There is a kind of love that is insincere

After seeing the other party go upstairs, Zhuo Luoyin sat down and said, "Have you finished that matter for me?"

Yu Yueshui shook her head, "No, I guess you still have to call your mother yourself to clarify your attitude."

"I'm going to call her, she will notice," Zhuo Luoyin sighed softly, if he could handle it well by himself, he didn't need to bother Yu Yueshui.

"Are you going to stay for him? You don't want to think about your own future?"

Yu Yueshui didn't understand Zhuo Luoyin's thoughts, could it really be possible to give up her good future for the sake of one person.

Zhuo Luoyin didn't look at him, "I have made this decision, it's something I've already thought through."

"You think clearly? I don't think you have thought about it at all!" Yu Yueshui will not believe that Zhuo Luoyin can seriously want to go abroad. If it is really for his own good, he should want to go abroad instead of staying domestic.

"I think about it, and it's not just because of him." There are two reasons why he doesn't want to go abroad. One is that he hates going back to see his mother, and the other is because of that person. With his current ability, he can't take him abroad together. Besides, If his mother knew the existence of the other party, the other party would be in a very dangerous situation.

Yu Yueshui seemed to see through him, "Don't tell me you are still because of your mother, don't you think it's far-fetched to use this excuse?"

Zhuo Luoyin remained silent and did not refute.

Yu Yueshui knew Zhuo Luoyin's thoughts, after all, he had been friends with Zhuo Luoyin for so many years, he could still guess what the other party was thinking, "Luo Yin, you have paid so much for him, what if he fails you in the future?"

Zhuo Luoyin looked at him, "He won't."

In fact, Zhuo Luoyin could feel that the man still reserved some things for him, there was something missing between them.

"People's hearts will change."

"But it hasn't changed now."

"What about in the future? What if he doesn't like you in the future?" Zhuo Luoyin looked gloomy as soon as Yu Yueshui said, but quickly covered it up.

"Let's talk about the future, and he stared at Yu Yueshui, and said, if he doesn't like me, I will imprison him by my side, and I won't let anyone take him away. Focus more on the present."

After Yu Yueshui heard this, she suddenly felt that Zhuo Luoyin liked that person to the point of being hopeless and unable to extricate herself.But he wanted to laugh at Zhuo Luoyin, why give up so much for one person?So where did that idealistic Zhuo Luoyin go?Love is a thing that hurts people, but there are still people who fall.

"You'll regret saying that in the future."

Zhuo Luoyin smiled, "If you don't regret it in the future, it depends on whether some people will get in the way."

Yu Yueshui frowned, "What do you mean?" He seemed to feel that Zhuo Luoyin was angry with him, was it his illusion?

"I don't mean anything, even if I regret it, it's worth it for him."

Yu Yueshui felt uncomfortable listening, Zhuo Luoyin's previous words seemed to be aimed at him, but also seemed to remind him, "Have you ever thought that you will get tired of him? What if he pesters you in the future?"

Zhuo Luoyin's complexion changed, and he looked at Yu Yueshui with alienation and strangeness, "Don't make judgments, and do you care about him? Ask me from his perspective?" Then he said, "Don't let me Misunderstood you."

Yu Yueshui was speechless, she didn't know how Zhuo Luoyin related him to the other party, even if he wanted to care, it was Zhuo Luoyin, what did that person do?

"I'm thinking about you, not about him."

Zhuo Luoyin looked at him, as if thinking about what he said, "I will never regret everything I have done, at most it is only regret, but if you want to consider my feelings, please stop in front of me Say something negative."

Yu Yueshui knew that if he gave Zhuo Luoyin any advice at this time, Zhuo Luoyin would still not listen to him.What he can do for Zhuo Luoyin is to help the other party, but Zhuo Luoyin, don't you know that the person you love the most is a loser?Does he really love you as deeply as you love him?

He sighed, "Forget about that, I'll help you do it again, but don't blame me if it's successful or not."

"Then thank you, Yue Shui." For this reason, you should never do things that destroy the relationship between brothers.Zhuo Luoyin smiled, probably only Zhuo Luoyin knew what was behind the smile.

The one who falls in love with the other first is a fool. This sentence is true, but who is willing to be a fool?

I waited upstairs for a long time and didn't hear the door downstairs, which proved that Yu Yueshui was still there, but what were they talking about?I looked at the empty water glass on the desk, and thought about it, I can go down to the kitchen to pour water, so maybe I can eavesdrop on what they are saying in the kitchen.

With this in mind, I took the cup and went downstairs, only Yu Yueshui was sitting downstairs, which made my heart beat faster.I looked into the courtyard and saw Zhuo Luoyin on the phone, and his back was facing the window, so I couldn't see his expression.

