I wish for a long time

Isn't this the pouch she asked Lian Qing to mend? ?

How did it get into Shao'er's hands?

The shock in Ye Jiu's eyes gradually turned into panic, she was momentarily at a loss for words, not knowing where to start to explain.

"You... how did you..."

"How do I have this?"

When Qi Shaoan saw her surprised face, he understood everything.

She smiled with the corners of her lips pulled, and looked at Ye Jiu with complicated eyes.

Even if Ajiu showed a little puzzled expression, at least she could convince herself that Ajiu didn't know.

However, no.

She even avoided her gaze.

Qi Shaoan felt sad, and she handed over the pouch with a very soft voice: "Don't you want to explain?"

Ye Jiu took it, and his whole body became tense, and his voice was a little hasty: "Shao... Shao'er, I... I drank a little too much that day, maybe I accidentally dropped it into the fire, so I gave it to you." burn--"

Qi Shaoan narrowed her eyes, chuckled lightly, and interrupted her, "Accidentally?"

She bent her lips and tilted her head to look at Ye Jiu, "Lian Qing said that, Lu Lin said that, even you said that..."

"So, you guys have a good deal?"

Ye Jiu was dumbfounded, "Shang...discuss?"

Where would she go to discuss with others?Besides, what is there to discuss?

Qi Shaoan's eyes fell on the pouch in her hand, and asked again, "But you asked Lianqing to embroider it again?"

Ye Jiu looked at the pouch in her hand, and suddenly felt something different. She looked carefully, and found that this pouch had changed a lot from her original one.

Ye Jiu had a look of disbelief, and she stuttered, "I asked her to embroider, but..."

How did you become such a ghost?

The temperature in Qi Shao'an's eyes suddenly dropped, she felt that today everything was stepping on her fate one by one.

"Do you remember when I gave you the hair knot bag?"

Ye Jiu pursed his lips, and the picture in his memory returned to Lancang County that day, she and Shao'er sat on the bed, each side, making these two hair knot bags together.

And that night, they had a touch beyond the soul.

Ye Jiu suddenly fell silent.

This hair knot bag has very different meanings to the two of them. It can be said that it represents the unreserved delivery of each other.

Ye Jiu felt that she had nothing to justify, this was the second time she had lost this pouch.

Not only lost, but completely destroyed.

Ming Ming Shao'er told herself not to lose it again, but she still made it like this.

At that time, she was afraid that Shao'er would be sad and sad when she found out, but she didn't expect that it only made her sadder and sadder in the end.

Ye Jiu took a deep breath, squeezed the pouch in his hand, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

A mistake is a mistake, even if there are thousands of reasons, it cannot change the current facts.

Qi Shaoan snorted softly when she heard the words, but felt her heart go cold, she couldn't help but took a small step back, and tears slowly overflowed from the eyes that looked at Ye Jiu.

"Is it true that I have become a dispensable person in your heart?"

When she thought of Ajiu hanging out in brothels and tiles these days, coming back either exhausted or drunk, and unwilling to talk to herself, she felt as if a knife was being scraped one after another in her heart.

"how come!"

Ye Jiu raised his head abruptly, and met Qi Shaoan's tear-filled eyes. She was so distressed that she stretched out her hand to embrace her.

However, before her fingertips touched Qi Shaoan's clothes, she saw Qi Shaoan suddenly take a step back.

Ye Jiu was stunned for a moment, holding his arms around him, and froze in the air.

Shao'er, escaped?

Qi Shao'an bit her lip, looking at Ye Jiu's hurt expression, her heart was a little soft, but she was stubborn and didn't turn her head away from looking at her, and said with a choked voice:

"Why not? How many things have you kept from me these days, and how many things do I not know?"

Qi Shao'an murmured again: "To share weal and woe, never to lie..."

She raised her head and looked at Ye Jiu, "Is it just to tease me?"

Ye Jiu looked at Qi Shaoan's cold eyes with resentment, and the tip of his nose was a little sore.

Apart from this matter, why have I ever lied to her?

But it seems that in Shao'er's heart, he has become the person who has done many despicable and outrageous deeds without telling her.

Ye Jiu withdrew his hand, squeezed his fist, lowered his head, resisting the tears in his eyes, and said softly:

"Shao'er, aren't you going to explain to Mr. Xie?"

Qi Shao'an looked at her for a moment, with disbelief in her eyes, she didn't expect Ye Jiu to ask Xie Changze so bluntly, let alone ask at this time.

So, she insisted that she lied to her?

A trace of grievance flashed in Qi Shao'an's eyes, but she turned her head away, not to expose her thoughts to Ye Jiu, and said in a deep voice, "What do you want to know?"

Seeing her nonchalant and unabashed appearance, Ye Jiu rushed to Tianling Gai with the depression that had been pent up in her heart for a long time. She tried her best to keep her voice steady:

"What do I want to know?"

"Okay, I want to know why you lost your mind when Miss Xie's family came that day?"

"I want to know what is the origin of that sentence written in your book?"

"I still want to know...why did you go to Yurou Pavilion..."

Qi Shao'an was dumbfounded by Ye Jiu's series of questions, she was stunned for a while, and then she came to her senses, wondering, "Jade Rouge?"

