i am a ghost

A month has passed in the blink of an eye, and the outside world can be seen through the window covered in snow overnight. I really want to go out to see the snow, but I can only think about it in my heart.

Recently, Gu Nian either leaves early and returns late, or spends all day in the basement, causing me to be terribly bored by myself. It feels like I have returned to the old days of wandering around the lake alone.

I started to become easily depressed, and often sneaked in while Gu Nian was going back to his room to sleep in the middle of the night, staring at his thin face in mid-air and staring blankly all night.If he didn't say "good morning" when he woke up and saw me in the morning, I'd be sulking inside the wall all day.

I think I'm in love with him.

I was surprised and excited when I realized this.Originally, as a ghost with no memory, I thought that I would not have strong feelings of love and hate, so I always adopted an ostrich strategy for Gu Nian's love.But now I suddenly want to share my feelings with him.

However, before I could find him, Gu Nian excitedly appeared in front of me and pulled me into the bedroom.As soon as I entered the door, I was shocked. There was a person covered with a thin blanket lying on the bed, who looked exactly like me in the photo.

"This is a Christmas present for you." Gu Nian lowered her eyes and smiled, whispering in my ear.

"What, what is this? My corpse? Why hasn't it rotted?" I stammered and asked him.

"No, this is the new body I made for you. As long as you possess it, you can be reborn." Gu Nian shook his head with a smile, took my hand and walked to the bed, he grabbed my hand and pressed it There should be no sense of touch between the eyebrows with a body, but for no reason, I felt a chill in my fingers.

"Concentrate." Gu Nian pressed the center of my brow with the other hand.

I looked at Gu Nian anxiously, only to find that his intact eye, not covered by bangs, was wandering restlessly, as if he didn't know where I was.

Before I had time to think about it, a strong sense of dizziness hit me in an instant, everything around me began to twist and spin, and the violent impact made me close my eyes.

After a few seconds, my consciousness returned to clarity. I opened my eyes cautiously, feeling my body was unusually heavy, and there was a sense of oppression on my back that I had never felt before. When I raised my eyes, a warm palm was covering my forehead.

"Ah..." I opened my mouth, feeling the slight twitch of my facial muscles and the tremor of my vocal cords.

"Success! Qingyue! Qingyue!" Gu Nian shouted my name excitedly, and rushed to hug my new body.This strange and familiar sense of restraint made me excited, and I raised my arms to hug him with difficulty. My body was a little limp, but it was completely different from the previous feeling of powerlessness. I could really feel the beating of my heart and the blood. The gallop and the power in every muscle.

Gu Nian leaned slightly and looked at me and asked nervously, "How is it? Is there something uncomfortable? Can you sit up?"

I immediately pressed my backhand on the mattress and propped up tremblingly with all my strength.

With a strong desire to challenge in my heart, I simply grabbed Gu Nian's arm and slowly moved my body to roll under the bed.

The stimulation brought by the soles of my feet touching the cold floor made me tremble with excitement. Gu Nian carefully supported me and let me stand up with strength.

The blanket slid to the ground, my knees trembled uncontrollably, but the feeling under my feet was so touching that I couldn't help but take a few steps forward.

It's a pity that I didn't quite get used to it after all, I softened before taking two steps and was caught by Gu Nian.

"Gu Nian, thank you! You are amazing!" I hugged him tightly, unable to express my gratitude.

Gu Nian didn't answer, I raised my head, only to see him staring at a certain place, and following that scorching gaze, I discovered a shameful fact.

I am naked!

"Don't look!" I covered his eyes angrily, feeling the heat on my face, "Didn't you make this body! Why are you so excited!"

Gu Nianyu smiled: "One is an empty shell and the other is a living person, how can it be the same?" But he still put me back on the bed.

I quickly pulled up the quilt to cover myself, raised my eyes and asked him: "What was my ghost form like before? Did I still bring my own clothes?"

Gu Nian shook his head: "I can't see clearly, it's like through frosted glass, very blurry"

That's it. In fact, I used to feel this way when I looked at my own body, so I wondered, how did Gu Nian manage to recognize me and even make a fuss?

Before I could ask a question, Gu Nian had already automatically answered: "But as long as it's you, I can feel every part."

No matter how you hear this, it's awkward.

"Qingyue," Gu Nian stretched out his hand to cover my cheek, his palm was cold, "Don't give up your life casually in the future."

"Hmm." I nodded vigorously.

"You don't know how desperate I was during that time...I love you so much, how could you leave me." Gu Nian's eyes were a little red.

I am full of guilt, and I don't know why I committed suicide before. If I can, I really want to go back to the past and persuade myself to cherish life.

"That will never happen again," I said firmly, "because I love you too."

Gu Nian was stunned for a moment, then approached me eagerly and asked, "Did you remember anything?"

I blinked: "No. But since I fell in love with you before, what's so strange about falling in love again after I die?"

Gu Nian didn't say anything, and kissed my lips directly, this time I didn't resist, I opened my mouth and let the tip of his tongue invade my mouth and stir it wantonly.

Gu Nian kissed for a long time, until I was almost suffocated before leaving, panting and said: "Your body... still needs to get used to it for a while, I don't want to break it now. So wait for me, okay?" After speaking, he rushed in bathroom.

I realized what he meant, and shyly got into the quilt.

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