when i got pregnant with the last god cub

He had never felt this way before, feeling his whole being tied to that fragile and soft cub.

He watched his round and lovely face lose its childishness a little bit, and watched the little arms and body twitch like wicker.

Watching him turn into a beautiful and independent boy, watching his desolate brows and eyes, and the slight smile he showed when he turned to the east.

Chu Zihan had never felt this way before, he knew every bit of that person, everything about him.

That person also relies on him wholeheartedly, loves and worships him.

If gods can have selfishness, then the sun god Ra's selfishness is that he once had such a real desire to possess.

Chu Zihan held back the growing desire in his heart. He watched the young man finish his gift and was about to leave the wheat field that grew brilliantly because of his care.

At this moment, a goddess in a lavender dress appeared beside the boy.

She smiled and waved to the young man, her breathtaking face made her every move very seductive and unconsciously charming.

The appearance of the god of love made the young man's clear eyes light up slightly.

No one can escape her charms, notwithstanding the proud eldest son of the god of sky and earth, there is no exception.

Chu Zihan stared indifferently at the two people who were talking intimately and ambiguously. Their figures were drawn very long by the sun, and they were almost close to each other.

A strange emotion burned like a flame.

The palace of the sun god Ra has never opened its closed doors to other gods, but Osiris can freely enter and exit it.

There is also the god of the desert, Seth, who has been super powerful since he was a child.

Not only can the two brothers come and go freely, but they can also get closer to the god of the gods, the sun god Ra, than any god.

One of them is courteous, the other is arrogant and withdrawn, but there is indifference from the same blood flowing in their bones.

Everyone knows that the sun god Ra prefers his elder brother Osiris, even though his elder brother is just a plant god who can dance and grow wheat ears.

At every feast of the gods, Osiris, who is not good at speaking, always stands on the left hand of the sun god Ra.

As usual, the right side was left blank.

As we all know, the vacant seat was reserved by Ra for his beloved daughter.

A lioness who has not yet been born, or rather, a legendary cat of Ra who will always exist.

As long as the gods turned their heads slightly, they could see the undisguised, jealous and resentful eyes of Seth, the god of the desert.

Others may not dare to have opinions on Ra's right position, but Seth has determined his prejudice.

He loved Osiris more than himself.

No matter how hard he tried, he even controlled most of the desert outside the dynasty.

He still couldn't compare to the older brother who danced every day and was courteous, the older brother who was hypocritical and tolerant.

Seth knew that it was a bad thing for him to keep complaining to his brother, but it was precisely because he didn't hide it.

Osiris apparently also discovered this, so since then, my brother has reduced the number of times he went to the Temple of the Sun.

He became more casual, even bohemian.

Cupid's banquets followed one after another, and water god's carnival night after night. Osiris was often drunk, and he didn't know where he was.

Osiris enjoyed all the benefits brought by the position of God, and he fell deeply into the tender land of Eros, unable to extricate himself.

He thought that the little gap between him and Seth would disappear soon, because Seth would come to care about his brother from time to time, and even persuade him with kind words.

Seth had never spoken to him so gently, and Osiris was a little moved.

But things soon ushered in a bad turn, and that day Osiris was still intoxicated by the comfort of Goddess of Beauty.

Seth broke in, and in his rage he knocked down the golden pillars, and sand poured out of the cups full of wine.

Osiris soon realized that his brother was in an uncontrollable rage.

He didn't have time to ask, and even Seth didn't give him a chance to explain.

They fought violently and almost destroyed the palace of Beauty God on the spot.

Osiris can't beat Seth. When the mother god created them, she had already decided their order of age, strength and ability.

Seeing that Seth made a huge hole in his brother's chest, he barely stopped.

And said something that shocked Osiris, he said, he hated Osiris.

Because Osiris destroyed all his pride, the sun god Ra cast him out of the temple, forever.

However, what Beth said that day was even more serious. The sun god Ra not only drove him out of the temple forever, but also banished him to the boundless desert.

Although the sun god Ra said, this is Seth's duty and mission.

But everyone knows that this is a punishment.

While punishing Seth for his arrogance, he also punished Osiris for his corruption.

The feelings of the two brothers almost dissipated in this fight, but Seth's indifferent refusal to meet and the endless flying sand completely cut off the reconciliation of the two brothers.

Prejudice and misunderstanding, hatred and jealousy, these things that should not belong to the gods, why did they all appear.

