I wish for a long time

Before noon, there was an occasional breeze, which was still cool.

Qi An, who was leaning on the head of the bed, looked at the tiles in his hand, silently in a daze.

The past is like a revolving lantern, and scenes are circling in my mind.

What kind of day was that, she chuckled lightly, desperately?You can't live but you can't die?It was purgatory, the demons in the world, haunting her like a nightmare, day and night, she was almost unable to hold on.How unfair the world is, leaving her alone to suffer, it would be great if she died that day, so she wouldn't have to suffer like this every day.

Ye Jiu.

Self righteous guy.

You pulled me back from the brink of death, but threw me into the boundless sea of ​​suffering.I am in pain, and you are not feeling well, so why bother.You tried your best to make me forget those things, but that was my own experience, how could I forget it.

It's like being tortured by ink, it's a shame carved into his bones.

Qi An raised his head, a tear fell from the corner of his eye.

Father, mother, daughter couldn't bear it anymore.

Dad, brother, actually Shaoer doesn't blame you.

This is Shao'er's fate. Shao'er has worked hard, but she can't do what you said, happy and worry-free.

Qi An slowly clenched his hands, the scene of a family reunion seemed to be in front of him, but now things are different.

The tingling pain from my hand is not as good as my heart, so what can I do.

It doesn't matter, I will be able to find you soon, you must wait for Shao'er.

Qi An tilted his head, blinked away the blur in his eyes, looked at the blood-stained tiles, closed his eyes, and scratched his neck cruelly.

He waved his hand into the air, only an inch away.

Qi An smiled in relief.

at last……

However, in the next second, there was only a loud noise, and a figure flashed by, hitting his hand with a "snap".

The blood-stained tiles fell in response.

The body also staggered.

It was close, don't think about it, it must be Ye Jiu.

I don't know how much you hate me for making me live like this.

Qi An opened his eyes, looked at the furious man in front of him, and smiled a bit bleakly.

Ye Jiu looked at the debris all over the floor, and saw the person in front of him make another desperate move, trembling with anger, pointed at her nose and gritted his teeth:

"You... You are trying so hard to die, don't you! I told you that you have been feeding the dog for a long time? You have been pretending for the past few days in order to let me relax my vigilance! You are really kind!"

Almost, almost, very dangerous.Her hands trembled unconsciously, and she still had lingering fears from the scene just now.

Ye Jiu's eyes were covered with a thin layer of mist, and she didn't even dare to think about what it would be like if she came a moment late.

Qi An glanced at her, and said contemptuously:

"My life is mine. I want to die. Can you control me?"

At this moment, Qian Yun and Wei Yu hurriedly stepped into the door, seeing the tense atmosphere, lost their minds and could only stand at the door in a daze.

Ye Jiu laughed back angrily, and nodded repeatedly: "Okay, very good, Qi An, I'll let you see clearly today, I don't care after all!" Then he kicked away the obstructing tiles and stepped forward.

Before Qi An could react, he felt dizzy, and somehow he was turned over by her!

"Bastard! Let go of me!" A big hand was tightly pressing on his waist, Qi An couldn't struggle, so he could only yell.

"Snapped!"

Ye Jiucai didn't care what she shouted, and with a wave of his right hand, a slap landed on Qi An's hip.Xu felt that her hand was in the way, so he pressed her hand on her waist with his left hand.

His hands were restrained, his legs hurt and it was difficult to struggle, now, Qi An really couldn't move.

Qian Yun and Wei Yu were dumbfounded, but Wei Yu reacted quickly, pulled Qian Yun past and left the room.

The scene is too brutal, not suitable for children, not suitable for children...

In fact, she still felt in her heart that Ye Jiu was not that unreasonable person.

"Go away! Why do you hit me!" Qi An was so angry that she twisted her body to break free from the restraints, but with her current body bones, she could only hit a stone with a pebble.

"Snapped!"

Another crisp sound.

"I advise you not to move around." Ye Jiu was very calm at this moment, without the slightest fluctuation in his voice.

She would slow down every palm for a long time, let Qi An struggle, and when she was about to exhaust her strength, Ye Jiu only dropped two or three palms, looking at the little girl who regained her sanity, she took a deep breath, and then slowed down. Speak slowly.

"Do you understand that you just died like this, but what about the beasts that hurt you? They should eat and drink, and it doesn't affect anything! Maybe you have even forgotten about it now. You are looking for death and life, and they are happy and happy. Who are you punishing!"

"It's in vain that you are still looking at the appearance of reading poetry and books. Your mother gave birth to you in October, so that you can trample on your life like this? Your parents raised you up, just to let you commit suicide casually." Lu? Are you worthy of the kindness of your parents for giving birth to you and raising you! You will only make your loved ones hurt and your enemies happy!"

Ye Jiu said a few words before he slapped down again. The force was not strong, but it made Qi An's body tremble. Ye Jiu couldn't bear it, but he still gritted his teeth. If he didn't make it clear, if he couldn't keep it straight, what would she come up with? patterns.

"I know that you are desperate and painful after going through this kind of thing, but so what, if your life is gone, you can do nothing with your innocence, why, why don't you set up a chastity memorial archway and pass it on forever?"

