Looking back suddenly, the man was drawing circles in the corner

Picking out the largest letter from a large pile of letters, Chen Jing fell into deep thought as she glanced at the sender's name and the sender's address with only the words "Xicheng Square" written on it.It shouldn't be a psychological effect, this letter from a fan... is unusual.

Open the envelope and pull out a thick stack of letter paper, there are at least twenty or thirty sheets, double the number of pages compared to the last time.Chen Jing held the thick stack of letter paper with complicated emotions.

It is common for the audience to like the host, but no matter how much they like it, there is no need to send a long letter every week and a bouquet of flowers and small gifts the next day, right?Chen Jing is really flattered to be so loved by fans.

This fan should have practiced calligraphy, his handwriting is wild and vigorous, and his strength penetrates the back of the paper. He is probably a boy.The content written in the letter is very messy, including trivial matters in my daily life, as well as complaints to my superiors and colleagues. After venting my grievances, I often change my style of writing and describe how I love Chen Jing's voice at length. Appreciate Chen Jing's hosting style and her witty and humorous language.

Chen Jing was often praised by others. She thought she was already immune, but when she saw this fan's words and sentences, she still couldn't help getting goosebumps all over her body. Those exaggerated compliments did not make people feel happy at all, but made people Felt very sick.

Chen Jing would write back to fans on a whim, but she never replied a single word to this person. Even the gifts he sent were put in the company's locker intact, and she didn't want to touch them more.

The reason why this person's letter made Chen Jing feel uncomfortable is not just because he abused the words of praise. If the other party just showed the blind worship of idols by fans, Chen Jing would feel bored and nasty at most, and would not pay for his naivety. with a smile.But that person narrated a heinous thing in his last letter—he had a dream.

Chen Jing didn't continue watching, she felt nauseous and almost threw up, how could there be such a person?

Now there's another one...Chen Jing didn't open the letter to read, she put them back into the envelope, and locked the locker together with those small gifts.

Sure enough, people are afraid of being famous, and this kind of thing never happened before.

The new intern had accidentally seen the piles of gifts in her locker, and she was extremely envious. Chen Jing just smiled lightly and said nothing.

Colleagues are all saying that Chen Jing is very lucky, how lucky she is to interact with the most popular singer on the same stage, and she is an instant hit.

Chen Jing never thought about being popular, nor did she feel that she was popular now. There was no difference between the past and the present, what should be done, or what should be done.

Dave left in a hurry the next day after finishing that radio program. His schedule was so packed that he didn't even have time to sleep normally, let alone come out for dinner.

Chen Jing didn't take the invitation in his text message seriously. They didn't really know each other that well. They were just high school classmates. Chen Jing was two grades older than him. We have met, we have been in contact for a long time, and occasionally we will chat for a while.

Dave's family background is not good, he is a poor boy, but because he is handsome, many girls are willing to give him money, and he doesn't feel that spending women's money hurts his self-esteem, he accepts it generously, squanders it with peace of mind, and is so shameless pole.

The boys naturally looked down on such a badass face. They didn't know who came up with such a bad idea. Five or six of them guarded the only way Dave had to go home together, threatening to teach him a lesson.

After Chen Jing heard the news, she didn't think much about it, and told Dave almost immediately, asking him to take a detour after school.

"Why did senior sister help me? Could it be that you are also interested in me?" Dave smiled meaningfully, and reached out to touch Chen Jing's face. Chen Jing took a step back and did not get angry, just smiled calmly.

"I know what it's like to be poor." Chen Jing only said this, then turned and left.

This junior didn't play with the girl's feelings, but it seemed a bit shameless to use the girl's money, and he didn't deserve a beating.

After that time, the way Dave looked at her seemed to be different. There seemed to be a fire hidden in his eyes, bright and fiery.Chen Jing was still the same to him, distant and polite.

Later, Chen Jing graduated and didn't see Dave again until she came out to work and suddenly received an invitation letter for a high school class reunion, and she went there out of nowhere. Too many detailed talks, a blink of an eye, and several degrees of cold and heat, everyone almost forgot everyone.

This reunion after a long absence, I feel that neither of us has changed much. I inevitably recall the time spent on campus. Although it was not too beautiful, it still touched the softest part of my heart.Maybe it's just because we were all studying in the best years, so when we look back on our youth, we must remember our school days together.

The cold and wet rainy season has finally passed. Many friends got married in May. Chen Jing used a marker to circle the desk calendar. Almost every week, a couple of new couples get married. If they happen to know each other, they can create a collective The wedding is grand and romantic, there is no need to worry about not being able to book a hotel.

Chen Jing agreed to one of her friends to be her bridesmaid, and they made an appointment to try on the wedding dress together at three o'clock in the afternoon.Because it was a rest, Chen Jing didn't set the alarm clock, she woke up naturally after sleeping, took out her mobile phone to check the time, but saw that there were five or six missed calls on it, all of them were from Zhong Xuan.

