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"Sometimes I dream of Tanzhou, where there are mountains and seas."

Early in the morning, the experienced female consultant quietly observed the visitor sitting on the sofa chair opposite.He paused, and looked sideways at the high-rise CBD directly outside the window. The glass of the building was spotless, and the reflected sky was bluer than the real sky, and the clouds were bluer than the real clouds.

The consultant nodded slightly, indicating that he was still listening.The visitor withdrew his gaze, met her gaze and continued to speak, saying that it was a city completely different from Hangcheng.

The smile on the consultant's face remained unabated, like a harmless and kind old woman, in stark contrast to the indifference of the young man, and that sense of detachment did not match the public impression of his profession.

——This young man is outstanding and eye-catching both in face and figure, like a model or a cynical son-in-law, not a trainee doctor in the respiratory department of Hangzhou No. [-] Hospital.

Dr. Qin said that he dreamed that a wave was rushing in and submerging the entire city.

Qin Ge said very little and showed no emotion. He nodded and said, "Then this dream will end."

He seemed to have woken up too, glanced at the mechanical watch on his wrist, and exhaled calmly.The consultant could see that he was much more relaxed, not because he had spoken the truth, but because the five-cycle consultation was finally over.

"Thank you." Qin Ge got up to leave.

He didn't come here voluntarily.The consultant did not persuade or hint in words, hoping that he would continue to come to him. They met five times, and the only time Qin Ge was spying on his state of mind was probably the dream just now.

The consultant asked: "In the dream, where are you?"

It is difficult for young people to refuse the small requests of old people.Qin Ge sat down again, and said frankly that his perspective seemed to be in the sky, or turned into the entire Tanzhou city, being submerged together.

The consultant said: "But I remember you once mentioned that you can swim."

Qin Ge's eyes lowered slightly, as if he had heard similar words from another person.After being in a trance for a moment, Qin Ge asked her how she knew. She smiled and told more details, some of which she saw with her own eyes, and others found in the promotional video related to Hangzhou No. [-] Hospital.

For example, the small scar on the end of Qin Ge's eyebrows, the old model of the phone, the scratches on the mirror of the watch, the brand of clothing, the way of daily entertainment, all these all prove that Qin Ge is a nostalgic person.

"Your subconscious is resisting change. But the world keeps changing, just like Sina will eventually flood the old city."

The consultant's meticulous smile reveals confidence.She has covered more than 5 mental health cases in her career, and she has published a lot of research books. She is still passionate about this industry because there are always new real people waiting for her to explore and deconstruct with theory, such as Qin Ge His mother, Qi Miaomiao, is an independent woman who lives her life as a "contemporary Sanmao".

The story has to start with a relaxing trip.Qi Miaomiao wrote in a later article that if she had listened to her family's advice and followed the tour group instead of hiring a driver to go on the road alone, the month-long exploration of no-man's land would no longer exist, let alone a whim The exile along the way was broadcast live through new media, and the mass traffic was harvested unexpectedly.

Then Qi Miaomiao soon embarked on a second journey, and every year he would go further afield and write more articles and stories.She is not the first amateur to make her own outdoor reality show on streaming media, but she has achieved commercial success in the shortest time.This consultant is good at looking at people and the world from the perspective of psychoanalysis. In his recent paper, he introduced the case of Qi Miaomiao to prove his point of view——Qi Miaomiao wrote in her travel notes that she had frequently had the same dream. It is difficult for me to hold the steering wheel and cause an accident, so I am afraid of driving on the road for a long time.Interestingly, since she left the familiar environment where she grew up and embraced new technologies and social methods on the road, one day she was suddenly not afraid of driving by herself, and she no longer had that dream.

The consultant interpreted this as Qi Miaomiao's victory in the struggle against the old times.Live streaming, big data, short videos, fragmented reading, poetry and distant places...these are the general trend. It's time for Qi Miaomiao to catch up with the good time. In a brand new field different from industry, he will surpass his father's fame and fortune and realize his personality. Be independent and hold the steering wheel of life firmly in your own hands.

