Qing Chuanzhi's actor is reborn in the emperor's family
Chapter 117 Ruthless
"It's Mr. Tang's character. The emperor transferred him back from the East Palace and left him in the South Study Room to walk."
Lian Zhen emerged from the door without a sound, dutifully provided the latest information, and put a stack of notes in her hand on the table: "Young master, are you really going to leave Beijing?"
"There's no rush, I'll wait until things are settled... I just want to go out and play for two years to relax, and staying in Beijing will drive people crazy sooner or later."
Yinqi smiled and replied lightly, but because of the latest news, his heart sank inexplicably, and he couldn't help but frowned and said: "Master Tang's teaching the prince has been very effective, why did he get transferred from the East Palace? say what?"
"The prince said: 'The bad old man is gone at last, and there is no one to discipline him, and Lone Song is going very fast'." Lian Zhen repeated a sentence sternly. With an arrogant voice that made people want to beat him up, he couldn't help but rubbed his forehead, and sighed softly: "Good guy, let's start now..."
In all fairness, he can understand the anger in the prince's heart. After all, being tempted by his own father pretending to be sick is something that no one can bear-but there are reciprocal gifts and repayments. Still making yourself sick?According to his thinking, the most he could do was to have a big fight with Huang Ama. For someone like the prince who slipped directly to the road of blackening and was about to wake up and die, he decided to stay far away so as not to When the prince got excited, he dragged him into the pit together.
It's just - what role does my fourth brother play in this matter...
What Yin Qi was really worried about was actually this. According to his superficial understanding of history, it would have been the safest way for his fourth brother to go on business with the prince.When the sky falls, the crown prince will support him, and the enemy's hatred will be held by the crown prince. His fourth brother only needs to do things honestly.But now the prince is getting more and more sideways on the road of blackening, if he is not clear-headed, it’s fine, but he can understand everything and see everything clearly. Such a rational lunatic is like an untimely bomb. If the fourth brother really If you are tied too tightly to the crown prince, you might be blown away together.
Putting aside the insignificant worry that the fourth brother was unhappy about marrying a wife, Yin Qi got on the horse after changing clothes, told Lian Zhen to look after the house, and took Tan Lang to the fourth elder brother.Yinzhen was sitting in the study quietly lost in thought, listening to the servants to announce the arrival of the fifth elder brother, some faint hope flashed in his eyes, just as he walked out quickly, he was grasped by the younger brother who hurried in Twisting his wrist: "Fourth brother, let's go—Master Zhang Tingzan is dead, Huang Ama asked the prince to go to the Zhang family to welcome the banquet, let's go together..."
Before Yinzhen could react, he was dragged out of the study by his younger brother. The light in those dark eyes flickered, and then there was only an unfathomable calm: "Got it, introduce fourth brother and them Let me tell you, let's go."
Seeing that his fourth brother seemed to be fine, Yin Qi nodded reassuringly, sat outside and waited obediently.Yinzhen went and returned quickly, and returned to the outer room in a short while. Seeing the younger brother sitting on a chair with a bored face and swinging his legs, his eyes could not help soaking in a little soft warmth, and he smiled and rubbed his eyes. Rubbing the top of his forehead: "Okay, let's go."
"Hey." Yinqi looked at his fourth brother who seemed to be completely normal, and secretly heaved a sigh of relief in his heart. He responded and followed him out of the yard quickly. The two brothers rushed towards the Zhang family together. .
The outside of the Zhang family looked calm as usual, but when you looked closely, you could see the faint sadness in the eyes of the people who came out and in.Yinqi knew that he had probably got the letter, so he didn't ask his servants to tell him. He dragged his fourth brother into the main hall by himself, and saw Zhang Tingyu, who was dressed in plain filial piety, hugging his younger brother and comforting him slowly.Seeing the people coming in at the door, she hurriedly stood up and wanted to salute, but Yin Qi took the first step to hold her firmly, and said softly: "Brother, there is no need to talk about these useless etiquettes any more when there is a big change in the family— —Tomorrow the army will enter the city, and Huang Ama sent us over, asking us to hold a memorial ceremony for Brother Ling..."
The Zhang family all abide by etiquette in their bones. The whole family came out to thank Shengen respectfully, and hurriedly packed up two houses for the two elder brothers to settle down. A little bit of panic and disrespect.Yinqi was so oppressed by the atmosphere that his chest felt tight, and he sat with Mr. Zhang for a while, talked about the personal conquest this time, and dragged his fourth brother to talk to Zhang Tingyu for a while, leading the two of them Talking about the current affairs of the court, he went back to his room to rest on the pretext of being tired from the journey.
