Excessive deviation

Zhong Shitian didn't leave the restaurant, he ran into the bathroom, shut himself in the cubicle, sat on the toilet cover, bit his lip and wept.

What a waste of time.

Tears continued one drop after another, Zhong Shitian felt that he had returned to the vacation after the college entrance examination, he stayed in Tokyo for a day and then quickly returned to China on the plane, at that time his tear glands also collapsed suddenly.

He is 25 years old, his emotions are still so fragile, and he has not made any progress.

Over the years, he thought that this past incident had faded enough to be used as a talking point, or even a self-deprecating joke, and he almost forgot the feeling of crying because of it, but once he faced Zhao Shuyao, all his grievances seemed to need only A small hole the size of a needle eye can spray out everything.

It turns out there are so many.

How can that bastard blame him?

Zhong Shitian couldn't help crying, but the moment the sound leaked out, he suppressed it back, his throat couldn't hold such a loud cry, he grunted weirdly, ridiculous and embarrassed.

Zhong Shitian huddled inside and cried for more than ten minutes before shed all tears.He came out and washed his face. The person in the mirror was really ugly, with messy hair, red and swollen eyes, dry red mouth, and listlessness.

He was indeed tired, so he wiped his face casually, and he walked out of the bathroom. In order to prevent an encounter with Zhao Shuyao's oolong, he walked forward and backward, and was almost detained by the waiter.

Zhong Shitian's class today is only the morning one, so he took a taxi back to the dormitory, planning to sleep and forget about today's bad things.

Unexpectedly, there was another person in the dormitory, the second person in the double bedroom, Lin Ran.

"Why are you back?" Zhong Shitian asked dejectedly.

"What do you mean, I can't come back?" Lin Ran sat in front of the computer, and the monitor was full of words, "Shi Tian, ​​please help me read the paper, it's due this week, I don't know where To be changed."

"No time." Zhong Shitian threw himself face down into the quilt.

"What's the matter with you, you sound so lacklustre?" Lin Ran turned around and saw Zhong Shitian's gesture of avoiding the world, "Isn't the first class today emptying you out?"

Zhong Shitian shook the furry back of his head.

"What's the reason?" Lin Ran kicked off the ground, and the swivel chair slid down to Zhong Shitian's side.

"I encountered something so bloody that I can't be more bloody." Zhong Shitian said sullenly.

"What's the matter?" Lin Ran didn't take it seriously, "Isn't it a reunion with your first love?"

Zhong Shitian tilted his head and looked at Lin Ran with a surprised face, obviously saying: How do you know?

"Really?" Lin Ran laughed, "Tell me, what happened?"

"He just... came back suddenly." Zhong Shitian said, "I went to have dinner with him just now...By the way, did you upload the video of my dancing last time?"

Lin Ran said, "Good things should be shared with everyone."

Zhong Shitian split his legs and kicked him, dissatisfied: "If it didn't happen, I wouldn't be like this!"

Lin Ran was full of doubts, "What is the causal connection between this?"

"I won't tell you." Zhong Shitian said.

"It's not right for you to be so tempting." Lin Ran lay on the back of the chair, slinging his arms to hook Zhong Shitian's hair, "Look at you, your eyes are swollen from crying, how much did she stimulate you?"

"There was a quarrel." Zhong Shitian said lazily, "He wanted to get back with me, but I didn't agree."

"Why didn't you agree?" Lin Ran asked, "Don't you like her too?"

"Huh?" Zhong Shitian sat up suddenly, and looked at Lin Ran incredulously, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Isn't it? Every time you are asked to find a girlfriend or meet a girl, you always talk about your first love. It's not that the old love is not over?"

"Of course not!" Zhong Shitian broke down and shouted, "Why do you think so?"

"You acted like you were going to hang yourself from a tree." Lin Ran said, "Ask yourself, do you really have no feelings for your first love?"

"Of course..." Zhong Shitian was not confident enough to finish his sentence, did he have no feelings for Zhao Shuyao at all?Not really, they can still find some friendship, and the close relationship between his family and Zhao Shuyao also doomed him to be impossible to completely cut off from Zhao Shuyao.

Lin Ran had the winning ticket in his hands and said: "Look, face your heart honestly, you still like others."

Zhong Shitian shook his head, he wanted to refute, he wanted to say that I don't like him.He could say this a hundred times to Zhao Shuyao as punishment, but at this time he subconsciously shut up. Over the years, he accepted breaking up with Zhao Shuyao, accepted the fact that Zhao Shuyao disappeared in his life, and also accepted them. There are very different lives between them, but they have never faced up to the "like" intention.

The love that was easy to say when I was young, the sweet and sour love, after seven years of wind, frost, rain and snow, it has not completely dissipated.

Zhong Shitian sighed deeply and said, "I don't like him anymore."

