Excessive deviation

Zhao Shuyao heard the sound of opening the door, turned his head away, Zhong Shitian saw his face clearly, there was no superfluous expression, but his eyes were red, moist, and there were wet tears on his cheeks, it was a heart-warming expression. Can't bear it.

Zhong Shitian seldom saw Zhao Shuyao cry, so he was not at peace at this moment, he clenched his hands tightly, and looked at him for a long time before he said, "What are you doing?"

"Don't do anything." Zhao Shuyao's voice was very low, nasal and choked. Zhong Shitian's indifferent attitude made him cry again. The scene of tears falling from his eyes showed his fragility vividly.

Zhong Shitian couldn't talk coldly or turn a blind eye to Zhao Shuyao like this, he said helplessly: "You cry at my door, what will others think when they pass by?"

"You only...you only care about what other people think?" Zhao Shuyao tried hard to see him clearly, but he could only see a blur.

Zhong Shitian really had no choice but to let him into the house again.

Zhong Shitian pulled a few tissues to him and said, "You didn't like to cry before."

"I don't love it now." Zhao Shuyao said, wiping away tears, "but I can't help it."

Zhong Shitian was silent for a while, and then said: "Why bother you?"

"Don't say that." Zhao Shuyao felt pain again, "I can't live without you."

But hasn't the past seven years come through well?Zhong Shitian thought to himself.

"When are you going to leave?" Zhong Shitian changed the subject.

"Why do you always drive me away?" Zhao Shuyao looked at him aggrievedly.

"There are too many reasons, let me tell you..." Zhong Shitian had no choice but to say, "What if you cry again after I tell you?"

"Then stop talking." Zhao Shuyao lowered his head sadly.

At this time, the sky suddenly hit a few muffled thunder, followed by a violent wind, and soon the sound of rain could be heard, and the fragments gradually became dense.

"It's raining." Zhao Shuyao said, "My car is parked far away."

Will you go if it doesn't rain?Zhong Shitian wanted to roll his eyes at him, "This rain won't last long, and leave immediately after the rain stops."

Zhao Shuyao didn't want to always disobey him and cause more disgust, so he nodded obediently.

Zhong Shitian had nothing to chat with him, so he went back to the computer and continued making courseware.

But at this time, how could he be able to act like no one else when he was in the same room with Zhao Shuyao?He seemed to have an eye in the back of his head, and he could clearly "see" Zhao Shuyao's movements. He paced around the room, he walked to the left, to the right, and approached...very close, just behind him.

Zhong Shitian's back was stiff, he pretended not to know, opened the book and typed a paragraph of the content casually.

"I thought you would continue to dance, open a studio, or become a choreographer." Zhao Shuyao said, "I didn't expect you to be a teacher."

"It's just to help the tutor with the class for a period of time, and it has not been decided in the future." Zhong Shitian replied casually.

"It's good for you to be a teacher." Zhao Shuyao looked at him and smiled unconsciously, "Mr. Zhong?"

I don't know if he did it on purpose, but Mr. Zhong murmured the three words five-fifth teasing five-fifth, with a smile at the end, which was really unbearable, and Zhong Shitian almost couldn't hold the mouse.

Zhong Shitian bit himself hard, and said sullenly, "Don't talk to me and hinder me, sit in the back, or go out."

Zhao Shuyao stretched out his hand, touched Zhong Shitian's earlobe lightly, and walked away with an "oh".

Zhong Shitian almost jumped up, his earlobe was just touched, but it was as hot as burning, he wanted to turn his head and stare at Zhao Shuyao, but he restrained himself.

Be calm, this is his strategy!

Zhong Shitian took a deep breath and focused all his attention on the monitor in front of him.

Zhao Shuyao was very quiet. When Zhong Shitian was fully absorbed, he felt that he was alone in the dormitory.

When the courseware was roughly completed, Zhong Shitian stopped to take a rest, he stretched himself, and suddenly heard a dull groan of pain.

Zhong Shitian turned his head and saw Zhao Shuyao sitting on his bed, with his head bowed and his stomach covered with one hand, his brows were wrinkled, and he looked very uncomfortable.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhong Shitian asked.