Greedy Wolf always had a guilty conscience towards the fourth elder brother, and deliberately avoided this master all the way, until Yinqi went back to the house by himself, he was relieved, and he appeared openly, skillfully tidied up the bed in the house and called his master Rest comfortably.Yin Qi had just returned to the capital today, and came to the Zhang family to prepare for tomorrow's ceremony after taking a short break, but at this moment he already felt a little tired.Leaning against the side of the couch with eyes closed, dozed off in a daze, his face became faintly pale and tired again.
"Master, let's change our clothes first and then rest. Lian Zhen and the others will bring you medicine later, and you have to drink for a while to strengthen your foundation."
Tan Lang persuaded him gently, then untied his outer clothes and took them off, folded them and put them aside.Yinqi's foundation is poor, and he relies on his energy and spirit to support him on weekdays. If he vents his breath, he can't hold it anymore, but he has long been accustomed to Tanlang's meticulous care, so he leans on him and faints He closed his eyes and adjusted his breath heavily.While driving the inner energy around Zhou Tian Wen Yang's meridians, the door was suddenly pushed open from the outside.
The sound of the door being pushed open was not loud, but it fell on the ears of Yin Qi who was concentrating on adjusting his breath and had extremely keen five senses, but it was almost like a thunderclap.He suddenly opened his eyes and straightened his body to look over. His heart felt astringent and heavy as if he had been severely pinched. He couldn't help but coughed a few times before slightly relieving the gloom. He was pale. His face raised his head, and he looked at the person standing at the door in a daze: "Fourth brother...?"
Yinzhen didn't speak immediately, his cold eyes fell between the two of them, and they were about to leave. He slightly lowered his eyes and said slowly: "Fifth brother, I have something to ask you...can you tell your guards to go out first?" ?”
Tanlang looked at his master hesitantly, found a hint of acquiescence in those eyes, then withdrew a salute and retreated, opened the window and jumped out soundlessly.Yin Qi relieved the sudden discomfort in his chest, slowly straightened up, met his fourth brother's pair of deep eyes that could not be seen through at all, pursed his lips and said slowly : "Fourth brother... what do you want to say?"
"Huang Ama pointed out Fujin to me today, and the wedding date has been set, which will be in August this autumn."
Yinzhen closed the door, moved a chair and sat on the side of the couch, his dark eyes were fixed on the slightly pale face of his younger brother in front of him, and he said after a long time: "If I resign... you Will you be angry?"
He didn't ask if there was any credit for the younger brother, because he knew better than anyone else that the answer was definitely not something he could bear, let alone saying it from the child himself - he didn't dare, so he Do not ask.Even though he knew that this younger brother was completely unaware of his thoughts, he was still not confident enough to bear the blow.
But how could it be—how could it be true that he didn’t notice anything...
A dark flame suddenly rose from the bottom of the eyes, and was deeply suppressed by the strong willpower, pushing into the deepest part of the heart and locking it firmly.Yinzhen forced himself not to look away, and watched the younger brother's expression change from shock to anxiety. Those clear eyes were once his most precious salvation, but now these eyes are still the same as before, but they have changed. His heart was tormented like a knife splitting fire, turning that heart into powder and dust, and sinking deeply into the bottomless abyss.
"Fourth brother—what are you thinking!"
Yin Qi couldn't help but stood up, threw himself in front of his fourth brother, and supported the armrests of the chair with both hands, so as not to let him fall down like this: "You have never been a willful person, why do you want to Arguing with Huang Ama on this matter! Do you know that the second brother is almost crazy now - if you follow suit at this time, Huang Ama's anger will inevitably be implicated on you! "
"Booing." Yinzhen murmured, lowered his head and chuckled lightly, "Yinqi, in your heart——Is Fourth Brother doing this just for booing..."
He was originally born with phoenix eyes and thin lips, if not for his usually cool and calm demeanor, he would almost have the appearance of a full-fledged romantic and ruthless prodigal son.At this time, the coldness was diluted by this smile, but it gave birth to a three-point cold and self-deprecating coldness.
That Yin Qi called out clearly - this was the first time he called his younger brother by his name.The next moment I said it, I seemed to regret it, my heart was in pain, as if something was completely broken at this moment, and I could never go back to the past. day.
