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Chen Qiye felt the jolt at this moment.The stewardess announced on the radio that the plane encountered turbulence.

It's time to come.

Lin Ji guessed from Chen Qiye's astonished expression, and stated: "He didn't tell you, did he?"

Chen Qiye murmured: "I originally thought... his mother would accept it."

Lin Ji avoided Chen Xiye's gaze.To be honest, he never thought that Qin Ge, who was straighter than himself, would be gay, but when Qin Ge and Chen Qiye became closer and closer, and they were still together even now, as friends, he was very close from beginning to end. He didn't show any surprise, because in his perception, whether it's gay or straight, two people who love each other are together. Chen Qiye and Qin Ge are not very special in this regard.

However, Chen Xiaoxian, who loves to read Tanmei novels, is very curious and excited. Every time Lin Ji wants to find a topic to cut into after arguing with her, he will always say mysteriously: "Did you know that Qin Ge and Chen Qiye met again last night?" ..."

"It's hard for parents to be as open-minded as we are, and Qin Ge's grandparents only have such a grandson..." Once he changed his perspective, Lin Ji could somewhat understand the Qi family's cruelty. Unless it was a last resort, no parents and elders would be willing to be there Economically sanction children who have not yet become independent.

"Then how can he be so generous in his actions?" Chen Qiye asked the point, and that's what Lin Ji wanted to talk about.

Chen Qiye thought of that summer cram school.Qin Ge was the chief planner, and he also got the most reward after the course was over. This was earned by himself and he didn't need to return it.

But Lin Ji shook his head, saying that Qin Ge was used to being extravagant, and added several pairs of basketball shoes later in the summer vacation.

"I'm just afraid..." Lin Ji lowered his voice, looking at the belly of a pigeon with the heart of a chicken.He told Chen Qiye that Qin Ge had a credit card with a huge limit in his name, and he was worried that Qin Ge would use that credit card to cash out in order to maintain his previous expenses for food and clothing.

Credit card cashing out does not need to go through normal legal procedures, and it will be difficult if the amount is large.How many people spend money like running water after cashing out, but they can't get the money out on the repayment date, so they can only support the loan with loans, and the snowball gets bigger and bigger.

"He won't do such a thing." Chen Qiye took out his mobile phone, and when he was about to get off the plane, he called Qin Ge to find out. Lin Ji hurriedly held his hand and persuaded him to give up the idea.

"I'm just guessing. But think about it, no matter whether he cashed out or not, he didn't tell you anything, just because he was afraid that your phone call would pass—" Lin Ji didn't know how to describe it. The chaotic situation of Qi's family.Qin Ge certainly didn't want Chen Qiye to get involved to complicate the situation, and Mr. Qi hadn't sent anyone to beat Chen Qiye so far, because he could tell that Qin Ge had a deep affection for Chen Qiye. If he came forward and forcibly broke them up, even If the two don't meet each other in the future, Chen Qiye will also become the heart that Qin Ge will never forget.

Ginger is indeed old and spicy.Mr. Qi was going to fight a protracted war. Since Qin Ge took the initiative to return all the cards, and wanted love without bread, he went along with the flow and tested whether their love could break away from the previous level of material conditions.Qin Ge was proud and arrogant, and Chen Qiye had lived a happy life with him for more than a year.It is said that it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality, Mr. Qi is sure that sooner or later the two will have conflicts and disputes over the quality of life.Even if Chen Qiye was willing to live a miserable life of poverty and poverty, Qin Ge, who had never lived a hard life, would find it difficult to get rid of this face.

"I'm telling you, I just hope you have a clear idea." Lin Ji patted his face and told Chen Qiye to pretend not to know in front of Qin Ge.This has nothing to do with responsibility, but that men value dignity and face. What Chen Qiye has to do now is not to share the troubles with Qin Ge, but to show the Qi family that they are doing well without the support of the family.

Chen Qiye understood, and thanked Lin Ji: "Thank you."

"Damn, we're all friends." Lin Ji lay back on the back of the seat, and said after a long time, "Actually, I'm quite envious of you two."

