I wish for a long time

Qi Shaoan, the one I like is you...

I like... it's you...

It's you……

His cheeks turned red at a visible speed, Qi Shaoan's body trembled, and his right hand was clenched into a fist.

She never thought that this person already had such thoughts.

The stone that was once thrown into the lake, after falling for a few months, finally caused a circle of ripples.

Little by little, rippling.

Qi Shao'an slowly raised her head, and it fell into those clear eyes, she didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Ye Jiu looked at her eyes that were as cold as the moon, and she seemed to have some different emotions at this moment, and she suddenly felt uneasy in her heart.

It's more than uneasy, it's almost fucking jumping out.

Her hands were also shaking, so she didn't notice the slight trembling of the white jade hand in her palm.

Qi Shaoan took a deep breath, calmed down, and let go of Ye Jiu's hand.

Ye Jiu was startled, this means...

Bitterness suddenly appeared in her heart, isn't the answer obvious.

Sure enough, it cannot be said.

Ye Jiu clenched his lower lip, and there was a faint soreness in his eye sockets, as if something was about to burst out.

Qi Shaoan didn't look at her, so he missed the pain in her eyes.She faced the river and put her hands on the pillars.

After a moment of warmth, a trace of thin cold came from the palm, along the veins, and flowed into the five viscera and lungs.

Qi Shaoan glanced at his hands and held back the tears in his eyes.

No matter how hot the sun is, it still can't warm a piece of white stone.

Even if it is shrouded in warmth and light all day long, so what.

Because it is cold in itself.

Qi Shao'an smiled wryly, and shifted his gaze to the surface of the river.

At this time, the setting sun is swaying and sparkling.

Seeing that she didn't say a word, Ye Jiu turned his head sideways, and what caught his eyes instantly was her profile face bathed in red light.

The exquisite facial features are three-dimensional, and it seems to have turned on the tenth level of beauty, and added a circle of background blur.

She was a little dazed, and the bitterness just now seemed to be forgotten in her mind. At this time, her eyes and mind were full of the standing figure of the woman in front of her.

People come and go, complicated and quiet.

Countless colors flowed around, but none of that light blue was stained at all.

After a long time, the thin lips parted slightly, and the voice that flowed out was as ethereal as the wind:

"I am a man from hell, surrounded only by darkness and swamps."

"Even if you look like a human being, there is poison in your bones."

"To touch is to die, to suffer is to be cold."

She turned around, looked at Ye Jiu, and smiled brightly: "Aren't you afraid of me like this?"

afraid?

Ye Jiu looked at her and suddenly sneered.

"Afraid, of course I'm afraid."

"Everyone is afraid of death, and I'm not a god, so how can I not be afraid."

The smile on Qi Shao'an's face didn't diminish, but those wet-stained eyes instantly dimmed their brilliance.

Yes, no one is a god, and no one is obliged to lose himself for a person, to be infinitely tolerant.

She slightly shifted her gaze a little, staring at the stained skirt of the person in front of her.

A dirty piece of dirt sticks to the clean white fabric, making it particularly eye-catching.

Just like you and me today.

Sooner or later you have to wash away the filth all over your body.

And I don't want to be your stain.

She took a deep breath, her heart was like a cocoon, spreading to her limbs, not pain, but cold.

Bitter cold.

Her body trembled slightly, uncontrollably, and the nightmare buried deep in her heart almost became a conditioned reflex to escape from control.

No matter how long it has passed, it still hurts like skin and bones.

She closed her eyes and clenched her teeth.

Even if the tiles are broken, I don't want to stain your lintel.

However, in the next second, a softness suddenly hit from both sides, and with the few sandalwood, it carefully wrapped all the dilated pores.

The clamoring cold greedily devours the warmth that hits the face, but the warmth is like the bright sun, velvety, endless.

"But I'm even more afraid that you won't give me a chance to get close to you."

The warm voice rang in my ears, like a stream flowing into a river, and finally flowing into a vast ocean.

She fluttered her eyelashes, her eyes were hazy, and she couldn't see the passing crowd and street scene clearly.

"You are so strong that you don't leave any room for it. I'm afraid that no matter how hard I try, I won't be able to reach your heart."

"The mountains are so far away and the water is so long. I'm afraid that I won't be able to take care of you forever."

"You're so smart, I'm afraid it will lower your IQ."

"I'm afraid that if you are such a good cabbage, if you are crushed by this pig, I will be trampled to death by other pigs."

"I'm afraid that if you, a little fairy like you, hang on my crooked neck tree, I will be dug up by the roots."

Qi Shaoan burst out laughing, straightened up from her arms, and cast a glance at her.

This man is really out of tune at all times.

Ye Jiu raised his hand to wipe away the teardrops from the corners of her eyes, looked at her relaxed face, raised his lips and chuckled:

"I will always remember that there was a stubborn girl who would get up early to cook noodles for a guy who forgot to eat."

"This girl can only cook noodles, but she is willing to get into the kitchen and learn how to cook for that guy. As a result, she can't tell the difference between salt and sugar."

A red cloud climbed up the cheeks of the woman in front of her, Qi Shaoan glared at her and turned her head away.

Really, what are you talking about?

Ye Jiu hooked the corners of his lips, and the brows were soft.

"Besides, she waits for this wild horse to come home every day, worrying that this horse will accidentally enter someone else's pen, and always stays late at night."