Yinqi stared blankly at the fourth brother who seemed to have become a stranger in an instant, and felt as if his body had fallen into the ice cave in an instant, unable to move at all.Even though it was near the weather, the bone-piercing cold penetrated into his body everywhere, making him shiver uncontrollably, as if even his panting breath was piercingly cold.
He didn't know what happened to his brother, and he couldn't figure out what he did wrong.It's just that the moment his name was called, it felt as if he had been punched heavily in the chest, and the unfamiliar and indifferent tone and expression made him almost breathless.
——Being a human being in two lifetimes, stumbling around in the world, he has long been accustomed to relying on his own mental strength and means to guard those goodwill and emotions, and he has always succeeded with ease.He has never disappointed even one of the people around him that he really cares about, so he never knew that it was a matter of being treated so coldly by the people he cared about. It's such a hard thing to bear.
At a certain moment, he suddenly and vaguely understood the prince's feelings all the time.The disappointment and indifference bestowed by the closest relatives turned out to be like a knife with a blood groove, stabbing into the heart and then withdrawing, but it hurts so much that people can't say a word, I could only bite my teeth and swallow it with blood...
"Fourth brother..."
He heard his own voice stumbling, and his voice was unbelievably hoarse: "Do you...do you have a sweetheart, so you don't want to marry the person Huang Ama pointed out to you? Tell me, I'll go I beg Huang Ama, I will give you a satisfactory explanation, don't be like this... okay?"
"Yes... I have."
Yinzhen looked at this younger brother who was still unaware, and felt that he was really sad but also ridiculous.With a wry smile, she raised her hand to pull him into her arms, and hugged him tightly, her cool body trembling slightly in her arms, still as thin as when she was a child, making people feel distressed.He simply couldn't figure out how such a soft and tenacious strength was hidden in such a thin body, so that people could always be held by him, and he unconsciously walked towards the warm and bright sunshine.
"From the very beginning - I only wanted one person, I just wanted to be able to guard him, and I wanted to wait longer in such an unreasonable way. But you can't ask for this person, and no one can ask for it , and no one can tolerate it..."
It's not the first time being hugged by my brother, but this time the feeling is completely different from every time.The scalding temperature transmitted through the fabric, not the careful and gentle care in the past, but the almost unreasonable force, Yin Qi couldn't stop trembling slightly, and a thought that had never occurred to him drilled into his heart Coming out, with an ominous breath, it made his heart feel tight.
——They are brothers...
"Fourth brother—brother, you wake me up first..."
He already had hidden wounds on his body, and he was running all the way. At this time, he had long since lost the strength to break free, but he also lost the will to break free.Yinqi's chest rose and fell rapidly, and at the moment she was shocked when the brotherly bond began to deteriorate unknowingly, at the moment she was terrified, afraid that if she broke it too simply, she would be afraid Even the brothers don't have to do it anymore.He struggled to raise his hand against the fourth brother's chest, but was still pinched by those iron hoop-like arms, so he had to show weakness almost begging, coughing and whispering intermittently: "I It's hard, bro—I'm uncomfortable..."
Yinzhen's heart was stabbed severely by a needle, and he suddenly woke up from the almost magical obsession.Looking at his younger brother who was coughing so hard that he was almost out of breath, for a moment he felt so shocked and regretful that he couldn't help himself, so he hurriedly wrapped him in his arms and carefully placed him on the couch: "Fifth brother—it's fourth brother." Brother is wrong, don't worry, you don't want to hear this, fourth brother won't say any more..."
Yin Qi was really uncomfortable, struggling desperately to lie on the side of the couch, coughing loudly, but the stagnation in his heart didn't lessen.With all his strength, he grabbed the hem of the fourth brother's clothes beside the couch, coughed and panted to prop himself up, and forced himself to say in a hoarse voice: "Fourth brother, I'm sorry for you..."
The heart-to-heart conversation with Tanlang was not only because that person was too obvious, but also because of a faint uneasiness that was always hidden in my heart.No matter how much time has passed, the idea that was hidden deep in his heart at the beginning has not changed. He still firmly believes in the fragility and vulnerability of the relationship between people, and he still stubbornly uses his own way to carefully maintain it. With every cherished relationship and connection.But there is only one person, not because of what I have done for him, not because of what I can get from myself, although the origin is just a cold contract, but the two of them have long been used to it in getting along day after day. Such a day.It’s not really true, let alone being in love—it’s just a habit, I’m used to having someone to accompany me, I’m used to being cared about and cared about everything, so I seem to feel that this kind of life is not bad, so I want to try it once. The idea of staying together for a lifetime with your son and growing old.