"You hesitated for a long time, is it true?"

Zhong Shitian didn't answer, but said, "It's impossible for us to be together, will you be with someone who is completely derailed from your life?"

He took off his shoes and lay down again, closing his eyes wearily, "I'm sleepy, the chat is over, please be quiet while writing your paper."

"Oh, by the way, paper, won't you help me read the paper?"

Zhong Shitian rolled himself up with a quilt, showing a gesture of rejection.

Lin Ran had no choice but to lament and go back to the computer to continue struggling.

When Zhong Shitian woke up, it was already afternoon, and Lin Ran left again. The bedroom was dark and lonely.

He took out his mobile phone to check the time, and found that Zhong Shinian had called him twice and sent him a series of wechat messages.

Pit brother's brother: sleep?

Pit Brother's Brother: Come over to have dinner tonight.

Pit brother's brother: If you want me to pick you up, just make a call.

Zhong Shitian yawned and rubbed his eyes, and while walking to the bathroom, he sent Zhong Shinian the menu of the Manchu Banquet.

He and Zhong Shinian met at least once a week, which was an unshakable tradition when he was in college, so Zhong Shitian had no objection, and went out when the time came.

When he arrived at Zhong Shinian's house, he had just started cooking. Zhong Shitian slept through his lunch and was hungry, so he yelled for dinner as soon as he entered the door.

"The rice has just been cooked, so we have to wait at least half an hour." Zhong Shinian said, he was wearing a cute apron, facing his younger brother's gentle appearance, it was impossible to tell that he was serious and outstanding in court. Lawyers who give people any way out.

Zhong Shitian followed him into the kitchen. Zhong Shinian lived alone all year round, so his cooking skills were no problem. He stewed a pot of soup, which was rich in bone flavor. Zhong Shitian's stomach grumbled for face.

"I'm hungry!" Zhong Shitian acted aggrieved.

"There are fruits in the refrigerator." Zhong Shinian said, "Okay, go out and watch TV, don't get in the way."

"I'm just in the way." Zhong Shitian said shamelessly. He looked at the talent on the desk, which was various and quite rich. "Where's the abalone? How can Buddha jump over the wall without abalone?"

"You can jump over the wall with the Buddha in your arms." Zhong Shinian deliberately took a shredded onion and shook it in front of Zhong Shitian.

"Oh!" Zhong Shitian stayed away from him, "I want to sue my mother!"

Zhong Shinian continued to chop vegetables, ignoring his childishness.

Zhong Shitian stopped making trouble, and took out the puffed food and sat on the sofa. He suddenly realized that the vegetables Zhong Shinian bought today seemed to be a little too much, and the amount of food that two people could never finish eating.

But he didn't think much about it, he gnawed on potato chips and asked loudly, "Brother, how are you talking with Sister He Hui? Have you met?"

After talking about Zhong Shitian, he heard the sound of the kitchen knife falling heavily on the cutting board.

"Zhong Shitian, you are really capable, dare to introduce your blind date to your brother?"

"I think you are a good match." Zhong Shitian said with a smile, "I haven't seen August for a long time. Has he returned to the United States?"

This question made Zhong Shinian silent, and he answered after a long time: "I don't know, I haven't contacted him."

"Why didn't you contact me? Are you guys having a fight? You're already old, like a child..." Zhong Shitian chattered earnestly, and in the end it was just him talking to himself, like a radio.

After 10 minutes, the doorbell rang, and Zhong Shitian got up to open the door, asking as he walked, "Who's here, August?"

Zhong Shinian said: "You will know when you open the door."

Zhong Shitian only thought it was August, and he was no doubt there. After opening the door, he saw Zhao Shuyao's handsome face, and was so shocked that he didn't know what to say.

Zhao Shuyao's eyes lit up when he saw Zhong Shitian, but remembering their unhappiness this morning, he restrained himself and said, "Are you here too?"

Zhong Shitian took two steps back, then ran into the kitchen and closed the door, yelling, "Why didn't you tell me he would come too?!"

"Is there any need to remind me in advance?" Zhong Shinian looked at him strangely, "Don't you want to dress up?"

"No!" Zhong Shitian was about to jump, "If I knew he was coming, I would..."

"What do you want?" Zhong Shinian put the chili peppers into the pot, sizzled, and the spiciness swarmed in, "Open the door, go out and chat with Shuyao."

Zhong Shitian was kicked out, and walked over reluctantly, Zhao Shuyao had already entered the room and sat down, with his hands on his lap, looking peaceful.

Zhong Shitian sat at the farthest place from him.

Zhao Shuyao didn't deliberately close the distance, but just looked at him and asked, "I apologize to you for what happened today, I'm sorry."

Zhong Shitian hummed vaguely.

