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Later, Qin Ge woke up from the dreamland where the past was vivid and opened his eyes, and there was no longer a tear in the corner of his eyes.

It's not that I'm afraid of waking up the person in my arms.Chen Xiye's sleep quality was not much better than his. During the first few nights when they lived together after a long separation, Chen Xiye hardly closed his eyes.As if doubting the authenticity of all this, he lay his pillow in Qin Ge's arms without blinking his eyes, as if Qin Ge would disappear if he was not paying attention.

He was undoubtedly vigilant.Before he lived to the age of decay, he was tired of decay. He was no longer the boy in high school with his shirt buttoned up to his Adam's apple, and his eyes also lacked the agility of childhood.

Time takes away many things.

Qin Ge felt regretful and fortunate, at least time kept them by each other's side.

So he decided to be honest with each other without reservation. He wanted to tell Chen Qiye a secret that both of them knew well. The moment they chose their names, they had Lian Di.

The word "Ye" was originally intended to be used by Qi Miaomiao before she became pregnant with Qin Ge.She was pregnant in her early 20s, and she is still an innocent girl. If she married someone else, she would definitely not want to have children.

But the person she married was Qin Siyuan. This improper marriage was not blessed by her parents, but it was her love.She would rambling about what name she would like to give her child. One day she would prepare a candlelight dinner. Her young face was wearing mature makeup, and she sat across from her husband in a black dress. For a boy, use '野' at the end of the name, which sounds like a father, and for a girl, the word Ye is also very aura."

"I'm afraid that the seniority is too high for the children to bear." Qin Siyuan said the words of discussion, but he was still indulging his wife's fantasies in essence.He is a lecturer in the Faculty of Arts, and the suit he is wearing is just what he usually wears in class. He suggested easily, "Qi Jiguang has a poem called 360 days in a year, and most of them are about to go on horseback. Why don't you... give your child a suit?" It's called Qi Ge."

"It's our child!" Qi Miaomiao almost wanted to hug Qin Siyuan's neck, and said coquettishly, "He has to take your surname, not my father's!"

"Okay, okay..." Qin Siyuan helped his glasses that hadn't slipped from the bridge of his nose, his eyes fell on Qi Miaomiao's belly that was gradually showing, and coaxed, "Then the boy is called Qin Ge, and the girl is called Qin Ge."

In all likelihood, Qin Siyuan relayed this conversation to Chen Wang.It was most likely a night when they were lying on two single beds put together in the Academic Exchange Center of Shitan Campus, and their bodies were all naked under the quilt.

Chen Wang habitually smoked a cigarette after finishing work. Qin Siyuan wanted him to rest on his arm. He had a bad temper. After he lifted the quilt, he didn't put on his clothes. He picked up the ashtray with his fingers and walked to the window naked. With his back to Qin Siyuan, he smoked thoughtfully.

Of course he wasn't thinking about the legitimacy of their relationship.In fact, Chen Wang is the one with the weakest sense of morality in this story. He is a contract worker of the Art Academy and has not yet been established. In addition to teaching ballet to art students, he also comes to this remote campus every Wednesday night and Thursday morning to teach the whole school. Students take a general education class in dance.

This campus is an hour's drive from the city center. Most teachers who have similar course arrangements choose to ask for a single bed for rest in the Academic Communication Center, and sleep in a room with familiar colleagues.No one ever wondered why the solitary Chen Wang and the gentle and refined Qin Siyuan slept in the same room every time. The more frank and frank the two were, the more no one would notice.

I don't know when it started, but every Wednesday night, they go to bed more than they talk to each other.Chen Wang seemed to be tired of this shady affair, and if he really had to come first, first come first, it was obviously Qin Siyuan who he knew first.Qin Siyuan is knowledgeable, with 5000 years of wind and snow in his mind, and knows that the maintenance of all intimate relationships lies in compromise and games, so he will pretend to mention his wife casually, and chuckle, as if she is something out of this world fairy.