But this time, it's different...
Yinqi really didn't know how to speak - he couldn't tell this brother frankly, telling him that he would become the emperor of the Qing Dynasty in the future, and he would be accompanied by countless concubines. younger brother.Telling him that it belongs to his destiny will not allow him to act willfully and recklessly, and he will not be allowed to spend too much time on this female affair. Once he falls into the abyss, he will only be lost forever.
What's more - how can a person like myself be worthy of such a deep and sincere feeling?He is simply a person who doesn't know how to love...
"It's the fourth brother who is sorry for you... You didn't think about it before, but you were forced by the fourth brother to jump into this fire pit together."
Yinzhen smiled wryly, and sat sideways on the side of the couch, caressing the little brother's bloody cheeks due to coughing and panting, a pair of dark eyes looked deeply into those eyes with a faint water color, originally cold The bitterness and sadness of the dead silence filled the pupils of the eyes layer by layer: "I understand...don't worry, I will marry Nala. As long as you are willing to call me fourth brother, as long as you can still be the same as before... ..."
"Yes, it will be the same as before."
Yinqi responded, raised his hand and gently grabbed the fourth brother's sleeve, raised his head to meet the pair of sad eyes that made people feel pain in his heart: "fourth brother, I will always regard you as my good fourth brother ——We brothers are together well, in fact, we also have that kind of relationship... It may not be so bad, we can still be good, can't we?"
His tone seemed a little hasty, even with imperceptible tension and temptation.Yinzhen was startled, looking at the faint fear and uneasiness in his younger brother's eyes, he felt an inexplicable soreness in his heart.Reluctantly raised the corners of his lips and nodded lightly, raised his hand and gently rubbed his forehead, lowered his eyes slightly and said warmly: "Of course yes, we will always be good brothers, nothing will change..."
As long as you are willing to continue to be a brother like me, nothing will change—until one day, maybe you finally can't bear such a brother, or maybe you can't suppress the desire in your heart anymore That trapped beast...
If that day really comes, fifth brother... don't hate your fourth brother, okay?
Lian Zhen emerged from the door without a sound, dutifully provided the latest information, and put a stack of notes in her hand on the table: "Young master, are you really going to leave Beijing?"
"There's no rush, I'll wait until things are settled... I just want to go out and play for two years to relax, and staying in Beijing will drive people crazy sooner or later."
Yinqi smiled and replied lightly, but because of the latest news, his heart sank inexplicably, and he couldn't help but frowned and said: "Master Tang's teaching the prince has been very effective, why did he get transferred from the East Palace? say what?"
"The prince said: 'The bad old man is gone at last, and there is no one to discipline him, and Lone Song is going very fast'." Lian Zhen repeated a sentence sternly. With an arrogant voice that made people want to beat him up, he couldn't help but rubbed his forehead, and sighed softly: "Good guy, let's start now..."
In all fairness, he can understand the anger in the prince's heart. After all, being tempted by his own father pretending to be sick is something that no one can bear-but there are reciprocal gifts and repayments. Still making yourself sick?According to his thinking, the most he could do was to have a big fight with Huang Ama. For someone like the prince who slipped directly to the road of blackening and was about to wake up and die, he decided to stay far away so as not to When the prince got excited, he dragged him into the pit together.
It's just - what role does my fourth brother play in this matter...
What Yin Qi was really worried about was actually this. According to his superficial understanding of history, it would have been the safest way for his fourth brother to go on business with the prince.When the sky falls, the crown prince will support him, and the enemy's hatred will be held by the crown prince. His fourth brother only needs to do things honestly.But now the prince is getting more and more sideways on the road of blackening, if he is not clear-headed, it’s fine, but he can understand everything and see everything clearly. Such a rational lunatic is like an untimely bomb. If the fourth brother really If you are tied too tightly to the crown prince, you might be blown away together.
Putting aside the insignificant worry that the fourth brother was unhappy about marrying a wife, Yin Qi got on the horse after changing clothes, told Lian Zhen to look after the house, and took Tan Lang to the fourth elder brother.Yinzhen was sitting in the study quietly lost in thought, listening to the servants to announce the arrival of the fifth elder brother, some faint hope flashed in his eyes, just as he walked out quickly, he was grasped by the younger brother who hurried in Twisting his wrist: "Fourth brother, let's go—Master Zhang Tingzan is dead, Huang Ama asked the prince to go to the Zhang family to welcome the banquet, let's go together..."