"Old problem." Zhao Shuyao also looked at him, and smiled weakly, "It's okay, don't worry about me."

Zhong Shitian remembered that Zhao Shuyao had a stomach problem, but when they were together, Zhong Shitian took extra care of him and rarely saw him committing any crimes.

"Didn't you eat?"

Zhao Shuyao shook his head.

Zhong Shitian went to the window and looked at it. The rain was not as heavy as it was at first, but it was still falling. It would be cruel to let a person with a stomachache walk away in the rain.He had no choice but to rummage in the cabinet and found a bag of instant noodles.

"There's only this, do you want to eat?" Zhong Shitian asked.

"eat."

Zhong Shitian helped him cook again, and saw that there were eggs and ham in the refrigerator, so he added them too.After cooking, there are intestines and eggs, and the color is delicious. Zhong Shitian himself is hungry.

He brought the noodles to Zhao Shuyao, Zhao Shuyao took it with both hands, and whispered thank you.

"I don't have stomach medicine here. If you still feel pain after taking it, you'd better go back." Zhong Shitian said.

"Then I don't feel any pain anymore." Zhao Shuyao said, he took a bite of the noodles and said with satisfaction, "It's delicious."

"It's just instant noodles, how delicious can it be?" Zhong Shitian said casually.

"Everything you cook is delicious." Zhao Shuyao said.

Zhong Shitian didn't know how to answer these words, so he fell silent.

Zhao Shuyao is also very elegant when eating instant noodles, and the sound of sucking is slight, and his concentration can be seen in every bite, and he is tasting it seriously.

After a while he asked again: "Why didn't you wait for me to come back this morning?"

He still has the face to say this morning!Zhong Shitian thought of his mood at that time, the sky was dark, and he said angrily: "I didn't know who it was at the time."

"I left you a note." Zhao Shuyao looked at him innocently.

"I didn't see it." Zhong Shitian was annoyed, "It was a bad experience for me, so don't mention it again."

But you were obviously very comfortable last night.

Zhao Shuyao only dared to say it in his heart.

"I'm sorry." He sincerely apologized, "You were drunk, and I took advantage of you."

"Stop, stop talking." Zhong Shitian made a stop gesture.

"Okay." Zhao Shuyao listened to him very much.

He continued to eat quietly, Zhong Shitian looked away, turned around a few times and returned to Zhao Shuyao.Such a scene made Zhong Shitian feel familiar, and he remembered the past.

He often goes to Zhao Shuyao's house to spend the night, and puts a lot of junk food in Zhao Shuyao's house. When eating supper at night, he also takes Zhao Shuyao with him, and eats less instant noodles, because his stomach is taken care of. But just like now, Zhao Shuyao would finish everything Zhong Shitian made.

It's just superficial, Zhong Shitian can't get back the sweet and joyful mood when he lived with him at that time.

Zhao Shuyao drank all the noodle soup and had to wash the dishes by himself.

"Let me come." Zhong Shitian brought it over, and he glanced at the window, "The rain seems to have stopped, can you go?"

The warmth that Zhao Shuyao finally felt cooled down so quickly, and he said disappointedly, "Why do you have to leave?"

Zhong Shitian didn't want to argue with him anymore, so he nodded calmly, "Then you stay here, and I'll go out."

Zhao Shuyao opened his eyes slightly, opened his mouth to say something, but finally fell silent, and waited for Zhong Shitian to wash the dishes before he said, "I'm leaving."

Zhong Shitian paused for a moment with the hand that put down the bowl, but didn't say anything.

Zhao Shuyao took a deep look at him, and then walked to the door. The moment he opened the door, he asked, "Shi Tian, ​​shall we start over?"

Zhong Shitian replied: "Not good."

"Then let me put it another way." Zhao Shuyao said, "I want to start over with you."

His tone was unwavering, but the domineering in his words met Zhong Shitian's Ni Lin, and Zhong Shitian almost blurted out: "You brought your girlfriend back and told me this, don't you feel guilty?"