During this period of time, Zhong Xuan was going to take the exam, and the two of them had basically interrupted their phone conversation the next day. Now that they called suddenly, it should mean that the other party had already finished the exam.

Chen Jing called back, but the phone was turned off. She wanted to send a message back, but she didn't know what to say, asking her if the exam went well?Or just ask her what she wants to call?After hesitating for a while, nothing came out.

After amnesia, Zhong Xuan has changed a lot from the Zhong Xuan she knew. Now this person is neither the rough and tough annoying guy who always disrupts her life pace by surprise when she first met, nor the careful and careful person after getting together. A considerate, clumsy lover who always finds ways to please her.

It feels like another person, who has no opinions, childish thinking, and mother-in-law, wearing Zhong Xuan's skin, but it's not her.

In fact, Chen Jing also felt that she was going too far. She was too mean to Zhong Xuan. She has forgotten the footprints of growth, these things that constantly enrich a person's thought and character, and of course she can't be exactly the same as before.

Chen Jing knows all these reasons, she told herself more than once, don't be impatient, don't be harsh, it's not her fault that Zhong Xuan became like this, and she doesn't want to be like this - but, can you quickly remember everything from the past , can you quickly remember who I am?I don't want love to be so painful, you have always let me experience the sweetness of love, why do you give me so much bitterness now?

Even Chen Jing felt that she was making trouble out of no reason, but fortunately her self-control was not bad, and she could restrain her emotions and maintain her usual demeanor every time she faced Zhong Xuan.

There are too many occasions where you need to maintain your demeanor, such as working, socializing, and taking wedding photos with the bride.

I don't know if it's because every woman is very strict with her appearance. She is already impeccably beautiful, but she still feels that something is missing.

The bride kept changing her wedding dress. Every time she put on a dress, she stared at the fitting mirror for a long time. She first asked the groom if he looked good, then asked Chen Jing, then asked the waiter, asked all the people who could ask, and finally asked herself in her heart.

Chen Jing has been by the side with the bride, very patient.

After the whole set of wedding photos were taken, it was already the beginning of the lights and the night fell.The three of them went to a nearby restaurant for dinner. When the bride went to the bathroom, the groom joked and said, "You have such a good temper, she always said that I was inconsiderate and impatient, and that if you were a man, you would Married to you, nothing to do with me."

Chen Jing also laughed: "Then shouldn't you be glad that I'm not a man?"

"I'm very glad, but when I was trying on the wedding dress just now, I really couldn't bear it. Are you women so picky?" the groom asked curiously.

"Yes, there is only one time in a lifetime, there is nothing wrong with being picky."

Women are like flowers, when they bloom, of course they all hope that they can be beautiful to the extreme.

Chen Jing didn't take a taxi when she went back. The moonlight is charming tonight, so it's suitable for a walk.She took out her cell phone and made a call to Zhong Xuan while she was in a good mood.

The screen of the phone was pitch black, and it was unknown when the battery ran out. Chen Jing could only put the phone back in her pocket and gave a wry smile.

They always seem to be like this, either you miss it, or I miss it, and in the end, do they become parallel lines by mistake?

Chen Jing turned into a small road, she thought, can she fight for it, go home early, change a battery, and call her before the other party goes to sleep.

Love is not about waiting for a rabbit.

Before ten o'clock, the streets are empty. This is not a commercial area, there are no shops, and naturally there are not many pedestrians. Only the occasional passing vehicles are speeding around, and the headlights sweep across the narrow road, dragging and extending the shadows of the trees on both sides.

I don't know if it's because of nervousness, but Chen Jing felt that there were faint footsteps not far behind her. From just now until now, it seems that someone has been following behind her.

Chen Jing was taken aback by her own thought, and subconsciously turned her head back, but the street lights were too far apart, and one was smashed, so it was impossible to see if there was really someone five or six meters away.

The small gifts piled up in the locker and the flamboyant handwriting on the letters flashed through my mind. I heard that fanatical fans have the habit of following their favorite idols home. I don’t know if it’s true or not.

Chen Jing quickened her pace, but unexpectedly, the toe of her shoe kicked something protruding, tripped, and fell to the ground.

There was no movement behind her. Chen Jing got up from the ground and looked back, but there was still nothing.

No one at all.

Chen Jing laughed, really suspicious.

When she fell, her knee hit the ground and she felt a burning pain. Chen Jing waited for the pain to pass before continuing to move forward slowly.

Walking into the gate of the complex, the whole person finally felt relieved. The guard in the duty room called her and handed her a package and a letter: "Miss Chen, this is for you."

Chen Jing glanced at the sender's name on the envelope and the sender's address with only the words "Xicheng Square" written on it. A chill rose up her spine, and her scalp felt numb.

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