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Chen Qiye decided to pick persimmons himself.

This idea became even stronger after eating the persimmons sent by Qin Ge. Although those special students had wiped out all the persimmon trees outside the playground, there were still a few persimmon trees planted separately in the school. Chen Qiye was at the end of the lunch break. After half an hour, I sneaked out of the classroom and ran to the lover's slope near the small gazebo, where there happened to be a persimmon tree still bearing fruit.

Chen Qiye approached under the tree, stretched out his hand and jumped up, but couldn't reach any of them.Perhaps it was stimulated by those sports students. Although the other students who had the same idea as Chen Qiye did not shake the tree in a frenzy, they all had the idea of ​​the remaining fruit trees. Chen Qiye was still late.

He thought about shaking the tree, but he was afraid that if too many trees fell at once, it would be ruined instead.After thinking about it, he went back to the classroom. When all the students in the class were taking a nap, he walked through the corridor of class (1) when he left again. Qin Ge, who was lying on the table, happened to see him sneaking downstairs with a took a broom.

Qin Ge lost all sleepiness immediately, and followed Chen Qiye to Lover's Slope far away from the teaching building.The reason why this piece of greenery is so named is because the grass-paved land rises and falls one after another. If the people inside are lying down or squatting, passers-by will not be able to see it at all.

Qin Ge first hid from the side to observe, and saw Chen Qiye standing under the tree with his head raised, poking the target with the head of the broom while jumping, trying his best every time, just letting the branches and leaves shake every time, trying to knock them down The fruit is motionless.

Chen Qiye continued to try undaunted. Qin Ge looked at it, couldn't help laughing when he appeared, and instructed, "You've already brought a broom, why don't you use the side with a larger area."

Chen Qiye stopped jumping, looked at Qin Ge and then lowered his head, without explaining that he was afraid that the broom would stain the fruit.

He didn't have much athleticism, and he couldn't jump high. Qin Ge looked at him from the sidelines even more embarrassed, and the broom never reached the branches again.

Chen Qiye was a little discouraged, Qin Ge asked, "Do you want me to help you?"

Chen Qiye held the broom in his arms, and turned his flushed face away after exercising, as if avoiding the eye contact and conversation with Qin Ge.

Qin Ge felt that he was twitching, so he touched his shoulder without thinking, but Chen Qiye let out an "ah" as if stimulated, and took a step back with his neck shrunk.

"...Don't even let me touch it." Qin Ge glanced at the fruit on the high branch and said regretfully, "I wanted to carry you on my back."

Chen Qiye blinked, staring at his own hands holding the broom: "Don't do this."

——Don't come to provoke me knowing that I like you.

"Don't do that?" Qin Ge didn't know whether he really didn't understand or pretended not to understand, he was still so light and generous: "Or do you want to carry me?"

He smiled, and the sunlight fell on his face through the branches and leaves of the persimmon tree, which was clear and clean, and the school uniform was even more brand new.

Seduced by his smile, Chen Qiye agreed vaguely, "Okay."

"Really...is it just your body?" Qin Ge walked around Chen Qiye and looked him over, very suspicious.Chen Qiye simply put the broom into Qin Ge's hands and squatted down, wrapping his hands around his legs.

Qin Ge lightened up, and was really hugged by Chen Qiye.

"Hey, I'm joking." Qin Ge moved his legs, motioning for Chen Qiye to put him down.Chen Qiye struggled so much that he swayed slightly from side to side, pressed his face against his school pants and gritted his teeth, "Hurry up, I can't hold on anymore."

Qin Ge quickly raised his hand and poked the branch with the broom head.He is stronger and stronger than Chen Qiye. Although Chen Qiye only hugged him for half a minute, he also dropped several persimmons.

Then Chen Xiye put him down.Originally thinking that Chen Qiye would bring the persimmons back to the classroom, Chen Qiye collected the persimmons on the grass, sat down, wiped the skin with his school uniform, and ate them directly.

Qin Ge also sat down and watched Chen Qiye gobble it up, not saving one for himself.

"Hi," Qin Ge asked in a casual tone as if talking to a familiar friend, "Have you not had lunch?"

"Eat." Chen Xiye simply said two words and continued to eat. His body should be full of energy after replenishing energy, but he lay down quite tired, and Qin Ge was still sitting on the side with his legs bent.

"Hello." Qin Ge still spoke in that tone, and when he spoke again, his vocal cords stopped vibrating.

Qin Ge took out a tissue from his school uniform pocket and handed it to Chen Qiye, moving his lips and saying: Wipe your mouth.

Qin Ge smiled, but Chen Qiye was lazy and lifeless, so decadent that he didn't care that his face was stained with persimmon juice, and murmured other things: "Why can you understand lip language?"

Qin Ge hooked his fingers, signaling Chen Qiye to sit up again.Chen Qiye was a bit reluctant. He always felt that Qin Ge was different today, and he couldn't tell where the difference was. Now he couldn't figure it out, but this feeling became stronger and stronger.

He still dawdled up from the lawn, lowered his eyes, and watched as Qin Ge put down the sleeves of his jacket rolled up to his elbows, and pulled out a pair of small earphones from the cuffs as if by magic. The headphone cables and iPodnano were hidden in the cuffs inside.

"When I was in junior high school, I didn't attend class well. I was actually secretly listening to music while holding my chin up the whole time," Qin Ge said as he demonstrated, plugging in one of the earphones and covering it with his palm.

Although he only brought one side, but because he was tall and sat far away, he could barely hear what the teacher was saying after listening to the music.Over time, he discovered another kind of pleasure, which is to distinguish the changes of the teacher's lips while listening to music, so that he will not be overwhelmed by his name when he is called suddenly.

