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Qi Miaomiao's mind went blank.

Chen Wang didn't have a particularly unique name. The next second, the thought that flashed through her mind was that someone had the same name.

But under Chen Wang's name is Qin Siyuan.Qi Miaomiao breathed out and sank to the bottom of her dantian, her back slowly bent, and the poetry collection slipped from her hand to the ground, but she still held the library card between her fingers.

——Qin Siyuan used to use a pen with blue ink, Qi Miaomiao would not be mistaken, the library card with stains on the yellowed corners was indeed his handwriting.

Qi Miaomiao's thinking has not been broadened until this moment.It just feels too coincidental, too coincidental.There is a person with the same name as Chen Wang who also studied at Hangcheng University. According to the date on the library card, she and Qin Siyuan have known each other for a long time.

Why didn't Chen Wang tell me?A new confusion arose in Qi Miaomiao's heart, she took out her mobile phone and called Chen Wang, but the other party still shut down and no one answered.

This made Qi Miaomiao regain her suspicion of the same name. She took out an old poetry collection and opened it. The library card on the inner page still had these two names.

There are only these two names.

Qi Miaomiao was a little out of breath, and the other hand pinched her throat through the collar to relieve the difficulty of breathing.She has also studied here, and knows that there are endless new versions of such classic books, but the cover of the old version is so broken that it is covered with a layer of yellow leather cardboard, and the inside pages are difficult to read due to the limitations of printing technology. , the student group will basically not borrow the bookshelf in front of her.

Moreover, this library had an electronic lending system more than 20 years ago, and paper borrowing cards have long been eliminated, leaving only traces of existence in old books that no one cares about.

Qi Miaomiao's eyelashes fluttered.Suddenly realizing something, she took out those old books one by one, flipped through them in a hurry, looking for the library card inside.It was not as easy as the previous two times. She flipped through a dozen or twenty books to find one. The name was no longer written on the card, but only a date in blue writing.

Qi Miaomiao has nearly twenty library cards in her hand.Arranging those cards in chronological order, no matter how confused her mind was, she would never forget that she was pregnant with Qin Ge or was breastfeeding in those days.

Qi Miaomiao felt nauseous for a while, covering her mouth and nose to prevent herself from vomiting.No wonder Qin Siyuan has never been found by her to have any clues of cheating. It turned out that he told the woman the time of the tryst in such a classic and romantic way, and then went home and kissed himself on the forehead, telling himself what interesting new books were introduced in the library ...

Physiological tears moistened Qi Miaomiao's eyelashes.She opened another book, which happened to be Selected Russian Poems.On the page of Pushkin's "I Loved You", she saw the card with the two names for the third time.

Qi Miaomiao stared at the date behind the name, suddenly felt a thunderbolt, slipped and fell to the ground unsteadily, the library card floated out of the book page and fell a little farther away, the date of the blue note was older than Qi Miaomiao and Qin Siyuan's first time We met a year earlier.

Qi Miaomiao didn't dare to reach out to take books from the bookshelf.

It took her several minutes to get the strength to stand up, holding on to the bookshelf.Before entering the library, she decided to leave all the postcards. Now she walked out of the library slowly, holding a stack of library cards in her hand, three of which had the names of Chen Wang and Qin Siyuan written on them, and the rest only had the date.

She originally wanted to seek help from the staff to find out the specific identity of this Chen Wang, but when she and the staff were only separated by a computer, she didn't know how to speak at all.

She is still the same as ten years ago. It is impossible for a rich daughter to bring her husband's cheating on the table. When she knew that Qin Siyuan had a woman outside, she just asked him to come back quickly from the beginning to the end. He still loves himself and goes home.

Qi Miaomiao stood in front of the Academic Exchange Center and couldn't move anymore.

It was dark.The library behind her was lit, and the academic exchange in front of her was dotted with spots of light, illuminating the marble-clad building flawlessly.

Qi Miaomiao looked up and looked up, and suddenly realized that this building is symmetrical.

Looking back, the boxy library is also symmetrical.The national flag pole in the middle of the two buildings is like a dividing line on the drawing, which makes everyone who reads the composition admire it sincerely, as undisputed as seeing the causal cycle.

Enlightened, Qi Miaomiao looked through the diary on her phone to find the date on the library card.Those with names are chaotic and irregular, like the little fun between passionate lovers, but those with only numbers are very regular, all of which are on Wednesday.

