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"Why, how could it be. I really just want to go abroad, just for a semester." Chen Qiye spoke tactfully, not mentioning the relationship between their parents and this country.He knelt on the bed, clutching his thighs with both hands, restrained like a prisoner. Qin Ge was his interrogator, and moved a chair to sit in front of him.

Qin Gelin's eyebrows were stern, his appearance was indifferent and not easy to get close to, and he was obviously not in a good mood.

He was not restricting Chen Qiye from going abroad.The better the school, the more opportunities and places there will be for exchange abroad. In addition to tuition exemption, the partner school also provided scholarships.Chen Qiye has always been yearning for the outside world. It's not that Qin Ge didn't plan and imagine going to the same country with him for a semester exchange. If Chen Qiye can adapt to the rhythm and pattern of foreign countries and like this kind of cohabitation life, then they can live together in the same country. When I was a senior, I applied for graduate school together.

But this experience should be arranged in the third year when their studies tend to be stable. They are only freshmen now, and they haven't eaten in the school cafeteria yet, so they shouldn't be so anxious to leave.

"But the Department of Mathematics at Moscow State University is very good. Well...Moscow University is the best university in Russia." Chen Qiye still wanted to fight for it, and once again mentioned the scholarship.Once selected, the Foundation will provide a living allowance of no less than [-] US dollars per month. This amount of money is a huge amount of money for Chen Qiye. Given his consumption level, he can save at least half of the money and bring it back home.

"Being with you is not to study, but to earn a scholarship." Qin Ge was delighted.Seeing him smile, Chen Qiye wanted to talk about other benefits while the iron was hot: if he was not in the capital when he went abroad next semester, Qin Ge could temporarily return this apartment to ease the financial pressure.

But Qin Ge didn't give Chen Qiye a chance to speak, and said sadly, "You're Thu's student!"

You are a science champion in a county-level city, and you have a thousand troops crossing the single-plank bridge to enter the highest university. You can’t wait to go abroad to see the world, yes, but no matter how poor you are, you should apply to universities in North America or Europe instead of declining and declining. of Russia.The Soviet Union used to be a lion, but it fell apart long ago, died in a deep sleep, and regressed in every way, not even a single university ranked in the top [-] by qs.

"It's meaningless to go to such a country for a semester." Qin Ge's thoughts represent the vast majority of students, and thu doesn't have a Russian department, so there are vacancies.

"And your first priority in freshman year is to change your major. You have obtained GPA credits abroad, and you have to change them when you return to China. It will affect your final assessment and you will not be able to change your major. The loss outweighs the gain." Qin Ge is clear and reasonable. According to reports, Chen Qiye was speechless.Chen Qiye lowered his head lower and lower, and his listless look was exactly what Qin Ge used wrongly - "short-sightedness".

Chen Qiye knew that what Qin Ge wanted to express was "putting the cart before the horse".In Qin Ge's eyes, the little money given by the Liuji Committee was not enough to fill his teeth, so he couldn't understand why Chen Qiye was so excited about this project, just like he was sitting in the co-pilot relaxed in his suit that day, and he was carrying a heavy burden behind him. Why don't my peers pack their luggage and send it to the courier.

Chen Qiye raised his head again, and Qin Ge in front of him had a look of "hating iron but not steel" to him, which made him feel relieved.

He was sure that Qin Ge's situation was definitely not as bad as Lin Ji said.After all, the Qi family couldn't bear to be cruel to this only grandson, and couldn't bear him to live a hard life, otherwise Qin Ge couldn't have kept his attitude and his mood hadn't changed.

But Qin Ge will be 19 in a month.

This country has only been open for 40 years.The money earned by the Qi family is new, and the money spent is new. On the surface, they seem to have no foundation, but inside they have already cultivated Qin Ge, who doesn't know how to eat meat. The appearance of Qi Miaomiao is exactly the same as that of Qi Miaomiao 20 years ago. .

At the same time, Chen Qiye, a bystander, could see clearly.When he was six years old, he knew how cold and warm he was, and took the chocolate that Qin Ge stuffed into his palm with trepidation; at the age of 20, he was still cautious, no matter how he looked at him, he still looked up to this beautiful young master from the bottom of his heart.

Only Chen Xiye could see that crack.It was impossible for them to be equal, but Chen Qiye didn't feel unbalanced at all. Instead, he knelt down again and looked at Qin Ge with sincere and charming eyes.

"I was wrong," he didn't seem to be wrong, but he still apologized, "I just had a whim, I didn't have to go..."

Qin Ge felt relieved, pinched the flesh on Chen Xiye's cheek, called him the number one scholar again, and teased him, "You've become smarter now, you'll always think about it, come to Zhejiang after failing an exam like me." It's really different."

Chen Qiye couldn't say no to Qin Ge anyway, leaned forward, pinched his nose and led him back to the bed.Both of them had smiles on their faces, but the natural ambiguity had already disappeared, and neither of them wanted to find it back.

The way they sleep is always the same.Qin Ge was lying on his back with one arm stretched out across the pillow, and Chen Qiye was lying on his side in Qin Ge's arm, with his head pressed against Qin Ge's shoulder near his chest.

Qin Ge once said that falling asleep like this made him feel safe, while Chen Xiye was used to sleeping alone with his hands crossed in front of his chest, and would often wait for Qin Ge to snore slightly before leaving that hug and quietly sleeping on the other side of the bed. Wake up the next day and drill back.