Before Yinzhen could react, he was dragged out of the study by his younger brother. The light in those dark eyes flickered, and then there was only an unfathomable calm: "Got it, introduce fourth brother and them Let me tell you, let's go."
Seeing that his fourth brother seemed to be fine, Yin Qi nodded reassuringly, sat outside and waited obediently.Yinzhen went and returned quickly, and returned to the outer room in a short while. Seeing the younger brother sitting on a chair with a bored face and swinging his legs, his eyes could not help soaking in a little soft warmth, and he smiled and rubbed his eyes. Rubbing the top of his forehead: "Okay, let's go."
"Hey." Yinqi looked at his fourth brother who seemed to be completely normal, and secretly heaved a sigh of relief in his heart. He responded and followed him out of the yard quickly. The two brothers rushed towards the Zhang family together. .
The outside of the Zhang family looked calm as usual, but when you looked closely, you could see the faint sadness in the eyes of the people who came out and in.Yinqi knew that he had probably got the letter, so he didn't ask his servants to tell him. He dragged his fourth brother into the main hall by himself, and saw Zhang Tingyu, who was dressed in plain filial piety, hugging his younger brother and comforting him slowly.Seeing the people coming in at the door, she hurriedly stood up and wanted to salute, but Yin Qi took the first step to hold her firmly, and said softly: "Brother, there is no need to talk about these useless etiquettes any more when there is a big change in the family— —Tomorrow the army will enter the city, and Huang Ama sent us over, asking us to hold a memorial ceremony for Brother Ling..."
The Zhang family all abide by etiquette in their bones. The whole family came out to thank Shengen respectfully, and hurriedly packed up two houses for the two elder brothers to settle down. A little bit of panic and disrespect.Yinqi was so oppressed by the atmosphere that his chest felt tight, and he sat with Mr. Zhang for a while, talked about the personal conquest this time, and dragged his fourth brother to talk to Zhang Tingyu for a while, leading the two of them Talking about the current affairs of the court, he went back to his room to rest on the pretext of being tired from the journey.
Greedy Wolf always had a guilty conscience towards the fourth elder brother, and deliberately avoided this master all the way, until Yinqi went back to the house by himself, he was relieved, and he appeared openly, skillfully tidied up the bed in the house and called his master Rest comfortably.Yin Qi had just returned to the capital today, and came to the Zhang family to prepare for tomorrow's ceremony after taking a short break, but at this moment he already felt a little tired.Leaning against the side of the couch with eyes closed, dozed off in a daze, his face became faintly pale and tired again.
"Master, let's change our clothes first and then rest. Lian Zhen and the others will bring you medicine later, and you have to drink for a while to strengthen your foundation."
Tan Lang persuaded him gently, then untied his outer clothes and took them off, folded them and put them aside.Yinqi's foundation is poor, and he relies on his energy and spirit to support him on weekdays. If he vents his breath, he can't hold it anymore, but he has long been accustomed to Tanlang's meticulous care, so he leans on him and faints He closed his eyes and adjusted his breath heavily.While driving the inner energy around Zhou Tian Wen Yang's meridians, the door was suddenly pushed open from the outside.
The sound of the door being pushed open was not loud, but it fell on the ears of Yin Qi who was concentrating on adjusting his breath and had extremely keen five senses, but it was almost like a thunderclap.He suddenly opened his eyes and straightened his body to look over. His heart felt astringent and heavy as if he had been severely pinched. He couldn't help but coughed a few times before slightly relieving the gloom. He was pale. His face raised his head, and he looked at the person standing at the door in a daze: "Fourth brother...?"
Yinzhen didn't speak immediately, his cold eyes fell between the two of them, and they were about to leave. He slightly lowered his eyes and said slowly: "Fifth brother, I have something to ask you...can you tell your guards to go out first?" ?”
Tanlang looked at his master hesitantly, found a hint of acquiescence in those eyes, then withdrew a salute and retreated, opened the window and jumped out soundlessly.Yin Qi relieved the sudden discomfort in his chest, slowly straightened up, met his fourth brother's pair of deep eyes that could not be seen through at all, pursed his lips and said slowly : "Fourth brother... what do you want to say?"