The most important thing is that she is still single and refuses to be bound by the identity of a wife, and is regarded by many as a representative of independent women.

But the consultant had never met Qi Miaomiao, but by chance, he came into contact with Qi Miaomiao's son.The Respiratory Department of Hangzhou No. [-] Hospital is well-known throughout the country, and it is hard to find a number one. Every chief physician has a series of titles and honors behind his name.During the undergraduate period, medical students need to practice in different departments. During that period, Qin Ge left a deep impression on the leaders of the respiratory department. When he contacted his tutor in the last year of undergraduate course, Mr. Ma, a special professor of zju, threw an olive branch at him .

But Qin Ge switched from pharmacy to clinical major in his freshman year, so he couldn't take the eight-year undergraduate-master-doctoral program.When peers who do not take the academic path have stable jobs, Qin Ge has a master's degree and a doctorate, and the graduation job is far away in the eyes of outsiders, which is really bleak.Only colleagues know that Mr. Gao is the director of the Clinical Research Center for Respiratory Diseases of the No. [-] hospital. He accepts at most one master and doctoral student each year, and brings them with him to teach them all. Qin Ge has no shortage of learning resources and opportunities with him. Definitely a young talent.

However, compared with the grandpa and mother who were rich and wealthy in business, the third generation of the Qi family only worked as a doctor, which is quite ordinary.

The consultant couldn't help feeling sorry, not because of Qin Ge's profession, but because of her intuition that Qin Ge could have a broader vision and create more possibilities, but for some reason he was willing to accept an ordinary life.

"But you may not know that my mother actually has a very stable partner. Counting, they have known each other for more than [-] years." Qin Ge said, his tone was still so calm.The partner he mentioned is naturally Lu Chong. Qi Miaomiao has been living in Southern Europe for the last six months, and Lu Chong accompanied her as usual.

"Because my mother still doesn't know how to wash and cook." Qin Ge smiled lightly.Qi Miaomiao never disclosed the existence of Lu Chong to the media readers, but mentioned the conflict between his values ​​and his father's values ​​more than once.Some pedantic remarks of Mr. Qi can be copied by the female Durban, who treats Qi Miaomiao as someone else's daughter-in-law, and asks her to give the man a tidy home and grab the man's stomach...

"But he will also love my mother as a daughter. My mother experienced mental crisis twice, and she would return to my grandfather. The first time my mother drove by herself, she actually came to pick me up." Qin Ge recalled eight years ago One day, after he called Qi Miaomiao at the Capital Airport, Qi Miaomiao, who was far in the southwest, really drove, followed the navigation and almost got on the expressway, but fortunately, Lu Chong who rushed over stopped him at the intersection.

Qin Ge subverted the consultant's theory lightly with a few words of true warmth, and even questioned the discipline she was engaged in: "People don't actually have that much subconscious mind."

He pointed at the position of his temple with his finger and said, "It's not that complicated here."

The consultant was not offended, and looked out the window with a gentle expression.Nearby are the tallest office building complexes in Hangzhou, the most convenient transportation and the largest morning and evening peak crowds. Looking down from their height, individuals as small as ants gather into the crowd, spread out, and gather again...

"I have to go to the hospital." Qin Ge bid farewell again, and after turning around, he left the consultant with a tall and firm figure, very safe and suitable to rely on, but also indescribably lonely. The consultant couldn't bear to ask him for eight years Why did the former suddenly appear at the airport in the north, but sent him a blessing.

The consultant said to Qin Ge who turned the doorknob: "I wish you a happy life."

Qin Ge replied politely, opened the door, and returned to the real world.

Hangzhou No. [-] Hospital is also located in the city center.After finishing this last consultation, I drove to the hospital, changed into a white coat in the office, put on a pair of thin black-rimmed glasses without prescription, and showed up at the inpatient department on time to make rounds with Teacher Ma.