Zhao Shuyao didn't want to be too straightforward. He looked at him greedily for a while and then lowered his head, "I haven't adapted to our current relationship. I shouldn't use the way I used to get along to make you unhappy. I have reflected on it, and what I will do in the future I will ask for your opinion on everything, and I hope you will give me a chance to make amends."

Zhong Shitian put his feet on the sofa, rested his chin on his knees, and lowered his eyes as if he didn't hear Zhao Shuyao's words.

Zhao Shuyao still had a calm and patient tone, "Shi Tian, ​​can you talk to me? I'm afraid you'll ignore me."

In Zhong Shitian's memory, Zhao Shuyao had never humbled himself, but he quickly glanced at him and said, "You don't need to use such a flattering tone."

"I want to make you happy." Zhao Shuyao said in a low voice, "I don't know what to do."

Zhong Shitian said casually, "Then why don't you just throw me a bank card like you did on TV."

His response made Zhao Shuyao come to his senses, and then he took out his wallet and put it in front of Zhong Shitian, "I'll give it all to you."

Zhong Shitian: "..."

"I don't want it." Zhong Shitian covered his face to block his indescribable expression.

Zhao Shuyao's look like spring on the earth withered again.

After another ten minutes or so, Zhong Zhongnian's feast was finally served. He opened a bottle of red wine. Zhong Shitian eagerly stretched out the glass as if to take a sip, but was ruthlessly rejected.

"People who are drunk on beer should not overestimate themselves." Zhong Shinian said.

The more Zhong Shitian was told so, the more he wanted to taste it. How could Zhao Shuyao drink it?He is the youngest brother in the audience.The two were drinking red wine and talking about real estate in the stock market, but Zhong Shitian looked like a silly child.

Unwilling, he secretly brought red wine while they were chatting and poured half a glass into the glass.

Then almost spit it out.

Why does it taste different from what it smells like?Not at all fruity.

Zhong Shinian saw him drinking secretly, but his expression was still disgusted, so he reprimanded him: "This is only 3000 yuan a bottle, if you can't drink it, don't waste it."

Zhong Shitian couldn't get over his face, so he insisted, "Drink it!" He took another sip, the strong smell of wine made him wrinkle his face, and swallowed it with difficulty, "It's so hard to drink..."

Zhao Shuyao thought it was funny, and said, "Don't force yourself if you don't like it, drink something else."

"There's Coke in the fridge." Zhong Shinian said.

Zhao Shuyao got up to get it, put the Coke in front of Zhong Shitian, and brought over his leftover cup.

Zhong Shitian's face was slightly hot, which was a sign from above. He picked up the Coke and shook it under the table for a while, then handed it to Zhao Shuyao and said, "Open it for me."

Zhao Shuyao was flattered by such a simple request. He took the tab and opened it, and the surging Coke couldn't wait to come out, wet his clothes and pants.

Zhong Shinian was furious, "Zhong Shitian, how old are you still playing pranks?" Zhong Shitian was very happy to see Zhao Shuyao's distressed appearance, he pursed his lips and tried to hold back his smile, but his shoulders were trembling.

Zhao Shuyao smiled helplessly, stretched out his hand and flicked Zhong Shitian's forehead lightly, "Bad guy."

Zhong Shitian's heart was suddenly stirred by the feather, and he couldn't bear Zhao Shuyao's "tragic situation" again.

Zhong Shinian asked Zhao Shuyao to take a shower and change clothes, while Zhong Shitian lowered his head and gnawed on the ribs pretending to be an innocent baby.

"Bring the clothes to Shuyao." Zhong Shinian found out the T-shirt and sweatpants he hadn't worn and handed them to Zhong Shitian.

"Why me?" Zhong Shitian was a rascal.

"Because your brother ordered you." Zhong Shinian smiled, "Hurry up."

Zhong Shitian was dissatisfied with taking it over, murmured and complained, and walked to the guest room.

After entering the room, Zhong Shitian put his clothes on the bed, he hesitated whether to tell Zhao Shuyao.

The sound of the shower in the bathroom stopped, and then the door opened, and Zhao Shuyao walked out while wrapping up a towel.

Zhong Shitian didn't expect him to come out suddenly, stared at him blankly, and was nailed to the spot.

Zhao Shuyao saw the clothes, nodded and said, "Thank you...Shitian?"

Zhong Shitian stared straight at Zhao Shuyao's upper body, which was a pleasing figure, with well-proportioned and beautiful muscles covering his body, every piece was impeccable, and extremely explosive.

But on the fair skin, all kinds of scars are even more shocking.

There are three long welts from the chest to the abdominal muscles, there are hideous scars on the lower abdomen, and there are even signs of bullet holes healing on the arms.

These all record what kind of injuries and pains this body has suffered.

Zhong Shitian remembered what Zhao Shuyao told him——

I haven't had a good time these years.