I will not easily lead the dog through time travel

On the way back to Chang'an, Qingzhi saw that many common people could not get enough to eat because of the poor harvest of the farmers, and she was extremely disappointed with the Holy Majesty. She didn't want to interfere with the affairs of the court. Without these trivial matters, Yi Goudai would not disappear , before leaving, she sold Luoyang's mansion. If Yi Goudai really never came back, she would probably stay in Chang'an forever and have nothing else to think about. The days were spent waiting day by day, and Yi Goudai's figure became It became more and more blurred, and sometimes when I woke up at night, I couldn't even remember Yi Goudai's appearance clearly, and fear filled my heart, like waves beating fiercely.

On the day Qingzhi returned to Chang'an, there was heavy snow all over the sky, boundless, white snow everywhere, and everywhere it touched was glowing with white light. This snow fell for three full days without stopping at all. When I came back, my boots were all soaked, the sky was dark, my clothes, shoes and boots were always wet, and there were fewer and fewer people on the street. Chang'an City suddenly became very quiet, but when night fell, I could always be here. I saw a red figure in the white snow, walking slowly with the backlight, back and forth, walking tirelessly under the silent sky.

"Mu Qin, where are you going?" Yi Xiaodai asked again, she had asked this question many times during the few days since Qingzhu came back, the recent heavy snowfall, the business of Duguyuan is not easy, so simply Close the door to thank the guests, the girls hid in their own room to warm up the fire, Yi Xiaodai's small broken house couldn't withstand the cold, so they stayed in Mu Qin's room.

Mu Qin shook her head and looked out of the window. The red dot in the distance was getting closer and closer. Bluish.

Yi Xiaodai was depressed for several days, she felt that the light master did not take care of Yi Goudai, not only came back a long time late, but even disappeared.

The red dot moved outside the door, and Aunt Wang opened the door to meet her, "Master Qing, come in quickly, don't freeze yourself."

The light shoe mask is shattered ice that freezes at night. When it is taken off and hits the ground, there is a crisp impact sound. When Aunt Wang calls for hot water, her eyes are red. With the appearance of Qing Lord Qing, his voice was a little choked and said: "Qing Master, don't go out again tomorrow, if Mr. Yi comes back and sees you like this, I'm afraid I will feel distressed."

Qingzhi's feet were red from the cold, and even after changing several pots of hot water, they did not warm up.

"You go down first, I'll do it myself." Qing Zhi asked Aunt Wang to step back first, took off her clothes and got into the quilt, the quilt without the slightest temperature was as cold as the snow on the ground outside, she would really feel distressed ?I don't know if it was the quilt that warmed Qingzhi, or Qingzhi warmed the quilt. When I opened my eyes again, it was already noon the next day, and the coldness returned to the quilt.

When I had time to see Mu Qin, I saw that the other party was also sad, and Yi Xiaodai stared at her fiercely, as if there was some deep hatred, and asked: "Is the day I leave the Solitary Orphanage okay?"

Mu Qin: "Recently, everything is fine. The Holy Majesty returned to Chang'an, and the business has improved a lot." With the support of the Holy Majesty, no one dared to make another mistake. "It's just that you don't look good, and you've lost a lot of weight recently." Qing Yi only ate one meal a day, went out every morning and returned in the evening, wandering outside like a ghost, which made people very worried.

"I just hope she can come back." Qingzhi lowered her eyebrows sadly, and the words she said were like clouds floating in the air, invisible and intangible.

"She will come back, why is she willing to let you alone!" Mu Qin's words contained comforting elements, whether she said she was deceiving herself or others, or she didn't want to accept it, let her see Qingzhi sinking down day by day, she really can't do it.

After hearing what Mu Qin said, sporadic lights lit up in Qingzhi's eyes, and she murmured: "Yes, you are right, she said she would always be with me..." But does she still remember?

Time is like sand that cannot be grasped in the hand. In the blink of an eye, the Spring Festival is coming. There are very few vendors on the street, and red couplets are pasted on the doors of every house. Good window grilles are pasted on the door of one's room, and the originally empty stage is also filled with gongs and drums. Every New Year's Eve, Duguyuan gathers all the people here to bid farewell to the old and welcome the new together.

The difference from the downstairs is that the third floor is deserted and deserted. If it is not possible to hear Yi Xiaodai's voice occasionally, outsiders may think that this place is an empty room.

There was 300 taels of silver on Qingzhi's table, which was sent by Mu Qin early in the morning. Yi Goudai entrusted her to take care of Yi Xiaodai the day before he left Chang'an. Yi Gou looked overjoyed when he got the money, the money is here, why didn't you come to get it back?

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, Aunt Wang made a red dress for Qingzhu, even the cloak to keep out the cold was bright red, and when she put it on Qingzhu's cheeks were flushed.

"Put it here first, you won't use it tomorrow." Qing Zhi ordered.After Aunt Wang came to Duguyuan, she became her maidservant. She followed Yi Goudai's way of treating Aunt Wang. Sometimes, when she missed her so much, she couldn't help but tell Aunt Wang what was in her heart, which made her feel better. a little.

After Aunt Wang withdrew, Qingzhi took out a jug of wine from the cabinet and poured it into her mouth indiscriminately. She, who usually holds a good amount of alcohol, soon became blurred and hazy because she wanted to get drunk. It was Yi Goudai's figure, only in this way could she see Yi Goudai for a moment, and only for this moment, after a while, she closed her eyes weakly and fell into a deep sleep.

Ever since Qingzhi took charge of the Duguyuan, she has almost cut off all her emotions and desires. Yi Goudai was an accident, just like her arrival is a gift from heaven, she treats herself as gentle as water, she is kind and decisive to others, with a whole body Elegance, even a woman can make people's hearts beat endlessly. The heart that has never been opened has been slowly opened since the first time I saw Yi Goudai. It is a gap that allows light to slowly penetrate. Now that gap The heart was finally filled with light, and it could no longer be wrapped and opened, and just when I didn't know it, the light suddenly left again, as if the bottom of the pot was pulled out completely, leaving an empty heart, which couldn't put anything in.

Yi Goudai fell into a deep sleep for a long time, until his body became numb. Even though his consciousness was still there, he could not control his body. Abandoning the general, no matter how hard you stretch your hand, you can't touch the boundary.

In this chaotic place, she didn't know the time or the place, but only knew that what was waiting for her was the ethereal and boundless time. The longing filled her heart, and at the same time, the fear came along with it. In this place where no one disturbed, Yi Gou After she settled down and thought about it a lot, she and Qingzhiben are people from two different worlds. If they can meet again in the future, who can guarantee that the situation like this will not happen again, and the professor will take her back one day Yes, if that day really comes, it is absolutely impossible for her to abandon her indifference, so let it be like this, let her stay alone in this chaotic world, waiting for the professor's redemption.