Lin Ji's mobile phone with airplane mode on showed the chat history between him and Chen Xiaoxian.There was a twelve-hour time difference between the two of them. When one said good morning, the other should say good night.

Chen Xiaoxian and Qin Ge are very similar, and they are also impatient, but Lin Ji is not as patient as Chen Qi and Ye Wentun. When the two can still face each other and hold hands, they will argue endlessly. Now they are separated by more than half the world, and they can only be transmitted by mobile phone Data exchange, but their disputes are becoming less and less, and the once strong love inevitably becomes unfamiliar and dull in the face of distance.

"Indistinguishable." Lin Ji looked forward, rather than cheering Chen Qiye up, it was more like motivating himself, "It is impossible for me to meet someone like Chen Xiaoya who makes me so angry and loves me again." People, so they can't be divided, absolutely can't be divided."

Chen Qiye was greatly touched.

He can empathize with Lin Kee's obsession.If you like someone for a long time, part of the two souls will merge into one. If they are separated, that part of "I" will die.

"Yeah." Chen Xiye said, "It's impossible for me to meet someone like Qin Ge again."

He sat by the window, looked at the new and bright clouds in the sky, and said with a smile: "If I hadn't met him, my life trajectory would not be what it is now."

I would be a completely different person too.

Lin Ji smiled knowingly.Although tired, but never discouraged, and agreed with Chen Qiye: "We all have to die."

Chen Xiye nodded.He and Qin Ge also have conflicts and difficulties that need to be resolved urgently, but at least he and Qin Ge are in the same country without jet lag, so they really miss each other so much that they can see each other in real life with just a plane ticket.After returning to school, Chen Qiye withdrew from the clubs and student unions he joined at the beginning of the semester.The minister asked him the reason, and he said embarrassedly that he still wanted to focus on his studies and lay the foundation for changing majors.

But Chen Qiye didn't stop the part-time job.After the National Day, the number of his teaching subjects has grown from the previous two to five. If you live frugally, this part of the income can fully cover the daily expenses of ordinary college students.

But Chen Xiye was not alone, their small home was rented next to Chen Xiye's university, so Qin Ge didn't like Chen Qiye coming to the south to look for him, and he would go north by himself every time.Lin Ji didn't suggest that he and Qin Ge open up the sky and talk brightly, but Chen Qiye always felt that two people should share joys and sorrows and help each other, so that they can be together for a long, long time.

Chen Qiye received a bursary from the school in mid-October, and he wanted to use the money to pay the rent, or save some money and return the house.He waited for Qin Ge to have a detailed interview when he came to Beijing next time, but he couldn't hold back when the money arrived. He made a video call to Qin Ge that night. Before Ge could speak, another person appeared on the screen and asked loudly, "This is my sister-in-law, right? Come to check Brother Qin's post?"

Chen Xiye was startled.The man's booing attracted the attention of other people in the ktv box, all of whom were men around Qin Ge's age.

As if they had heard about Chen Xiye's existence, they all gathered around to see the truth.Qin Ge didn't let them go. He covered the camera lens for protection, came out of the box on purpose, and walked to an open-air balcony away from other boxes that were not closed. The noise finally subsided.

They could finally hear each other's voices.

Qin Ge sat lazily on a chair with a back, and put his mobile phone on the table.He lit a cigarette, took a deep breath as if he was taking a deep breath, and then let it out, smiled lightly and looked at Chen Qiye who took the initiative to call him but said nothing: "What's wrong?"

With a stick in his throat, Chen Qiye stroked the image of Qin Ge on the cold screen with his fingers, unable to explain why he had been drafting all night.Qin Ge said a few hours ago that he was going to get together with a few other friends who were studying in Hangzhou today. These Tanzhou fellows did not do as well as him in the exam, but their families were all either rich or noble, otherwise they would not She lives in the same community as Qin Ge, and plays basketball together on weekends.

"I'll take you to see their car." Seeing that Chen Qiye hadn't spoken for a long time, Qin Ge found a topic by himself.

He got up, picked up his phone again and walked to the edge of the balcony, switched the camera to look at a few coupes and off-road cars parked in the open space not far from downstairs. The models are worth a lot.