Teacher Ma is busy with affairs, but he still insists on one day a week for rounds in the morning and outpatient service in the afternoon.

Of course, after the director's ward rounds, there will be a small team, all students taught by Mr. Ma, there are two who are about to be promoted to deputy chief physicians, Qin Ge is the youngest, in front of all the big bosses and the brothers who are about to become big bosses He couldn't be ranked at all, but he was stared at by an eight or nine-year-old girl from the moment he entered the room.Here, after talking about her illness with her parents, Teacher Ma sat next to her and asked her how she was feeling. Her breath was weak, but her eyes still stayed on Qin Ge, and she asked, "Are you...Doctor Qin Ge?"

The little girl's voice was very weak, and only Teacher Ma, who was closest to her, could hear her clearly.Teacher Ma laughed twice, and gestured to Qin Ge, motioning him to sit in his seat.Qin Ge hesitated for a moment, and quickly took a snapshot, as if this had happened more than once.

Qin Ge took off his mask and said to the little girl, "Well, it's me."

The little girl smiled.She had just been rescued a few days ago, and her recovery was slow, and her speech speed also slowed down: "I have talked about you with my classmates before... They all think that your name is very advantageous, and everyone will call you brother."

Qin Ge smiled slightly, the distance between him and the little girl was very close, the sense of distance created by the three-dimensional facial features was shortened by the pair of refined glasses, and he was not as naughty as he was in high school.

Qin Ge encouraged the little girl, saying that she would see those friends soon.The little girl didn't really believe it: "Really?"

With a gentle voice, Qin Ge nodded and said, "You're already off the ventilator. You made it through. You're very brave and great."

When Qin Ge was chatting with the little girl, the little girl's parents couldn't stop thanking Teacher Ma, who was the surgeon, and wept several times.Every time there is a round of wards, such a scene will appear. When Teacher Ma and the students finish checking the last ward, the meal time is over.

The team led by Mr. Ma has an active and harmonious atmosphere, and they will go to a more spacious conference room to have lunch together.But the team had some small disagreements recently. After eating a few mouthfuls, a senior brother joked that the little girl would probably not remember Teacher Ma after recovering, but went around telling everyone that he saw the real Qin Ge.

"Are you envious?" Another senior brother had a conversation with him, glanced at his hairline and said "tsk", "With your looks, it's useless for Teacher Ma to show you on camera every day."

Successful people are good at time management, and Mr. Ma is one of them.In addition to his achievements in the professional field, Mr. Ma has also reached a cooperation with a well-known social software. When Qin Ge first joined him as a graduate student, wherever Mr. Ma went, the 360-degree camera with no dead ends followed him. Truly record the doctor's work and life.

Teacher Ma has to travel to European and American countries every quarter.Qin Ge is good at English. Teacher Ma prefers him to take him with him. There is also a camera with him. He records the one-month training in Europe, and edits it into a large number of short videos with other materials in post-production, in order to bring the doctor closer. The distance between the group and the people can ease the relationship between doctors and patients.

This is obviously not a purely commercial project. There are people who are supporting it openly and secretly, and get more tilt from the traffic pool. Many people will scroll to Teacher Ma’s popular science video on the homepage when killing time.

Then it turns out that humans are well-deserved "visual animals".We don't know whether Mr. Ma's publicity work has been done well, but Qin Ge who appeared on the scene got popular by accident.It's the handsome guys who always shine. Qin Ge's appearance has raised the medical school admissions line that has been declining year by year, and when the popularity is at its highest, it is close to the first-line traffic stars.