Now I am in the same room with Yu Yueshui, can you give me a chance to be close to him?

I walked up to Yu Yueshui and asked softly, "Luo Yin, who are you calling?"

Yu Yueshui looked at me lightly, didn't speak, her eyes were full of disdain.

I really don't like him like this. Do you have to hate each other like this when you are a rival in love?And I like him.

I was a little angry, pinching the quilt, and sat down next to him. At this time, his eyes showed astonishment, the same as then, and then looked at me indifferently.

"Bai Yuanyi, don't you know how to look at other people's faces? Did I ask you to sit next to me?" Yu Yueshui said in a cold voice, and moved to the side.

I saw him move, and leaned closer again, "Do you have any face?"

I decided that I must have a good chat with him today, lest the next time I meet him, it will still be the same. He treats me like this, and it hurts me so much.

He frowned, "You owe it to me, don't think I dare not touch you because of Zhuo Luoyin's presence!" He thought that Zhuo Luoyin's previous words were all caused by the other party, so he didn't have any good feelings left, where is the other party? good?Why didn't he see it at all!

I pretended to be afraid, "What else can you do besides scaring me?"

Yu Yueshui saw that the other party's hand holding the cup was shaking, and suddenly sneered.

"What do you mean by saying that?"

I was slightly taken aback, does he know my feelings?No, he definitely doesn't know, as long as I don't say it, no one will know!

I pretended to be puzzled, "Do I have anything to say?"

He stood up and looked at me with a look in his eyes that I couldn't understand, as if joking.

"Do you care about me?" Yu Yueshui asked the other party, wanting to confirm something.

My face burned and I said, "Who cares about you!"

As soon as I finished speaking, he pulled my collar and looked at me with cold eyes.

I was so scared that I let go, the cup fell to the ground and rolled to the corner of the sofa.

"Then don't show how much you care about me, I feel disgusting."

"Go to narcissism!" I waved his hand away, my heart ached even more, "I just don't want to have conflicts with you, Zhuo Luoyin would feel so bad!"

"Really?" He clasped my chin, rubbed his fingertips on my lips, and I stared straight at my eyes.

My heart jumped out of my chest, attached to this closeness, and his scent was so strong that it was about to confuse me again.

No, no, I can't tell him now, Zhuo Luoyin is still outside, so I can't speak.I pushed him away, and hid aside as if afraid, I shouted, "Yu Yueshui, don't you like Zhuo Luoyin! What are you doing!"

Yu Yueshui sneered, he was just teasing the other party, he didn't expect the other party to react so strongly.With the other party like this, he felt that Zhuo Luoyin's road ahead would be very difficult, so he would not let the other party stay by Zhuo Luoyin's side, absolutely not.

Ignoring me, he leaned over to pick up the cup when he suddenly saw the black bag under the sofa and pulled it out with his hand.

When I saw it was the black bag, I hurried to grab it, but I pulled it too hard, and the dishes inside were scattered on the ground.

I was stunned, and Yu Yueshui was also stunned, time stood still at this moment.After Zhuo Luoyin made the phone call, she turned around and saw two stunned people in the room frowning.Inexplicable anger rose, he didn't want to see the other party and Yu Yueshui alone.

He pushed open the floor-to-ceiling windows, walked in, stepped on it, and saw GV discs scattered all over the floor.

He said, "This..."

"I didn't buy it, no, this, I bought it but, I..." I panicked, looked at Zhuo Luoyin, squatted down hurriedly to pick it up at a loss, but felt that I couldn't finish it.Now not only my image in Yu Yueshui's heart is ruined, but also in Zhuo Luoyin's heart.

Zhuo Luoyin actually saw these dishes, so she knew what the other party was doing for buying these dishes, probably the other party was very concerned about what happened that day, so she bought them.His chest was clogged, and his resentment increased, but he didn't want the other party to do this, and he didn't want the other party to do this to cater to him. This was not what he wanted, nor the result he wanted to see.

Yu Yueshui regained consciousness, smiled lightly at me, looked at Zhuo Luoyin again, and said, "Luo Yin, seeing him like this, do you think your decision is worth it?"

Zhuo Luoyin remained silent, looked at the person who was squatting on the ground to pick up things, and then glanced at Yu Yueshui, feeling uncomfortable.

Seeing that Zhuo Luoyin didn't speak, Yu Yueshui knew what Zhuo Luoyin was thinking, he shouldn't have asked Zhuo Luoyin this question, because of the answer, he told him clearly, but he was worthless for Zhuo Luoyin .He had a premonition that one day Zhuo Luoyin would become a stranger because of the other party, an intuition that even he couldn't deny, maybe he thought too much, maybe he didn't think too much.

