There is a kind of love that is insincere

I think before I broke up with him, I was still pretending, otherwise I couldn't justify it.After I got dressed, I looked back at him, but met his eyes. His eyes were beautiful and shining, but I didn't like them. They were too dazzling and easily caused trouble.

Zhuo Luoyin approached me and stood in front of me, the scent that hit my face made me look fascinated, a little fascinated.

I hesitated and asked, "What brand of shower gel do you use?"

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me with a smile and shook her head, "I don't need body wash."

"No way? Then why do you smell so good?" I said, thinking of Yu Yueshui, he also has this smell.

"Maybe it's body odor."

"Ah?" I was stunned for a moment, but I was speechless to his answer. If he was a woman, I might believe that he has deodorant, but he is a man. It would be too weird to say that he has deodorant. Listen I get goosebumps.But I saw his calm face, as if what he said was true, so the fragrance on Yu Yueshui's body is also body fragrance?is it possible?

"You, are you bluffing me?"

He laughed, "Would you like to smell it yourself?"

"Just smell it." Because I wanted to figure out the smell that bewitched me, but I didn't notice Zhuo Luoyin's sly smile.

I pulled off his collar and sniffed it against his neck. It was indeed fragrant, but it wasn't necessarily body fragrance.

He put his arms around my waist, "Do you smell it?"

I froze, the knuckles of my hand pinching his collar turned white, my face turned blue and red, is he teasing me?

I looked at his fair skin under his clothes, my face was hot, and I pushed him away.

"You, you did it on purpose!" I glared at him, and my heart was beating like a drum, as if I had done something wrong.

.No. "Zhuo Luoyin looked at me with a smile, that pretty face made me avoid it, and would be confused by the beauty. I think only the smell and face of his body can make my heart move, I really don't feel anything else, so Said, I don't have much interest in him, but people always disguise themselves and tend to the other side.

"Zhuo Luoyin, you are not allowed to tease me." I looked at him with puffed cheeks, and said every word very seriously.

Zhuo Luoyin was startled slightly, narrowed her eyes and smiled, "Did I flirt with you?"

When he said this, I was speechless, it was clearly him who did that first, no, I was obviously the one being molested, how could it be him?

I turned my face sideways, "Let's go out quickly."

"Okay." He nodded, and then came to hold my hand, but I avoided it.

I lowered my head and said softly, "Let's go out like this, don't be seen by my mother."

After thinking about it, Zhuo Luoyin also felt that she had to consider the other party's situation, so she nodded.

After my mother saw us coming out, she said to me, "Don't play too late, remember to come back early."

I responded, "Okay, I see."

My mother came over and gave me 300 yuan from the bag. I didn't want it, but I still took it.

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me from the side, and I couldn't say anything to my mother.I am leaving. "

He said along the way, "Auntie, goodbye."

"Yeah." My mother smiled, watched us leave, and closed the door again.

The corridor entrance was quiet, I could hear Zhuo Luoyin and I breathing, I followed him downstairs, when we reached the door, he took my hand, I wanted to break free, but gave up.

Downstairs, Yu Yueshui was leaning against the sports car impatiently, seeing me and Zhuo Luoyin coming out, her eyes were full of ice, of course, the eyes were not directed at Zhuo Luoyin, but at me.

I looked at him with a smile, then looked at Zhuo Luoyin, and really wanted to say, are the three of you going on a date together?

However, when three people are together, there is always one person who will be jealous.I don't know if it's me or him.

Yu Yueshui looked at me, turned her head away, if she doesn't like me, I also don't like him, if he doesn't like me, I don't like me either.I need to disguise myself and my heart, so Yu Yueshui and I are against each other.

Zhuo Luoyin was sandwiched between the two of us, and smiled faintly, but this scene must be very strange in the eyes of others.

"What happened to you two?"

I smiled and shook my head, "Nothing."

Yu Yueshui looked at me coldly, but remained silent.

Zhuo Luoyin was helpless, glanced at Yu Yueshui, and coughed twice.

Yu Yueshui looked at Zhuo Luoyin, took out the wallet from the car, and handed it to Zhuo Luoyin.

My eyes lingered on the two of them, the corners of my mouth raised, but then fell again.

I looked at Zhuo Luoyin and said with a smile, "You two have such a good relationship, he even personally gave you a wallet."

Zhuo Luoyin was afraid that I might misunderstand, so she explained, "I went to his house yesterday and accidentally dropped it."

