There is a kind of love that is insincere

When I saw Zhuo Luoyin and Yu Yueshui coming together, I was a little surprised and flustered.I glanced at Yu Yueshui, he still looked cold, I thought it would be impossible for him to tell Zhuo Luoyin what he did to me in the hip-hop club, but I was worried.There were only three of us left in the classroom, how weird it looked.

Zhuo Luoyin came to me and took my schoolbag.I whispered to him, "Why is Yu Yueshui here?"

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me, covered her smile, "I'm here to carry you home."

"He carried me? Go home?" I turned my head to look at Yu Yueshui, but Yu Yueshui looked away awkwardly.

This can't be true, can it?I want to ask Zhuo Luoyin, but I feel that if I have to ask, some things will be exposed.

Yu Yueshui walked towards me at this moment, bent down, and said in an uncertain tone, "Come up."

"I, can I go by myself?" I looked at Zhuo Luoyin as if praying, as if I really didn't want Yu Yueshui to carry me.

"Let him be a coolie for a while, he has longed for this day for a long time."

I'm speechless.

Yu Yueshui was also speechless.

Seeing Yu Yueshui's complexion was not good, I thought he would be hurt by Zhuo Luo, and the uncomfortable feeling in my heart disappeared slightly.

See, the person you like enslaves you too?What else do you like him to do?

I looked at Zhuo Luoyin, he motioned to me, then smiled, "It's okay, I'm here."

I moved slowly and lay on Yu Yueshui's back, feeling my heart beating so fast.

Yu Yueshui carried the opponent on her back, only to realize that the opponent was very light, really light, not strenuous at all, but too light, abnormally light.

I was frightened when he straightened up, and put my arms around his neck, afraid of falling to the ground.

"How many kilograms are you? So light?" Yu Yueshui asked, catching Zhuo Luoyin's slightly frowned brows and an unnatural expression.

I was silent, I didn't want to answer, but I wanted Zhuo Luoyin to be beside me, so I said, "48."

Yu Yueshui was taken aback, the other party was as heavy as a girl, wouldn't the other party be abused at home, right?

"you……"

Zhuo Luoyin suddenly stopped his questioning, "Let's go quickly, I will take him to dinner later."

He glanced back at Zhuo Luoyin, knowing that Zhuo Luoyin actually didn't really want him to have too much contact with her, could it be that Zhuo Luoyin was really jealous?

He didn't speculate, and walked out with me on his back. The people who went downstairs looked at the three of them, ah, no, it was the two of them, with a little excitement.

I really wanted to roll my eyes, but I wasn't in the mood, I saw Zhuo Luoyin kept silent, as if he was thinking about something, after seeing me staring at him, he stretched out his hand and patted my head.

I didn't dodge, to hide my blushing, I didn't want him to see my thoughts, and I leaned on Yu Yueshui like this, and I smelled the same smell as Zhuo Luoyin, but Yu Yueshui's smell was very strong, strong It swept over me, fascinated me.

I shouldn't be indulging in it, but this taste is so familiar, but where do people who have this taste go?

Zhuo Luoyin noticed that the other party was absent-minded, and his heart skipped a beat, maybe he shouldn't let Yu Yueshui carry the other party's back, and he was most worried about Yu Yueshui.

Suspicion is always there and cannot be avoided.

He forced himself to divert his thoughts, otherwise he would not be able to suppress the anger in his heart.

"Yuan Yi, what do you want to eat later?"

Hearing Zhuo Luoyin ask me, I thought about it, but before I spoke, Yu Yueshui said first, "Let's go to that Sichuan restaurant."

When I heard it, I planned to say this, but I didn't expect Yu Yueshui to have the same idea as me. Is this a tacit understanding?

"Yeah, just anywhere." I agreed, I don't know if it was my illusion, I seemed to see the anger accumulated in Zhuo Luoyin's eyes.Did he notice something?Or guess what?

He smiled, and he didn't know what kind of emotion he contained in the smile, "Okay, then let's eat that."

There was no emotion in his words, he still smiled, but I knew there was no tenderness, no tenderness in this smile.

After arriving at the hot pot restaurant near the school, Yu Yueshui's cell phone rang. He put me on the seat and went outside to answer the call with the cell phone.

Zhuo Luoyin looked at the menu, then put the menu in front of me, "Yuan Yi, let's see what you want to order."

I took the menu and asked "Don't you want to eat?"

"Come on, I'm just like you."

"Where's Yu Yueshui?" I asked, squeezing my hands tightly.

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me silently, I don't know what he wants to see from my face, or what he wants to confirm.

After a while, he said, "Order the same as us."

