish boy last night was just a dream.

I don't have a real position in Tang Hui, all I do is stay by Gu Lang's side, inseparable.Gu Zhidong just wanted to find someone of his own to follow Gu Lang, and I was the best choice, because apart from me, Gu Lang didn't accept anyone around Gu Zhidong, which was also the reason why he dropped me to City A.

I moved to Gu Lang's apartment and went in and out with him every day. He drank, and I sat at the wine table, he slept, and I stayed on the sofa, and he went out to deal with "things", and I followed behind.For a moment, it seemed to be back to his childhood, with his youthful side face looking up, and his washed and bright white sneakers lowering his eyebrows.

Most of the time, Gu Lang was still in Tang Hui's general manager's office, sitting at the window, overlooking the night of the city.

This room has a good view, you can have a panoramic view of the whole city, and you can often see Ai Tianya wandering downstairs.

At 10:30 in the evening, Ai Tianya appeared in Tang Hui again on time.

Looking at Gu Lang who was frowning slightly, I said, won't you go down?

His brows furrowed deeper, and he asked with some dissatisfaction, what am I going to do?

I said, I have already confirmed my heart, so why bother to make both of them feel uncomfortable.

He looked at me incredulously, you mean I like her?Like Ai Tianya?

I didn't look at him, I stared out the window, the weather was cold, Ai Tianya was wearing less clothes, stomping his feet and looking around under the street lamp.

After a long time, I looked away, and said to him with some reproach, Gu Lang, although Ai Tianya has a grudge against you because of Ye Ling, but the matter is over, you know how much she loves you, and your heart , you are planning to propose to her, you should go down and tell her clearly, it is so late now, it is not safe for a girl like Ai Tianya to come to this kind of place.

After finishing speaking, Gu Lang looked at me as if he was looking at an alien creature. He asked me in a hurry, should I propose to her?

I looked up at him, didn't you, on the day Ye Ling appeared, you proposed to her.

Just as Gu Lang opened his mouth to say something, there was a knock on the door. He turned to the door and said in a cold tone, what's the matter?

Boss, Boss Qin is here.Cui Jiu's quiet voice came from outside the door.

Ok, I know.Gu Lang answered Cui Jiu, then turned to me and said, I don't know if there is any misunderstanding, but I never proposed to Ai Tianya.

After saying that, he left.

Looking at Gu Lang's leaving back, I was a little puzzled, what did he mean by that sentence?Never proposed?Could it be that my memory is wrong, or that something happened during this year?