Things to do in Phuket

It's the beginning of spring, and it's still so cold that he has to wrap his coat. Yu Ye has been back to China for half a month. He goes to school locally, and there are still ten days of school, and his life is not good. He dreams every day, feasts and feasts, and there is a wooden door that is always closed .

He has a dazed and gloomy face every day, and he refuses all offers from friends. No one knows what's wrong with him, as if his soul is still lingering in the red light district of Phuket.

Mo Shou could tell that he had something on his mind.

During the time Yu Ye was away from home, Mo Shou performed well. The house was neither stolen nor burned. With his good behavior, he continued to eat and live in his house, and also intended to enlighten the one who had something to worry about. boy.

In the afternoon, Yu Ye returned home from school early. Mo Shou had just thrown the ingredients into the pot when he heard the door ring and realized his mistake.

In the entrance, Yu Ye was taking off his clothes and changing his shoes, Mo Shou went up to him with a kind smile on his face.

"Come back, are you tired?"

Yu Ye glanced at him, ignored him, and went to sit on the sofa on his own. Mo Shou's face smelled bad for a second, and after adjusting for two seconds, he climbed up again, stood behind the sofa, and rubbed Yu Ye's shoulders twice. .

"Study is the hardest thing! Look at your frowning face these days. Didn't you pass the subject?"

Yu Ye lifted Mo Shou's arm impatiently: "What should you do, don't bother me."

Mo Shou resisted not to shave his head, feeling his own kindness in his heart: "Look at you, you are so irritable, you were scolded by your instructor, right?"

"I called your brother."

Afraid that he really wanted to make a call, Mo Shou quickly went around to stop Yu Ye: "Hey, why don't you listen to me, kid! I don't care about you!"

"Please take care of yourself, take care of yourself." Yu Ye said in a low voice.

Mo Shou endured and endured, but he still couldn't hold back, and slapped Yu Ye on the back of the head: "Why did you talk to me! I am your uncle anyway! Don't make me gloomy all day long, what happened to you these days? Are you mad at your father?"

"Don't mention him to me!" Yu Ye frowned and got up to leave, he was too lazy to care about Mo Shou, he especially disliked Uncle Mo Shou, who was less than two months older than himself and liked to rely on his seniority to suppress him.

Unexpectedly, this kid was not a good guide, Mo Shou did not give up, and followed Yu Ye around: "Then something happened to you in Thailand!"

Yu Ye was annoyed, so he rolled his eyes and took out his mobile phone. He was about to call Mo Chenggui, but Mo Shou snatched it up first. He looked at him and asked, "You changed your mobile phone? What about yours?"

"It was robbed." He said, looking at Mo Shou: "Give it to me!"

"Snatched? Such a thrill!"

Thinking of Mo Shou's ink marks, Yu Ye didn't want his cell phone any more. He turned around and walked upstairs, but was grabbed by Mo Shou again and pulled out his trump card: "Your mother, your mother!" Seeing that Yu Ye had stopped, Mo Shou hurriedly said, "You come back I haven't seen your mother yet, I should go see her after all my wishes are paid off, what do you think? I'll also go for a drive along the way...how about it?"

Seeing Mo Shou's cautious and eager look, Yu Ye suddenly lost his breath, smiled lightly and shook his head: "I'm really fine.

Seeing that there was a gap, Mo Shou grabbed Yu Ye again and dragged him down from the stairs: "It's all right, let's go for a drive."

Pulling Yu Ye into the car, Mo Shou, who has always disliked driving, got into the driver's seat, and didn't dare to talk too much, so he turned on the radio to ease the embarrassment.Yu Ye knew that Mo Shou was out of luck, so he pulled out his mother, but what's the use of pulling out his mother, seeing that he was being kicked, it's not that he didn't want to mention Xingxing to others, but he didn't think less about it When he is a little bit, he is afraid to say it out, just thinking about him will make him want to collapse, what he looks at, what he does, it is him, he is everywhere.

At this time, melodious music sounded on the radio, and a deep and hoarse male voice sang an English song. After a few words, Yu Ye felt that he could not bear it any longer. In my mind is the night with the vast starry sky on the boat, and the smiling face of the man looking at me.

