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After hearing this, Chen Qiye buried his face in Qin Ge's arms.He is not timid at the moment, and the vitality of climbing is buried deep in his heart, but he has been alone for too long, and he is eager to seek a sense of security from others.

He couldn't even rely on his blood-related parents, needless to say Chen Wang, although Chen Yue cared about him, but compared to mother and son supporting each other, as a mother, she only hoped that she would not drag her son down.

She didn't tell Chen Qiye that she went to the hospital to see a doctor.The doctor asked her to go here to pay the fee, and there to take an X-ray. After receiving all the materials, she shook her head and said that she must have family members by her side to tell her the test results.

Chen Yue had no choice but to find Chen Wang.Chen Wang was not happy at first, but when Chen Yue also took pictures of part of the materials and sent him, he still came.

The chief doctor and Chen Wang were talking in the outpatient room, while Chen Yue sat outside the door and waited.Five or six minutes later, Chen Wang walked out of the door, and Chen Yue stood up with an urgent and forbearing expression.

"Go, go and pay for the medicine." Chen Wang's face and tone were all calm, as if it was another person who just heard the doctor say "advanced" and "three months".

The two went to the window on the first floor to pay the fee. Chen Yue wanted to pay by himself. As soon as he carefully took out a cloth wallet, Chen Wang paid the amount with his mobile phone.Chen Yue wanted to return the money to him, but Chen Wang said that he didn't care about it, saying that he didn't want this little money, and when Chen Yue got the demolition money, remember to share half of it with himself.

Making trouble with bare feet is more useful than losing face. Chen Wang's trick really worked. The petition letters that looked like small advertisements were enough for the street office. Well, it's still a step back. Although Chen Yue can't get the compensation area, he can definitely get a suitable demolition fund.

"This medicine is one pill a day. Contact me after you finish taking it, and I'll buy it for you." Chen Wang paused, and added, "Don't let Chen Xiye know about this beforehand."

Chen Yue lowered her head and stared at the medicine bottle in her hand that was full of unintelligible English words, somewhat guessing that she didn't have much time left in her hard-working life without enjoying the blessings.

She is an ordinary country woman who has not received much education. Even if she dies tomorrow, the only thing she cares about is her own children, and she has no regrets of her own.

So she was calm, and the nameless husband beside her was also calm, as if what Chen Yue had was just a cold.The invoice for the bottle of medicine is still in his hand. The doctor said that he can only live for three months without taking the medicine, and how long he can live after taking the medicine depends on fate.

Chen Wang wanted to laugh. He felt that he had been busy for nothing. The demolition money was not worth it. He had to use it to buy more than 2 yuan a box of "good luck". Four hundred, without the demolition money, Chen Yue would have to wait to die.

And in this hospital, coming and going, bustling, how many people can get a new life with dignity.

How many people, no matter how strong their desire to survive, can only resign themselves to fate.

Chen Wang sighed for a long time, and slowly closed his eyes, as if he could still hear the old Qin Siyuan complaining to him, he didn't want to resign himself to fate.

Qin Siyuan raised his hands, clenched his fists tightly, and said unwillingly: "I want to control my own destiny."

Chen Wang lit the first cigarette he didn't know, took a deep puff and looked at the dumb woman Qin Siyuan brought with his chin: "So I'm going to marry this woman?"

"She is very quiet and will never leak our news." Qin Siyuan's urgency is in stark contrast to Chen Wang's laziness, "Qi Miaomiao is the only daughter of the president of the Tanzhou Chamber of Commerce. If I marry her, Qi I will have a share of my family’s financial resources, and I will be able to stay in the school to be evaluated for titles, and I can—”

"You can stay in school if you don't marry her." Chen Wang told the truth. He didn't go to graduate school and just came back from Russia last month, but he can also stay in school as a dance teacher.

"So you can only be a teaching assistant, even if you have enough academic qualifications, you can't climb up!" Qin Siyuan's goal is clear, he wants to rise to the top and hold a party in power, not a poor scholar who is idle and wild.

Qin Siyuan's eyes lit up with anticipation again, imagining a harmonious future: "When you are married, I will introduce you to Qi Miaomiao, she will not be suspicious of a dumb woman, let alone I have had a relationship with you before , we will be two happy families, and we can live in harmony in this model for the rest of our lives!"

Chen Wang didn't feel that Qin Si was conceited.Qin Siyuan really has ink in his stomach, he is gentle and dignified, he is a genuine talented scholar, if he lived in the Republic of China and had a good family background, his name will definitely appear in Fengya Affair.

But he lives in an era of impetuousness and materialism that has never been seen before. Opportunities and new money are everywhere, but there is no way out for scholars to live and work in peace.

Chen Wang asked, "What if it is discovered?"

Qin Siyuan was very sure: "No."

Chen Wang couldn't believe it: "What if?"

Qin Siyuan really thought about this kind of "what if", without any guilt at all, he said: "She will forgive me."

Chen Wang laughed when he was choked by the smoke, coughed out tears, coughed, bent over, and said hoarsely, "You are so greedy."

The meaning of Chen Wang's refusal was obvious. He wanted to drive Qin Siyuan and the dumb woman out. Qin Siyuan grabbed his hands and wrists and knocked him against the wall, asking viciously: "Do you want less than me? ?! Why didn’t you tell me and discuss with me before you applied for the exchange study in Russian theater last year, what do you think of me! Have you considered adding me to your future!”

