when i got pregnant with the last god cub

The mucus was between brown and transparent, and a faint fishy smell wafted over when the night wind blew.

Song Cheng resisted the disgusting feeling in his heart, and with the help of Chu Zihan, he rubbed off the quilt covering his body little by little.

They had to find a way to get to the door. As long as they stayed in this room for a second, the risk would increase.

He held his breath and slowly lowered his legs, the sweat in his hands was so cold that he could hardly hold the electric shock baton.

When his feet just touched the ground, something on the ceiling slowly moved one square towards him.

Just this slight change was enough to make Song Cheng freeze in place.

He didn't dare to move, that thing was much sharper than he imagined.

After a stalemate for almost 10 minutes, Song Cheng felt that his back, which was pressed against the edge of the bed, was numb, and he was so uncomfortable that he could not help but slide down.

It was the same with Chu Zihan, neither of them was sure that they could escape the moment the guy jumped down.

Time passed slowly, and the noisy cries of toads outside the window continued, and even tended to intensify.

Song Cheng's mind began to feel dizzy and swollen, as if it was filled with buzzing flying insects.

Anxiety and restlessness continued to surge, until he almost couldn't stand the suffering and just wanted to take action.

Chu Zihan jumped up even more impatiently than him, and roared in a low voice, "Run!"

And the moment his voice just fell, a huge black shadow rushed towards him like a ghost.

Song Cheng was terrified, and without even thinking about it, he pressed the electric shock baton he was holding tightly in his hand.

A strong and violent light beam shot out suddenly, tearing a hole in the dark space.

The sudden light made people's eyes uncomfortable, Song Cheng covered his eyes with his hands, but part of the tears were still stimulated, not to mention the monster with sensitive eyesight.

That thing screamed strangely, and something popped out of its mouth and hit the wall behind Chu Zihan heavily.

After diverting the road halfway, the huge thing was stuck on the side wall. Just as Song Cheng was about to look at it, the figure of the thing flashed and climbed out of the window.

"Brother Chu, are you okay?" Song Cheng quickly walked towards Chu Zihan.

Chu Zihan shook his head, looking a little pale.

"You turn off the lights and turn on the lights in the room."

He covered his eyes, and the light on the electric shock baton had a partial deterrent effect and was very bright.

When facing people, the eyes are almost full of white light, and I can't see anything clearly.

Song Cheng hurriedly turned off the lights, and after turning on the lights in the room, both of them couldn't help but gasped.

Chu Zihan: "Fuck me."

The entire four walls are full of traces of that thing crawling over, and dense webbed toe-shaped dark prints can be seen everywhere.

A few even fell on the bedside between Chu Zihan and Song Cheng. Maybe this guy sneaked in and observed it quietly for a long time.

It's just that both of them fell into a deep sleep and there was no movement, which made the thing so distressed that it couldn't judge its position.

Thinking of this possibility, Chu Zihan's face became even more ugly.

Song Cheng's tolerance was a little better than his, and his eyes fell on the wall behind the man.

Inexplicably, there appeared a hole that was sunken in due to the force of the blow.

Chu Zihan also noticed the young man's gaze, turned around hesitantly and froze.

Song Cheng yelled "No," and hurried to the window to have a look.

Sure enough, the lock bolt installed on the window was pierced directly, and an empty and corroded hole appeared in front of his eyes.

That thing's tongue is so strong that it can knock down an iron lock.

It was really hard for him to imagine what it would be like if that blow fell on someone.

At this moment, I looked out the window and saw the shadows of the trees whirling, and as the thing left, the noisy frogs also disappeared.

Song Cheng heaved a sigh of relief, and closed the window but could only conceal it.

"Did you see what that thing looked like? The light was too strong, so I couldn't see it clearly." Song Cheng turned his head and asked.

Chu Zihan shook his head, but he also didn't see it.

"Did you hear the sound of that thing? It didn't sound like an animal, but like..."