"Huang Ama pointed out Fujin to me today, and the wedding date has been set, which will be in August this autumn."
Yinzhen closed the door, moved a chair and sat on the side of the couch, his dark eyes were fixed on the slightly pale face of his younger brother in front of him, and he said after a long time: "If I resign... you Will you be angry?"
He didn't ask if there was any credit for the younger brother, because he knew better than anyone else that the answer was definitely not something he could bear, let alone saying it from the child himself - he didn't dare, so he Do not ask.Even though he knew that this younger brother was completely unaware of his thoughts, he was still not confident enough to bear the blow.
But how could it be—how could it be true that he didn’t notice anything...
A dark flame suddenly rose from the bottom of the eyes, and was deeply suppressed by the strong willpower, pushing into the deepest part of the heart and locking it firmly.Yinzhen forced himself not to look away, and watched the younger brother's expression change from shock to anxiety. Those clear eyes were once his most precious salvation, but now these eyes are still the same as before, but they have changed. His heart was tormented like a knife splitting fire, turning that heart into powder and dust, and sinking deeply into the bottomless abyss.
"Fourth brother—what are you thinking!"
Yin Qi couldn't help but stood up, threw himself in front of his fourth brother, and supported the armrests of the chair with both hands, so as not to let him fall down like this: "You have never been a willful person, why do you want to Arguing with Huang Ama on this matter! Do you know that the second brother is almost crazy now - if you follow suit at this time, Huang Ama's anger will inevitably be implicated on you! "
"Booing." Yinzhen murmured, lowered his head and chuckled lightly, "Yinqi, in your heart——Is Fourth Brother doing this just for booing..."
He was originally born with phoenix eyes and thin lips, if not for his usually cool and calm demeanor, he would almost have the appearance of a full-fledged romantic and ruthless prodigal son.At this time, the coldness was diluted by this smile, but it gave birth to a three-point cold and self-deprecating coldness.
That Yin Qi called out clearly - this was the first time he called his younger brother by his name.The next moment I said it, I seemed to regret it, my heart was in pain, as if something was completely broken at this moment, and I could never go back to the past. day.
Yinqi stared blankly at the fourth brother who seemed to have become a stranger in an instant, and felt as if his body had fallen into the ice cave in an instant, unable to move at all.Even though it was near the weather, the bone-piercing cold penetrated into his body everywhere, making him shiver uncontrollably, as if even his panting breath was piercingly cold.
He didn't know what happened to his brother, and he couldn't figure out what he did wrong.It's just that the moment his name was called, it felt as if he had been punched heavily in the chest, and the unfamiliar and indifferent tone and expression made him almost breathless.
——Being a human being in two lifetimes, stumbling around in the world, he has long been accustomed to relying on his own mental strength and means to guard those goodwill and emotions, and he has always succeeded with ease.He has never disappointed even one of the people around him that he really cares about, so he never knew that it was a matter of being treated so coldly by the people he cared about. It's such a hard thing to bear.
At a certain moment, he suddenly and vaguely understood the prince's feelings all the time.The disappointment and indifference bestowed by the closest relatives turned out to be like a knife with a blood groove, stabbing into the heart and then withdrawing, but it hurts so much that people can't say a word, I could only bite my teeth and swallow it with blood...
"Fourth brother..."
He heard his own voice stumbling, and his voice was unbelievably hoarse: "Do you...do you have a sweetheart, so you don't want to marry the person Huang Ama pointed out to you? Tell me, I'll go I beg Huang Ama, I will give you a satisfactory explanation, don't be like this... okay?"
"Yes... I have."
Yinzhen looked at this younger brother who was still unaware, and felt that he was really sad but also ridiculous.With a wry smile, she raised her hand to pull him into her arms, and hugged him tightly, her cool body trembling slightly in her arms, still as thin as when she was a child, making people feel distressed.He simply couldn't figure out how such a soft and tenacious strength was hidden in such a thin body, so that people could always be held by him, and he unconsciously walked towards the warm and bright sunshine.
"From the very beginning - I only wanted one person, I just wanted to be able to guard him, and I wanted to wait longer in such an unreasonable way. But you can't ask for this person, and no one can ask for it , and no one can tolerate it..."
