To study, not to play e-sports [PUBG]

A low-rise building with a beige color mixed with earthy gray that has obviously experienced the traces of time, and a dilapidated sign hanging on the front door reads "Rainbow Welfare Institute."

Only the words on the sign are brand new, which is very conspicuous at first glance.

Looking through the gap of the iron-colored gate, a group of children are playing with worn-out toys inside, and there is the sound of laughing and joking.

There was only one child who was out of place, sitting silently in front of the yard, looking at the door with a blank expression, wondering if he was in a daze or thinking about something.

What would such a small child think.

When the children playing with toys saw him appear, they all turned to look at him: "Hahaha, Lin Xia was sent back again, he deserves it, who told him not to copy the homework for me."

A fat little boy with a runny nose said: "That's right, he must be bullying other people's children, and he will fight. Teacher Lin said that children who fight are not good children."

The children were all chattering about the other person who was alone.

"Don't say that about Lin Xia, okay?" The little girl who was wearing a dress that had been washed so that she couldn't see its original color frowned, and scolded in a childish voice, "Also, Teacher Lin said that copying homework is wrong. "

"Lili, do you like Lin Xia?"

"If you still say that, don't play with us, play with Lin Xia."

"Yes, go and play with him yourself, don't stay with us."

In the world of children, being with many people is good, being alone is not good, especially in orphanages, a small group is always the best, and one person is always the loneliest.

The little girl named Lili pursed her mouth, looked at Lin Xia and did not speak again.

Lin Xia is used to being alone, even though no one talks to him or plays with him.But he likes to be alone.

Until one day, he was still sitting alone in the front yard.The grey-haired old dean walked up to him with a young woman in a white dress, squatted down, and said to him with a smile: "Are you Lin Xia?"

When Lin Xia raised his head to look at her, he felt that the sister in front of him smiled beautifully, very beautiful, he didn't know how to describe it, he only knew that she was the most beautiful person he had ever seen in his life.

He only has six years in his life now.

Lin Xia didn't speak, and nodded with his two small hands holding each other's fingers.

Are you here to pick him up?  …

The young woman stroked his hair gently, and narrowed her eyes with a smile: "Auntie, will you take me home?"

really came to pick him up...

But they also said the same thing the last two times. They said they would take him home, but they sent him back again, and they didn't want him anymore.

Let him have toys, a room of his own, a home, and now he's taking them all back.

But the person in front of him was really gentle, which gave him an illusion that he would not be sent back this time...

The faint light of the moon outside the window shines in through the glass. The early summer has not yet come, and there is still a slight breeze at night, bringing a bit of coolness.Slowly blowing into the dormitory, the mosquito net hanging in front of the bed was blown up.

In the student dormitory, Lin Xia hugged the quilt and slept curled up into a ball, his eyes trembling slightly, he really wanted to leave...

Lin Xia was carrying a small schoolbag and stood in a small room full of beds. There were other children standing outside the window. They dared not come in. Whoever approached him would be sent back like him if he was adopted in the future. Yes, so I can only look at Lin Xia through the window.

"He will definitely be sent back again..."

"He will never leave here..."

"But why does someone take him away every time..."

A little girl with pigtails came in from the outside. Lin Xia remembered her name was Lili?

"Lin Xia, sister Xiaohua told me that when you go back with the aunt who took you away, you must cry at the door." Lili said nervously, "Do you remember?"

Lin Xia asked: "Who is Sister Xiaohua? And why are you crying?"

Children who are too young don’t know how to explain, so they just say what comes to mind: “Sister Xiaohua is the sister who was adopted once but was not sent back. She said that she must cry once at the door of that house, otherwise she will be sent back. of."

No matter how much Lin Xia thought about it, she couldn't understand why she was crying?

Lin Xia lay on the bed, frowning and clenched his hands, he was really leaving...

The young woman led Lin Xia into a house that was more beautiful than the place he lived in the previous two times, and stood at the door: "From now on, you will live here, okay?"

Lin Xia stood at the door in a daze, trying to blink to make herself cry.But what if he really can't cry?Is it difficult to be sent back this time?

The woman looked down at Lin Xia and smiled, thinking that Lin Xia was a little scared in a strange place, so she knelt down and said to him: "My name is Ai Xia. I am the same Xia as you. You can call me Aunt Ai or me Xia Xia."

Lin Xia raised his head and looked at her when he heard the word Xia Xia. In his memory, there was also someone who would call him Xia Xia, but he couldn't remember who it was.

Lin Xia whispered, "Xia Xia..."

"You are Xiao Xiaxia, and I am Da Xiaxia."

But in the days that followed, he lived in fear, because he didn't cry when he came in on the first day, and he was afraid of being sent back again.

Secondly, Ai Xia's husband didn't seem to like him very much. Every time he greeted him, he gave him a deadpan look and then left.

So Lin Xia was even more afraid.

Every night at home, Ai Xia would go to his room and tell him a story about a little boy who was born in Xia Tian, ​​and his name was Xia Xia because he was born in Xia Tian.So he also loves Xia Tian very much.Xia Xia is very brave. Every time there are monsters in the forest, he will fight bravely every time. Although it is very difficult, he will still work hard to defeat them and protect his forest and family.