"People." Chu Zihan said solemnly.

Song Cheng was taken aback for a moment, and his heart jumped subconsciously.

It was fine if Chu Zihan didn't talk about it, but when he did, he also felt that the strange cry sounded more and more like the voice of a frightened person.

"Forget it, this room is uninhabitable, let's change to another room first."

Song Cheng nodded, took the trousers and shirt at the bedside and put them on himself.

After they found the store owner to change the room, it was already three or four o'clock in the night, and both of them were lying on the bed exhausted physically and mentally, unable to speak.

"Tomorrow, I have to go to the town to inquire about the whereabouts of my family." Song Cheng stared at the ceiling with distracted eyes and said quietly.

Chu Zihan: "?"

"It's not that I'm cowardly, it's that I really miss him, and I haven't seen him for several days." It was quite uneasy in my heart.

Chu Zihan: "..." Is it so difficult to admit that I am really scared.

"Don't tell me, I miss him a little too." Chu Zihan couldn't help laughing, "At least he's here. Not everyone can afford that overwhelming sense of security."

Song Cheng was also happy when he heard it, "Okay, the person who turned around has been found, I will definitely convey your miss in time."

Chu Zihan sat up fiercely, and yelled strangely: "No way, Comrade Xiao Song, do you want to be so hurt?"

Song Cheng smiled innocently, "Brother Chu, why don't you be so shy?"

The two of them chattered happily to each other, and the nerves that had been tense before were relieved.

Song Cheng lay on the bed and turned off the bedside lamp, and suddenly thought of something and asked, "Brother Chu, Hu Rong said before that you seem to be able to see ghosts since you were a child? Is it true?"

Chu Zihan said "hmm", "I've been able to see some ghosts since I can remember, it seems to be born... How did you remember to ask this?"

"It's okay, I just thought of this suddenly. After all, I seldom meet people who can be so calm when encountering strange things, except for celestial masters."

Song Cheng said in a low voice: "I couldn't see ghosts before, but after my birthday, I suddenly became able to see ghosts."

Chu Zihan was taken aback, "Really? I thought you were born like me."

Song Cheng shook his head, "A lot of things happened that year, so many that I don't know which one led to the current result."

The crazy and obsessed suitors, the fleshy meat who fell from a high-rise building, and the unforgettable graduation party.

"Brother Chu, do you know that when I was in the third year of high school, I once had a suitor. She was the class girl in the class next door. She could play the violin elegantly and do cool street dance, and her grades were even more outstanding."

"So good? Then?" Chu Zihan raised his eyebrows.

"Then she died." Song Cheng lowered his voice, "Take her best friend with him, and jumped off the school roof, and fell to pieces on the spot."

Song Cheng will always remember that day, he was concentrating on doing math problems in the classroom, but the students from the whole building poured out, leaning on the fence and looking out one by one with their heads out.

The noise of everyone's discussion was like ants in a frying pan. He raised his head belatedly, and a heart-shattering scene happened to be printed in front of his eyes.

Two tall, fair-skinned girls flashed past in the air, and the expressions of horror, despair and regret just appeared on their faces, and then disappeared in an instant.

Then a muffled but clear enough sound reached everyone's ears. The sound of the jaw-piercing weight falling and the bones breaking apart was so crisp and hair-raising.

The surroundings fell into a strange silence, and three seconds later, a louder discussion exploded with a bang.

"It's Luo Qian, the class flower next door, and her best friend Tao Ran!"

"Oh my god, how could they not think about jumping off the building? It's so scary!"

"It's all blood, no... I'm a little dizzy, vomit..."

"How did this happen? Luo Qian told me yesterday that she was going to deliver milk tea to the school grass..."

"Song Cheng? Damn, she was in a bad mood yesterday afternoon. I heard from the class next door that she was rejected by the school grass because of something."

