Excessive deviation

"Zhao Shuyao, you..." Hearing Zhao Shuyao's voice, hearing him calling his name, Zhong Shitian had mixed feelings for a moment, some seemed unreal, some resented gnashing of teeth, but more of it was joy jump for joy.

He finally contacted Zhao Shuyao.

"Why are you ignoring me?" Zhong Shitian said this, and his heart tightened into a ball, very sore, "For 37 days, you didn't tell me a word, you didn't reply to the text message, you didn't answer the phone call, you know I How did you get here?"

"...I'm sorry." Zhao Shuyao said hoarsely.

"I don't want your apology!" Zhong Shitian was almost irritated, and he rarely bared his fangs at Zhao Shuyao, "I want an explanation, tell me seriously, if you can convince me, I will understand."

Zhao Shuyao remained silent for a long time, and finally said those three words, "I'm sorry."

Zhong Shitian bit his lip so hard that he could not let out a disappointing cry. After he calmed down for a while, he said in a trembling voice, "I'm going to be angry if you do this again."

Zhao Shuyao just called his name over and over again, "Shitian, Shitian, Shitian..."

It seems that those words of love that cannot be spoken, and the emotions hidden in the bottom of my heart, are all buried in these two words.

"I'm here, I'm here." Zhong Shitian choked up and agreed, "What's the matter, tell me, tell me, okay?"

"...I'm fine." Zhao Shuyao said.

"You liar! Why don't you contact me if you have nothing to do? Zhao Shuyao, you have to tell me about this matter!" Zhong Shitian said angrily. He thought of something and became sad again, "Are you afraid that I will pester you?" Let you go back to China? I'm fine, I'll be happy to come back whenever you want, and I won't make trouble with you. "

Zhao Shuyao was so distressed that his whole body would curl up. If Zhong Shitian was in front of him, he would hug him desperately, but now he can't do anything, nothing.

"No, how could I be afraid of you pestering me?" Zhao Shuyao said with difficulty, "You have to be obedient, eat well, and take care of yourself."

"You are answering irrelevant questions!" Zhong Shitian said impatiently, "Shuyao, you are so strange, you never spoke like this before."

Zhao Shuyao's tone suddenly changed, and became the cold and unfamiliar tone when he first connected, "I'm fine here, don't worry. I have to go to class later, so let's do this first."

"Don't hang up, Shuyao don't..."

Was hung up without hesitation.

Zhong Shitian's fingers holding the phone turned white, and tears fell silently. He dialed back again, but the line was busy, and he couldn't contact Zhao Shuyao again.

Zhao Shuyao lowered his eyes and put down his phone. Even though it is already May, the temperature in Tokyo has not been maintained at a warm temperature. The sky outside the window is a bit dark, making it difficult to distinguish Zhao Shuyao's face by the window, as if His face was expressionless, but his whole body was gloomy.

But the moment he turned his head, all emotions disappeared, and he was that cool and watertight young man again.

"What can I do, Uncle?"

Standing at the door was a man in his early 40s, not very tall. He was leaning against the door frame a little unceremoniously, but his face was very similar to that of Yushi Minano, except that he did not have the domineering look of the old man in his eyes.

Minano Yushi's eldest son, Minano Asahito.

"I heard you sent Matsumoto to China?" Minano Asahito said.

"Why, is there a problem?" Zhao Shuyao said neither humble nor overbearing.

"It's nothing, you just became the young master, I'm just worried that you will do something against the Nanye family's family tradition." Nanye Xuren shrugged.

"Mr. Xiongzhi told me." Zhao Shuyao looked straight into Nanye Xuren's eyes. He was sitting. He was clearly the one in the lower position, but he looked more like a young emperor, with a cold and majestic appearance. "The representative of the head of the Nanye family For the Nanye family, the decisions and actions of the Patriarch are all correct."

"The old man is too arrogant, you know what will happen." The corner of Nanye Xuren's mouth curled up in a sarcastic arc, "Besides, you are not the head of the family, and the clan has not recognized you."

Zhao Shuyao made himself look embarrassed at the right time, "Sooner or later, I will admit it."

"Hahaha." Minano Asahito laughed out loud, "As long as you do what I say, the Patriarch Nanye will naturally be yours."

"Uncle, don't you want to be the head of this family?" Zhao Shuyao asked.

The cruelty in Nanye Xuren's eyes flashed, he shook his head with a smile, "I'll forget it, I prefer to take care of the company, since I was a child, my wish was not in it. I'm talking about you, Yingxiu-kun, Matsumoto went to China to do What?"

Zhao Shuyao said lightly: "Before I lived there, I owed someone a favor. I asked him to send a check, and it was settled."

"So that's it, you don't plan to go back in the future?"

With calm eyes, Zhao Shuyao replied, "Why do you want to go back?"