"That's right, he really is a good brother."

Yu Yueshui's complexion changed, she stared at me coldly, clenched her fists, but remained silent.

I looked at him quietly, holding Zhuo Luoyin's arm, "Does he want to come with us?"

Zhuo Luoyin shook her head at me, and said to Yu Yueshui, "Thank you, you can go back first."

After Zhuo Luoyin finished speaking, Yu Yueshui glanced at me, her eyes wished to scrape off a layer of my skin.I thought he would complain, but he didn't. He got into the car directly, and then drove away, a series of actions without procrastination.

Looking at the sports car that gradually disappeared, I slowly lowered my eyes, and let go of the hand that hugged Zhuo Luoyin's arm.

I raised my face, "Luo Yin, isn't it a bit bad for you to let him go back after delivering the things like this?"

Zhuo Luoyin smiled, put his hands on my shoulders, and asked me, "You want him to follow us to make light bulbs?"

I shook my head, but he smiled deeply, "Yue Shui, he won't care about such things, you don't have to think about it."

"Well, yes, I don't need to think too much." I said softly, lowered my head, and said, "But I think he seems to care about you."

He touched my head, "Don't get us wrong, we are really just brothers, friends..."

I smiled, "I understand, um, I understand."

"Let's go then."

"it is good."

brother?friend?Simple you, don't you know?

When Zhuo Luoyin took me to the library, I didn't realize that the place where he wanted to date me was here. I didn't realize it until I read the book in the morning.I really don't know what to say about Zhuo Luoyin, and I don't want to comment on him, but I just think that after Zhuo Luoyin gets along with me at the same table, Zhuo Luoyin brings him here, how much he will be upset.

I have no feelings and don't know what loss is like, but I am a little speechless and a little surprised.Since he came to the library, why would he ask Yu Yueshui to give him a wallet? He doesn't need to spend any money.I thought, sitting on the seat and flipping through the book unintentionally, and listening to the girls whispering in the library, it would be very annoying.Behold, behold, with someone so shining by your side, can you concentrate?Can you ignore him?

I can't read the book at all, and I don't know how Zhuo Luoyin can be as calm as water.

I got up and went to the bookshelf, and went to change the books again, and take a breath by the way.Getting along with Zhuo Luoyin, I don't have any resentment, but he and I are not suitable to be lovers, not even a little bit.

I blew the air, and temporarily took a book to pretend, lest Zhuo Luoyin come to me and notice my strangeness, and I have read seven or eight books, but I put them down after flipping through them.After all, reading is not my hobby, I only like the beautiful sentences and paragraphs in the book, which will make people feel good, "but my life is not good.

I spread out the book and flipped through it slowly, my thoughts flew to the horizon, the distant horizon, the world only I know.

When Zhuo Luoyin found me, I was leaning against the window, the wind was blowing on my face, so peaceful, perhaps, touched his heart.

He came to me and looked at me. I knew he was looking at me, but I didn't want to pay attention to him. He pretended to be serious, as if he didn't know he was coming.

He said aloud, "Yuan Yi, why don't you borrow this book back."

"I don't need to read it right away." I replied, as if I had just realized who the source of the voice was, and looked up at him.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled slightly at me, I scratched my head and said with a smile, "This is a good book, do you want to read it?"

Zhuo Luoyin glanced at me, then at the book, and shook his head. He changed a foreign language magazine on the shelf beside me, and stood beside me, watching quietly.His eyelashes are slightly longer, under the high bridge of the nose, there is a faint smile on his thin, red lips, hiding his heart and affection.

I took the book and looked at the cover, it turned out to be a cookbook, I was so sad that Zhuo Luoyin would look at me like that, I don't know if he misunderstood me?

I silently put the book back on the bookshelf, and when I was about to walk over, I was bumped by a person, I looked forward and fell into Zhuo Luoyin's arms.This time, he was indeed the one who caught me, but the smell on his body was much weaker, and it didn't make my heart beat.

But the faint fragrance was still faintly visible, seeping into my breath, I felt my face burn, I pushed him away, my eyes flickered randomly.

He looked at me helplessly and asked softly, "Are you all right?"

I nodded and wanted to withdraw my hand, but he didn't let go.He seemed to divert my attention, and asked again, "It's already one o'clock, are you hungry?"

"I'm not hungry." After I finished speaking, my stomach didn't give me any face, and it growled.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled, shook her head, probably had nothing to say to me.