"Oh." I nodded, glanced at Zhuo Luoyin's usual expression, wondering if it was my illusion?Why do I feel that Zhuo Luoyin is unhappy?Did Zhuo Luoyin know what happened to me today?Feeling irritable and joyful, I came to the counter and ordered some home-cooked dishes, and finally the proprietress brought me three drinks.

I remember when my tablemate and I came here to eat, why didn't we get this treatment?When I came back with my meal, Yu Yueshui just came in. He glanced at me and sat down on his seat.

After I sat down, I noticed that Yu Yueshui's complexion was not good, was it because of the phone in front?

"What happened to your house again?"

Yu Yueshui's hand that was about to hold the juice stopped, but he looked at Zhuo Luoyin and nodded, my mother had a relapse, my father asked me to go back and see her.

Zhuo Luoyin said, "Then what are your plans? Do you want to go back?"

Yu Yueshui shook her head, "Her life is none of my business, and she doesn't necessarily want to see me."

His cold words made me frown, maybe he is indifferent to people, and there are reasons for his family?

But this is not the reason why he is indifferent to himself, I shouldn't care.I looked at Zhuo Luoyin quietly, and knew that I should pretend, but what kind of pretend?

"But don't you want to go back once? Maybe some things are not what you think?"

Yu Yueshui smiled lightly, and said, "It doesn't matter if you go back or not, and she's half dead, so she's trying to pretend to be someone else."

There was an expression of disgust towards his mother on his face, which made me feel very uncomfortable, no matter how Yu Yueshui couldn't say that about his mother.

Let's fight you like this, my dear boy.

I put down my chopsticks, stood up, and stared at Yu Yueshui as if angry, "You can't say that about your mother, she was pregnant and raised you so much, even if you don't like her very much, you can't stand behind her Tell her, you are wrong!"

Like my feelings are not right.

Yu Yueshui's face turned cold, and she looked at me with sharp eyes, scaring me.

"Yue Shui, Yuan Yi doesn't know about your family's affairs, he just said it carelessly." Zhuo Luoyin rescued me, but Yu Yueshui's ice-like eyes were still staring at me, I felt like I was about to be caught He freezes.

Yu Yueshui sneered, I don't know if this smile is for me or Zhuo Luoyin, but I can see the discomfort in his eyebrows, who is it for?

Or, to himself?

"I go first."

He left these words and walked out of the restaurant. The wind chimes at the door shook with the opening and closing of the door, hovering for a long time.

No one in the restaurant stopped eating because of Yu Yueshui's departure, they were still chatting and laughing happily, I sat very depressed, I wanted to chase them out, but I couldn't.

I lowered my head, looked at the steaming food on the table, and lost my appetite for a while.

After Zhuo Luoyin withdrew her gaze, she saw the other party showing a dull expression, as if her thoughts had flown away, who was she flying to?

For the first time, he hated the other party so much for caring about other people's feelings, and what was he bothering about?

"Yuan Yi, let's eat."

"Ah."

I silently picked up the chopsticks, poked the rice in the bowl, and finally couldn't help asking Zhuo Luoyin, "Did I offend Yu Yueshui in front of me?"

"No."

"really?"

He looked at me, "Do you care that he is angry?"

I was taken aback, shook my head, and suddenly felt that I shouldn't think too much about Yu Yueshui, otherwise it would be exposed, and Zhuo Luoyin didn't worry too much, so thinking about it wouldn't help.I thought so, and I felt better.

"He and you are friends, I don't want you to quarrel because of me." I said softly, I lowered my head when I met Zhuo Luoyin's gaze, I didn't dare to look at him for no reason.

"You don't have to think too much, he is not the kind of narrow-minded person."

"Ah."

Even though Zhuo Luoyin said this to me, I couldn't help feeling other emotions in my heart, but I couldn't say anything, I could only be his lover in front of him.A hypocritical and ridiculous lover.

I picked up the chopsticks again and ate quietly, Zhuo Luoyin never moved the chopsticks.

He stared at me for a long time, until I finished eating, his gaze was still on me, but I didn't notice it, and I didn't want to care about it.He can guess all he likes, and it would be best if he broke up with me first.

Somewhere, what did I miss, what did I lose...

After that day, and in the days that followed, I still saw Zhuo Luoyin and Yu Yueshui walking together, and I finally let go of my extra heart.

In fact, my heart is very blocked, but even if I get blocked, it is impossible for me to dig out my heart.

Why are people always so hesitant?Why are you always so timid?No, it should be said, how could I be too timid to express my love.The exams and school exams in the next few weeks forced me to focus on this, and I just found a reason for Zhuo Luoyin not to be with him. So far, I haven't said goodbye to Zhuo Luoyin .

I think this breakup may not happen, because I still want to use him as a shield to like the person I love.So, please forgive me, Zhuo Luoyin.When I owe you a favor, I will pay you back later.

