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The old wooden stairs had no handrails, so Chen Qiye looked around for the notebook, and after five or six seconds, the sensor light went out.

Chen Qiye sighed in frustration, and was wondering whether to make any more noise when the door of the room on the left side of the second floor opened from the inside and let out light.That was his house, Chen Xiye thought it was Chen Yue who came to open the door for him, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, but what he saw was Chen Wang's figure blocking the light.

Chen Wang stood where he was, and turned on the flashlight to shine on him without warning. Chen Qiye raised his hand to cover his eyes, glanced into the dark, and saw Qin Ge's diary in the corner.

Chen Qiye picked it up, protected the pocketbook between his crossed hands like a treasure, and went upstairs in small steps, the closer he got to Chen Wang, the more wary his eyes became.

And Chen Wang is always like a wandering spectator, or a mirror, what others are guilty of, and what they are hiding, they will see in his meaningful smile.

Chen Qiye finally entered the room.The house is small, he usually sleeps in the attic, and Chen Yue spread out the mattress in the living room, just by looking around, Chen Qiye can be sure that his mother is not here tonight.

When Chen Qiye asked, he didn't expect Chen Wang to really know, "Where's my mother?"

"How do I know." Chen Wang guessed wildly, "She knows that you can't support your family if you don't get the scholarship, so maybe you've found another job."

Chen Wang sat at the table and lit a cigarette.Chen Qiye was sitting opposite him, with his head lowered to write text messages on the touch-tone machine. Seeing that his attention was gradually shifting, Chen Xiye grabbed the diary he was protecting on his chest with a wave of his hand.

"You——!" Chen Xiye's eyes widened. Before he pounced, Chen Wang stood up, holding a cigarette in one hand and a notebook in the other, and didn't feel that his actions offended others.

"It's a diary..." He chuckled and flipped open the inside pages with his fingers, while taking another drag on his cigarette.

"Give it back to me!" Chen Xiye was in a hurry, and walked up to Chen Wang. Chen Wang turned around to avoid his hands, dancing lightly and skillfully.

Then he blew that cigarette on the face of Chen Qiye who was chasing after him.Chen Qiye arched his back and was coughing from choking, but he read out a paragraph from the diary without any privacy: "Today I fed Ferrero to Xiao Yezi. He is still the same as when he was a child, he loves sweet things the most, sweet things Chocolate is my favorite in it, and Ferrero is my favorite in chocolate.”

Chen Qiye took a deep breath, and suddenly stopped coughing, his eyes were still wide open, as if he couldn't believe that Qin Ge had recorded his name in the diary.

He straightened up, two steps away, Chen Wang leaned his back against the wall, shook off the soot and continued to read:

"Today the sun is so hot between classes, I sweat a lot, I have a headache, and I'm annoying."

"Jiang Zhishu also said that my attitude was not correct. I used four fingers to send 4. I am serious. It is really that the subject of Chinese is too difficult. I don't know how to do it, and I have a headache."

"Remember a joke, my physics score is exactly the same as my Chinese score. The total score of physics is 100, and the total score of Chinese is 150. I have a headache."

Chen Wang frowned, changed his standing posture, still so loose and unruly, and asked in doubt: "Who is this person, why does he have a headache every day."

"How can you peek at other people's diaries!" Chen Qiye criticized.Chen Wang ignored him and turned to the next page, his expression changed subtly.

"I had a headache when I woke up today, but I went out to eat with Xiao Yezi at noon. Xiao Yezi ate very full. I saw that he was eating so happily, and it seemed that he didn't have such a headache."

Chen Wang turned his gaze to Chen Xiye, and asked playfully, "It's strange, you still have the ability to cure headaches."

"Yes, I want you to take care of it." Chen Xiye didn't give him a good look, and stretched out his hand, "Give it back to me."

His voice was tough, but he didn't step forward. I don't know if he was afraid of Chen Wang, or because he was afraid of exposing his deepest desires.

In fact, he also hoped that Chen Wang would continue reading.

"I was discovered by Jiang Zhishu when I left school at noon today, and Xiao Yezi rushed to bear the punishment. Hey, so stupid, I'm afraid he will be cheated in the future..." Chen Wang said vividly, giving each tone "So I can't lie to him, let him believe that there is true love in the world, and there is true love in the world."

Chen Qiye slowly withdrew his hand, his mind was full of the last word.With his hands behind his back, he lowered his head, staring at the toes of the shoes with his toes twitching inside, he couldn't help but want to laugh.