What does it have to do with Xie Changze whether she goes to Yurou Pavilion or not?

Seeing that she didn't understand, Ye Jiu took out a piece of paper from his bosom and handed it to her, frowning and said:

"Don't tell me you forgot."

Qi Shaoan felt puzzled, and stretched out her hand to take it. When she saw the words on it, her face turned pale all of a sudden.

Her hand holding the paper trembled a little, "So Dong Fei appeared in Yurou Pavilion today, and you sent... to follow me?"

Qi Shao'an was already smart, so after thinking about it for a while, he made it clear.

It turns out that Ajiu not only found out early on, but also suspected that she had private meetings with others, and even sent someone to monitor her whereabouts?

Qi Shao'an only felt a thunderbolt in her head, she would never have thought that Ye Jiu had already distrusted herself, but she was still foolishly afraid that this past incident would offend her.

It turned out that I was the stupidest one.

But Ye Jiu heard that everything was inappropriate today, so why did her family, Shao'er, pick a side door to attack?

She heaved a long sigh, it was hard to explain the matter, it was true that Dong Fei was sent by her, but how could it be possible to monitor her.

"Shao'er, am I that unbearable in your heart?"

Qi Shao'an looked at Ye Jiu's slightly drooping face, the sense of bewilderment in front of the mansion suddenly reappeared at that time, and she fell into deep thought for a moment.

Has Ajiu really... changed?

In the past, the person who worked hard at the end of the day has now become strategic, and sometimes can even be described as wily and calculating. The things she is involved in are getting wider and wider, and her mind will change because of it.

Will... fall in love with someone else again?

As soon as this thought came out, Qi Shao'an felt his heart ache, numb and sore, entangled with his chest, and he couldn't breathe for a while.

She remembered the name that Ajiu called out countless days ago when he was drunk.

It's been so long that I almost forgot the existence of such a person.

It was so long that she thought that she would be the one that Ajiu would never erase from her heart.

But, that person, wasn't he also used to be like himself.

Qi Shao'an's heart was getting colder and colder, as cold as ice three feet thick, and there was a hint of air-conditioning.She lowered her head, suppressing the tears in her eyes, and said in a low voice:

"Then what kind of existence do I have in your heart?"

Ye Jiu didn't care about her grievances after hearing this, but felt that Qi Shaoan's appearance was a bit scary, so she said quickly:

"Of course it is the most special existence, I only like you."

When Qi Shao'an heard the words, she felt an unknown fire in her heart. She raised her head and sneered, "I only like it? Then tell me, who is Ziqin?"

Ye Jiu was stunned for a moment, huh? ?

What kind of Ziqin are you talking about? ?

"Shao'er, why did you suddenly mention her?"

Qi Shaoan took a deep breath, trying to calm himself down.She just thought that Ajiu was once full of eyes on another woman, doing the same thing as when she was with her, and her heart swelled and felt uncomfortable.

She suppressed the soreness in her throat, and said coldly: "Who did you like, maybe you have forgotten it."

Ye Jiu listened to her words, stared at her straight, and it took him a long time to realize that these words were spoken by the usually soft girl in front of him.

She thought that what she had done was obvious enough, and she wished she could show her heart, but in the end, nothing seemed enough.

Ye Jiu didn't know what it was like, as if the seasoning table was overturned, there were all kinds of smells.She took a few breaths repeatedly, and her voice was low:

"Yes, I admit that I once loved a girl, just like I love you now, I have."

Qi Shao'an felt her heart was smashed to pieces, and her hand holding the hem of the skirt turned white and trembled. Although she thought about it, she heard Ajiu say it with her own ears, and it would be a lie if she said she wasn't sad.

She suddenly had to laugh at herself.

But what right do I have to be sad, I am a person who has died once, my existence is dragging her down, so what are you forcing?

Qi Shaoan turned his back, and the tears that he had endured for a long time finally overflowed his eyes and gathered on his chin.

Seeing that she didn't want to talk to him, Ye Jiu couldn't help but smiled wryly. She fixedly looked at Qi Shaoan's back, and said almost word for word:

"But after I said the phrase 'I like you' to you, I only have you in my heart."

Ye Jiu took a deep breath, "In this life, as long as you want me, I will never leave you."

After she finished speaking, she turned her head quickly, and the accumulated tears were thrown out with the movement of turning her head, splashing on the floor.

Ye Jiu felt that she had never been so tired, no matter when she was slandered by everyone, or when she was forced to socialize, she never frowned.

However, Shao'er's distrust caused the emotions she had accumulated for many days to collapse instantly, as if the gate had been opened, and she kept leaking out.

She thought she was doing the right thing, but in the end she found out that it was just her thinking.

Ye Jiu felt that continuing to talk at this time would only make the two of them feel worse, and she also wanted to stop the restlessness of her mind, which was as messy as a beehive.

The two had their backs to each other, and when Qi Shaoan heard Ye Jiu's emotional words, he gradually softened, but with so many things in front of him, he was hesitating how to face her.

At this moment, Ajiu's deep and hoarse voice sounded in the room:

"Let's all calm down, don't let these meaningless little things ruin our hard-won love."

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