Yu Ye didn't dare to think about it anymore.

The monastery where his mother was ordained was still some distance away from the suburbs. It was already night when the two arrived, and the monastery had already declined visitors. After Mo Shou and the young monk who opened the door had to wait for a long time, the two were allowed to enter through the side door and made a long detour When they arrived at the fucking meditation room, Mo Shou knocked on the door and dragged Yu Ye into the room.

Yu Ye didn't come here many times. Compared with the last time, the furnishings in the house haven't changed much. His mother is sitting cross-legged on the bed and chanting scriptures in common clothes. The temperature is a bit low, and the air smells of incense.

"Sister." Mo Shou called out first, and then elbowed Yu Ye.

"..mom."

The rosary in the woman's hand didn't stop for a moment, she seemed to see the two of them, her face was peaceful, and she didn't speak.

Mo Shou pushed Yu Ye by the bed, carefully discerned the subtle expressions on the woman's face, and scratched his head like a cover-up: "You see, Yu Yefei was arguing to see you, so I brought him here...I'll make it easier for you guys Mother and son have a good talk!"

When Mo Shou went out, the woman sighed softly and looked at Yu Ye: "How about it."

Yu Ye nodded first: "I found it, and I also prayed for you."

"You're thinner and darker." The woman twirled her rosary and asked again: "Then how are you?"

Yu Ye paused: "Very good, ready to graduate."

The woman nodded and continued to chant, Yu Ye sat and listened for a while: "Mom...I think..."

"You're an adult now, and I don't have the energy to ask too many questions now. You can decide everything by yourself. Don't lose your conscience...and just don't wrong yourself."

Yu Ye nodded, feeling mixed feelings, turned to look at his mother, her eyes were full of kindness, and her delicate hands gently caressed his face, as if she was about to say a thousand words, but in the end she still didn't say much, just gently smile.

"Go back earlier."

Yu Ye got up obediently, went to the door, opened the door, turned sideways and called his mother again.

The woman nodded, as if she understood everything he hadn't said.At the door, Mo Shou was waiting in front of the stone mountain, surprised that Yu Ye came out so soon, and looking at the expression on Yu Ye's face, he knew that it didn't work with his sister, so he took Yu Ye away with a sigh, and stopped talking to Yu Ye on the way , I just drove with my head depressed, went back to the city, waited for the red light, and then said something to Yu Ye resentfully.

"Your mother still doesn't want to see me."

Yu Ye withdrew his gaze from the window, turned his head to look at Mo Shou: "How should I say it?"

Mo Shou's curly hair was about to cover his eyes, and was blown away by him: "...I lied to her that time, and she never looked me in the eye again, no matter how much I love her and respect her..." He seemed to have found it The person who confided became a little excited: "She is my own sister! If it wasn't because I wanted to protect her, how could I have lied to her! Fortunately, she has become a monk. No one cares about her except you."

After realizing what he said, Yu Ye also sympathized with him. His mother is devoted to kindness, but his father only spares no effort in being a businessman. From his grandfather's standpoint, he is also a right-hand man. He is a wealthy son-in-law, but Yu Ye disdains as much as he wants, and he is even more disgusting with their overt and secret business.

"She understands in her heart." Yu Ye said to Mo Shou.

"Maybe..." Mo Shou held the steering wheel and sighed. The Yuye jeep made him feel very happy to drive with his small body. At this time, his sadness was not so realistic: "Probably everyone is like this. Protect yourself, if you are hurt or deceived, you don’t want to trust others anymore... People are fragile.”

Mo Shou spoke slowly, but Yu Ye was stunned. He suddenly took out his phone and looked for Xing Xing in his contacts. During the time he returned to China, Yu Ye just waited, never disturbed Xing Xing, and without hesitation, he immediately gave Xing Xing Called it, but there was only a mechanical female voice that Yu Ye could not understand.

The fear of losing the star that I felt for the first time filled my mind again.