"...Why is Xiao Yezi ignoring me? Did Pei Haha say something to him?"

"Little Ye Zi doesn't come to the competition classroom anymore, and just supplements her subject knowledge in her own classroom, um, that's pretty good too."

"Hey, it turns out that being ignored by others is what it feels like, a headache."

"I have to write a composition again today, and there are many other homework, so I have a headache..."

Chen Wang stopped reading and turned a few pages later, the word "headache" appeared more and more frequently.He lost interest, threw the notebook back to Chen Qiye, and put out the cigarette butt after taking the last puff: "It's boring."

Chen Qiye held the pocket book in both hands, stared at the cover and asked to himself, "He really wrote that."

"That could be false," Chen Wang sat down, observing Chen Qiye's every move and expression change, "If you don't believe me, see for yourself."

Chen Qiye shook his head, hugged the notebook in his arms and smiled foolishly. When he looked up, he realized that Chen Wang was also smiling.

Chen Qiye closed his smile and pursed his lips to look serious.Unlike his son, Chen Wang still smiled and waved at Chen Qiye, signaling him to come to his side.

Chen Qiye was suspicious and wary, always feeling that Chen Wang was uneasy and kind.Chen Wang stopped whispering to him, and asked directly without suppressing his voice: "Does this person like you?"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Chen Xiye's voice was louder than Chen Wang's, eager to deny it, "Didn't he—"

Chen Xiye's cheeks were flushed from the sudden suffocation of breath, and the back of Chen Wang's head was pressed against the cold wall, his chin was lifted, his eyes were half closed, and he casually waited for Chen Xiye to tell him what that person was.

Chen Qiye was finally discouraged, and said dejectedly, "Anyway, he can't possibly like me."

"Then do you like him?"

Chen Qiye took a step back and answered the question.

"Then go after him, what if we catch up." Chen Wang said it was reasonable, but Chen Qiye showed disgust instead, and the eyes of the two did not collide.

Chen Qiye said: "You think everyone is like you, shameless."

"Say it again." Chen Wang was not irritated, but in the next second, he suddenly stood up and walked towards Chen Qiye, grabbed his chin and pushed him to the only mirror in the room.

The square mirror is only as big as a book, and there is a white stain on the upper left corner that I don’t know when, and there is also dust on the mirror surface. Face.

"You're crazy!" Chen Xiye tried to break free from Chen Wang's shackles, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot.Chen Wang's hands didn't move at all, and he even clenched them a little tighter, showing a hint of impatience: "Give me a good look."

Chen Qiye didn't think there was anything interesting: "We don't look like them!"

Chen Wang's voice was also a little raised: "So what, you're not a gay who likes men!"

Chen Qiye suddenly became discouraged.In the mirror, Chen Wang looked at himself from the side, and then he looked at Chen Wang in reality, but he couldn't guess who Chen Wang saw through his own eyes.

"That person is your classmate." Chen Wang's sharpness was only momentary.He was not angry, let go of his hand, and said in the tone of someone who has been there, "I'm not joking with you. The environment in the school is much simpler than outside, and the students like it... and really like it."

Then he went to get his coat hanging from a hook on the wall.He came here today to get money from Chen Xiye, it's the best if you don't give it, anyway, he just likes this cheap son who has nothing to say and is not really short of money.

But when he came, he met Chen Yue.Chen Yue told him that after Chen Xiye didn't enter the provincial team, he was going to leave, but he suddenly felt a bit conscientious, as his biological father, should he comfort him.

So he waited for that scene.

The night was dim, and before he could see the boy's face clearly, he heard his son say jerky and without hesitation: "I like you."

Then everything blurred.He also seems to have returned to the age when he didn't know how to feel sad. At that time, he just entered the university and participated in the fellowship of the master's students of the art college and the liberal arts college.Many people at the wine table complained that there are more women than men in these two courtyards, so there is nothing to socialize with, but he noticed the polite young man sitting opposite him from the first sight.

Love at first sight was nothing more than love at first sight. After the fellowship ended, he quietly walked up to the senior and told him the room number of a hotel.

The man was of course surprised, if it wasn't such a pity to hurt such a face, he might have punched Chen Wang.

He was as restrained as the boy Chen Qiye confessed to: "You're drunk."

"I haven't." He was as clear-headed as Chen Qiye, "I want to make an appointment with you, just for one night."

The man emphasized: "I'm not gay."

"So what," Chen Wang said in a flirtatious tone, "I will make you like it."