"No way?! Song Cheng must have said something that caused Xiaoqian to jump off the building. Otherwise, how could she be so lively and cheerful?"

"Yes, yes, last time I saw the school girl stretch out her hand and push Luo Qian, that expression of disgust is really amazing!"

When the whispering voices of the students and the weird looking eyes came towards Song Cheng together, he was shocked on the spot, and his mind went blank for an instant.

"What?" Chu Zihan asked in surprise, "How could this happen?"

Song Cheng squeezed the space between his eyebrows, and lowered his voice: "After those two girls fell from the building, everyone thought I killed them."

"Because I rejected Luo Qian many times, and even my cold attitude and words led to her suicide, so she jumped off the building with her best friend."

Chu Zihan frowned, "No, it's not your fault."

"If a person regards her own life so contemptuously, she is not worthy of being a human being." The man's tone was extremely light, but powerful.

Song Cheng was taken aback for a moment, and slowly let go of the tension in his heart caused by the past.

There was an unattractive smile on his face, and he pretended to be relaxed and said: "It's a pity that I couldn't stand the storm at that time. It would be great if I knew about it earlier."

"At first I also tried to convince myself that it wasn't my fault and it didn't have much to do with me, but you know...sometimes people can be scary."

Luo Qian is a suitor who is crazy to the point of perversion. She can stop at all the places where she can meet young people every day just to catch a glimpse of Song Cheng, and even follow him home.

She stole the school exam answers for Song Cheng, fought, and even got to the point of engraving her name on her wrist, so that Song Cheng was a little nervous because of her.

But these crazy actions, under the brilliance of Luo Qian's excellent appearance and outstanding family background, turned into her beautiful advantages of infatuation and single-mindedness in an instant.

The tolerance of the teacher and the ignorance of the parents gave birth to her madness.

The boys in the school were jealous and envious of him, and the girls felt that they were talented and beautiful, and no one else dared to show their favor, because Luo Qian had already declared his sovereignty.

So everyone thought that they were already together, but they didn't make it clear on the surface.

But only the parties know that they have fallen into a protracted deadlock.

"I've rejected her many times, euphemistically, bluntly or harshly, it's all useless." Song Cheng smiled wryly, "She doesn't care about my opinion, nor my feelings, she's just like..."

"A fanatical pagan, frantically pursuing what he can't get."

The almost crazy enthusiasm soon ushered in the peak.

In the physical education class after the lunch break that day, Song Cheng didn't go down to play with his classmates because the weather was too hot. He just sat quietly in the classroom and wrote the test paper.

They are about to take the college entrance examination in one or two months, and the time is very tight and they must go all out.

Just as he was concentrating on writing the topic, Luo Qian appeared.

She excitedly walked up to Song Cheng and sat down, talking to herself, Song Cheng frowned and didn't want to pay attention.

If he responds once, it will be even more out of control later.

This self-defeating chat lasted for about 5 minutes, Song Cheng put down his pen annoyed.

That being the case, why not go down and play for a while.

So he was about to get up when Luo Qian suddenly stood up and walked in front of him.

"Look at me if I'm good, just take a look at me, please, I beg you, am I that bad?"

On Luo Qian's beautiful face, there was a hint of sadness, and the reddish eyes made people feel affectionate.

But Song Cheng only felt deeply exhausted. She pretended to be pitiful so many times that she could deceive Song Cheng once or twice, and no matter how much she cried afterwards, it was useless.

He just wanted to get out of here and stay with his normal classmates.

But before he could stand up, Luo Qian boldly sat on Song Cheng's body, her warm and beautiful body was tightly pressed against the young man.

Song Cheng immediately pushed her away like an electric shock, so that Luo Qian directly bumped into the table behind.

And this scene happened to be seen by a classmate who came in to drink water. Song Cheng was so upset that he didn't even want to explain, and no matter how he explained, the two of them would only become more and more confused.