It's not the first time being hugged by my brother, but this time the feeling is completely different from every time.The scalding temperature transmitted through the fabric, not the careful and gentle care in the past, but the almost unreasonable force, Yin Qi couldn't stop trembling slightly, and a thought that had never occurred to him drilled into his heart Coming out, with an ominous breath, it made his heart feel tight.
——They are brothers...
"Fourth brother—brother, you wake me up first..."
He already had hidden wounds on his body, and he was running all the way. At this time, he had long since lost the strength to break free, but he also lost the will to break free.Yinqi's chest rose and fell rapidly, and at the moment she was shocked when the brotherly bond began to deteriorate unknowingly, at the moment she was terrified, afraid that if she broke it too simply, she would be afraid Even the brothers don't have to do it anymore.He struggled to raise his hand against the fourth brother's chest, but was still pinched by those iron hoop-like arms, so he had to show weakness almost begging, coughing and whispering intermittently: "I It's hard, bro—I'm uncomfortable..."
Yinzhen's heart was stabbed severely by a needle, and he suddenly woke up from the almost magical obsession.Looking at his younger brother who was coughing so hard that he was almost out of breath, for a moment he felt so shocked and regretful that he couldn't help himself, so he hurriedly wrapped him in his arms and carefully placed him on the couch: "Fifth brother—it's fourth brother." Brother is wrong, don't worry, you don't want to hear this, fourth brother won't say any more..."
Yin Qi was really uncomfortable, struggling desperately to lie on the side of the couch, coughing loudly, but the stagnation in his heart didn't lessen.With all his strength, he grabbed the hem of the fourth brother's clothes beside the couch, coughed and panted to prop himself up, and forced himself to say in a hoarse voice: "Fourth brother, I'm sorry for you..."
The heart-to-heart conversation with Tanlang was not only because that person was too obvious, but also because of a faint uneasiness that was always hidden in my heart.No matter how much time has passed, the idea that was hidden deep in his heart at the beginning has not changed. He still firmly believes in the fragility and vulnerability of the relationship between people, and he still stubbornly uses his own way to carefully maintain it. With every cherished relationship and connection.But there is only one person, not because of what I have done for him, not because of what I can get from myself, although the origin is just a cold contract, but the two of them have long been used to it in getting along day after day. Such a day.It’s not really true, let alone being in love—it’s just a habit, I’m used to having someone to accompany me, I’m used to being cared about and cared about everything, so I seem to feel that this kind of life is not bad, so I want to try it once. The idea of staying together for a lifetime with your son and growing old.
But this time, it's different...
Yinqi really didn't know how to speak - he couldn't tell this brother frankly, telling him that he would become the emperor of the Qing Dynasty in the future, and he would be accompanied by countless concubines. younger brother.Telling him that it belongs to his destiny will not allow him to act willfully and recklessly, and he will not be allowed to spend too much time on this female affair. Once he falls into the abyss, he will only be lost forever.
What's more - how can a person like myself be worthy of such a deep and sincere feeling?He is simply a person who doesn't know how to love...
"It's the fourth brother who is sorry for you... You didn't think about it before, but you were forced by the fourth brother to jump into this fire pit together."
Yinzhen smiled wryly, and sat sideways on the side of the couch, caressing the little brother's bloody cheeks due to coughing and panting, a pair of dark eyes looked deeply into those eyes with a faint water color, originally cold The bitterness and sadness of the dead silence filled the pupils of the eyes layer by layer: "I understand...don't worry, I will marry Nala. As long as you are willing to call me fourth brother, as long as you can still be the same as before... ..."
"Yes, it will be the same as before."
Yinqi responded, raised his hand and gently grabbed the fourth brother's sleeve, raised his head to meet the pair of sad eyes that made people feel pain in his heart: "fourth brother, I will always regard you as my good fourth brother ——We brothers are together well, in fact, we also have that kind of relationship... It may not be so bad, we can still be good, can't we?"
His tone seemed a little hasty, even with imperceptible tension and temptation.Yinzhen was startled, looking at the faint fear and uneasiness in his younger brother's eyes, he felt an inexplicable soreness in his heart.Reluctantly raised the corners of his lips and nodded lightly, raised his hand and gently rubbed his forehead, lowered his eyes slightly and said warmly: "Of course yes, we will always be good brothers, nothing will change..."
As long as you are willing to continue to be a brother like me, nothing will change—until one day, maybe you finally can't bear such a brother, or maybe you can't suppress the desire in your heart anymore That trapped beast...
If that day really comes, fifth brother... don't hate your fourth brother, okay?
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