Kangxi has been standing there, Yinqi naturally knew from the beginning.

If it was just to deal with the imperial concubine, he would rather perform a crying scene of an innocent boy whose faith was destroyed, and then leave here as soon as possible.Why bother to organize the lines and mobilize the momentum, so I have to work hard to come out like this?

These words were originally meant for Kangxi, no matter who it was for, he had to find a way to untie this knot.He can still clearly remember the strong emotion that Kangxi suddenly erupted when he thought he was really going to be drowned—maybe it was because of Shunzhi's indifference and cruelty when he was a child, or maybe it was because of the imperial concubine who was regarded as a relative Injuries again and again, or... because of his life.

No matter what the reason is, those emotions have long been entangled with irreparable guilt and regret, dormant in the bottom of Kangxi's heart like a demon.Once it is stimulated to erupt, it will be a storm that can destroy the world.

Perhaps in the eyes of the imperial concubine, those things really meant the hypocrisy in caring and the flaw in love.But he is a son, and he is not in a relationship with Kangxi, so why should he be hypocritical to such a bloody level of "you have changed, you don't love me anymore, you were not like this before, you explain to me and I don't listen"?Besides—even if it's really a relationship, even the concubines in the harem these days know that a king's kindness is hard to bear.Only this fake empress who has never been a real imperial concubine has so many unrealistic and illusory delusions towards the king of a country.

I don't want my simple and excessive master to be abducted by Kangxi, isn't it just because of the many palaces and the majestic Forbidden City, there is no room for any beautiful fantasy of "only one person"?Even love is so troublesome, let alone family affection—he, Huang Ama, even the fifteenth younger brother, is about to be created for him, and he has a lot of sons. For those things that couldn't be explained clearly at all, Kangxi had to be dragged to give him an explanation.

Although the noble concubine had collapsed on the couch powerlessly, she was still conscious.Her eyes were fixed on Yin Qi who was still kneeling on the ground, and there was a cruel and crazy pleasure in her eyes: "Okay, okay - no wonder he puts you in his heart, you are really good to him." Son... I want to see, if you die here, will he shed a single tear for you!"

"I won't."

Suddenly Kangxi's calm and powerful voice came from behind him. Yinqi turned his head subconsciously, and before he could open his mouth, he was firmly supported by a pair of arms—even carefully brushing the dust off his knees for him. He rubbed it slowly with strength: "Stinky boy, I am not willing to ask you to kneel for so long... Where is the cleverness back then, don't you know how to stand up by yourself?"

While talking, Kangxi sat down in a chair beside Yinqi with his arms around him, looked at the imperial concubine and said calmly: "I will not shed a single tear for him, because as long as I am still alive, he will never die. I want He will die in peace, we want him to live a stable life, we want him to live until he is seventy or eighty years old, to be accompanied by children and grandchildren, and to be able to indulge in romance."

"He won't...he is elder brother, the prince...it is his life to fight for that position..."

The imperial concubine's words were lost in a burst of violent coughing.Her body was already dilapidated, and today her mind was agitated again and again, and her vitality was already fluttering like a candle in the wind.At the end of the cough, he vomited out glaring blood one mouthful at a time.

There was a flash of pain in Kangxi's eyes, but he still just sat quietly, his tone was light and calm, but it seemed that he could not tolerate the slightest doubt.

"If I say he can, he will definitely be able to. If anyone wants to stop him, just kill him."

As he said that, his indifferent eyes suddenly fell on the previous maid called Liangzhi, and he sneered again: "If the imperial concubine didn't remind me, I would have almost forgotten... You go out and settle it yourself, don't be dirty." brother's eyes."

Yinqi was firmly imprisoned in Kangxi's arms. Although Kangxi's voice sounded calm, he could feel the slight trembling of the arm protecting him.The chest on the back was wide and warm, reminding him suddenly of the time when he was pulled out of the water two years ago, that person seemed to be protecting him tightly to his chest like this - as if he was afraid that if he let go, There was no longer any way to save the son's life.

He knew in his own heart that Kangxi had really doted on him for the past two years.The privileges one after another seemed to be various rewards inadvertently, all the things that should be given were given, and even many things that should not be given were given—he actually understood very well in his heart, he, the emperor Ma, it's not that I don't want to be a good father, but that I don't know how to be a good father at all.

Whether in this life or in the previous life, there are too many people like this.Due to various reasons, I lost the ability to love someone. I clearly wanted to do well, but I always instinctively did hurtful things, so I had layer upon layer of regret.Living like this day after day is just torturing myself and the people around me.

But he is not a person who has to rely on the care and love of others to survive.