Osiris didn't understand, he felt like everything was getting out of hand.

Including the supreme sun, and of course him.

Osiris was in never-ending pain, not knowing why Ra did what he did.

He didn't know why things came to this point. Everyone thought he did it on purpose, to please Seth.

Or drive away the desert god with ulterior motives.

But only he himself knows that those endless banquets and endless wines are just a short-term antidote to paralyze himself.

He even lost his mind and confided his pain to Venus.

Osiris, the eldest son who was as proud as the sky and the earth, fell in love with a human being.

And for the creature that will eventually perish, heartbroken enough to embrace death.

Everything has lost the order it should have. The gods should not have love, hate, or endless battles.

But all of this began to unfold unexpectedly, one scene after another, without stopping.

Young Osiris, the future throne, he just sensed it, but didn't know why.

As for Chu Zihan, who had been in a dream all this time, he knew, he should have known.

It all started because the sun god, the center of the gods, pulled the selfishness that shouldn't be moved.

Osiris had long forgotten that he should have danced to the great god Ra every morning.

It is probably because he is no longer young, the worship and love for Ra God is gradually fading, or other people or emotions fill his soul.

Chu Zihan felt extremely lost in his heart, and the status quo did not change after Seth left.

He didn't know where the problem was, and he didn't even think about the abnormalities of Osiris, just for a human being.

Because in the eyes of the great sun, that tiny creature is invisible.

And his expulsion of Seth undoubtedly pushed his relationship with Osiris to a worse situation.

They had a conversation, but it didn't work out in the end.

At that time, Shenla almost lost control and poured out all the things that should not have been said.

He dared not see Osiris again, for fear of ruining the dignity of a high god.

The temple became very deserted because of the successive departure of the two brothers, and the immortal Ra sat in front of the golden mirror.

He looked at the depressed young man in the picture, he still had the familiar and cold eyes, but he seemed to have changed completely.

Sometimes he would sit in the temple and watch all day.

Sometimes he would talk to himself, or try to talk to the person in the mirror, as if the young man was by his side.

Until one day, he felt his own weakness, almost the breath of death.

The time for the replacement of the sun is coming soon, and the newborn sun will replace the old sun.

Rashen was a little reconciled, he didn't know how long it would take for him to leave this time before returning.

The sky and the earth have always been doting parents. They created Nephthys, the god of wind, to appease Seth's wounded heart.

Before that, they tried to create Isis first, for Osiris.

But as it should be, Isis was supposed to be the older sister, born before Seth, the wife of Osiris.

He even conceived a son for him in the near future, but the sun god Ra did not allow it.

How could he allow another person besides himself to enjoy the youth's love.

So Isis has always existed in the arms of her parents, not yet born.

When Seth was born, he could still feel his elder sister's breath, and when his younger sister was born, his elder sister was still in the arms of his parents.

The God of Sky and the God of Earth didn't know whether it was right or wrong to create Nephthys, they just didn't want Set to fall into the scorching desert alone.

He has always been a child who lacks love, because the sun god's preference for the eldest son has caused his sense of crisis.

He feels that he will be abandoned all the time, even if he works hard to become stronger.

But fortunately, the appearance of Nephthys saved Seth in time.

They fell in love without a doubt, and they didn't even want to go back to Seth of the dynasty, so they brought their wives to Shenra and made a promise.

From then on, they are partners recognized by the true God, and no one can separate them except each other.

Osiris was secretly happy for his brother and sister, and Seth was finally willing to have a few words with him, a few words of nonsense.

But that guy was very stingy, he didn't even want to let Osiris and Nephthys talk, for fear that his only belief would be taken away.

Although Nephthys was curious, this rumored handsome and unrestrained elder brother.

But for the sake of her husband, she had to say a few words less.

But even so, the gentle and handsome Osiris left a good impression on her, so that she later made a mistake that she would regret forever.

Seeing that the relationship between the three little guys is getting better, the sky and the earth can't wait to give birth to Isis.

Osiris needs a soul mate, just as Set needs Nephthys.

So the sky and the earth had to knock on the door of the Sun Temple again, in order to pull the god who could not hear the name at all, Osiris.

And this time, their idea was once again dismissed.

Although the sky and the earth were somewhat disappointed, what they never expected was the next words of God Ra, which completely shocked him to the ground.

Osiris, he said, could never have a wife.

Because, he will be the bride of the Most High God.