After this incident, Luo Qian did not appear in front of him for several days.

When it reappeared, Luo Qian was standing not far away looking at Song Cheng, her face was pale and her eyes were bloodshot.

She didn't come forward immediately, Song Cheng thought she had finally changed her gender, and he was relieved.

But what he never expected was that soon Luo Qian was blocking his way home again.

"She asked me to take her home." Song Cheng recalled, "She said it was too dark, she dared not leave alone, so she could only come to me."

When Luo Qian said these words, despite the pitiful and helpless expression on her face, she was clearly sure that he would not be indifferent.

Song Cheng refused without even thinking about it. Luo Qian looked like a paranoid and terrifying lunatic at such a late night of self-study at eight or nine o'clock in the evening.

"She has many classmates who play well, a best friend who always sticks together, and a driver who is in charge of picking up and dropping off at home. Anyone can take her home safely, but she has her eyes on me."

"To be honest, I was... more afraid of her than anyone else." Song Cheng smiled wryly, "Really, she is like a demon with the appearance of an angel. She always has so many ideas on you. I've been scared many times."

"And when she started chasing me, it was... very wrong."

The way he looks at him is fanatical admiration, as if seeing him as the whole world, it makes one's scalp tingle.

"Then you didn't send her off, did you?" Chu Zihan asked.

"Yes." He didn't send it.

So this is the beginning of all suffering.

"The next morning, she jumped off the roof with her best friend whom she knew nothing about, making a sensation in the whole school." Song Cheng stared at the ceiling with his eyes open.

"And I became the target of public criticism."

"At first they just secretly gossiped behind my back, then Luo Qian's best friend's boyfriend came to the door, we almost started fighting, and then the news that Luo Qian was looking for me before he died quickly spread."

And what he explained was almost exhausted, and no one would listen.

They are just persistently looking for the most suitable reason for a result, maybe they have seen it themselves, or they may have heard it from other places, no matter whether it is true or not, it is so reasonable.

So much so that it is true.

"They blamed me for being too inhuman and a cold-blooded animal." Song Cheng said these words lightly, "How could you refuse a girl's request so cruelly? They inferred that Luo Qian might have encountered something bad on the way home. That's why I chose to commit suicide under the collapse."

Everyone accused him of not saving his life, which is why he let the two fresh lives die.

Luo Qian who chose to commit suicide was innocent, and Tao Ran who was dragged downstairs by him was also innocent.

"It's simply moral kidnapping."

Chu Zihan rubbed his fingers irritably, feeling bored when he thought of the helpless and isolated situation the young man was in.

"The death of Luo Qian and the others had a great impact on me. Coupled with the rumors of suspicion and slander among the students, I began to doubt whether what I did was right."

"What if I'd sent her home in the first place? Wouldn't these things have happened?"

Song Cheng fell into extreme guilt and self-blame. At that time, he was only a student, and he had never encountered such a thing except for studying hard.

It was a long period of torment. Song Cheng's personality and conscience came out of people's mouths and got in again.

They maliciously speculated about what happened to Luo Qian that night, and along the way, they scolded Song Cheng together, making them extremely embarrassed.

What's more, in real life, how many people will encounter such a situation where two lives are lost for no reason.

It wasn't until later that the police intervened and confirmed that nothing happened to Luo Qian on the way home. Although her expression and behavior were a bit weird, she did not suffer any insult.

Song Cheng heaved a sigh of relief, but when he looked up and looked around, the questioning and suspicious eyes of those people remained the same, without any change.

Even if Luo Qian wasn't defiled by others, it must have been caused by Song Cheng's mental breakdown.

Yes, yes, it must be so.

Many, many voices kept saying this and that, finding a good outlet for their long-suppressed emotions.

The deaths of the two girls quarreled for a while, but were soon suppressed by the school.

Everything seems to be back to normal, people seem to have forgotten about that.

But Song Cheng didn't.