After speaking, he took a step to leave. The man was late, but he finally came.Chen Wang was very principled when it came to one-night stands, but after that night he made an exception for the first and only time, tangling the man's hair with his fingers and asking, "Hey, what's your name."

"Want to know?" The man chuckled, pressed Chen Wang under him again, and declared his sovereignty, "If you know, you are not allowed to go to others."

"Okay," Chen Wang didn't care, he just wanted to have sex and not to talk about relationships, so he set a deadline and said, "When you have a girlfriend, let's break up."

"I only have you..." He licked and bit Chen Wang's earlobe, "My name is Qin Siyuan."

Chen Wang smiled.Really can't believe what the man said on the bed, but he believed that the moment Qin Siyuan said that sentence, it was really only him.

And the boy that Chen Qiye likes actually resembles Qin Siyuan in the dark. I don't know if he sees what he thinks in his heart, or if it is really destined.

He left the room and was about to close the door when Chen Qiye asked him, "Where are you going?"

He replied sternly: "Go find a man."

He didn't think it was a pity that Chen Qiye's little affection for him was gone.

"Your father, I have met more men than you have done in the test papers, and I am very accurate in judging people." He actually encouraged Chen Qiye not to give up, "Be proactive, don't be afraid of affecting your grades, there is someone I like in school, In fact, there will be more expectations.”

After Chen Wang left, Chen Qiye sent a text message to Chen Yue, asking where she was.

Chen Yue is not in good health, her back hurts easily when she sits and stands for a long time, and the work of cleaning the streets is exhausting enough, she wants to save more money for Chen Qiye to go to college, and finds a part-time job as a watchman at night .

Chen Qiye entered a text message, wanting Chen Yue to come back.Although he didn't enter the provincial team and didn't get the bonus in the contract, he will definitely get into a good university.The better the university, the cheaper the tuition, and the more chances of receiving scholarships and grants. She really doesn't have to work so hard.

A good university is his promise to Chen Yue. This message was not only sent to his mother's mobile phone, but also kept in Chen Qiye's heart. The next day, when he heard someone mention Qin Ge's name after he returned to school, he used This promise reminded himself that he should focus on his studies, not a relationship that should not have started.

Carrying a paper bag, he sneaked to the door of class (1) after the evening reading, and the only empty seat inside was Qin Ge's.He didn't let Ma Sirui or Lin Ji find him, but went back to his classroom silently, and handed the paper bag to Du Xinyi, who was sitting at the front, as she passed the Chinese test paper tonight.

In the paper bag was the washed work vest, and in the vest pocket was the diary.Chen Qiye said, "Qin Ge didn't seem to come to school today. You have a good relationship with him. Can you send him off for me?"

"You have a good relationship with Qin Ge." Zuo Zewen said suddenly, but Chen Qiye ignored it.

"Okay." Du Xinyi really knew why Qin Ge asked for leave, "I heard from my uncle that he was caught in the rain last night, and he feels a little uncomfortable today. He may have a fever."

"Really, he has such a good physique, he has a fever?" Zuo Zewen didn't believe it, "He wanted to escape the Chinese test at night, so he just found a reason."

"If you can't speak, don't say it. No one will treat you as dumb." Du Xinyi shook off Zuo Zewen, and Zuo Zewen finally shut up resentfully.

"Then he..." Chen Xiye couldn't help asking, "Did he go to the hospital?"

"Just went." Du Xinyi would also secretly check her mobile phone between classes. She said that she and Qin Ge's friends in class (1) had a small group of five people. Qin Ge asked Lin Ji to help him tell the teacher in this group. A leave of absence.He is a typical type of person who doesn't get sick easily, and when he gets sick, he falls like a mountain. An hour ago, he really couldn't bear it, so he didn't go back to school and went to the clinic near the community to hang up the bottle.

Chen Qiye let out an "oh", and after a few seconds, he couldn't help but continued to ask, "Is he alone?"

"That's right." It was just hanging the bottle. Du Xinyi didn't think it was something that needed to mobilize the teachers, but Chen Qiye snatched the unwritten Chinese handouts and pens from Zuo Zewen's hand and walked to the back door, and turned back halfway. , take that paper bag.

"Where are you going? It's time for self-study tonight." Du Xinyi's voice attracted the eyes of most of the classroom. Chen Qiye lowered his head and hugged the things in his hand even tighter. There was only one thought in his mind——

"I'll go and deliver the test papers to him." He left the classroom without hesitation, and started running after going out, with clumsy and stubborn steps, leaving everything behind and running towards his hope.