"That's not what I said. Now is the era of streaming media, and you can cash in if you have traffic," the brother stroked the soft hair sticking to the hairline, and said with emotion, "Hey, if I knew the times were changing so fast, I Back then, I should have applied for the cs exam to become a programmer in a big factory, and I would have saved my down payment after working so far, instead of worrying about my doctoral dissertation when I was almost thirty... Hey, I missed it. I choose, I want to be a doctor to save lives and heal the wounded for a while, eh, impulsiveness is the devil, the devil..."

"What is there to be envious of programmers? Programmers eat young food. Maybe they are envious of doctors who get older and more popular." Another brother spoke.The material conditions he enjoys now are all obtained by his own struggle, and he was also young, and he should struggle when he is young. Naturally, he can't get used to the young people moaning about their illnesses and blame their own laziness on the times.

"Both of you should learn from Junior Brother Xiao Qin, be steady and not impetuous. It's not for nothing that Mr. Ma likes him so much! I say Xiao Qin, Xiao Qin—"

Junior brother Qin didn't respond.He was sitting at the end of the long conference table, the glasses he had taken off were placed all over the lunch box, and he couldn't hear the outside world with headphones on.

Qin Ge is not a cold person, he gets along well with everyone during working hours, but he has a quirk, he likes to eat alone, he doesn't speak easily, and implements the good habit of his ancestors not to speak.

The seniors usually wouldn't disturb him, but after talking all day, someone still approached him.The man was quite surprised to see Qin Ge's almost untouched lunch box. Qin Ge didn't even touch the food with his chopsticks, so he put a grain of rice in his mouth, chewed it dullly, and kept his eyes on the phone from the beginning to the end. In the video being played, the amount of food he eats and broadcasts on the screen is in stark contrast to him off the screen.

The senior patted Qin Ge on the shoulder, and the joke was on his lips. Qin Ge raised his head with no expression on his face. After taking off his glasses, his eyes were dark and heavy, which made people feel strange and alienated.

Qin Ge's senior brother, who looked at him with emotionless eyes, felt terrified.What Qin Ge was holding in his hand was not chopsticks but a scalpel at the moment. He gave the impression that he would never be an angel doctor who saved lives and healed wounds, but an executioner who killed people without blinking an eye.

Here I have to mention the first meeting between Teacher Ma and Qin Ge.It is not for nothing that the family members of the patients use red envelopes to treat the doctors, because the patients who are pushed into the operating room will never know whether they are surrounded by professional nurses or interns from medical schools.Some of them were watching from the sidelines, and some were assistants to the chief surgeon.Teacher Ma was going to have a minor operation in the Department of Respiratory Medicine that day, so he called seven or eight students into the bronchial room, called the boy closest to him, and asked him if he wanted to try intubating the patient.

"Teacher, I, I have no experience, I dare not." The man had a gastroscopy when he was a child, and he had a shadow on intubation, so he shook his head and waved his hands repeatedly.

"It's just a tube inserted, and there is no blood. Even if you make the wrong incision, I can sew it back for you. There is nothing to be afraid of." Teacher Ma was amused, and a little angry, "How dare you be a clinician? ?!"

The scene was embarrassing for a while, but fortunately, someone stepped out of the observation line in time, took his place, and inserted the bronchoscope into the nasal cavity.lower respiratory tract.It stands to reason that Mr. Ma should take over later, but this kind of invasive examination is a very small operation. Mr. Ma saw that his hands were steady and calm, so he guided him step by step to the last step, and took out the living body from the lower respiratory tract in a short time. Tissue samples.

This intern was Qin Ge. Even though it was his first time, he didn't make any mistakes during the whole process, and he was as proficient and steady as if he was born for the operating table.After the operation, everyone took off their medical masks. Teacher Ma saw Qin Ge's face clearly, and became more interested in this young man.The interns from the medical school are like bricks, and they can be moved to any department that needs them. Teacher Ma asked Qin Ge to leave this brick by name, and told him not to do odd jobs in other departments, just focus on following him.Later, Qin Ge got a postgraduate quota, and the old teacher Ma rejected all the outstanding students who had been studying for a combined master's and doctoral degree, and accepted Qin Ge as a closed student.Qin Ge was so valued that the brothers in the team didn't dare to order him casually.