Chen Qiye put his hands on his knees and asked, "Why didn't you study hard at that time?"

"Junior high school students, very high school sophomores...and only problem students are called parents. I can only see my mother in the office." Qin Ge looked forward, still smiling, and didn't think this was something to brag about.

"It's silly." He turned his face to look at Chen Qiye, and flicked his sleeves in front of his eyes, "Would you like to try it?"

Chen Qiye pinched the other headset, imitating Qin Ge's movements, and put his palms on his cheeks to cover the headphone cable. The two of them were so close to each other that their shoulders touched, and the song that had been playing happened to be sung: "This is a season of love."

Qin Ge didn't mean to cut the song. The voice of 94 spanned time and space and was eternal in this small player, engraved with the innocence and freedom of a generation: "Everyone should be good to each other, lonely people are shameful."

Chen Qiye was shocked.

As if frozen, Chen Xiye's whole body was empty. Whatever Qin Ge wanted to pour into it, he would let it go; what Qin Ge wanted to get from it, he would put into it.

Qin Ge's voice is brighter than Zhang Chu's. He hums briskly "life blooms like a flower", and Chen Qiye "can't let yourself wither"; he croons "no choice", and Chen Qiye "must fall in love with him ".

"...Don't be like this." Chen Qiye took off his earphones and said in panic.

Qin Ge said in that confusing voice again: "Why is this sentence again, let's talk about something else."

There was carelessness and uncertainty in that voice, provoking Chen Qiye to run away, so blind that he was about to lose control.All that Chen Qiye could control at this moment was his body and his stomach—he realized that not only did he not eat enough, but he was far from eating enough.

He panickedly grabbed the persimmons on the ground, impatiently wanting to fill up the spiritual void with food, he felt a tightness in his trousers when he ate it, his body was not full of satisfaction, nor could he experience relaxation and comfort.

He slumped on his back on the lawn, as if his body was extremely heavy, but his chest was light. He touched his belly propped up through the school uniform with his hands, and said almost aggrieved: "I'm so hungry."

Chen Xiye's palm touched the place where the heart was placed, it was so hungry there.

Qin Ge lay quietly beside him.The breeze blew over the hillside and blew their blue and white collars and black hair tips, and the greenery on the ground was a little yellow in autumn. Qin Ge squinted his eyes and looked directly at the not blazing sun, saying: "It's so hot!" .”

Qin Ge's words were obviously ironic, as if he was playing a game with Chen Qiye.Chen Qiye swallowed, turned his face to look at Qin Ge, the surroundings were so quiet that there were no birds chirping or insects chirping, and he said, "It's so lively."

Qin Ge also turned sideways to him, and the short prickly grass tip poked his cheek like a small brush, and it would cause a slight itching when he moved it. Qin Ge smiled and said, "I'm so lonely."

As the song says, a lonely man is shameful.

So he grabbed Chen Xiye's left wrist. The wound on the inside had already healed, but it left a rare mark slightly darker than his skin color. Qin Ge returned the Casio watch to its original owner. The strap blocked it for some reason. The scars that fade with time, the scars that he once kissed.

"Okay..." Chen Qiye fell completely, captured by the tenderness of the other party.He leaned forward, couldn't hold back and was desperate, and lightly touched the other's lips.

This was the closest moment between him and Qin Ge so far, but what filled the waves of his heart was endless despair.

He closed his eyes. It was only at this moment that Qin Ge realized that there was a tear in Chen Qiye's eye. It disappeared into the grass and disappeared, leaving only a tear trail. He opened and closed his lips silently, and was lured into shouting silently: I like it so much. .

I still like you very much.

Qin Ge touched the back of Chen Xiye's neck.

This was not a surprise to Chen Qiye.Any straight man would feel offended if he was touched by the same sex like this. Even if Qin Ge became angry and broke his neck, he would not be surprised.

But his cerebral cortex did not receive the transmission of pain nerves. On the contrary, he felt unprecedented excitement and loneliness, as if every cell in his body joined the grand carnival, either heating up and bursting into gorgeous fireworks, or sinking The bottom of the lake sleeps forever.

Chen Qiye catered to Qin Ge like a drowning man who must struggle.He was so hot that when he opened his eyes and saw Qin Ge's eyebrows and eyes, he realized that the distance before was not the shortest.

Because they've never kissed before.

In the hidden lover's slope, only Feng saw Qin Ge and Chen Qiye lying under the persimmon tree and kissing.

No one pushed anyone away, and when they parted, Chen Qiye's wet red eyes filled with steam.He didn't feel sad, but he couldn't control his emotions, he was panting, and his chest heaved violently.

He doubted the authenticity of all this, as if the whole world was collapsing before his eyes, and only Qin Ge could rely on him.

Chen Xiye covered his face with his trembling hands, and asked with trepidation, "What are you... what... are you feeling and thinking?"

Qin Ge licked his lips, thinking that Chen Qiye must not know what he looks like now.He ate so many persimmons without wiping his mouth, like a little cat who doesn't like to wash his face, very cute.

It's also delicious.

So Qin Ge pushed his hand away, his face was dirty and sweet.Chen Qiye actually had a vague premonition at that moment, but he didn't fully wake up until Qin Ge's birthday. On that day, he was so tearful that it seemed that he had received some kind of gift, but the one who really got what he wanted was Qin Ge.

——It's Qin Ge that Chen Qiye really likes, and it's Qin Ge who really wants to be loved.This young man, who is about to come of age in the last month of 2015, finally lost to loneliness, showing his soul-stirring singing voice in the vast sea, and Chen Qiye happened to be a passing sailor.

That's why Qin Ge couldn't finish it, and said, "I want to do it again."