The camera switched again, and Chen Qiye saw Qin Ge again.

Qin Ge said that he would go back in their car later, Chen Qiye could have followed his words and asked him why he didn't drive here by himself, and where did the car that Lu Chong bought for him go, Chen Qiye watched through the screen Looking at Qin Ge's calm eyes, what he said was: "Don't play too late."

Qin Ge joked in a relaxed tone: "I really came to check the post."

Qin Ge walked back from the edge of the balcony to where he had been sitting before, set up his phone and stretched.During the process of raising his arms to lowering them, Qin Ge turned his body sideways to Chen Qiye, first looked into the distance, and then looked at Chen Qiye, his eyes were calm from the beginning to the end, and there was not much emotion ups and downs.

Chen Qiye could see that Qin Ge was not forcing himself.He is a proud man, he can be rotten to the root, he can't lose face, he won't let those second generation ancestors read the joke, learn it from his parents, and then pass it on to his grandfather's ears.

How could a person like him accept Chen Qiye's relief, not to mention that it was a stipend from the other party.It is also impossible for him to return that apartment. It was his hiding place, where he was alone with Chen Qiye. His life could not be restarted like a game, but at least he could press pause and take a breath.

"...How is it possible." Chen Qiye's Adam's apple twitched, denying Cha Gang's statement.He trusted Qin Ge unconditionally. Even through the screen, he looked at Qin Ge with admiration, and the light in his black eyes flickered vividly.

"I just, can't help but want to tell you, the moonlight is so beautiful tonight."

Qin Ge smiled knowingly, and it wasn't just the tacit love words between the two that touched him.

"You've been busy with your mid-term exams recently, boy, I'll come to see you early next month." In Qin Ge's context, traveling from the south to the north is as easy as going out for a walk.He enjoyed Chen Qiye's dependence, admiration and admiration for him very much. When Chen Qiye hung up the phone, the light in his eyes dimmed along with the screen.

He doesn't need me to stand with him.

Chen Qiye went back through the chat records of the two of them.There were a few times when he was about to chat with Qin Ge about how to overcome difficulties together, and he was also swept away by the same sense of powerlessness as today, talking about him from left to right.

They knew each other so well, how could they not be aware that he was the testing ground for Qin Ge's idealism, and all Qin Ge needed from him was love.

If love wants to be pure, it cannot be mixed with the trivialities of life.

Chen Qiye had no choice but to give up and wait until Qin Ge came to Beijing to discuss everything.

Chen Qiye is still not interested in the orientation major he is studying, but he will spend a lot of time on the courses, and then go to attend the professional courses of the mathematics department. In the current learning state, concentrate on doing the questions and brushing the questions.

He stays in the library every day and doesn't listen to anything outside the window. When he's tired of homework, he takes out his mobile phone to read fragmented messages. The only person he chats with is Qin Ge.He asked Qin Ge's mother about her condition and whether she needed to visit her. Qin Ge didn't reply in time: [someone is with her. 】

Chen Qiye put down the phone, leaned on the table with his curled arms under his pillow, and stared out of the window without looking sideways.

He likes to sit by the window for self-study, and there are always birds passing by the window.No, when he was resting, a pigeon just landed on the window sill. Except for the eyes and mouth, the whole body was white, and the way it shook its head was so cute.

It hopped around the window for a while, not afraid of strangers, Chen Xiye liked it more and more, thinking that the pigeon wanted to beg for food from him, so he crushed the small biscuit he carried with him, poured it into the palm of his hand, and slowly went to it The direction of the window is handed over.

What fell on Chen Qiye's palm was the warm yellow autumn light, but the pigeon was startled suddenly, flapped its wings and flew away, leaving behind a white feather without a trace.

Chen Qiye withdrew his hand, stared at the feather for a long time, then looked up at the window, and looked around at the huge library with countless windows, only to realize that the person locked in the cage was himself, and the pigeons outside the cage flapped their wings high. fly.

He also saw Lu Chong.

Unexpectedly, Lu Chongzheng sat opposite to him, scaring away the pigeon.