Qin Ge asked the senior who just patted himself on the back: "What's the matter?"

"No, nothing." The senior brother laughed dryly, even though he was standing, he was still a bit shorter than Qin Ge.

"Watch the live broadcast of Big Stomach King." In order to alleviate the embarrassment in the atmosphere, the senior brother had to find a topic at random.Qin Ge tapped the screen with his fingertips to display the progress bar below the video, and said, "It's just a previously saved video."

This senior brother was not very discerning, and he didn't hear that Qin Ge was not interested in chatting, so he bent down a little on purpose to see who this food broadcaster was.

"Tsk... isn't this, what's the name...Chen Qiye." The senior brother patted his head and finally remembered.There are countless topics on this person, and some of them are topics that can be chatted after dinner. The brother just wanted to find an entry point. Qin Ge turned off his phone, said that he was full, and left the meeting with his untouched box lunch room.

"..." The senior brothers in the conference room who watched Junior Brother Xiao Qin leave were silent for a while, feeling that the young people nowadays are really formidable young people, who can seize all the opportunities of the times like Chen Qiye, and retreat from the cusp of the storm, or they can It's pretty cool to be a solitary like Qin Ge and be a regular doctor down-to-earth.

Qin Ge, who was cool in the eyes of his senior brother, really had no appetite, but he didn't throw away the boxed lunch. Instead, he mixed the food evenly while walking, and put it in the green area under the hospital fence.Within a few minutes, a thin and alert wild pear cat poked its head out from between the fences, stared at Qin Ge twice, then jumped to the lunch box with its tail between its legs, keeping vigilance all the time, as if trying to bribe Qin Ge with food. Once its docile human Qin Ge gets close, it will slip away.

Facts proved that this pear cat was a little sentimental. Qin Ge had no intention of touching it. Seeing that it appeared and found food, he went back to the hospital to start his afternoon outpatient work.

Qin Ge still worked as an assistant for Teacher Ma and wrote the electronic medical records all afternoon.After receiving the last patient, it was dark outside, Ma Lao asked Qin Ge: "What are your plans for tomorrow?"

Teacher Ma is going to take Qin Ge to Europe to attend a one-month international conference next week. Before going, give him a few days off to pack his luggage.

Qin Ge turned his pen around, and the glasses on the bridge of his nose were still there: "Go to the inpatient department for rounds and check the medical records."

Teacher Ma smiled, a little unexpected, but also felt that it was expected.

"Sometimes it's hard work in this line of work, you have to combine work and rest." Teacher Ma suggested.Qin Ge nodded and said nothing, making it hard to see what he was thinking.

Teacher Ma left first, and Qin Ge stayed to tidy up the outpatient room, then closed the door, and went to the parking lot of the hospital.

Qin Ge drove alone, and the hospital gate was blocked as soon as he drove out.

Hangzhou No. [-] Hospital is located in the city center where the land is very expensive. If you look down from the highest point of the inpatient building, you will find that the residential buildings in this area are somewhat similar in style to Nanyang Street in Tanzhou. The city has a courtyard, modern shopping malls and office buildings towering on the periphery, tightly surrounding the old city.

It's not been a day or two for Qin Ge to work in the First Hospital of Hangzhou, so he knows the surrounding situation to some extent.Unlike Tanzhou, the old streets in Hangzhou can’t be demolished. The demolition fee is too high. On the other hand, there are many old people living in this area, older than Mr. Ma. They are very stubborn and refused to agree to the agreement. Signing, don't care what the world will look like, only care about whether you can die in the fallen leaves and return to your roots.