"The horse kicked after drinking too much, and she didn't get angry, but silently took care of her all night."

"And that time when I was ill, I didn't sleep for two nights, and I almost fell ill myself."

"This horse reacts too slowly, wasting a lot of time."

"But fortunately, the horse finally got the hang of it."

She paused, with tears in her eyes, and a bright smile: "She likes this girl."

Qi Shaoan frowned, swallowed subconsciously, and her heart beat like a drum.

A hint of cunning suddenly flashed in Ye Jiu's eyes:

"And this girl also said that she likes leaves."

"So it's so obvious."

Qi Shao'an turned his head instantly, just about to say that I didn't, but looked at Ye Jiu with his head down in surprise, and took out something from his bosom.

Ye Jiu took the handkerchief close to his heart in his hand, and clenched it like nostalgia.

"Look, I keep all the evidence well."

Qi Shaoan was stunned for a few moments, blinked away the blur in his eyes, and reached out to take it.

Warm touch, although a little dirty, there are even two water splashes.

"It's been with me forever."

"Just like you."

Qi Shao'an gradually clenched the silk handkerchief in his hand, the clear scene in front of him was blurred again, and tears fell to the corners one by one.

Her back slightly curled up, and her forehead lightly pressed against Ye Jiu's chest.

"My little girl, in fact, can protect others."

"Protected, very good, very good."

"Always."

Ye Jiu raised his hand, and gently wrapped his arms around the silently trembling person in front of him, his thin lips slightly raised with a smile, and tears flowed down with the trembling:

"She didn't have that much warmth, but she gave me all the tenderness she had."

"Qi Shao'an."

"Even if it's hell, it's a swamp, but with me in the future, I will never let you go alone."

Qi Shaoan shrugged his shoulders, grasped the skirt of her chest with both hands, and buried his head on her collarbone.

Ye Jiu hugged her waist, his arms wrapped her tightly in his arms.

Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, what could I give her?

Apart from this warmth, I can't give anything.

She couldn't even say "forever".

Everyone is betting, betting with God, if you win the bet, you will stay together for the rest of your life, if you don't win the bet, both sides will suffer.

But isn't that what love really looks like?

What is the meaning of a love that can predict the future.

It's like knowing the ending of the story in advance, who wants to feel the process seriously.

"Forever" is a belief. I love you at this moment, and I am willing to love you at the next moment.

At this moment, there are still many next moments. I take this step well, and then I take the next step well, one step after another, and I have gone through a lifetime.

Ye Jiu pressed his cheek against her hair, absorbing her fragrance.

Little girl, you can always make people feel at ease.

And Qi Shao'an, who was nestled in her arms, calmed down a little, loosened her skirt, and stretched out his hand to flatten it for her.

Qi Shaoan took a step back, raised her red eyes, let the tears fall from her side, and just looked at her straight.

Ye Jiu's heart skipped a beat, and he involuntarily caressed her cheek with his hand, wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Shao'an, you have the right to refuse."

Qi Shao'an was stunned for a moment when he heard the words, then smiled lightly, his brows and eyes curved: "Ye Jiu, do you still remember your identity?"

Ye Jiu's heart skipped a beat, identity?

She looked at the seriousness in Qi Shaoan's eyes, and her heart suddenly felt sour.

It turns out that it was talking about the identity of a woman...

Ye Jiu put down his hand dejectedly, his brows were gloomy and bitter.

My heart has never hurt so much.

It hurts more than losing a hundred million.

Because there is no one billion.

And just now, she thought she had it.

Ye Jiu resisted the soreness in his eye sockets, turned his head away, and said shyly, "I don't know."

She smiled bitterly: "I am a woman."

"A woman like you."

A sarcastic smile bloomed at the corner of her mouth, she looked at the warm sun at the end of the river, her whole body was cold.

Qi Shao'an looked at her indifference that instantly rejected others thousands of miles away, a smile suddenly appeared in his brows and eyes.

She reached out with both hands and pulled her head back, forcing her to meet her own gaze.

Ye Jiu resisted a little, his eyes were lowered and his lips were tightly pursed.

Qi Shao'an smiled helplessly, and said in a clear voice:

"As long as you know."

Ye Jiu froze for a moment, then looked up at her.

Qi Shaoan smiled slightly, her voice was a little ethereal:

"I hope that wild horse doesn't like the person in front of her out of sympathy, unwarranted responsibility, or...illusion."

Ye Jiu hurriedly said, "I'm not..."

The rest of the voice was blocked by a finger, Qi Shao'an pressed her fingertips against her lips, and shook his head lightly.

"I can't love anymore."

Ye Jiu felt like falling into an ice cave in his heart.

I can't love anymore...

what do you mean...

Qi Shao'an withdrew the finger that was touching his lips, and suddenly leaned forward, looking at Ye Jiu's eyes that were suddenly dim and even a little dodgy, he bent his lips and smiled.

Like the breeze in the mountains in March, like the early sun on the seashore in July.

Cool yet soft, the silence can hardly hide the waves.

"But if that person is you..."

"I'd like to give it a try."

The author has something to say: With a breath of old air, they are finally together.

I feel sorry for Shao'an, and I also feel sorry for Ye Zi.

Good luck.

There are still about ten chapters left in the Yuncheng chapter, and a new life is about to begin, come on~

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