He put down the book, took me by the hand, and walked out, people reading books at the side looked at us one after another, I felt uncomfortable and wanted to break free from his hand, but Zhuo Luoyin held it tightly, and I couldn't break free either.

He took me downstairs, there were few people outside, the sun was shining brightly, and the weather was very hot, my palms were sweating, shaking hands with him like this was a bit sticky, but Zhuo Luoyin still didn't let go, but I endured the pain all the way.When he arrived at a restaurant, he ordered food from the proprietress very familiarly. During the whole time, the proprietress kept looking at me, which made me feel scared.

Oh my god, the proprietress also likes Zhuo Luoyin, right?

She looked at me, I looked at her, and smiled without saying a word.

Zhuo Luoyin found a seat near the window, the sunlight from outside was shining in, bringing warmth.There are not many people here, but the decoration is very nice.I drank the juice that Zhuo Luoyin ordered for me, and looked around the restaurant.

He sat opposite and asked, "What? Is there anything strange here?"

"No, I'm just looking." I didn't want to tell him that my parents used to own a restaurant, but they only opened it for more than two years before, and then the restaurant couldn't make any money and they closed it.Thinking about how this family's business is not doing well, why didn't they go bankrupt?The more I think about it, the more unbelievable it becomes, but it's impossible for me to ask how this family runs the business. Others will definitely think I'm crazy.

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me quietly, with tenderness in his eyes, but I couldn't see the tenderness, let alone his intentions for me.

"Zuo Luoyin, um, are we going to be in the library all day today?" I asked in a low voice, because in the library, it's too boring, and I read books in my heart.

He took a sip of juice and asked me, "Is there somewhere you want to go?"

I nodded and shook my head, anywhere, as long as it's not a library.But if you kill me, I dare to say that to Zhuo Luoyin.

"You decide." I seemed to say so casually, but in fact, I didn't know what to say to follow his mind.I glanced at the dazzling sunlight outside, discouraged, if he wants to stay, I'd better resign myself to go to the library.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled lightly, it seemed that the other party was not only innocent, but looking at it now, he was also a little silly, "Let's go skating after dinner."

"Ice skating?" I wondered, now it's summer, and the snow has melted, let alone ice, so I immediately asked, "Is there ice here?"

Zhuo Luoyin was slightly stunned, then burst into a smile, the landlady who brought the food at the side almost slipped on her feet.She held back her smile, glanced at me, put down her food and left, and when she got there, I watched her shoulders tremble.

I saw that Zhuo Luoyin was also smiling, and thought there was the word "skating rink", so I had no choice but to use a smile to cover up my embarrassment.

I picked up the rice and secretly cursed myself as an idiot or a moron. I spoke without thinking. Why can't my brain react at this time?

I didn't dare to raise my head to look at Zhuo Luoyin, I desperately ate.

He saw that the other person's face was almost buried in the bowl, which reminded him of an ostrich, but the ostrich was not as cute as the other person.

He said softly, "Eat slowly, don't choke."

"Well, you eat too." I looked up at him, "You've been talking to me, and you haven't touched your own food much."

Zhuo Luoyin nodded, then picked up the bowl and chopsticks.I continued after watching him eat, but there was quite a lot of meat in my bowl, and I didn’t eat meat, so I picked the meat aside.

When Zhuo Luoyin noticed this action of the other party, he frowned, suddenly he could find the reason why the other party was thin.

"Don't you like meat?"

"En." I don't know why Zhuo Luoyin asked this, and looked at him in confusion.

He seemed to be thinking about something, and then said to me, "Don't waste food."

I looked at him, but he raised his eyebrows at me, as if he was waiting for me to eat the meat. I hesitated for a long time before picking up a piece and eating it. It’s not bad, but I just don’t like meat, I feel like I’m eating it Same as oneself.When I ate the second piece of meat, I lost my appetite, so I put down my chopsticks. What's more, I don't want him to care about me. Does he really think he is my lover?

Zhuo Luoyin saw that I didn't eat, and he didn't eat either, but I saw that he only ate two mouthfuls of rice, I think he wasted more than me.

"I'm stuffed."

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me dubiously, and then looked at the rice left in my bowl, but didn't care about the meat.

He could tell that the other party didn't want to eat meat, and it seemed a bit weird if he forced the other party to eat it.He thought it would be better to make the other party fat in other ways in the future, and he must make the other party fat.

Zhuo Luoyin smiled at me at this time, I shivered inexplicably, as if I was being plotted against.

