After binding the Civil Affairs Bureau

Yue Yang regretted it a long time ago. His time is the same as that of Jiang Tan. When he was on a field mission in a different world, his time was stagnant, so Jiang Tan spent more than two years. It's been a few years too.

In the past few years, he has sent messages to Jiang Tan countless times, and even visited Jiang Tan a few times, but Jiang Tan's attitude towards him made him very, very uncomfortable.

It is easy to go from frugality to extravagance, but it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality. I have enjoyed that soft little friend who acts like a baby every day, and I can't accept his sudden attitude at all.

The longer time passed, the more he missed that Jiang Tan who trusted him unconditionally, and in this kind of nostalgia, he slowly became aware of his own feelings.

He was embarrassed to find that he seemed to be attracted to Jiang Tan uncontrollably. He couldn't tell if he liked it, but he knew very well that he wanted to protect Jiang Tan and wanted to see him act like a baby to him.

If it was just these things, he might still think that he just regarded Jiang Tan as a junior, so he wanted him to be closer to him.

But he even... wanted to kiss Jiang Tan and hide him so that no one could see him.

He would also be hostile to any opposite sex or homosexual who approached Jiang Tan, and his first reaction was to feel sour as if he had eaten a hundred catties of vinegar.

Yue Yang has dreamed countless times, and the main character in the dream is Jiang Tan. As for the content, he dare not recall it.Because of those dreams, he would always feel like a beast.

Calculated, although his life has only passed a hundred years, if the time he spent in the mission world is counted, he himself does not know how long he has lived.

An old monster like myself has such thoughts about such a small child who may not even have a mature outlook on life.

This made Yue Yang feel extremely ashamed, but after the shame passed, Yue Yang found that he didn't want to let go at all.

In his barren years, except for his family in the original world, he never had close feelings for anyone, so when Jiang Tan appeared, he didn't want to give up at all.

He wants to spend the years to come with Jiang Tan.

So after the birth of this secret idea, he regretted the way he rejected Jiang Tan even more, regretting to the point that his whole heart was tugged every day.

He didn't understand how he chose to reject Jiang Tan in that way. If he had only verbally rejected Jiang Tan at the beginning, maybe now he still has a chance to relax.

However, the thing has been done, and it is useless to regret it.Yue Yang can only talk to Jiang more and more, hoping that he can forget the stupid things he did back then.

When the time is right, he will be able to confess to Jiang Tan, telling him that he regrets it, wants to be with him, and wants to protect him for the rest of his life.

But it's a pity that Jiang Tan in front of him seems to hate his actions. He thinks his actions are too much.

Yue Yang's face turned pale, and his calm heart, which had been peaceful for so many years, was like a drum beating at this moment, afraid that he might say something wrong and push Jiang Tan away again.

Fortunately, he has rich experience in missions and knows how to face the situation in front of him. He pretended to be pitiful and said in a low voice, "Xiao Tan, tell brother, is it because if you make a mistake once, you will never have the chance to make up for it?"

He put himself too low in these words, and Jiang Tan didn't know how to respond in an instant.

He had never seen Yue Yang who showed weakness, so he couldn't tell that Yue Yang was pretending to be pitiful for a while, he just thought that his alienated attitude really hurt Yue Yang.

"I………"

Before he finished speaking, Yue Yang interrupted: "Small talk, I regret it."

Jiang Tan's pupils shrank: "What... mean?"

Yue Yang looked at him deeply, stretched out his hand to stroke his soft hair, it was still so soft after not touching his hair for so long.

"Brother regrets, regrets doing that thing, regrets saying those things to you."

"It's true that I don't want you to have feelings for others, but it's fake that I don't want you to have feelings for me. I want to walk side by side with you, and I don't want to be excluded by you."

"I'm very tired. The future is so long. If there is no one to accompany me, my brother can't go forward alone."

Jiang Tan listened to his words, his face was in a trance, as if in a dream, he still remembered what Yue Yang said back then, he said don't trust anyone, don't have feelings for anyone, including him Yue Yang.

But what is Yueyang talking about now?He said that he regretted it, he wanted to go forward side by side with himself, and he didn't want to be excluded...

The strong sense of regret and flattery in these words made Jiang Tan just want to laugh.

He has only one thought at the moment, is it true that all men are a bit cheap in their bones?I don't like the ones delivered to your door. You have to stay away before you start to regret it again.

what is this?

Jiang Tan didn't know what this was, because what he didn't understand was himself, and when he heard Yue Yang's words, he actually slowly had a secret joy in his heart.

It seemed that he was very happy that Yue Yang finally regretted it, as if he had been waiting for Yue Yang to regret it, waiting for him to succumb.

It shouldn't be like this, Jiang Tan immediately denied the self who was secretly delighted.

It is not necessary to be unfaithful a hundred times. In the same way, since Yue Yang rejected him so decisively at the beginning, he will not look back.

