when i got pregnant with the last god cub

Osiris, who had recovered all his memories, first hated the boy Aton for keeping his promise, second hated Isis who died decisively, and the third was the regret of the shadow Chu Zihan.

Looking back on his life, Song Cheng can say that all his sufferings and sorrows and joys from birth to the end were given by the person in front of him.

Although Atum gave him new life, he didn't try to control his destiny.

So Osiris fell in love for the first time, but couldn't love him.

The second time they stayed together, but it ended in the end of both of them going to die.

When he was reincarnated as a human again, he did not let Osiris go.

In the life of human Song Cheng, Andu only had 18 years before he met a man again, and then he bloomed and fell quickly.

Just because he's not the real Osiris.

"I don't want to talk about this with you," Song Cheng said coldly, "If it really counts, neither of us will let the other."

"Where's the cub?"

If it hadn't been for Horus' accident, Song Cheng would probably not have taken half a step closer to him.

And now that the man is standing here instead of Horus, the child is probably hidden by him.

The man looked at his lover's furious eyebrows and eyes, paused for a moment, but still didn't intend to show his cards for the final reconciliation.

Just a little cautious and aggrieved and dissatisfied in a low voice: "He is very good."

The god cub of Horus, who was born not long ago, just came out of the mother's body, and was stuffed into the arms of the awakened father again.

At the beginning, the man was worried that Osiris would be angry with him when he learned the truth when he returned, and he was also afraid that things would change, and he would die because of the birth of his son.

So in order to wake up quickly, he put his right eye, which stores all the memories, into Song Cheng's chest.

Zheng Yanxu knew that the growth of young gods must be accompanied by the unique atmosphere of their parents.

And the youth without godhead could not supply the energy needed by the cub, but fortunately Osiris handed over the scepter of kingship to Horus.

So what Song Cheng didn't know was that when Horus stayed in his stomach, he was holding the royal key given by his mother in one hand, and the eye of memory that his father had given him in the other.

He obediently stayed in the young man's stomach, and fell asleep sweetly at a position very close to his heart.

My father said that it wasn't time yet, so I couldn't wake up by myself.

So Horus fell into a deep sleep until he felt the breath of his father's fall and death, and the Eye of Memory held in his hand began to heat up.

The ignorant cub started to get scared and desperately wanted to tell his mother what had happened.

With the birth of Horus, the Eye of Memory held by Horus began to absorb the solar power of the Rod of Kingship, rebuilding a new avatar of the Lord God.

All of this was within Zheng Yanxu's expectation, and even every step was carefully planned by him.

The only thing he didn't expect was that the reconstructed avatar was affected by Horus's childhood body, and it was also a small one when it was first born.

This made the man very depressed. Looking at his short hands and legs, he really had no face to go out to find his wife.

will be laughed at miserably.

In desperation, he had no choice but to hide Horus, just in time for Zai Zai to transform into a god, and the frowning baby eagle looked ugly.

Different from the jackal head of his elder brother Anubis, the body of Horus symbolizes the eagle soaring in the sky.

And when he couldn't control his body in the early stage, he would transform into his main body.

Zheng Yanxu despises his ugly son, but Horus' transformation period is just convenient for him to hide the cub, and it doesn't take up much space in his arms.

Seeing the man's look like a dead pig not afraid of boiling water, Song Cheng almost laughed angrily at him.

You won't hand it over, will you?He does it himself!

The law transformed from the Book of the Dead instantly pierced the man's chest from top to bottom.

The man let out a muffled grunt before he could react in time, squeezed his lover's shoulders tightly, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Chengcheng, isn't your heart too cruel?"

Song Cheng didn't bother to talk to him, but seriously searched for the whereabouts of his son in the man's chest.

The avatar of the Lord God is a cohesive mass of light power. To put it bluntly, it is empty inside, and Horus must be hidden in his body.

Song Cheng groped, Zheng Yanxu did not resist, but there was a trace of helpless pampering in the corner of his eyes.

Song Cheng's heart trembled until Fa Ze carefully took out a ball of soft, drooling milk balls from the man's chest cavity.

The child was placed between the two of them, and it took Song Cheng a long time to say with difficulty:

"...Are you sure you're holding the baby right?"

How did his youngest son, who was so beautiful and well-behaved when he was just born, turned into the ugly one he is now!

The man glanced at the little boy very calmly, "That's right, this guy has reached the transformation stage, so he's a bit ugly..."

"But it doesn't matter, it looks good when it grows."

It was only then that Song Cheng remembered that there was still a transformation period. After all, he and Seth's brothers and sisters did not have a transformation period, so they subconsciously skipped it.

But his eldest son, Anubis, had it when he was a child, and he also looked so ugly and naive.

Song Cheng really wanted to show a loving father, but he was so ugly that he couldn't laugh, so he could only nod reluctantly:

"Forget it, who told him to look after his father."

Zheng Yanxu: "..."

The man was really wronged, but he didn't dare to complain in front of his wife. Although he had a child as a buffer, Song Cheng was obviously still brooding about the previous incident.

It happened that the cub woke up at this time, and when he opened his two mung bean-sized eyes, he saw his mother sitting in front of him, flapping his wings excitedly.

