I wish for a long time

Ye Jiu paused.

She was a little overwhelmed and didn't know what to say, as if saying anything now was superfluous.

If Qi An, who was dressed in white, looked like a refined fairy before, then now, this fairy has been laid down in the mortal world.

It seemed that she could only accompany this wounded fairy, drinking bowl after bowl, as if she could only taste it but was half sad.

"Qi An, heh, what Qi An."

"My real name is Qi Shao'an, from Yangzhou."

Ye Jiu's heart trembled.

According to conventional logic... there should be some explosion information below...

as predicted……

Qi An put down the wine bowl, looked at the edge of the wall in the distance, and said slowly:

"In the 16th year of Zhengyuan, my father was appointed as the left servant of the Ministry of officials and transferred to Beijing."

"In the 19th year of the Zhengyuan period, my father was promoted to be the Minister of the Ministry of Officials and Tong Zhongshu, the third rank of the official residence."

"It was supposed to be a happy event for Guangyao's lintel, but I didn't want to go and never come back."

Ye Jiu stared blankly at her pouring wine continuously, draining it, pouring it again, drinking it again.At first, she only thought that Qi An should be from a wealthy family, but she never expected that she was actually the daughter of an official family. From this, it seems that the official is not young.

"Later, in the 21st year of Zhengyuan, that is, last year."

"The crown prince and the third prince are getting more and more wings, and partisan disputes are inevitable. However, the father was wooed by the prince and set up a grand banquet, but unexpectedly, the third prince reversed the army. If the plan failed, he was trapped in a cocoon. After the Dongchuang incident, the emperor was furious, and the prince was forced Imprisoned in the Eastern Palace."

Qi An's voice was steady and unremarkable, as if he was just talking about an old news from another family.But Ye Jiu heard it clearly, her cold voice trembled slightly.

"And the people involved in the case are accused of forming a party to seek rebellion and ransacking their homes."

"Father and eldest brother were implicated and sentenced to beheading, the men in the family were distributed, and the women's family members lost their officials."

"With one careless move, the whole game is lost."

"One wrong step, one wrong step."

The wine bowl in Ye Jiu's hand almost frightened him, and he froze in place.

At this time, she really wanted someone to explain to her what Qi An said just now, she failed in history, my dear, it was all in the air.

Qi An squinted at her stupid look, and snorted coldly: "How about it, do you regret saving me now? That's right, I am the daughter of a criminal minister to the letter. You have offended a big trouble."

After finishing speaking, he didn't care what she thought, and went on to say:

"My father's gamble cost the lives of the whole family. He has committed an unforgivable crime in Sheji, but he owes nothing to his wife."

"I still remember being naughty when I was a child. My second brother and I accidentally fell into the water. My father was so anxious that he didn't dare to close his eyes for days and nights, and stayed by our bedside all the time."

"We woke up later, but he collapsed from exhaustion."

Qi An's eyes were as crystal clear as water, and his eyes filled with glistening.

"Father only married his mother in his life, and he will never change until his death."

"My mother also gave birth to three children for my father. The eldest brother is humble and steady, the second brother is straightforward and free-spirited, and there is one... who they regard as a treasure, Shao'er."

Qi An lowered his head, clutched the wine bowl tightly, his body shook violently, and there was a suppressed cry hidden in the sound of insects.

Ye Jiu's heart was stuffy.

Treat it like a treasure...

How sad it would be for her family to see her in this situation.

She hesitated for a few moments, and gently held Qi An's tightly clenched fist.

"On the day my father and eldest brother were beheaded, my mother committed suicide in the mansion and went with them. Later, when the government came, my second brother was arrested, and I, heh, became a slave in the government."

Qi An brushed away Ye Jiu's obstructive hand, picked up the wine bowl again, and drank another bowl.

"The government sold us to a private government to fill the national treasury."

"After that, it will look like what you saw."

She pushed the wine bowl forward forcefully, and several plates and bowls on the table shattered to the ground.She propped herself up and threw herself in front of Ye Jiu. Before Ye Jiu could be surprised, she grabbed his collar tightly.