Qi Miaomiao looked up again at the logo of the Academic Exchange Center.Whenever Qin Siyuan needs to teach students, he will stay in this place for one night every week.

Every time it's Wednesday.

Qi Miaomiao finally felt tranquility.

She entered the central hall again, her gait and demeanor were all upright, and she showed a style that fit her class, as proud as if the receptionist at the front desk was her ex-husband's cheating object, she must not lose her momentum.

There happened to be a teacher checking in as she approached.Unlike non-campus staff, on-campus teachers will have a great discount if they open a room to rest here. As long as they write their names and departments in the register, they can get a bed in a double room at a very low price.

Qi Miaomiao waited for the teacher to get the room card and left before taking another step forward. With his hand on the counter, he pointed to the long row of filing cabinets behind the reception staff and said, "I want to see the teacher's register from 18 years ago. .”

The receptionist was very young, apparently just joined the job.She didn't know how divine Qi Miaomiao was, but Qi Miaomiao's posture could not be ignored.

The receptionist was cautious and extremely polite: "Ma'am, I don't have the authority to do so."

"Then I can call your minister." Qi Miaomiao dug out the number of the head of the school's logistics department from the address book and showed it to the receptionist.When she was still in Hangcheng, she kept a lot of contact information of school leaders.Even though he had never contacted her before, Qi Miaomiao reminded the receptionist confidently: "You don't want me to bother your leader with such a trivial matter."

The young receptionist was taken aback, obediently took out the folder and handed it to Qi Miaomiao.Qi Miaomiao just opened the page, and when she saw the names and departments of the entire page, a voice shouted behind her: "Mom!"

Qin Ge and Lu Chong just came back at this time.Both of them seemed to be in a good mood, and they asked casually as they approached, "Why are you here?"

Qi Miaomiao wanted to close the document for a moment, and said "it's okay", she has gotten nothing for so many years, and now she can disconnect the clues and pretend that nothing really happened, and leave with the two of them.

But she can't pass her own test.

She still wants to know who that person is, what he used to attract Qin Siyuan, does Qin Siyuan really love her or is it just to vent his desire, does Qin Siyuan really love himself?

Qi Miaomiao turned her head, picked up the folder and forgot to go to the elevator.Qin Ge and Lu Chong thought that Qi Miaomiao would wait for the two of them, so they didn't speed up their pace. They didn't realize that something was wrong until Qi Miaomiao looked at them vigilantly from the slowly closing elevator door.

Lu Chong quickly pressed the up buttons of all the elevators. Qin Ge couldn't wait, so he ran up the stairs in three steps.Qi Miaomiao looked calm in the ascending elevator, and quickly turned to the specific date, and found Qin Siyuan and Chen Wang from the Faculty of Arts.

At this moment, she thought that Chen Wang had the same name. She squinted her eyes and saw that the department behind Chen Wang was a ballet major in the Academy of Arts.

"Ding—" the elevator door opened.

Qi Miaomiao was so dumbfounded that she forgot to go out, the door closed again, and she went up to a higher floor.Qin Ge grabbed the escalator and ran to the elevator room in the next second. Seeing that the one that Qi Miaomiao was taking had already gone up, he thought his mother had gone back to the room, so before he could swallow his saliva, he ran to the corridor again.

Lu Chong then took another elevator to the floor where the room was located, walking in the same direction as Qin Ge.The Qi Miaomiao they were looking for was still in the elevator.She continued to scroll back and saw one after another ballet lecturer Chen Wang shared the same room with Qin Siyuan on Wednesday.

Qi Miaomiao was dumbfounded.

When the elevator door opened again, an elegantly dressed old professor entered.Only then did Qi Miaomiao realize that she had sat too far, and pressed her own floor again. The amiable old professor asked her with concern: "Are you okay?"

Qi Miaomiao touched her face, only to realize that her cheeks were filled with tears.

The old professor looked kindly, and asked again: "Is there anything I can do for you?"

Qi Miaomiao blurted out: "Can a man take Sasha as a Russian name?

"Of course." The old professor happened to be the dean of the Russian Department and told Qi Miaomiao that Sasha is Alexander's nickname in Russian.

The old professor added: "Half of the Chinese men in Russia are called Sasha, and the other half are called Vasya, which is Vasily's nickname."