Every night, Ai Xia will tell stories to Lin Xia in different ways.

This time he got the first grade in the final exam again. When he got out of the car, he ran into the house excitedly to find Ai Xia, and told her that he was No.1 again.

He thought that Aisha would come out to pick him up as usual, but no, not in the living room, not in the garden, not in the kitchen.In the end, he found Aisha lying on the bed in the room.

Holding the certificate, Lin Xia walked towards Ai Xia in small steps, and asked nervously and in a low voice, "Aunt Ai, what's wrong with you?"

Ai Xia smiled and said to him as usual: "Aunt Ai, I have a little fever, so I have to rest in bed, just like you used to. You can't go out to play if you have a fever."

But Lin Xia saw something in Ai Xia's eyes, he didn't know what it was, he only knew that it was ugly to smile with it, he didn't like Ai Xia smiling like this.

If he grows up a bit, he will know that thing is called sadness.

Ai Xia stretched out her pale hand and touched Lin Xia's hair: "Is there a result today? How many points did Xia Xia get in the test?"

The child's emotions came and went quickly, Lin Xia heard Ai Xia asked him about his grades, the child was very proud, and handed her the certificate in his hand: "I am also No.1 this year."

"I know, Xia Xia is the smartest kid I've ever seen."

Ever since Ai Xia lay in bed that day, she often had to lie in bed. When Lin Xia asked Ai Xia why she had to lie down for so long, Ai Xia would always tell him that her fever hadn't recovered yet, so she needed to rest more.

During Ai Xia's illness, Lin Xia would go to Ai Xia's room to tell her Xia Xia's story every night. Ai Xia used to tell him, but this time it was Lin Xia who told Ai Xia.

Until one summer vacation, Ai Xia came out of the room in a wheelchair. Lin Xia saw Ai Xia coming out in the garden, and ran to Ai Xia happily: "Aunt Ai, why did you come out?"

Ai Xia looked at Lin Xia in front of her, from the beginning to her waist, she is now about the same height as her.

Time flies. Lin Xia has been living in Ai's house for six years.

"Aunt Ai feels much better, so she came out to play with you." Ai Xia was still a little weak, but her spirit was indeed better than before.

Ai Xia spent the whole summer vacation with Lin Xia, and as she said, she really recovered from her illness.Lin Xia is very happy, Ai Xia doesn't have to lie in bed every day.

Until one day when he came back from school on the weekend, he searched the whole house and couldn't find Aisha.He hasn't been back for a long time, and he was sent by Aisha to a junior high school that needed accommodation.

He called Aisha, but he couldn't get through many times.

In the evening Yu Mingqiang came back in a suit, Lin Xia asked him where Ai Xia had gone?

Yu Mingqiang took out a box from the room to Lin Xia, and closed his eyes slightly: "Your Aunt Ai passed away a week ago, and this is what she left for you."

Lin Xia held the box and was stunned for a long time, then shook her head mechanically and said, "How is it possible? She was fine when I went back to school, she said she would wait for me to come back and go out with her."

Yu Mingqiang said: "When she adopted you, she had been ill for a long time."

Lin Xia calmly asked about the location of Ai Xia's cemetery. He still doesn't believe it. What Yu Mingqiang said were all lies. He lied to him because he didn't like him. He didn't want to see Ai Xia by himself.

I ran to Ai Xia's tombstone by myself, until I saw Ai Xia's name written on the tombstone, and posted Ai Xia's photo.

The smile in that photo was the first time he saw Aisha smiling beautifully, but it was frozen in that moment forever.

His tears flowed down uncontrollably, and he opened the box Ai Xia left for him while crying, and what Ai Xia wrote in front of his eyes was: "Da Xiaxia doesn't want to see Xiao Xiaxia cry, she should be like the one in the little story." Xia Xia is as strong as Xia Xia. You must live happily and persevere when encountering difficulties. And Lin Xia is the cutest child I have ever seen. Everyone will like you when they see you, so there will be more in the future. More people love you."

But there is no you in it.

Below the box is the first birthday gift he gave to Ai Xia, the first time he got the No.1 certificate, the first photo of the two of them together, the first time he lost to Lin Xia in backgammon, many, many firsts Second-rate......

Lin Xia leaned against the cold tombstone and cried for a long, long time...

Lin Xia lay on the bed and hugged the quilt tightly, he didn't want her to go, why did she go...

The dream turned suddenly.

"This is your Aunt Guan." Yu Mingqiang said to Lin Xia, "This is your younger brother, Yu Chengze, and they will live here from now on."

Yu Chengze is only three years younger than him.

……

"Why do you keep Lin Xia here? Are you so willing to raise a child who has no blood relationship with you?"

"You think I want to? Ai Xia held 30.00% of the company's shares before she was alive. She asked me to raise Lin Xia until she was an adult before letting her lawyer completely transfer the shares to me. I'm not the company's largest shareholder yet. For that 30.00%, you have to support him."

"Then when he becomes an adult, we don't have to worry about him, right?"

"Yes."

"How much property did Ai Xia leave for Lin Xia?"

"..."

Lin Xia suddenly opened her eyes, her face was drenched.

It turns out that living for 18 years is just a short dream, so ridiculous.

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