It was a mountain that could not be crossed, and it crushed him to the ground.

He lingered on, and every time he tried to explain himself, someone would bring up the old things again.

In a casual, very flat tone, he said the most ruthless words.

He could always hear someone whispering, and even had hallucinations for a while, and even the two boys noticed that something was wrong with him.

Song Cheng had to tell Song's father and Song's mother about this matter, and then received psychological treatment for a long period of time, and then gradually recovered.

But now that he recalled that period of torment, he realized that there were still quite a few sensible classmates.

It's just that at that time, he, who was already caught in his own emotions, didn't notice it.

Even today, he still can't completely get rid of the psychological shadow caused by that incident.

He didn't tell Chu Zihan about this, but he said it in a simple sentence: "Because of this incident, I didn't do very well in the college entrance examination, but it's not bad. At least I stayed with my two juniors. to N City."

"And then not long after, something much worse happened."

He remembered that a few days before the summer vacation was about to pass, the head teacher said in the group that he would find a time to celebrate, and he also practiced it for their next journey.

As a result, Song Cheng received a group notice from the monitor the next day, and the appointment time and hotel address were sent over, and both the head teacher and the teacher went.

Song Cheng didn't think too much, so he went directly.

"When I got there, the squad leader was waiting for me at the door. He told me that he booked a small private room because he couldn't get a seat before. Now that there is a vacancy, he will change it and take me there now."

He didn't think too much about it. The squad leader was a classmate he had known since junior high school, so it could be said that he knew everything.

After following the squad leader in, he realized that the entire private room was full of boys, both from the class next door and from his own class.

And the boy in the middle with glasses and a black T-shirt was the boyfriend of the best friend who was dragged by Luo Qian to jump off the building together.

There is no teacher, but the ingenious deception is destined to be a long-suffering revenge.

Song Cheng's heart sank immediately, and before he could turn around, he was violently pushed to the ground by the squad leader standing behind him.

"There are a lot of them. Although most of them are standing on the sidelines to watch the excitement, there are four or five who come up casually."

When Song Cheng talked about this matter, he didn't have much emotion.

"There's something wrong with Tao Ran's boyfriend. Among everyone, his demeanor is almost the same as Luo Qian's before."

Just a worship, a loathing.

He called Song Cheng a monster, a filthy ghost underground, a hell that devours people's souls.

He said that everyone who met you looked dead.

That's how Luo Qian and Tao Ran died, and it's all because of you.

Song Cheng was knocked down to the ground, he strangled the young man's neck, and stuffed the golden liquid that was about to solidify into his mouth.

That thing was like hot chili oil, burning all the way down the throat and into the heart.

Song Cheng felt the breath of death, and the man's curse-like chanting was still ringing in his ears, and the chanting became faster and louder.

He was even splashed with dog blood, and the scene was so chaotic that it made people dizzy.

And that day happened to be his birthday, and after that, he started seeing dirty things.

"Luo Qian is a pagan. Her best friend Tao Ran was once brought into the church by her. Tao Ran's boyfriend got that golden object from Luo Qian's house."

"Not only that thing, but also Luo Qian's diary, some messy teaching books."

"Luo Qian's home has a meditation room for her to meditate and communicate with God."

Song Cheng gestured, then suddenly tilted his head and asked, "Do you know why Luo Qian is following me?"

Chu Zihan frowned, "Why?"

"Because she got instructions in that meditation room where she communicated with God."

"In other words, she once dreamed about me, which is why she is so crazy."

As for the specific situation in her dream, no one knows, after all, Luo Qian didn't completely recount it in the diary.

Song Cheng turned sideways, looked at the man's slightly shining eyes in the dark, and asked tentatively, "Brother Chu, have you ever had any strange dreams?"

Chu Zihan's handsome face was reflected in the clear eyes of the young man, very clearly.

The man's expression froze, with a look of embarrassment that had been seen through, he turned his head away.