Nanye Xuren laughed again after hearing this, and praised: "You are now a complete Nanye clan."

Zhao Shuyao smiled noncommittally.

Nanye Xuren chatted with him for a few more words, and left on the grounds that he had something to do.

Zhao Shuyao sat alone in the room.

The matter of Matsumoto's going to China was ordered by him to let him go yesterday on his own initiative. This matter was kept silent, and it stands to reason that no third person should know about it.

Zhao Shuyao looked down at the phone, he grabbed it and was about to throw it out.

But he was stuck in mid-air, his hands still clenched tightly.

After a long time, he slowly put his hand down.

This is the price of being weak.

He mocked himself like this in his heart.

Time flies, and the senior high school students finally ushered in the final battle.Zhong Shitian's nervousness about the college entrance examination is not because of it itself, but because it is a node, which means that he is about to go to Japan and see Zhao Shuyao again.

For four months, the parting days were more tortuous than imagined. Zhao Shuyao's strange behavior can only be known on the day of meeting.

On the day of the end of the college entrance examination, when everyone was celebrating liberation with celestial maidens scattering flowers, Zhong Shitian didn't participate. He rushed home immediately, dragged out the suitcase and began to put clothes in it.

The itinerary this time is seven days, starting tomorrow morning, Zhong Shinian has already contacted Nanyexi, and someone will pick them up to Nanye's house when they get off the plane, and then he can meet Zhao Shuyao!

The joy of meeting soon occupies the absolute position of his emotions. The most important thing is to see Zhao Shuyao, and everything else can be put aside.

He didn't fall asleep that night, and couldn't help getting up in the middle of the night to match his clothes in front of the mirror, because Jiang Ru, who took the college entrance examination, gave him a lot of make-up for a month, and his cheeks are still white and tender, full of touch, the flesh on his chest, and the flesh on his waist. Meat, butt meat, it's all there!Will Zhao Shuyao be happy to see him?

Jiang Ru and Zhong Pingbei couldn't go together because of work, so Zhong Shinian took Zhong Shitian to Japan with August at his side.

"Why are you always together?" Zhong Shitian was puzzled by this, "Is August not working?"

"My job is to stay with Nely." August's Chinese has improved a lot, and he can barely communicate in daily life.

"He just wants to play." Zhong Shinian gave August a warning look, and the latter showed a cute and innocent smile.

Zhong Shitian didn't notice the not-so-deep agitation between the two, he only had what would happen during this journey in his mind.

What happened next went very smoothly.

The flight landed at Tokyo's Haneda Airport on time. They met with the Nanno family immediately and got into their car without any traffic jams. It seemed that the world was giving the green light for their meeting.

Nanye's house is a standard Japanese-style building. After the gate is opened, it is a courtyard composed of many flat houses. Cars cannot drive into the courtyard. They get out of the car and walk, and the guide takes them to the house where Nanyexi is.

"Mr. Shi Nian, Mr. Shi Tian, ​​and Mr. August." Minano Nozomi was wearing a brown kimono, her gray hair was simply tied into a bun and fixed behind her head with a hairpin. She was still elegant and gentle, but she was also much thinner and older, " long time no see."

All three bowed to her.

Nozomi took them to a corner of the room, where there were two Buddhist altars with photos of Masako and Yushi Minano.

"Bring a stick of incense to Mr. Xiongzhi." Nanye Xi said softly, "He will be happy knowing that you are here."

Zhong Shitian thought to himself, he wouldn't.Looking at the serious old man in the photo, I couldn't help but sigh, and respectfully lit a stick of incense.

"Yingxiu-kun is still in class." Minano Nozomi said, "But he knows about your coming, so he will be back soon."

"Does he know?" Zhong Shitian said, his heart hanging high.

"Yeah." Minano Nozomi smiled and nodded, "Yingxiu-kun is also looking forward to it."

Zhong Shitian clenched his hands and was quietly nervous. What kind of expression would Zhao Shuyao show when he saw him?Will you be surprised?

While waiting, Zhong Shinian and August visited the house, while Zhong Shitian sat and chatted with Nanyexi, talking about Zhao Shuyao, he is still so outstanding.

"... That knife was made by Yingxiu himself. He likes it very much, but somehow it broke into two pieces..." Nanye Xi said, the door was suddenly pulled open.

"I am back."

Zhong Shitian suffocated for breath, he turned his head abruptly, and met a pair of eyes that were as cold as an ancient well that had never seen the sun.

The person standing at the door was wearing a dark gray suit uniform, which made his slender figure even more upright and elegant. His facial features were still unparalleled, but they seemed to be deeper, like a sharp sword showing its edge, so dazzling that people dare not look directly at it. .

It was Zhao Shuyao.

They looked at each other quietly, as if thousands of words were flowing, and it seemed that the air was frozen here.