Qi An's eyes were full of anger, he gritted his teeth and said, "Why do you stop me from dying! Do you know how those beasts treated me?"

"You don't know, you don't know anything, you only force me according to your ideas..."

Qi An closed his eyes, two lines of tears flowed down his face, Ye Jiu's heart ached so badly, but he clenched his teeth, not daring to let out his breath.

……

"Boss, this girl looks so damn good..." A skinny man with mischievous eyebrows quietly walked up to the man with a big belly, and motioned him to look aside with his eyes.

"Huh?" The man turned his head in doubt, and saw a woman curled up under a tree with her knees buried, her face buried in her knees, and she couldn't see her face clearly.

"Let's go and have a look."

The man strode up to the woman, grabbed her hair and forced her to look up. The woman fell to the side in pain and raised her head.

"Hiss..." The man took a breath, his eyes revealing surprise.

The woman lacked water and food for a long time, her lips were chapped, her face was pale, and there were a few dirt spots on her face, but this did not stop her beautiful appearance. The man's gaze gradually changed from surprise to hot and greedy.

"Good job, reward." The man looked at the lean man approvingly.

The thin man understood, grabbed the woman and walked towards the woods.The man with a belly looked around and walked in with his heels up.

"What are you doing! Let me go!" The woman tried to break free from the man's grip, but she didn't want to be slapped back by the man.

"Shut up your motherfucker!"

"Boss," the thin man called out while pressing the woman to the ground, "how is this place?"

The man with the belly nodded, and switched positions with the lean man. He suppressed the woman's legs, while the lean man grabbed the woman's hands above his head.

Seeing this situation, the woman knew that she was doomed, she looked sad, and was about to bite her tongue to keep her innocence, but her jaw was clamped by a big hand.

"You fucking want to commit suicide! No way!" The skinny man tore off a piece of cloth from the woman's prison cloak and stuffed it into the woman's mouth. Feeling puzzled, he slapped her several times.

"Want to die? Hehe, I'll let you see with your own eyes today, how I play with you!"

The woman was speechless, with blue veins on her forehead bursting out, and tears gushing like springs. Even though she struggled desperately, she couldn't resist the man's strength. She watched her clothes being torn and her legs forced to bend. Spread to the scalp without warning.

"Yo, I'm still a baby!" The man with the belly looked up in surprise, and the thin man swallowed.

"It's really a treasure!"

The man's obscene laughter exploded in the woman's ears. She couldn't remember how many times she died of pain, and how many times she was woken up again. She only felt that she had entered a white fairyland, and there was no pain in her body. She saw her father Waving to herself in front, she wiped away her tears indiscriminately, and ran towards him.

"Boss, this bitch seems to be out of breath."

"Drag her to the woods, a group of sin slaves, no one cares about the death of one and a half."

"Okay, you guys, come with me."

……

Ye Jiu looked at the precarious girl in front of him, put down his wine bowl, and carefully wrapped his arms around her waist, as if he was touching a fragile doll.

There was still a weak weeping sound, Qi An bit his lower lip, closed his eyes tightly, not to let himself cry out.After a long time, she pushed away the person who was holding her, and staggered to her feet.

Ye Jiu was stunned, and looked up at her.

"Do you remember that you asked me that day if you would like to travel all over thousands of mountains and swim all over thousands of rivers."

Qi An turned around obliquely, turned his back to Ye Jiu, and walked forward.

"I want to, why don't I want to, but you know, every time I close my eyes, the faces of those beasts appear alternately in front of my eyes, every sentence, every sound, erodes my nerves."

"What can I do, what can I do."

Ye Jiu looked at her thin back, forgot words and actions, just stared blankly.

"Don't worry, I won't seek death again."

"Now the life and death of the second elder brother is unknown. If I die, he will be heartbroken."

Ye Jiu didn't feel much relieved after hearing this, Qi An actually didn't give up seeking death, she just postponed the time of death.

But... at least she still has the will to live, doesn't she, then there is still hope.

After a long time, she let out a breath.

"I'll accompany you."

Qi An tilted his head slightly, with a slight smile from the corner of his mouth.Looking at a bright moon in the night sky, he stretched out his hand, as if wanting to touch it.