The mother and son finally met, Song Cheng was overjoyed and threw the little boy into the arms of the old father.

Horus: "...?" So, love will disappear, right (tears collapse).

The cub that was rejected by the mother screamed in the arms of the man aggrievedly, and had to bear the blows from the father every day. Now there is more "care" from the mother's love, which is great.

"Father doesn't dislike you, it's just that you are too young, and I'm afraid of hurting you."

In order to restore his image as a loving mother, Song Cheng said softly.

Thanks to his deceptive appearance, Horus, who was young and had not been severely beaten, believed it naively.

Once shy, he plunged his head into the arms of the old father.

The man pulled out the boy's head stuck in the chest with a blank expression, and then repaired the chest that was still leaking, unexpectedly feeling a little tired.

If he takes the child down like this in the future, what is his majesty?

Especially Horus' habit of poking into his arms when he was happy... The picture is unimaginable.

After thinking about it like this, Zheng Yanxu suddenly thought of another suitable candidate for raising the baby.

Horus' fiancée, Hathor, the god of love.

Cultivating a relationship starts with a child, not to mention that he and Song Cheng still have some knots that have not been resolved.

In this way, he easily got rid of Horus, the little follower, and instantly felt comfortable.

When Hathor was called in, he looked dazed, but when he came out, there was an ugly, cute, hair-shedding eaglet in his arms.

Anubis, who was guarding the door, wondered why there was an extra bird of unknown origin after his father went in just once.

Until the little bird called out to him excitedly, and accidentally sprayed out a few wisps of deflated flames from its mouth.

Only then did he realize that this little guy was his younger brother Horus.

As a child of the main god, Horus can be said to have been born in the flames of the sun. The royal staff given by his mother filled his body with the power of the sun.Not long after he was born, he was held in his father's arms for a period of time, and the real fire of the sun became more abundant and agile, so he was able to breathe out flames in his infancy.

Just when everyone was in a daze for this change, the door was opened again.

The handsome man came out with a dark face. This time they didn't have to ask why the man looked like the main god. After a long time, he was the main god himself.

"What are you doing here?" Zheng Yanxu frowned, "It's gone."

As soon as the words fell, everyone left embarrassingly.

After Song Cheng came out, he briefly explained to Hathor that if the little guy had anything to do, he could come to the underworld to find him.

During this time, please ask Hartold to take care of him.

After finishing speaking, he didn't even look at the man, and took his eldest son Anubis back to the underworld.

Looking at the back of his wife and son leaving, Zheng Yanxu's pitiful expression of wanting to follow but not daring to go, Hathor felt distressed for three seconds.

A married man can't help himself.

The nonchalant quarrel between the two lasted until the end of Horus' transformation period and the little short legs could run.

Every time the cub misses his mother, the man will hug him and go to the underworld to find Song Cheng.

During this time, Song Cheng has been busy recording the names of the fallen gods in the Book of the Dead. Some godheads still have souls that have not passed through the underworld, but some have already fallen into reincarnation.

When Zheng Yanxu brought his son to see his wife, the young man had already fallen asleep in the hall, lying on the table and frowning slightly.

The little guy Horus was very smart and well-behaved. The man let go of his hand, even if he was excited, he tiptoed over carefully, for fear of waking up his mother.

When he walked to Song Cheng's side and wanted to kiss his mother's cheek, he had just learned from Hathor that his lovely fiancée would give him a good morning kiss every morning and a good night kiss at night.

Now that the mother is here, the little guy was about to show off when he heard the man cough in a low voice.

Horus looked up at his father, only to see the man staring at him warningly, then walked over like pulling a carrot, and threw him aside.

"Go and play with your brother." Zheng Yanxu whispered.

After finally seeing his wife once, and a disobedient little light bulb getting in the way, the man thought angrily.

Horus squeezed his hands aggrievedly, and had no choice but to compromise in a soft voice:

"Then... the mother is awake, you have to tell me."

"Well, let's go." Zheng Yanxu responded perfunctorily, and quickly sent his son away.

He took the blanket next to him and covered it carefully for Song Cheng, but his eyes inadvertently caught a glimpse of the contents of the Book of the Dead on the table case.

There were two prominent characters written in the golden handwriting, Song Cheng.

The name stung Zheng Yanxu's heart for no reason, and he stopped holding the blanket.

In fact, none of them can deny the truth that Song Cheng is dead in some sense, even though he became a part of Osiris.

But so what, after all, something has gone bad.

The death of Song Cheng, a human being, was a poisonous thorn deeply pierced in each other's hearts, and it would be dripping with blood every day if it was not pulled out.

They can live in peace on the surface, and even speak calmly for the sake of their children.

But they can no longer be honest with each other, and the cracks will only widen.

Zheng Yanxu sat beside Song Cheng silently, the name that shimmered slightly was a knot in the youth's heart that he couldn't untie before he fell asleep.

When Song Cheng woke up, he immediately sensed the existence of the man.

He raised his head and searched for the figure of his youngest son in the hall, but he didn't see him as expected, so he set his sights on the man.