"The villain has not been punished, your shame has not been washed away, you just died like this, do you know that your mother is a cannon fodder, scum! You don't want to drag them here, castrate them, chop them up, steam them and fry them, Let them also experience the pain you have suffered, what's the use of torturing yourself here!"

To Qi An, Ye Jiu's words were like the words of the market, extremely vulgar, but now they turned into sharp knives, stabbing straight into her heart.

The peace that has been carefully whitewashed these days, and the defenses that have been silently built up, were completely shattered by Ye Jiu's reprimands one after another.

"Qi An, that's how you promised me."

The voice above his head was hoarse and full of disappointment.

Several days of depression, nightmarish scenes, physical torture, and mental devastation, accompanied by a faint pain in his body, all broke out at once. Qi An buried his head in the pillow and burst into tears .

Ye Jiu couldn't bear to lower his raised hand, feeling Qi An's collapsed emotions, sighed, and let go of the hand that was pressing on her waist.Sit gently beside her and listen to her whimpering and crying.

She lowered her head and silently looked at her slightly hot hand, then turned around and slammed it fiercely on her face.

"Why are you so useless! You can't even persuade a girl, what do you want to eat!"

While cursing, Ye Jiu slapped several times in succession, several crisp sounds, which were especially abrupt in Qi An's crying.

Just when the palm was about to fall on his face again, Ye Jiu found that his forearm was firmly grasped by a hand.

She turned her head in surprise, only to see Qi An turned around halfway, and stretched out his hand to hold her.

However, her face was still buried in the pillow, and she continued to cry.

Ye Jiu felt as if something broke in her heart suddenly, her nose sore, she grabbed Qi An's wrist with her backhand, and pulled her into her arms with force.

Qi An was stunned for a moment, but after feeling a warm embrace encircling her, she couldn't hold back anymore, and like a child, she grabbed Ye Jiu's neckline and wailed loudly.

Hearing the bitter cry in his arms, Ye Jiu raised his head slightly, tears flowed uncontrollably, following Qi An's shaking, dripped from the corners of his eyes, and dripped onto her flushed cheeks.

The girl in her arms cried hysterically, and her heart shattered into pieces.

"Cry, cry out, it won't hurt so much."

Sometimes, once grief finds a breach, it will be like a flood bursting its banks, out of control.

Every time we pretend to be strong, we will be defeated in a word of comfort and a hug from others.

In fact, we all hope to be understood and distressed.

……

Qian Yun and Wei Yu stood guard at the door of the room, hearing the crisp sounds inside, they couldn't help trembling.

Brother Ye is so scary when he gets angry...

Wei Yu frowned, the young lady is just getting better, don't send her back again.

Fortunately, it stopped in a short time, leaving only bursts of turbulent crying.

Wei Yu and Qian Yun looked at each other, and finally decided to take the water and the medicine one by one, because before they left the house, they saw the blood on the young lady's hands.

……

To say that when a woman cries, it's like the sea is pouring in, it doesn't stop.

Ye Jiu felt that water could come out of his front placket.

I don't know how long it took, but finally, the crying stopped, and Ye Jiu's gripping heart also eased a little.

At this time, Qi An, who had reacted suddenly, pushed her away, and the sad student Ye sat down on the ground, so as not to die, his hand happened to be on a piece of debris on the ground.

"Hiss! You woman, I'll kick you away when you're done using it!"

Qi An was startled to realize that he was going to scoop her up, but in a fit of rage, he decided to do whatever he wanted.

Ye Jiu: ...

"It's better now, little ancestor." Ye Jiu shook his bloody hand, hid it behind his back, and raised his head with a big smiling face.

Qi An really wanted to slap him to death, but at this moment she fell down on the bed, supporting the bed with one hand and supporting her waist with the other, she really couldn't spare her hands to kill her.

"You said you won't be rough in the future."

With a hint of grievance in his stubbornness, Ye Jiu held his forehead and fell down.

"sorry."

"You don't count."

"I'm sorry...then when you get better, I will punish you however you want, okay?"

Ye Jiu quietly wiped off the blood on his hands, climbed onto the bed shamelessly again, held Qi An in his arms, and rubbed her gently.

The little girl in her arms had flushed cheeks from crying hard, her eyes were a little swollen, and the hair between her forehead was wet.

Ye Jiu freed up a hand to wipe her sweat.

Qi An had already lost her strength, so she closed her eyes and let her go. Even if she wanted to take revenge, she had to wait until she had the strength.

"So, you have to cheer up quickly, otherwise how can you vent your anger."

A gentle voice came from the top of his head, and Qi An hummed twice in a daze.

Looking at the tired girl in her arms who was gradually falling asleep, Ye Jiu's frown did not ease.

I just don't know, when you wake up, will you still have the will to die?

You have a clear mind, I am afraid that one day, I will miss you...

Ye Jiu subconsciously tightened his embrace, but he didn't want to disturb Qi An who was about to fall asleep.

"...This time... I didn't... didn't intend to..."

"But... it's tea... the cup is broken..."

"I'm thinking... thinking... just... just..."

A sound like ravings came to her ears intermittently, Ye Jiu was stunned, and finally laughed out loud.

Laughed until tears came out.

Sometimes, in fact, you don't want to, but the opportunity is right in front of you, and you remember it before you know it.

Ye Jiu sneered and wiped his eyes.

Qi An, you really did not disappoint me.