I used to watch other people skating on TV and it was fine, but when I put on the skates, I felt horrible, as if I lost my balance and couldn't find the center of standing.

Zhuo Luoyin was supporting me, but I was afraid of falling, so I grabbed his arm tightly, not daring to slide on the ice.I didn't move, and he didn't move, and there were many people looking at us. I felt ashamed, and then looked up at him. He didn't have any expression, but I felt uncomfortable.

I hesitated and said, "Zhuo Luoyin, why don't you go skate by yourself and let me practice on the handrail."

Zhuo Luoyin looked at me and couldn't help but smile, "Are you sure you can do it alone?"

"No, there are armrests."

Zhuo Luoyin sighed, rubbed my head, didn't let go of his hand, he didn't leave me alone, which made me think he was okay.

He taught me very patiently, but I still couldn't slip. At most, I could only walk a few steps with his support, and almost fell down.

He has endless helplessness to me, and I am even more helpless to this skating.In the end, his hand was numb from my scratch, so he asked, "Are you really skating?"

I shook my head, nodded again, and he gave me a look and helped me aside.

After hesitating for a moment, he said to me, "You'd better grab the handrail and practice."

I was not happy when I heard it. I guess he wanted to say this to me earlier, so it’s okay to say no?

I nodded after being silent, skating silently on the spot, my heart was blocked, but why I was blocked was not because Zhuo Luoyin didn't teach me, but because I felt that I was too stupid to even learn to skate.

Zhuo Luoyin noticed the other party's mood when she saw the other party drooping her head.

He came towards me, probably trying to teach me again, but I slipped and fell to the ground.

Zhuo Luo's heart tightened, and she quickly came to my side.After I fell, my mind went blank, and I lay on my back on the ice, in a trance for a long time.

Zhuo Luoyin leaned down and asked anxiously, "Yuan Yi, are you alright?"

Seeing that he was worried about me, I returned him a reassuring smile, climbed up from the ice, and as soon as I stood up, I was embraced by him.

He suddenly gave me such a hug, which made my heart beat fast, but my head slowly ached, a kind of dull pain, like tearing me apart.

Zhuo Luoyin didn't come back to his senses, the moment the other party fell to the ground, his heart was lifted violently.He shouldn't have left the other party alone, no more.

He let go of me and pulled my shoulders to check, maybe to see if I was hurt anywhere.

"Does it hurt?" He asked me, worry in his eyes.But he didn't know that his concern for me was to cut my skin and pierce my flesh with a sharp knife. I think this is pain.

I shook my head, and then he reached out and touched the back of my head, and he was relieved to see that there was nothing unusual about me.

"Stop slipping, let's go."

"Ah? Why? I haven't learned it yet." I muttered, but Zhuo Luoyin just looked at me and pulled me out of the skating rink.

I feel that he is very serious, as if he doesn't want me to skate anymore, will it make him angry if I fall?Why bother?

I have doubts, but dare not ask why.He went to get my shoes from the locker, and I sat down enduring the pain.He came over and saw that my face was pale and he frowned.

"Did you hurt your butt from the fall?" He asked me, worried again.

I nodded, and he leaned against me, gently pressing his hands on my buttocks, I was stunned, and then my face flushed red.I didn't expect Zhuo Luoyin to be this kind of person, who would take advantage of me, and burst into anger.

"What are you doing! Someone is passing by here! You! Don't touch me!" I pushed him, but he grabbed my arm.

He was startled and blushed, "I didn't mean that." He added, "I just want to check for you."

He looked serious, probably not what I thought, he was probably looking at where my butt got hurt, and how could I miss him that much?

Embarrassed, I said softly, "I'm sorry."

He helplessly raised his hand and tapped my head, "You." This sound contained his doting on me.

He didn't know what was in the other party's mind all day long, so he really wanted to pry it open and have a look.

He sighed slightly, knelt down to help me take off my skates, I quickly stopped him.I'll do this kind of thing myself. "

"It's okay, I'll help you."

He's fine, but I'm fine, although he doesn't mind him taking off my shoes, but I see him as if he's serving me, super uncomfortable, kind of indescribably awkward.Should I say goodbye to him?He treats me so well, how can I say it?No, no, but how do I stop it?Tell him do I have foot odor?

Oh, I think it's better to forget it, it's his business that he wants to do such a small thing for me, I can ignore it, and don't take it to heart.But I feel like I owe him something, affection, and more.