In the past few days of the exam, I was so busy that I was dizzy, but after finishing everything, I suddenly became enlightened.The first semester of the second year of high school is finally over, I will enter a new semester, and then I will be divided into classes so that I can no longer be at the same table as Xiao Shangxie.I'm afraid that if I'm in the same class as him, my guilt will increase, after all, he likes Zhuo Luoyin so much.For this reason, I wanted to make him and Zhuo Luoyin together, but there was no chance.

Xiao Shangxie once said that he only liked Zhuo Luoyin in his life.

I think how can a person have love all his life?Love will fade away slowly, just like my love for him, it will disappear one day, but it is still there now, and you still feel its existence.Everlasting, this word rarely appears.

Zhuo Luoyin was busy recently, so he didn't send me home in the afternoon, but he gave me the money for dinner, and asked me to take a picture of the restaurant after I went to the restaurant, and I had to eat on time dinner.

He said, if you don't go, I will come to your house to cook for you.So can I be disobedient?Can I still refuse his kindness?

It's just that I didn't touch a cent of the money he gave me, and it was quietly placed under my bed.

During the summer vacation, my parents plan to return to Ranruo City, and I will also leave the city.After a few days of vacation, I was very irritable at home, and my parents didn't talk to me very much, and I was too embarrassed to say that I didn't want to go back to Ranruoshi, and I didn't want to go back to see my grandparents.But is there any way not to go back to my hometown?Can I see him?

There must be a way, that is to find Zhuo Luoyin, as long as Zhuo Luoyin is there, he will be there too, but they should also go back to his own home, right?

I lay on the bed in distress, tossing and turning, and even started to stare at the ceiling hard, trying to see what I was looking forward to, but what did I look forward to?

"Yuan Yi, your classmate is here." My mother yelled outside the door, which made me feel dizzy.

I don't need to think about it, I also know who can come to me, this is not right, give me a reason.

The door was pushed open, Zhuo Luoyin walked in as I thought, I pretended to be happy, even I didn't care that I was only wearing a pair of shorts.

But he couldn't help laughing when he saw my posture at home.

I got up and went to lock the door, afraid that my mother would come in suddenly, and also afraid that my parents would see him doing something excessive.

"Didn't you say yesterday that you have something to do today? Why did you come to me?"

"It's all over, I want to see you."

Zhuo Luoyin hugged me in his arms, put his head on my shoulder, a little lazy, and I was almost reluctant in my heart, but I never pushed him away every time.

He leaned into my ear and asked softly, "I heard from your mother earlier that your family is going back to Ranruo City?"

"You know, I, my mother and the others want to go back, but I don't want to go back." I said, then lowered my head, thinking about it or expressing my thoughts, and didn't want to beat around the bush.

"What? Are you reluctant to part with me? Zhuo" Luo Yin was smiling, his eyes were like crescent moons.

I nodded, my face was hot and I felt ashamed.

"If you don't want to go back, I can tell your mother to let you stay here during the summer vacation."

Zhuo Luoyin was reluctant for the other party to leave him, if he didn't see the other party during the summer vacation, he would definitely panic.

"Really?" I widened my eyes, a little excited, looking at Zhuo Luoyin, it was my wish come true.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled faintly, kissed my forehead, my heart beat faster, not because of him, but because of his words.

"As long as it's what you want, Yuan Yi, I can do it." Zhuo Luoyin said with a smile, took my hand, and clasped it tightly, interlocking fingers.But the person I want is not Zhuo Luoyin.

I want to say, Zhuo Luoyin, don't be so gentle to me, I can't bear your tenderness, but I still enjoy this kind of tenderness.

"Zhuo Luoyin, if one day you don't like me anymore, will you still be friends with me?"

Zhuo Luoyin seemed to be thinking, and did not answer me for a long time.In fact, how could two people who had been lovers be friends peacefully!how can that be possible!

I smiled and said, "I, I'm just joking, don't think too much about it."

He nodded, and then said, "I'll tell your mother later."

I nodded.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled, and the hot air he exhaled sprayed on my neck, making me shrink into his arms involuntarily.

"Go and tell, will my mother listen?"

I was worried that Zhuo Luoyin would not be able to deal with my mother. In the past, when I yelled that I would not go back to Ranruoshi, she would beat me back there, saying that she wanted to let my grandparents see their grandson, but every time I went back, they would not give me any. Look good.I don't know why my grandparents don't like me, they seem to look at me with a little alienation, as if I am not their grandson.It's kind of ridiculous to say it.

"I think so, but if she doesn't listen, I'll take you away forcibly." He squinted and smiled beautifully, like a picture scroll.

If the person I like is him, even if I look at him for the rest of my life, I won't be bored, but reality doesn't give me such a chance, and it doesn't make me like him first.

If I like him, will I not have to worry about it now?