Zheng Yanxu was reading his Book of the Dead, no, he was reading Song Cheng himself rather than the Book of the Dead.

The Book of the Dead carries not just a person's name, but the memory of that person's life.

A trace of complexity flashed in Song Cheng's eyes. He wanted to avoid this matter, so he asked in a low voice:

"Where's the cub?"

The man didn't respond, but suddenly said:

"Chengcheng, do you hate me?"

"You must have been desperate when you voluntarily lay down in that golden coffin."

Song Cheng was startled, and the bitterness crept up his throat little by little.

"...I can't remember." Song Cheng's voice was a little hoarse, he resisted that memory.

How could he not be in despair? It is precisely because he is desperate enough that he can't face it every time. He can't face Song Cheng as a human being, and his thoughts are all hopeless.

For the sake of men and children, kill yourself with your own hands, and then become what your lover loves.

Song Cheng didn't dare to think about it anymore, he could only tell himself over and over again that he and Osiris were the same person.

What he didn't want to mention again, Zheng Yanxu brought it up again.

"Chengcheng, we have come here, you are Song Cheng and Osiris, don't... hurt yourself again, okay?"

Song Cheng completely froze in place, "...What do you mean you've come?"

There are some things that cannot be taken away by a light word.

He smiled desolately and mockingly, "Zheng Yanxu, let me ask you, did you really love Song Cheng?"

"Did you really love him as a human being?"

As long as he thinks that every tender and pampering gaze of a man is directly looking at another person's soul through his body, he can't restrain his despair.

That was the reluctance of the human Song Cheng, even though they were the same person, they never completely merged.

"What you love is the soul sleeping in Song Cheng's body."

"I really don't understand why you did that." Song Cheng's heart was throbbing, "You said you loved Osiris, but what about Song Cheng?"

"You betrayed Osiris, and you never loved Song Cheng, you lied to me to such an extent!"

The man froze there, but he wanted to reach out to grab the young man, but Song Cheng pulled him away immediately.

"Don't touch me!"

When Song Cheng yelled this sentence in disgust, Zheng Yanxu was completely angry.

He stood up abruptly, and he could press the young man firmly under him with almost no effort.

In fact, his gentleness and patience are all a disguise, if it wasn't for the person in front of him, why would he be patient.

His lips were blocked, and the scorching hot breath rushed towards his face, making Song Cheng want to cry because of the heat.

He faltered and wanted to push away the man on his body, but Zheng Yanxu hugged him too tightly, as if they wanted to merge into one.

The man is really eager to get him, his nature is to plunder and possess, and the king's instinct does not allow anyone to touch what belongs to him.

But for the sake of youth, he endured and endured.

It wasn't until Zheng Yanxu's lip was bitten by the young man that blood came out, and the man let go of him angrily.

Song Cheng looked at him tremblingly, his eyes were moist, "Why the hell are you crazy?!"

"It was all forced by you."

Zheng Yanxu held him tightly in his arms, licked his earlobe and said.

"Do you think I didn't have any psychological struggles when I made these decisions?"

The man's eyes were dimmed, "Rather than watching you make love with others, I'd rather you feel more pain."

"Why do you think I never loved Song Cheng?"

"Do you know... I don't have any memories when I consummated my marriage with you back then."

In order to make this choice, he abandoned his memory, no love for Osiris, only the first instinct.

So that night, brutality and conquest, crying and panting intertwined.

Song Cheng was taken aback, not understanding what the man meant.

"Chengcheng, my instinct chose you." Zheng Yanxu looked into his lover's eyes and said seriously:

"When I chose you, I was not in love with Osiris."

"So, don't blame me, I really can't stand it."

When the man said this, his voice was already stained with tears.

Song Cheng's heart trembled, is it like this, so it is like this.

He felt dizzy for a while, and then sorrow and joy rushed into his heart, unable to speak.

"...I'm really sorry."

Song Cheng cried and laughed, hard to himself.

Sometimes, for some things, will there be a better ending if you don't dig into the horns.

He reached out and hugged his husband back, and the man hugged him back even harder.

Love is possession, lust|desire, and my selfishness that I never want to let go of you.

Because of the man's reluctance to let go, they finally walked through bumps and bumps and ushered in peace.

And the young Horus didn't know the love of his parents, he just ignorantly hugged the little ball given by his brother.

Looking at the crying mother, hugging the guilty father, hiding behind the pillar, covering her mouth and laughing.

And he never expected that in the near future, there would be such a person who made him cry like a dog when he turned his head.

But he is still young now, and the new sun has just risen a corner.

(End of text)

The author has something to say: This is the end of the main text, and the following is the extra episode. I didn't expect you to think that the boy and Lao Zheng are the same!Hahahaha, isn't this messed up (///▽///).

Please comment on what extra episodes you want to see, Zaizi and Hathor have four sons, their stories will definitely be written, and there are other comments you want to read~

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A queen of red hearts, the queen standing on the card raised her bright red lips and smiled at him.

His name was clearly written on the top of the woman's head, and all of Yitu's personal information was clearly recorded on the reverse side of the card.

Sex: Male

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Ability Level: Q

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