"Damn, her parents asked her to work in the theater as a part-time job. Do you really think real life is as dramatic?!" Chen Wang snorted and said, not turning his head until the cigarette was burned out. Finally, he walked behind Chen Wang, and thoughtfully put the blanket on his shoulders.

"If you have something on your mind, just say it, don't hold back," Qin Siyuan paused, and said softly, "Don't catch a cold, too."

Sure enough, Chen Wang had something to hide from him, so he lit another cigarette. After a long time, he turned around in the thin smoke, his eyes were clear and calm, and said, "I drank too much last time, which made that dumb's belly bigger."

That mute is from Tanzhou, and he is also from the same hometown as Qin Siyuan.Three years ago, Qin Siyuan and Qi Miaomiao started dating, and Chen Wang unilaterally broke contact with him, but within a few months, Qin Siyuan brought this dumb person to Chen Wang, saying that this woman has no mouth, never Will leak their wind.

Chen Wang still remembered what he said before he slammed the door.He scolded Qin Siyuan for being exquisite and self-interested, why can he deceive the only daughter of the president of the Tanzhou Chamber of Commerce, and he has to find a country mute to marry.

Three years later, Qin Siyuan married Qi Miaomiao as he wished, but they were still entangled.The two looked at each other and fell into a brief silence.

After a while, Qin Siyuan asked: "How many months?"

"The child has been born for several months." Chen Wang pursed his lips, took a deep breath and swallowed it before exhaling the smoke, and then spoke in a helpless tone, "She gestured to me, saying that this is her child, she gave birth to it herself Raise it by yourself, it won't have anything to do with me."

Qin Siyuan looked at Chen Wang.He didn't wear glasses, his eyes were very deep, and he was really handsome with his resolute facial features.He said: "How about... just take this opportunity and get the certificate with her. You are old and you are going to get married."

"Fuck." Chen Wang hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled jokingly, as if it was unbelievable to say such words from other people's mouths, and it was justified by Qin Siyuan's eloquent words.

Chen Wang said: "I have got my visa. Do I want to take her and the child to Russia?"

Qin Siyuan also laughed, picked up Chen Wang and put him back on the bed, the blanket fell on the floor.Chen Wang will report to the theater in St. Petersburg next month, and he wants to hurry up and repeat the absurdity. Chen Wang pressed his palm against his chest and asked, "Do you think of me as Zhang Ailing, or Fan Xiumei?"

Zhang Ailing is a master of literature, and Fan Xiumei is a rural widow. The two have nothing to do with each other. The only thing in common is that they have both been Hu Lancheng's lovers.Qin Siyuan heard that Chen Wang was scolding him for cheating, but he was able to catch the ridicule, and the conversation turned into some kind of praise.

"Neither of them..." Qin Siyuan put his arms around Chen Wang's thin waist. The person in his arms practiced dancing since he was a child. There was no trace of excess flesh on his body, and he was white and shiny under the light.

"You are Xiao Zhou." Qin Siyuan blurted out Hu Lancheng's praise of the nurse's lover, saying that Chen Wang was so thin that he didn't see his bones, and that he was so fat that he didn't see his flesh. (omitted) He also said that Chen Wang is like a newly wet sandy beach by the river, and water can flow out with one step.

Chen Wang gritted his teeth and closed his eyes, not looking at his pink cheeks in the mirror.His body was immersed in desire to move, but his mind gradually cleared up. The memory flashed back to Qi Miaomiao's admiring eyes towards Qin Siyuan, and he still felt that this beautiful and kind little fool was really pitiful, as if he was still studying in a dance academy. of myself.

But he's not lucky right now.He clearly saw through Qin Siyuan's words and character, and still loved this person, even if he resigned and went to Russia to develop, he would often fly back to Hangzhou to have a tryst with Qin Siyuan for a few days.The two didn't really meet under the sun until six years later. Qi Miaomiao invited Chen Wang to come to her house as a guest, and hurriedly introduced to her husband that the ballet troupe of the Mariinsky Theater was coming to perform at the Hangzhou Theater where she worked these days. Chen Wang, the chief of the school, used to work in the same school as him.