"But if you do that, my mother will probably call the police." I whispered, Zhuo Luoyin smiled helplessly.

"If she does, I'll tell her we're on good terms."

I shook my head and said in fear, "No! You can't tell my parents about our relationship!"

After I finished speaking, I didn't dare to look up to see Zhuo Luoyin's expression, he must be very dissatisfied.

I tugged on his sleeve, and said, "Zhuo Luoyin, I like you, but can I tell my parents about this kind of thing after I graduate from high school? I beg you, okay?"

Zhuo Luoyin was stunned, although he knew that the other party was worried about this kind of thing, but seeing this scared look, he felt a little distressed.He hugged each other tightly, and he knew the other person's anxiety, just like he couldn't tell his mother about them now.

"Yuan Yi, don't worry, I will let them recognize us when I am strong enough to protect you."

I don't know if he said this to me or to himself?Zhuo Luoyin was working hard. When he fell in love with the other party, he made up his mind.He wants to break through the shackles between the aristocratic families and pursue his own love.He will let his feelings show in the sunshine all the time.

"Do you believe me? Yuan Yi." Zhuo Luoyin asked the other party, feeling nervous, he was afraid that seeing the infirmity in the other party's eyes would shake his own belief.

I looked up at him, I wanted to say that he was stupid, I wanted to scold myself for not falling in love with such a good person as Zhuo Luoyin, but no one can control things like feelings!

I smiled and nodded slowly, even if I don't like him, I can be sure of his ability, so it's not hypocritical.

He bowed his head and kissed me so tenderly, as if he was kissing a treasure, but I didn't respond to him, and he only moved on my lips.

But my body is hot, and my breath is my and his breath, mixed with that charming smell.

"Yuan Yi, ask your classmates to come out for dinner together." My mother's voice sounded outside the door again, waking me up.

I pushed him away and stood up in a panic.

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me and licked her lips, very tempting.

"Well, Ma, come out immediately," I hurriedly replied, even though I knew the door was locked, doing this with Zhuo Luoyin felt like a crime.

Zhuo Luoyin stood up, held my hand, and smiled at me, as if comforting me, telling me not to be afraid.But he won't know that my fear is not only because of my parents, but also because of him.

He opened the door and went out with me.At this moment, I actually forgot that I was still at home and didn't shake off his hand.Fortunately, my mother was still busy in the kitchen and didn't see it.

I wanted to break free, but Zhuo Luoyin held on tightly, I don't understand his behavior at this time, does he want my mother to find out?

My mother brought Zhuo Luoyin bowls and chopsticks from the kitchen, and she never showed me the kind smile on her face a few times.

"I forgot to ask your name last time, what's your name?"

My mom sat across from us, she couldn't see our clasped hands under the table, but I was terribly nervous.

"My name is Zhuo Luoyin, the outstanding Zhuo, the endless network, the Yin of Yinzhou."

My mother smiled, "Your name is very good."

"Yuan Yi's name, you named it very well."

Zhuo Luoyin's words made my mother's eyes appear unnatural, and then quickly disappeared.

Zhuo Luoyin felt a little strange at a glance, but he couldn't tell what was wrong.

"He, his father and I randomly chose his name." My mother smiled, picked up a piece of meat for Zhuo Luoyin with her chopsticks, "Eat more."

Zhuo Luoyin said politely, "Thank you, Auntie."

I winked at Zhuo Luoyin, asking him to let go of my right hand, but he clenched it tightly before letting go.

My palms were all sweaty, and I held the chopsticks tremblingly. I didn't have much appetite for the meal, but I obediently picked up the rice bowl and started eating.

At this time Zhuo Luoyin suddenly said, "Auntie, I have something to discuss with you."

After Zhuo Luoyin finished speaking, I couldn't help thinking that I didn't dare to look at my mother, and I didn't dare to look at him again.

She looked up at Zhuo Luoyin, "What's the matter?"

"Can you agree with Yuan Yi staying here this summer vacation? I want to help him make up lessons, but he is too embarrassed to say it, so I will say it."

My mother looked at me after listening to Zhuo Luoyin's words, I buried my head in eating the rice in the bowl, praying that they would ignore me.

"Don't bother you?"

Zhuo Luoyin smiled, "No trouble, I just happen to have nothing to do this summer vacation."

My mother nodded after hesitating, "Then Yuan Yi will ask you, please help him get up with his studies."

My mother is still very concerned about my studies. She used to be a little strict with me, but this time she seems to be a little more relaxed.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled slightly, "I will, Auntie."

"You are such a kind child, we Yuanyi are really lucky to have you as a friend."

"You're joking." Then he bumped me lightly with his foot, and I looked up at him, only to see the corners of his mouth curled up slightly.

I think it is unscientific for him to make my mother agree so simply. Does it really depend on appearance and temperament?