Zhuo Luoyin knelt down, picked it up for me, and handed it to me.I looked at his plain face, and was taken aback for a moment, thinking that he seemed to be angry, not that he was really angry.

Trembling, I took the plates from him, put them in the bag, and tied the bag.

Zhuo Luoyin stretched out her hand to me, "Give it to me."

"Huh? Do you want to see it?" I asked, thinking it was a strange question.

His face turned black, and he just looked at me. I felt that he would throw away these dishes after he took them, but I bought these dishes with money, so it's a pity to throw them away.I can't let him throw away my 200 yuan.

I bit my lip, and asked softly, "You don't want to throw it away, do you?" As I said, I hugged the bag tightly, stepped back slightly, and reached beside Yu Yueshui.

Yu Yueshui frowned, moved aside, and I fell backwards, and then he caught me smoothly, but his brows were tightly frowned, he glanced at Zhuo Luoyin, and immediately let go of me.

I blushed and lowered my head, thinking to myself, God will also create opportunities for me, but before I thought any more, I was pulled to my side by Zhuo Luoyin.

He didn't take it, but said to me, "Give it to me."

I looked at him and remained silent. He wanted me to give it to him with my own hands, but why?What is he mad about?

"Yuan Yi, don't be disobedient!" He was very serious, his voice frightened me, and I saw Yu Yueshui frowned when he heard Zhuo Luoyin's voice.

I bit my lip and handed the plate to him. He really threw the plate in the trash can. My heart was bleeding. I just felt that my 200 yuan was wasted.

Seeing that the other party's eyes were slightly red, Zhuo Luoyin couldn't pick up the dish from the trash can again, he couldn't do it, and it was the first time that the anger in his chest burned so fiercely.

Not out of the blue, but unbearable anymore.When he saw Yu Yueshui hugging each other earlier, he was so jealous that he was going crazy, he didn't want anyone but him to touch him, no one else!He can't be calm this time!

I wanted to cry, but the tears only rolled in my eyes, and I couldn't cry.

"I, I went back upstairs, yes, I'm sorry," I said tremblingly, and ran upstairs, I was afraid that if I stayed here, I would really cry.I hate being cowardly in front of others, especially when Yu Yueshui is still there. I don't want him to look down on me anymore, so I will look down on myself too.

Zhuo Luoyin felt pain in her heart when she saw the figure disappearing at the corner of the stairs.Shouldn't he be talking to the other party so harshly?But isn't the other party just slapping him in the face when he buys these dishes?Does the relationship between them need the help of these plates?

Zhuo Luoyin remained silent, standing on the same spot without moving.

Yu Yueshui watched the incident caused by him, and felt an inexplicable pain in his chest. He thought that Zhuo Luoyin should rush upstairs to coax him, but he knew what Zhuo Luoyin would be if he was really angry. Many will not do.He suddenly felt sorry for that person, probably that person didn't know that when Zhuo Luoyin was indifferent, he treated others like strangers, rather than thinking that Zhuo Luoyin was nice, it was better to say that he really just liked that face.If Zhuo Luoyin didn't have this face, if he was more ordinary and became friends with him, then he probably wouldn't have any admiration for Zhuo Luoyin.

But people, always love beauty.

"Yue Shui, you go back first," Zhuo Luoyin's voice was stiff, Yu Yueshui knew that the stiffness was not against him, but he noticed Zhuo Luoyin's clenched fists, could it be that he went upstairs after he left To beat each other?Should he go?It's just that he stays here and can't do anything.

But that person, he couldn't let it go, isn't this kind of thing ridiculous?

"Then I'm leaving. Call me if you need my help."

After Yu Yueshui said this, Zhuo Luoyin didn't make a sound, his gaze was still upstairs, as if he was in a trance.

Yu Yueshui sighed, turned and left.He won't care much about Zhuo Luoyin and the other party's affairs, but if one day Zhuo Luoyin is not with the other party, he will probably say something, but he doesn't know what he will say at that time, everything depends on it future.

Will Zhuo Luoyin be with each other forever in the future?This question can only be left to God to decide.Life is so long, who can know the future?

I threw myself on the bed, and still cried. After crying for a while, I finished crying my grievances, and I was no longer sad.I loved to cry when I was a child, but after I became sensible, I knew that crying was a sign of cowardice, so I didn't like to cry.Even if my mother beat me up because I didn't study well, I never cried.I will not fight for sympathy with tears, I know no one will sympathize with me.Even though Zhuo Luoyin cared about me, he was patient with me after all, while Yu Yueshui was just looking at me as a joke.