"Mrs. Qin thinks highly of me. I'm just an ordinary lead dancer, so I can't be called the chief dancer." Chen Wang said humbly.

"It will be there soon." Qi Miaomiao smiled.Chen Wang looked at Qin Siyuan again, and said, "This is Vice President Qin, who has long admired his name."

Qin Siyuan did not expect that Qi Miaomiao would meet Chen Wang in this way, and pretended that it was the first time they met, and exchanged polite greetings.Qi Miaomiao left the two of them to talk in the living room, and went to the kitchen to see the progress. Qin Siyuan changed his face instantly, and asked Chen Wang in a deep voice, "Why didn't you tell me in advance?"

"I don't have time. Your wife's kindness is hard to come by. She is still the same as before, and she likes to make friends with so-called people who are engaged in literature and art." Chen Wang sank into the sofa with his whole back, hanging around, completely lacking in seriousness, and said, " I won't go anymore."

Qin Siyuan couldn't tell if he was telling the truth, but Chen Wang said that he had already negotiated with the director of the Hangcheng Theater, and the chief of their dance troupe had just moved to Shanghai, and Chen Wang had overseas performance experience , can just replace it.

Qin Siyuan crossed his fingers on his lap, his eyes behind the glasses did not meet Chen Wang's gaze, as if he was thinking about what would happen in the unpredictable future, Chen Wang lifted his feet from the slippers, and blatantly rubbed against Qin Siyuan. Siyuan's calf.

"Don't you miss me?" He narrowed his eyes, his voice was ethereal, as if he had traveled through time.Qin Siyuan's eyes gave him the answer, he smiled, and boldly clamped Qin Siyuan's trousers with his toes——

"Dad, Mom, I'm back!"

Qin Siyuan immediately sat upright, glared at Chen Wang, and warned him not to be rude in front of the child.The five-year-old Qin Ge quickly jumped to Qin Siyuan's side. Qin Siyuan pinched his chin, looked carefully up, down, left, and right, but he didn't see any scars, and then said seriously: "I heard from the teacher that you fought with your classmates again. ?”

"Who asked them to bully my sister and pull her braids." Qin Ge was straightforward. He was a bully in the kindergarten, with a strong sense of justice. All the girls were his sisters. He would not just sit idly by and ignore anyone who was bullied by boys.

"Then you can't fight." Qin Siyuan taught step by step, but Chen Wang laughed.Qin Ge was not afraid of life, and turned to look at the guests at home. His mother came out of the kitchen and said, "This uncle will be my mother's colleague in the future."

Chen Wang smiled again. He is a person who loves to laugh, and he is not stingy with anyone. He couldn't help but sigh: "A five-year-old child can grow so tall."

Qin Ge spoke quickly and asked, "How do you know that I am five years old? My mother told you?"

Qin Siyuan said without changing his face: "Papa told him just now."

"Oh." The child's doubts came and went quickly, and he tilted his head to look at the guest, thinking that this uncle was pretty good-looking.Qi Miaomiao asked: "Is Teacher Chen married?"

Chen Wang's smile was subtle: "My son is one year older than Qin Ge."

Qin Ge's eyes were dark, and he said straight up, "Even if he is one year older, he still calls me Brother Qin."

Everyone laughed, and Qi Miaomiao was the happiest, thinking that her child was very cute and innocent.Chen Wang smiled, bent down and looked Qin Ge at the same level, imitating the child's tone and said amusedly: "Then you have to call my son, the last word of his name is Ye."

The corners of Qin Siyuan's mouth froze, but in the corner of his eye, Qi Miaomiao smiled openly, and couldn't remember the romantic joke when he was named.

Looking at Chen Wang again, he sat up straight again, as if he was the master of the house. The provocation in his eyes flashed for a moment, and then he changed back to a kind-hearted look, and said to Qin Ge: "My son is called Chen Wang." Habitat."