Qi Miaomiao was really amused by the old professor's cold joke, and the way he smiled through tears was really crazy, and after the sound of "Ding--", he nervously withdrew all his emotions.

She took a step forward and stepped out of the elevator door, her face expressionless like a robot with a broken part.Lu Chong and Qin Ge checked their rooms respectively, but there was no one there.They felt it was incredible, they walked out of the room one after another, but unexpectedly saw Qi Miaomiao walking towards them mechanically.

This is not Qi Miaomiao's usual walking style at all, the gentle temperament that can make people feel like a spring breeze is gone, replaced by gloom and depression.Qin Ge was at a loss and didn't know what happened. He waited for his mother to walk in front of him, but he didn't dare to ask, because he didn't even recognize that the woman whose temperament changed suddenly was Qi Miaomiao.

Qi Miaomiao straightened her back, and asked in a voice Qin Ge had never heard before: "What's the phone number of Chen Qiye?"

"...Mom." Qin Ge's eyes flickered, and he guessed something.

Qi Miaomiao raised the folder towards her son, and poked the paper hard with her finger: "What's the phone number of Chen Qiye!"

"Mom, don't be like this, you, you believe me, Chen Qiye can't contact Chen Wang, and now no one can find Chen Wang." Qin Ge panicked, holding out his hands to comfort his emotional mother, but Qi Miaomiao Leaping back lightly, he looked at the folder again with a suspicious look.

What she showed her son was just a random page, but Qin Ge could immediately guess that the person she was looking for was Chen Xiye's father.

Qi Miaomiao's breath was trembling.His eyes filled with tears again, his lips trembled slightly, and he became that fragile and fragile little fool again.

"...Didn't you say you forgot?" Qi Miaomiao took another step back, her spine bent, as if she was carrying an unbearable weight.

"Mom, listen to my explanation, mom, mom..."

"Explain what?" Qi Miaomiao asked her son back, feeling so unconvinced, "You clearly know...that day Qin Siyuan...was in the study with that man, you, you and that man's son—"

Qi Miaomiao covered her heart, tears streaming down like rain.She couldn't stand anymore, Lu Chong quickly supported her with his eyesight, and wanted to bring her into the room first, so as not to let the other residents who heard the sound open the door to look around.

However, Qi Miaomiao did not cooperate.She struggled in Lu Chong's arms, and when she couldn't struggle, she cried, saying that Lu Chong had always been responsive to her needs, why didn't she stand by her side today, grabbed Qin Ge's cell phone and dialed Chen Qiye's number.

"Miaomiao, calm down first, calm down." Lu Chong glanced at Qin Ge, then looked back at the man with messy hair in his arms, and said logically, "We are afraid that you will lose control of your emotions and hurt your body after knowing the truth, so we keep hiding it." on."

Qi Miaomiao suddenly stopped struggling.

She raised her head stiffly, and said in a naive tone: "...how do you know."

Lu Chong was so palpitated that he couldn't speak, Qi Miaomiao said to him again: "You lied to me too."

Qi Miaomiao closed her eyes, a few tears fell from the corners of her eyes, her heart was broken.

It turned out that she was the only one kept in the dark.

And everyone around her, in the name of loving her, deprived her of the right to know the truth.

"I'm going to Beijing, I—" Qi Miaomiao's lips were pale, her body was weaker than her voice, and she was like a fragile antique vase in Lu Chong's arms.Qin Ge couldn't stand it anymore, and thought that his mother's loss of control was because of Qin Siyuan, who was not worthy of being a father. Affair, he—"

Qin Ge's pupils shrank, and only then did he realize that he had said the wrong thing.Lu Chong slapped him hard, knocked him to the ground, and said angrily, "You bastard! What nonsense are you talking about!"

But it was too late.

Qi Miaomiao listened.

The library cards in the folder were shaken off, and one of them was indeed dated before they met each other.

Whether it was Chen Wang who broke her marriage with Qin Siyuan, or whether she meddled in the relationship between Chen Wang and Qin Siyuan, I couldn't tell.

"Mom...Mom!" Regardless of the stinging pain on his face, Qin Ge crawled over to help his fainted mother, and pinched her among the people.Lu Chong was in a hurry and wanted to call the emergency center, but Qin Ge picked him up and rushed to the school hospital at an unprecedented speed.