In his previous life, he was alone until the end, not because he couldn't find him, but because he didn't think it was necessary.This person is different from other people. For some people, feelings are the most important cornerstone of life - just like this imperial concubine, even a little flaw is unbearable.But for him, feelings are at most a kind of adjustment after survival. What is true love, with this kind of heart, he is already satisfied. As for whether it is good enough or not, it really does not have such a high standard. Strict requirements.

"I know—you hate me in your heart."

Seeing the ashen-eyed palace maid thanking Jun En and staggering away, Kangxi looked at the door thoughtfully, and suddenly said slowly: "You hate me for keeping you in this harem, and hate me for ruining your life." For the rest of your life, you never let me touch you even once, and even snatched a dead baby to make me feel uncomfortable..."

"Xuan Ye...you're crazy!" the imperial concubine screamed suddenly, her eyes almost bleeding, "You shouldn't know...my surname is not Tong Jia at all, my surname is Aixinjueluo, it is Gege from the Qing Dynasty is your own sister!"

"you are not."

Her words were suddenly interrupted by Kangxi, and she was stunned and speechless for a while.Looking at the woman in a state of embarrassment in front of him, Kangxi's expression seemed to be more tired than ever before, and he sighed softly: "It is my mother's last wish to marry you into the palace... I promised my mother that I will call you my Qing Dynasty." Your queen will protect you for the rest of your life and will not allow anyone to hurt you. You only know that your mother and concubine are also the former emperor's concubine, so you believe that you and I were born of the same father, but you don't know—— Before my aunt entered the palace, she was actually pregnant."

Yinqi rolled his eyes weakly, and tried his best to shrink his body to make his sense of existence a little lower—these two people are really crazy. Back then, he was unconscious, and it was fine to quarrel in front of him. Now he can't It's a good thing that he's sitting here perfectly, he, Huang Ama, still refuses to let go.What on earth is he going to do, is he afraid that he doesn't know enough?

At this stage, no matter how exciting the secret is, he can't arouse his excitement at all. He just wants to find a crack in the ground and sneak in, and stop listening to these things that he shouldn't listen to at all, so as not to cause some inexplicable surprises to himself There is nowhere to cry when the time comes.

The imperial concubine looked at him incredulously, the veil could not wipe off the blood that was constantly overflowing from her mouth, but she didn't care about it, she just let the bright red blood flow down the corner of her lips: "Why...why, don't you come sooner?" tell me……"

"Why didn't I try to tell you before, but you didn't want to believe it, and you thought I was lying to you. After only hearing one sentence, I couldn't help but throw me out..."

Kangxi smiled wryly, shook his head slightly, and sighed very lightly: "You don't want to believe it yourself, so no matter what I say, you will take it as a lie to you. I have no choice but to stop trying to explain, and only hope that you Figure it out by yourself. But what you have done these years, you and I should be clear in our hearts—I can bear it for so many years, why can't I bear it for these few days? Now that you are finally willing to listen Going in, thinking about it, I have already thought about it... Tomorrow I will deliver an order to make you a queen."

After all, Kangxi stopped looking at the imperial concubine any more, hugged Yinqi and asked him to stand on the ground by himself, and held his hand firmly: "Let's go, go back with me."

Yin Qi nodded obediently, but as soon as he took a step, he suddenly felt a sense of weakness, and the things in front of him became a little blurred, and he staggered a step before barely standing still.Kangxi was startled by him, and hastily squatted down and hugged him, and asked anxiously: "What's the matter, but your leg is hurt?"

Yin Qi quickly shook his head, trying to adjust his breathing, but he wanted to find a crack in the ground to get in - his body was soft and his palms were sweating, his feet were weak and his limbs were weak, this feeling couldn't be more familiar to him.In the previous life, the production crew could not take care of eating because they were rushing for a day, and he often felt this way. Although the body in this life has been tempered a lot, after all, it has hurt the foundation. Still far more prone to problems than ordinary people.

The scene just now, in the classification of the previous life, should be included in the category of the big monologue. From the lines to the expression, to the momentum of the whole body, every subtle transition and change cannot be sloppy at all. .Many old actors who are too dedicated will almost collapse after performing one or two such scenes, and the physical strength they consume can be imagined.Yinqi hadn't eaten well these days, and today he was hungry again for another day, and then he went through a lot of tossing. When he was hugged by Kangxi, he didn't feel much. As soon as he fell to the ground and walked by himself, he immediately felt a little powerless. .

Breaking out of sweat one after another, the fifth elder brother who was defeated by hypoglycemia put a stick of incense on himself full of depression, and raised his blood-colored lips to say to Kangxi not to worry, but he didn't have time to utter a word At the sound of his son, his body fell down feebly.

Before his consciousness was completely blurred, Yin Qi's heart was still full of depression and grief.I don't know if there is any element of metaphysics. It has been two years, and it has been two years. He has never left Kunning Palace soberly.

——And this time, unexpectedly, still, yes, hungry, dizzy.

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