This makes Hangzhou in 2024 quite fragmented in terms of urban appearance.As a compromise of not leaving, the old people who live here allow the government to renovate the exterior of the building. The exterior walls of the houses on both sides have been refurbished by the street, so that they do not look dilapidated.The person in charge did not know where he got the inspiration from. After repainting, neon strips were wrapped around the eaves and walls, and they were lit up at night, as if echoing the projection on the big screen in the office building not far away.

Not only the residential buildings, but also all the shops in the vicinity are uniformly hung with neon signs, with different fonts and patterns, and different sizes, but they must be bright red, purple, blue, blue, green, and green. The figure of old grandpa and grandma sitting on a rocking chair and holding a cattail fan covers them.

Qin Ge has to spend 10 to [-] minutes in traffic in this urban village every day, but with just one traffic light, he will enter the more splendid new urban area without any transition.

The street widened in an instant, and there were obviously more pedestrians on both sides. The office buildings towered into the sky, and the walls were lit up with advertising screens. Reflect Qin Ge in the car into blue.

Then Qin Ge got stuck in front of a signal light again.An advertisement that can be presented without a curtain is displayed in a three-dimensional surround right above the intersection for passengers waiting to pass.Without the limitation of the screen, the people waiting in front of the traffic light could not ignore the advertisement in the air.Qin Ge also had to be bored to receive the information in the advertisement. The processor used in the new mobile phone was faster, the style was thinner, and it could live broadcast for two hours after charging for 5 minutes.

Qin Ge's car finally moved and drove forward slowly. While observing the road conditions on both sides, all the drivers who appeared in his corner of the eye were holding the steering wheel in one hand and their mobile phones in the other.This kind of double-tasking seems to be a skill that modern people must master, which echoes the air advertisement at the next intersection-buy the xx package, and you will have faster speed, more knowledge and a more interesting life.

Qin Ge rubbed the bridge of his nose, his head ached from the ubiquitous neon tones and projection advertisements.He rolled down the car window to get some fresh air, and then closed it quickly, because it just rained in Hangzhou, and without the blocking of glass, those colorful colors will be more vivid and distinct in the humid air, which is more suitable for handsome men traveling in pairs The beauties are used as the background to take photos, and the results of the photos are uploaded to the cloud. After being selected, they will appear on the red and professional neon bulletin board in Hangzhou to promote the new era and new style.

Then his eyes fell on the rearview mirror again. The co-pilot of the taxi behind was empty, but the driver turned off the "empty car" sign light.

The surrounding light was too dazzling, and the back seat of the taxi became a dark corner. I don't know if there is anyone sitting in it, and who is sitting there.

The taxi followed Qin Ge all the way.

It wasn't until an hour later that Qin Ge finally arrived at his destination.Although he is still a student, he participates in Mr. Ma's scientific research projects, and the rewards he receives every month can cover food, clothing, housing and transportation.He is very satisfied with his current financial independence.He was finally able to leave the new city as bright as day, walk slowly up the dark stairs without sensor lights, and return to his rented bachelor apartment.

Qin Ge opened the lock, and the only movement in the darkness was the sound of the door opening, and the continuous heavy panting from excitement.Qin Ge didn't turn on the light, and hid himself in the dark night, he said to the increasingly obvious panting sound, "Quiet."

Qin Ge's voice was cold, and his wet panting stopped abruptly.

There was silence for five or six seconds.Qin Ge, who was standing at the door, finally turned on the light.

In the porch in front of him squatted a well-trained golden retriever, with the handle of the leash in its mouth, and the collar at the end of the leash was hung around its neck. It raised up uncontrollably, welcoming the return of the owner who hadn't seen him for a day.

The author says:

Must read!happy!The fighting spirit of the day is ignited!You can take a look at around [-]:[-] noon every day, if there is any, it will be updated tomorrow!The second volume won't be abused anymore, they are both adults, the personalities of the two have changed a lot, and they also have the same background.Of course, Qin Ge will be cool, cool, cool, cool, cool!And Little Leaf is rich!