But Chen Qiye was very cooperative that night.Qin Ge's breathing was steady and his body was motionless. Chen Qiye's eyes were wide open in the darkness, and he remained motionless.

So fine.

Chen Qiye unconsciously rubbed against Qin Ge's side again, thinking from the bottom of his heart that they are doing well now.

He didn't expect Qin Ge to be able to hold back and ask why he suddenly had the idea of ​​exchanging.In fact, if Qin Ge really asked and found out his midterm exam results and rankings, he would collapse in all likelihood.

He really worked hard, and he really didn't call for this orientation major, and his ranking in the midterm exam was not ideal.This result did not surprise Chen Qiye. After all, this university has gathered the best of the best among his peers. It's not surprising that he was from a poor family and was lost in everyone in the school.

Chen Qiye didn't get discouraged so quickly, and even summoned up the courage to go to the mathematics department to take classes, but when he saw who can study this major in this school, what kind of talents and qualifications they have, he paled in comparison to himself. Doing research in mathematics produces unprecedented doubts.

This is Chen Qiye's life in this school. He is being crushed by his peers every day, and his limitations become clearer every day.He may even have regrets and longings. It would be great if he was in UCAS. He desperately wants to change his environment instead of staying in THU.

But thu was chosen by Qin Ge for him.

He felt the heat of Qin Ge's body.He closed his eyes, pressed against Qin Ge's skin, and heard Qin Ge's praise and encouragement for him.

Qin Ge was so proud that the No. [-] scholar in Tanzhou City was his lover.

He was proud of Chen Qiye.It doesn't matter if the family background doesn't match, thu's undergraduate diploma can't be bought with money; it doesn't matter if there are others outside, as long as their final destination is Tanzhou, Chen Qiye is unique.

He is frustrated in the capital city, and his downfall will not be brought back to Tanzhou. As long as Chen Qiye chooses to stay in the school he wants to escape from, he and Qin Ge can always share the same bed as they do now, attracting and admiring each other .

This was not Chen Qiye's real state, but it was undoubtedly the life Qin Ge wanted.How could he have forgotten that Qin Ge once felt lost on the other end of the phone, saying that he only had Chen Qiye.

How could Chen Qiye leave Qin Ge at this time, not to mention that he had made a promise that when the two had a quarrel, he had to apologize first, and they could not break up unless Qin Ge no longer liked him.

No one likes to be alone, Qin Ge is afraid, but Chen Qiye can at least accept it.He seemed passive in this relationship, but Qin Ge took the initiative to ask for these promises. In fact, Qin Ge was more concerned about gains and losses, and his possessive desire for him became stronger and stronger.

Is this the right way to get along?Chen Qiye saw off Qin Ge at the airport, and received Qin Ge at the airport. The two returned to their apartment to spend the weekend alone. He examined such a cycle of life, and occasionally asked himself.

Also limited to self-question.

Then he would pillow in Qin Ge's arms obediently and silently, and the two of them sank half of their bodies into the beanbag sofa, hugging each other to watch the old movies put on the white wall. Ge recommended, such as this "The Barber of Siberia".At the beginning of the story, a group of military students accidentally broke into the box where the American woman Jane was, and locked the hero named Tolstoy in the box, which made them fall in love at first sight.

Chen Qiye liked this scene very much. What touched him was not love, but the friendship between Tolstoy and other military students.He envied Tolstoy for having so many lively and passionate friends, but Tolstoy himself did not appreciate these bad friends, and complained in Russian: "Дураки (idiots)"

"Дураки (idiots)!"

Tolstoy intervened in a rare way, stopping Chen Qiye's linear narrative, complaining that Chen Qiye and Qin Ge in the story were two fools.

Tolstoy and Chen Qiye spoke Russian.His personality is very similar to that of Tolstoy in the movie, full of vigor and clear love and hatred.He had previously praised the love story between the two in high school, and now he will never pretend to be false and express his dissatisfaction with Qin Ge.

It's not because Qin Ge belittled his motherland, but because the education he received from childhood required him to think and make decisions independently, and to respect the independent personality of others. When Chen Qiye was his replacement, he couldn't accept Qin Ge more and more. Ge interfered too much in Chen Xiye's life.

"But this is life." Chen Qiye also began to speak Russian.After switching to another language, his expression became much smoother, and he was able to see himself more objectively and fairly.

Chen Qiye said: "If two people want to live together for a long time, it is impossible to retain all their individuality."

"And then your story went up and down, getting more and more boring." Tolstoy yawned.I don't know when the plot started, but he felt bored and no longer had any expectations for the follow-up. The more he listened to it, the more panicked he became, and at this moment he completely lost his patience.

He was dissatisfied with Chen Qiye: "The direction of this story is really bad."

If the narrator had not been Chen Qiye, Tolstoy would have closed the book already.This story has a fascinating beginning, involving the entanglement and love-hate relationship between two generations, as well as the conflict between material life and spiritual world.This story should have been full of ups and downs and climaxes, but this story is getting duller and duller, and even the two protagonists with distinct personalities are suspected of being unpleasant.

But Chen Qiye was not shaken by Tolstoy's accusation.Still so indifferent, he said: "Because this is not a story made up."

His hand was on his heart.He said that this actually happened eight years ago.