Yu Ye's hands trembled uncontrollably. He continued to search for Alai in the list. He remembered that he had saved his number, but he couldn't find it. Dropped, that was his first reaction.

Seeing Yu Ye's sudden uneasiness, Mo Shou hurriedly stopped by the side of the road. He had never seen Yu Ye like this before, and he was both shocked and anxious.

Yu Ye, on the other hand, only had fear in his heart.

A few words from Mo Shou made him suddenly understand that Xing Xing, who was lying on his side in the shadow that night, said that he wanted to force himself to believe in him. Rational, afterward, he secretly decided to be tolerant, and secretly thought that being with him was a compromise. What Yu Ye never wanted to admit was that the stars never gave him a sense of stability. Because of the lack of this feeling, he dared not get in touch with the stars deeply. The person who was too tight would leave immediately, but he forgot that he never trusted Xing Xing, he always got along with him with doubts, and even interrupted the person's apologetic narration, the most important thing to maintain the relationship They don't have anything, and when they think about it, it's really full of holes.

Self-righteous and timid, Yu Ye can only describe himself in this way.He thought that he had made a sacrifice, but he never thought that Xing Xing would be lonely with him, he knew that he did not give him trust, he laughed and said that the sheep-herding boy was eaten by wolves in the end, he was just laughing at himself, yes, if No jokes from the start, words taken seriously from the start.

Yu Ye only hoped that there was still time.

After several twists and turns, Yu Ye set foot on Phuket Island in the early morning and came back here again. He went straight to the Jianjiao Building. He couldn't find the entrance of the building. In desperation, he climbed up to the second floor along the pipes and railings, and appeared in his dream The half-month-old wooden door was in front of him. He knocked on the door, but no one came to open it. He knocked and knocked again, comforting himself that maybe he hadn't come home yet. When he turned his eyes, the gray wall beside the door was smeared with blood. , Yu Ye felt a pain in his heart, so he climbed down to the second floor and quickly went to the bar.

The bar street was as lively as ever, but the bar they went to couldn't find any stars or Alai. Yu Ye had lost the slightest target, so he went back downstairs and waited in a daze. He waited all night, After another dazzling morning, the door to the balcony has never been opened.

In the afternoon, Yu Ye went to Chiang Rai again, and Zhang Xing'er became his only hope, but within four hours, his last hope was shattered, the stars disappeared, and he really left.When he returned to Phuket at night, he had to wait downstairs, no matter how long.

He passed the bar street like a walking dead, and was pushed to the ground vigorously in a trance.

The person who jumped at him was like an angry beast, his throat was anxious and hoarse: "Where did he go!! Where did you take him!! I want to kill you! I want to kill you!! He is in Where!! Where!"

Yu Ye struggled to push away the person on his body and stood up, and found that it was the man who was entangled with the stars. At this moment, his face was full of tears, his face was haggard and almost desperate: "...where did you take him, please return him I'll..."

Yu Ye looked at the man vigilantly, apparently he didn't know where Xing Xing was going: "Where is Alai."

For some reason, the man got up and ran when he heard Alai's name, Yu Ye chased after him and grabbed his arm, the man struggled vigorously, Yu Ye pushed him against the corner with all his strength, restrained his hands, and grabbed his back fiercely with the other hand neck, and asked again in a low voice: "Where is Alai."

The man struggled twice and cried out: "Dead! He's dead...he's dead! He died on the operating table three days ago!!"

Yu Ye was stunned, speechless for a moment.

Then his men cried out: "I told you and you told me! Where is he! Where is he!!"

His cries were particularly miserable at night, Yu Ye let go of him, and lowered his hands helplessly: "...how long has he been gone."

Without restraints, the man sat on the ground paralyzed, tears kept streaming down: "Fifteen days.. Fifteen days! Give him back to me.. I can't live without him.. Please! !"

Yu Ye kicked his arm holding his calf away, he couldn't survive, why couldn't he, he didn't know where the stars were.

Yu Ye went back downstairs, and when he looked at the gray wall, he chuckled. Xingxing lied to him again, telling him that the wound on his waist didn't hurt, but this time, he just wanted to find Xingxing and start over.