"Brother, why do you say that? Aren't we walking side by side now? I didn't exclude you. It seems that I... have never kept anything from you."

Jiang Tan praised himself in his heart, this sentence is so good, look, Yue Yang has nothing to say.

What can Yue Yang say?Jiang Tan did not hide anything from him, whether it was the progress of the task or the way he did it, he told him everything in detail.

"No, that's not what it means." Yue Yang felt that if he didn't speak clearly today, he might not be able to soften Jiang Tan for the rest of his life.

No matter how much mission experience he has, he is just a novice who has never been in a relationship, so he can only try it out step by step.

"I... Xiaotan, brother means, I want to go back to the same way as before, to be closer to you, to be with you, and to protect you for the rest of my life."

The words were finally uttered, and Yue Yang felt a great deal of relief, as if the heart that had been hanging over him had finally come to fruition.

"But you... didn't say that before..."

"So brother wants to apologize to you, Xiao Tan, I'm sorry, I did something wrong before, I hope you can forgive me and give me a chance to make it up to you."

"So you said you wanted to be with me because you felt guilty?"

"No, I fell in love with you, wanted to be with you, and wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I couldn't imagine what would happen to me if you were with someone else. The thing I... regret the most is to hurt broke your heart."

The more Jiang Tan talked with him, the more excited he became, and his rationality was gradually disappearing.

And Yue Yang, at this moment, he is not afraid of being rejected, not afraid of failing in his confession, because he thinks he is not a thin-skinned person, like Jiang Tan before, after being rejected once, he would never dare to take a step again.

He will not give up, even if it takes hundreds of years, he is not afraid, Yue Yang is only afraid of the process of admitting his thoughts and speaking them out.

Sure enough, Yue Yang was somewhat self-aware of himself, knowing that Jiang Tan would not agree to him.

"Brother, I'm sorry...I just want to do the task well now, and I haven't thought about it." Although he was apologizing, there was no apology in his words.

"You were right before. As employees of the Space-Time Administration, we should not have feelings for anyone. You are the same. You shouldn't let me be your weakness. You should learn from me. This useless feeling is just Forget about it."

Everything Yue Yang said before was turned into knives by Jiang Tan, and he stabbed back one by one.

Jiang Tan admitted that he did it on purpose.

From now on, he had no idea what he was doing, he was too shocked, and he acted on instinct.

He will do whatever makes him feel most comfortable, Yue Yang's reaction and mood are out of his consideration.

To put it bluntly, the young master who revenges all revenge is relying on instinct to take revenge at this moment.He was still in a daze, but that sharp mouth had already made a decision for him.

Yue Yang smiled wryly: "Okay, I know your answer, but it's okay, brother will try to make up for what he did wrong, one day, brother will let you forgive me."

Jiang Tan continued to retort: ​​"There won't be that day, it is most suitable for us to be colleagues."

Yue Yang didn't want to hear him say these heart-wrenching words, but he didn't dare not let him say them. Only when he gets angry enough can he have a chance.

"Being a lover is more suitable than being a colleague. I will treat you nicely. Small talk. My brother is serious. I hope you can think about it when you go back."

He stretched out his hand to touch the young man's soft hair again, looking at his strong face, he felt a little distressed: "Brother is not forcing you, but just wants you to consider me, okay?"

Jiang Tan held his breath, and his words became more and more irrational, and he forgot to say those evasive words: "No, I won't think about you. You forgot what you said, but I haven't. Now you regret it and want to be together again. , but I have already stepped out, so don't provoke me again!"

After finishing speaking, Jiang Tan stood up and said, "I don't want to talk about this topic anymore, let me go!"

Yue Yang saw the flush on his pretty face due to excitement, stood up helplessly, and grabbed his arm: "Okay, we won't talk anymore, don't get excited."

After all, he is older and can control his emotions better. Even if he has been stabbed in the heart by Jiang Tan's rejection, he can calm down immediately, unlike Jiang Tan who can't control his emotions and wants to escape.

"Let's not talk about this topic anymore, you sit down first, let's talk about something else, okay?"

Jiang Tan was upset: "We have nothing to say."

Having said that, she still followed Yue Yang's pull and sat down.

After being quiet for a while, Jiang Tan regained his senses: "Where are we going?"

Yue Yang has been sitting next to him, feeling a little helpless towards the emotional and difficult children. He has never met such a person as Jiang Tan. He really does things according to his preferences, and he doesn't talk too much. How can he be happy? Come, especially when there are big emotional ups and downs, it makes him not know how to deal with it.

But I don't know why, no matter how Jiang Tan is, Yue Yang always thinks he is cute, no matter what hurtful words he says, he can comfort himself immediately.

Yue Yang, who was reflecting on himself in his heart, suddenly heard Jiang Tan's question, cheered up and said, "I'll take you to buy land."

Jiang Tan was surprised: "Buy land? What kind of land?"

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