"So I really shouldn't come back early..." Chen Wang really felt that it was a pity, there are no ballerinas who don't want to go to Russia, he could have stayed in that theater for three to five years, and he came back after less than half a year.

In the past six months, Qin Siyuan had eaten Qi Miaomiao, who had just entered university, to death.

Qin Siyuan's momentum remained unabated: "I don't even know when you will come back, why should I wait for you!"

"You didn't wait for me," Chen Wang twitched the corner of his mouth, pointing at the bewildered Chen Yue who was witnessing all this, "On the contrary, you want everything and want everyone to fulfill you!"

Chen Wang loves and hates: "Why? Why!"

Qin Siyuan and Chen Wang broke up that day.They broke off contact, Qin Siyuan continued to date Qin Miaomiao, and Chen Wang continued his dance career, waiting for the next opportunity to go to Russia.

But Chen Yue, who was brought to Hangzhou by Qin Siyuan from his hometown in Tanzhou, did not leave. Originally, Chen Wang didn't want this dumb person to set foot in the house he rented, but Chen Yue, like a conscientious nanny, cleaned up his kennel The appearance of a monk.

A homosexual who has never been straight and a mute from a small town live together so strangely. Chen Wang asked why Chen Yue followed him. Chen Yue typed on her mobile phone, saying that no one wanted a woman like her, but she wanted to want a child.

And Chen Wang is so good-looking, his child must also be good-looking.

It took two years for Chen Yue to have Chen Qiye by accident, and before that, Qin Siyuan came to visit more than once.Chen Wang is in love after all, just because that person is Qin Siyuan, no matter how reluctant he is, he still becomes Qin Siyuan's shady lover.

However, the opportunity to go to Russia was once again in front of him.The six years he left were not so much about achieving himself, but rather about escaping the life that had no ties and flowed with his own blood.

It also took him a long time to accept the fact that Qin Siyuan married a wife and had children.This man is a refined egoist, and the only person he loves the most is himself. Chen Wang has seen through this from the first year they met, but he still can't help but fall into the trap, even helping Qin Siyuan find excuses, thinking that it is this The times force people to be refined and selfish, not Qin Siyuan's nature.

He thought he could forget about Qin Siyuan in six years, find another man, or make do with Chen Yue. He saw a statue of Pushkin on the outskirts of Moscow covered in white snow, and he stroked the texture of the bronze material. , The soul returns to Hangzhou thousands of miles away.

Warm spring, warm light, wind blowing the curtains, thin sweat and panting.

Qin Siyuan leaned into his ear and said, I once loved you.

He turned to pillow in Qin Siyuan's arm, and Qin Siyuan recited the poem in high spirits without any hesitation, and poured out the last line while kissing the person in his arms: "God bless, another person will be like me I love you the same."

Chen Wang had a cold personality, and at that moment he completely fell.When he sent the first postcard since leaving the country in the souvenir shop of the statue of Pang, he wrote the poem in Russian, but added a negative word не in the last sentence——

I love you so much that Almighty God can't find another person who loves you like I do.

The postcard was successfully sent to Qin Siyuan, but Qin Siyuan didn't reply, even though he knew who the letter was from.He just put it away, and saw that the poem on the back of the postcard had been changed more and more, from the beginning where only a negative word was added, until the last tense changed to the present continuous tense, Chen Wang didn't love Qin Siyuan, but She still loves him silently and hopelessly.

Qin Siyuan put away the postcard from Russia again. He knew that Chen Wang was coming back, and the love in his heart was never extinguished.

Even if their love was selfish and immoral, they met six years later and really lived the beautiful life Qin Siyuan imagined.

The two families, the two women and Chen Wang have all made him perfect, and Qi Miaomiao, who was kept in the dark, is the happiest one on the surface. She always smiles and eagerly calls the art workers in the circle to come. As a guest at home, treat Chen Wang like a hostess.

"...Chen Wang?"

Chen Wang seemed to hear Qi Miaomiao's voice, he hadn't seen that pretty little fool for more than ten years, and her calling was also long and strange to Chen Wang.

However, Chen Wang heard another sound: "...Chen Wang!"

Chen Wang turned his head quickly, and five or six meters away, a professional woman who couldn't hide the temperament of a lady was looking at him steadily, her eyes were full of disbelief, and she was stunned for another five or six seconds before stepping on the stiletto silk shoes approach.

"You are..." Chen Wang murmured, almost unrecognizable.Qi Miaomiao is wearing a feminine formal suit with a shirt, which looks like a clerk, but whether it is the bag she is carrying or the expensive bracelet on her wrist, it is not something a clerk can afford.

Moreover, the overall tone of her clothes is nude pink, with a kind of beauty that doesn't match her age. If Chen Wang didn't know that she was almost 40 years old, he would definitely think that she was only 25-[-] - she was a circle thinner than ten years ago and regained her In addition to her slim figure, her skin is fairer and more translucent than that of young girls who just came out of society. Most importantly, she is radiant and energetic.

Her girlish behavior proved why the glory glowed on her face. She squeezed Chen Wang's shoulders and arms to confirm the authenticity of his existence. Then she almost cried with joy, covered her mouth and exclaimed: "It's really you!"