"Shi Tianjun arrived very early and has been waiting for you." Nanyexi said.

Zhao Shuyao casually looked away and hummed lightly.

Zhong Shitian's hands tightened suddenly, and he opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

...Is this Zhao Shuyao?

"Who is who?" Another person appeared at the door. It was a beautiful girl. She was wearing the same uniform as Zhao Shuyao. She supported Zhao Shuyao's shoulder and looked in. "Who is he? A friend from China." ?”

Zhao Shuyao took her hand away without a trace, walked into the house and sat down beside Nanyexi.

"Yun, don't be rude in front of the guests." Nanyexi reprimanded tenderly.

Bei Yuanyun stuck out his tongue and knelt down beside Zhao Shuyao.

Unprecedented depression, Zhong Shitian almost wanted to breathe hard, in front of him was a harmonious and happy family, and he was just a guest.

"This is Kitahara Yun. Although she is only a high school student, she is the niece of my old lady." Nanye Xi introduced.

"Hello." Kitahara Yun said in English, "Are you this guy's friend in China? What's your name?"

"...My name is Zhong Shitian." Zhong Shitian replied like a machine, he looked at Zhao Shuyao weakly, but the latter was more interested in tea, with lowered eyebrows and eyes, staring at the ups and downs of tea.

Bei Yuanyun looked at Zhong Shitian, then at Zhao Shuyao, leaned into his ear and asked suspiciously, "Do you have a good relationship?"

Zhao Shuyao frowned, turned his head away from her, glanced at Zhong Shitian very quickly, and said nothing.

The two of them sat together like a pair of golden boys and girls, they were so well matched that people applauded, Zhong Shitian asked stiffly: "What is your relationship?"

"We're dating." Beiyuan Yun said with a smile.

"No." Zhao Shuyao said.

"No?" Bei Yuanyun turned his head and glared at him, "I said 'Why don't we give it a try' and you didn't refuse!"

Zhao Shuyao frowned irritably, "No."

"Hey! Men don't keep their promises!" Beiyuan Yun said angrily.

"Both of you, flirting has to be done on different occasions." Nanye Xi said with a smile.

Zhong Shitian's teeth were trembling, he bit his inner lip tightly, and he didn't let go of the rusty smell.

like a joke.

He lowered his head, and what he breathed into his lungs was like a razor blade, cutting bloody inside him.

"Can I talk to you alone?" This was the first sentence Zhong Shitian said to Zhao Shuyao.

Zhao Shuyao raised his eyes and looked at him, as if he was afraid that he would leak it if he took another look, and quickly turned away, "Well, come outside."

They came to the courtyard in silence and stopped by the small pond not far from the house.

"Do you have anything to explain?" Zhong Shitian looked at the goldfish in the pond, the clear water blurred in his eyes.

"There's nothing to say." Zhao Shuyao stood behind him, staring at him, but said such ruthless words.

"You said that you wouldn't like others." Zhong Shitian's voice trembled.

Zhao Shuyao remained silent.

"The Zhao Shuyao I know is not such a person." The pond dripped water and rippled, "Why on earth? Why didn't you say anything?"

"That's what you see." Zhao Shuyao heard himself say indifferently, "Let's call it a day, us."

So far.

These four words gave Zhong Shitian the death penalty.

How he returned to the house next, how he listened to Zhong Shinian and Zhao Shuyao talking about the old days, and how he had dinner with them, he couldn't remember clearly, it was as if another soul took over his actions and took this The long-awaited reunion was successfully carried out to the end.

Back at the hotel, Zhong Shitian proposed to return to China.

"Are you kidding?" Zhong Shinian said, "Didn't you say you're going to play for a week?"

"I don't want to play anymore." Zhong Shitian said, "I'm so tired, I don't like this place, can you let me go back tomorrow?"

He didn't act like a baby, nor was he wronged, he just spoke calmly, but there was a gloom and sadness that made Zhong Shinian unfamiliar.

The trip to Tokyo ended so simply and quickly.

On the plane, Zhong Shitian felt dizzy, so he went to the bathroom to wash his face.

When he looked up and saw himself in the mirror, he suddenly trembled and cried out like that.

He and Zhao Shuyao were over, broke up, had no beginning and no end, and were caught off guard.

Why is this happening?

Nanno Honke.

"...Gone? It's not seven days later..." Zhao Shuyao listened to the phone, his slightly long hair fell down, making him look very lonely, "I know, as long as he is safe."

After hanging up the phone, he turned on the laptop, and a boy's smile came into view. The baby's fat face was soft and cute, the corners of the eyes, the brows, and the curvature of the lips, all carried the warmth and brilliance that one yearned for.

Such a good person, such a good person...but he let go.

Zhao Shuyao breathed with difficulty. He embraced the computer in his arms and murmured again and again:

"Shi Tian, ​​Shi Tian..."