That's right, a joke, I'm just a joke in Yu Yueshui's eyes.

So gentle Zhuo Luoyin, does she also think I'm a joke?I thought Zhuo Luoyin didn't come up after so long, guess he was waiting for me to go down to find him, but why did I go to him?What am I doing wrong?He should know my intention for buying those plates when he sees it!

I am not wrong, this is my thought, but my backbone is disappearing bit by bit under the consumption of time.

I counted down in my mind, thinking that he would go upstairs in 10 minutes, but after 10 minutes, he didn't come up either.His gentleness also has a bottom line, just consume your gentleness towards me slowly, and then you will hate me and break up with me.Zhuo Luoyin and I will reach that step sooner or later, if it ends now, I can feel less pain.

Although I'm angry, I really don't want to quarrel with Zhuo Luoyin because of this kind of thing, I still want to be friends with him, at least not lovers, even friends, at worst I'll have a thick skin and go to him to explain.After I thought it through, I went downstairs, and when I got to the middle of the stairs, I saw Zhuo Luoyin holding a book and a cup of tea on the table in front of him.

He was so comfortable, but it made me uncomfortable.I've been sad for so long, and if he doesn't come to see me, is he still in the mood to drink tea?Does he really like me?I don't think I need to apologize to him, just be angry if he likes to be angry.

I acted as if I didn't look at him, and prepared to walk towards the door. I thought I had to calm down for a while, lest I would lose my temper with him. Although I said I had already lost my temper, I was afraid of getting angry.

"Where do you want to go?" Zhuo Luoyin put down the book, stood up, and turned to look at me.

I stopped, moved my mouth, and said softly, "Go out for a walk, the room is too stuffy."

He frowned, "I'll accompany you."

"No, I want to go alone." Maybe because my back was turned to him, I couldn't see his frown.

He came to me and asked softly, "Yuan Yi, are you angry with me?"

I don't think I dare, it's fine if he isn't angry with me.

I shook my head, "No."

"Then you look up at me."

I didn't move, afraid of meeting his eyes, then I would definitely be very spineless and compromise, and I didn't want him to know that I was crying.

When Zhuo Luoyin saw it, he was somewhat helpless, he couldn't lose his temper to the other party, even if he wanted to, he would just say a few words.

Only then was his jealousy real.

"I'm sorry, Yuan Yi, my tone was a bit harsh earlier."

"No, it's my fault," I felt bad when I heard him apologize first, maybe I shouldn't care so much.

Zhuo Luoyin reached out to hug me into his arms, my first reaction was to struggle, but he said, "I know why you bought those dishes, but Yuanyi, I really don't want you to be like that."

he knows?what does he knowDo you know that I am for Yuyue Shui?

Zhuo Luoyin, how could you think so simple?I am using you!

I didn't struggle, he cared about me a lot, he cared so much that I started to feel guilty again, and was he afraid that I would learn badly?

He hugged me tightly, "Yuan Yi, I hope our relationship will develop naturally instead of needing help from other things."

When I opened my mouth, nothing was said, like being caught by a fishbone, it was painful and uncomfortable, but I understood the meaning of his words, but Zhuo Luoyin didn't know my feelings for him, how could I get close without feelings.

I could force myself to accept a chaste kiss with him, just mouth to mouth, but not a tongue kiss, or even a kiss from the neck down, or anything like that.But I will not say these words to Zhuo Luoyin, because I will continue to deceive him, his feelings, until the day he tells me to break up.It's not that I can't accept men, if Yu Yueshui touches me, I have absolutely no resentment, but Zhuo Luoyin, please forgive me.

I didn't mean to ask, "Can you bear it?"

The other party's words made Zhuo Luoyin stunned for a moment, before he realized it, he laughed, "I don't just think about you."

"Ah? Then, what else do you have in mind?" I was surprised. Could it be that Zhuo Luoyin has a tendency to sm?

Seeing that the other party was frightened, Zhuo Luoyin said helplessly, "I want to love you well, regardless of mind or body."

"In this case, you can have that kind of imagination in your mind, we can use that, right?"

"Do you think it's possible?" Zhuo Luoyin said this, only wanting the other party to accept and understand his heart, but it's impossible to really say that he doesn't want to touch the other party.

"Simplicity is fine. Why don't we use our hands in the future and not do things well? I..." Actually, I can't accept it. I can't say what follows, I can only murmur silently in my heart.

"I'd better pick it up from the trash can for you, and we'll watch one every night before going to bed."

"Huh?" I was even more surprised.

"Didn't you just buy it to see it? I just want to see it too."

I felt in a daze that it wasn't Zhuo Luoyin who was holding me, because it was so strange for Zhuo Luoyin to say this.