I saw her suddenly move the lotus steps lightly, a pair of plain hands stretched out from the sleeves, the skirt fluttered, she appeared like a fairy, standing proud of the world.

Just danced on his own.

Ye Jiu patted his swollen head, rested his head on the low table, found a comfortable place, and quietly looked at the women in the courtyard.

The woman under the moon sometimes lowers her eyebrows and raises her wrists, sometimes lightly stretches her cloud hands, with a clean face and white shirt, lingering tactfully.

Qi An danced smoothly, and Ye Jiu was fascinated by it.

Her steps were sometimes fast and sometimes slow, and her figure was a little shaky due to drunkenness.

There is no harmony with the sound of the piano, no colorful skirts, only Ye Jiu who can't understand dance.

In fact, it doesn't matter, Qi An jumped for himself.

She just chose a way to vent the pain in her heart.

It doesn't matter whether you understand it or not, it doesn't matter who sees it, it doesn't even matter what is around or where it is.

She is immersed in her own world.

It was dark all around, only myself, exposed to the light.

Ye Jiu couldn't see the lightness of her dancing posture, what she saw was Qi An's lonely and stubborn figure, and what she felt was her desperation and starry expression.

Her tears flowed wantonly with Qi An's dancing.

How should I put it, Qi An at this time is like a little hedgehog that has been hurt so much, after curling up and licking his wound, even though he lingered a few times, he finally opened his soft belly again, Try to embrace the world that hurt her so much.

Qi An may be the bravest person she has ever met.

Ye Jiu quietly changed his posture, raised one hand and put it on his forehead, trying to cover up the shaking of his body.

A slight blush crept up his cheeks, and Qi An's footsteps gradually became messy.

At this time, the moonlight was thick, and one person in the courtyard was dancing to pieces, and the other was crying heartbroken.

The author has something to say: I was devastated when I wrote this chapter...including not knowing how to deal with Xiaoqi's psychology...she needs to be hurt bit by bit Slowly fill it back, and therefore, the rhythm of these chapters will be relatively slow, and the emotional line will have to be drawn slowly, and there will be no such things as seeing each other very quickly... It needs a slow pace. The process of penetration.

The point is, those bastards in the back will be retaliated. Don't worry, everyone, the 400-meter sword is ready, guaranteed to be smashed.

By the way, this article is divided into two parts, the first is the article about commoners in Yuncheng, and the later will be the article about entering the court in Beijing. Because there are some character settings that ordinary people cannot touch, so the pitfalls have to be filled in.

Finally, I would like to thank the little cuties who have been supporting me these days. I am really grateful. It is the first time you post a post. Every comment and collection of yours has given me great encouragement, and it is also the motivation for me to continue. I will work hard and compete again heart~~~

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9.22 Supplement

Some people say that women in ancient times couldn't live after encountering such a thing, and this thunder is completely unnecessary or even impossible.

In fact, what I want to say is that this is exactly the original intention of my writing this article.It is precisely because what I have seen and heard is so, I hope that there is such a person who can break through the shackles and prejudices, live, and even live a more exciting life than ordinary people.

Some people say that this is selling miserably, to set off Ye Jiu's nobility.May I ask if everything Ye Jiu did from beginning to end changed Qi Shaoan's mind?

Actually not.

Qi Shaoan finally gave up suicide for the sake of her second brother. If she had no relatives now, Ye Jiu couldn't stop her at all.Ye Jiu just gave her a more gentle environment, giving her a chance to lick her wounds.In the end, the only one who saved Qi Shaoan was herself.

How should I put it, Qi Shaoan's belief in living began with his second brother and ended with Ye Jiu.

Ye Jiu and Qi Shao'an are two parallel lines, they both achieve a better life through their own efforts, one is self-made, and the other is to earn their way out of the quagmire.The reason why the two of them can come together is because they are so similar. They used to be the same helpless, struggled the same, and finally moved forward silently.

In the whole article, Qi Shaoan is my favorite and dearest, so I will not abuse for the sake of abuse. I hope that what you can see is her transformation of being strong and forbearing.

That's all for now, good morning everyone.

Pick up my two records in the early morning.