Zhao Shuyao looked back at him in surprise, "You mean Bei Yuanyun? I don't have that kind of relationship with her, so don't think too much about it."

"I don't care." Zhong Shitian said, "I won't start over with you. I'm tired, you go"

"...Then you have a good rest." Zhao Shuyao finally opened the door and walked out, "Good night, we will meet again."

If Zhong Shitian had something in his hand, he should have smashed it.

What he didn't know was that Zhao Shuyao didn't leave immediately after closing the door, but stopped and took a deep breath, comforting himself in his heart:

At least he still cares about me.

Because of Zhao Shuyao's sentence "We will meet again", Zhong Shitian was afraid that he would see him again when he opened the door, so he got up early and went to the library, intending to fill in all the content of the courseware.

From morning to afternoon, it was finally finished.Fortunately, no one disturbed him during this process.

Zhong Shitian should feel at ease, but that faint trace of loss, like mist, was also accompanied in his heart.

He tried his best to ignore it, so he planned to find someone to eat at the buffet, because he was hungry and thought so much.

Just as he was about to decide on a candidate, An Lan sent him a WeChat message.

Princess Ann: Where are you free? Treat me to dinner!

Princess Ann: I'm at school.

Princess Ann: I met a super nice young lady today, and I would like to invite her to have a meal in the cafeteria.

Princess Ann: Are you there?

Zhong Shitian thought for a while, and replied: I'm in the library, see you in the cafeteria.

Princess Ann: Oh yeah!

Fifteen minutes later, Zhong Shitian met with An Lan. To his surprise, the young lady An Lan was talking about was actually Bei Yuanyun.

"Hi~" Beiyuan Yun waved to him.

"Why are you?" Zhong Shitian asked in surprise.

"She is a very popular graphic model in Japan, and she came to our school to take pictures." An Lan said, "Let me introduce, his name is Zhong Shitian, and he is my boyfriend."

"Wow" Kitahara Yun said.

"Don't talk nonsense." Zhong Shitian frowned, "I never promised you."

"Cut." An Lan curled her lips, "Is it okay to be a boyfriend? Let's go and eat quickly."

There is still some time before the meal time, so there are not many people in the cafeteria, and the seats where they sit are relatively quiet.

"You've lost so much weight, I don't recognize you anymore." Bei Yuanyun said to Zhong Shitian.

"What? Do you know each other?" An Lan's eyes widened.

"We met once in high school." Kitahara Yun said, "Zhong Jun and my fiancé are friends, and I came to see him in Tokyo."

After hearing the word fiancé, Zhong Shitian's fingers holding the chopsticks tightened.

"You have a fiance?" An Lan was surprised again.

"To be precise, it should be the ex-fiancé." Bei Yuanyun shrugged, "The first thing he did after gaining power was to dissolve our engagement. What a ruthless man."

"Why?" An Lan didn't understand, "You are so beautiful, is there any man who doesn't like it?"

"He has a first love in his heart." Bei Yuanyun said helplessly, "It is impossible to think about others in this life."

Zhong Shitian choked on the rice.

"Oh, eat slowly." An Lan gave him a tissue.

Bei Yuanyun gave him a funny look, and then said: "But I have known him for so many years, and I still don't know what his first love looks like. Zhong Jun, have you seen it?"

Zhong Shitian firmly shook his head, "I've never heard of it."

"Really?" Bei Yuanyun was a little disappointed, "But he doesn't even have a photo, how did he survive the foreign relationship? I saw him have seen the video of Zhong Jun."

"Huh?" Zhong Shitian was puzzled.

"It's just a dancing image. Yingxiu's precious thing, Liwu, was almost killed after Yingxiu's cousin stole it." Bei Yuanyun said.

"Is that exaggerated?" An Lan wondered.

"At that time, Yingxiu's knife was on Liwu's neck." Bei Yuanyun said.

"Really? Could it be that Shi Tian was his first love?" An Lan looked at Zhong Shitian suspiciously and said.

"Well—" Beiyuan Yun looked at Zhong Shitian with probing eyes, "It's possible."

The two girls looked at each other tacitly, and then laughed at the same time.

Zhong Shitian: "..."