Boss, stay!

Mr. Zhang's appearance was like a ray of sunshine shining through the clouds.

It was at the end of June, and the climate was extremely abnormal that year, with drought in spring and flood in summer, and about half a month of June was constantly cloudy and rainy.

Deng Jin's mood is the same as the weather these days. It is cloudy and humid without any sunlight. She graduated in late June. The day she received her graduation certificate and degree certificate was pouring rain. Sad vapor.

She had just graduated, and selling paintings could not make ends meet, so she found a job that was barely related to her major. She had to work overtime from the beginning, and her life was nine to nine. Temporarily assigned to deliver design drawings to others, this is almost the first time in a long time that she has taken a route other than renting a house and the company.

At two or three o'clock in the afternoon, thunder rang for a while, and big raindrops fell, and the urban area was flooded with rivers and seas. Many people lay on the bus windows and took pictures and posted them on Space and Moments. She leaned on the seat On the back, I missed the bed in the rented house in my drowsiness, and then I slowly remembered that I didn't take the key when I went out in the morning, but I was so dizzy and sleepy that I couldn't even think about it carefully.

She had a low-grade fever for about half a month, and she couldn't get better again and again. That day was particularly serious. She fell asleep in the car for a while, and when she arrived, she walked into the client's company with a disintegrated body, and entered the elevator of the office building. At that time, she felt that the number of floors in front of her was dazzling, and she stretched out her hand for a long time without pressing the floor button, and then she disappeared.

She seemed to have woken up before, and when she realized that she was lying on a bed, she was immediately relieved and relieved, and then fell asleep again. When she woke up again, she was still on the bed, but the surroundings were dark. She panicked for a moment, but then Hear the sound of breathing all around.

The breath of a living person comforted her, she calmed down for a while, and sat up. Before she could take the step to explore the new world, someone came up to her and asked her, "Are you awake?" She pressed the bedside lamp— —So she was in the hospital!

She was nursed by an older woman. Seeing the lights turned on, the patients in other beds turned over anxiously. The woman explained the situation concisely in a low voice: "You passed out in the elevator of our company when you delivered the drawings. We After Mr. Zhang found out, he sent you to the hospital, and asked you to leave. After all, Mr. Zhang was inconvenient, so he left me to accompany you. Are you uncomfortable? Do you want to call a nurse?"

She didn't say that after the little girl was hospitalized, they didn't know who to contact to take care of her. They spent a lot of effort to find her parents' phone number, but the number they dialed was empty, and they couldn't get in touch. What kind of friends, you can't leave people in the hospital, you can only stay here to die next to each other.

Deng Jin thought for a long time and didn't know who Zhang Gong was. She shook her head to indicate that she was fine, turned off the light and continued to sleep.

Before that, her sleep was like a sieve through which the wind leaked. All kinds of dreams got in through the sieve. Almost fell into a dreamless sleep.

The people in the ward got up early and made a fuss about eating and washing. She didn't wake up until the nurse who gave the needle at nine o'clock woke her up. She slept as if a lifetime had passed, watching the nurse give the needle The man standing on the sidelines thought he was a doctor who stopped by to see a patient after the night shift.

Later, the nurse pushed the infusion cart away, but the man dragged a chair and sat beside her bed, probably seeing the guard in her eyes, he introduced himself very gently—he was the woman in the mouth. Zhang Gong and Zhang Dezheng.

He said that she had a fever of 39 degrees, and the antipyretic injections didn't work. The blood test showed inflammation and her immunity was extremely weak.

He said that her company sent someone to deliver a bouquet of flowers and a fruit basket yesterday afternoon, but there was something wrong with the pictures sent yesterday, and most of the people had to go back to work, so he simply arranged for his own people to accompany them.In fact, it's human feelings. Who will take care of a person who has no relatives and no reason to be hospitalized?

When he asked her if anyone could come to accompany her, she hesitated for a long time, and finally shook her head. She didn't have the capital and strength to be brave.

Zhang Dezheng didn't say anything, just lingered in the ward for a while and went out.

Deng Jin pulled the snow-white quilt in the ward and covered her chest, thinking numbly, this is going to be the end of it, and no one will care if she doesn't try to be brave. She has never been hospitalized alone, so I don't know what the inconvenience will be like!

Later, Zhang Dezheng came again, and said that he had asked the doctor to ask her to finish her drip and observe for a day. If she didn't experience any recurrence, she could be discharged from the hospital. He would do Lei Feng purely in his own name.

He said this in a gentle tone, without the slightest intention of being obedient, and also, he looked several years older than him, and he should be of a stable age, probably disdainful of slick words to please a person who has nothing.

This premise moved her first.

What's more, Zhang Dezheng has that stable and simple quality, which makes people feel comfortable and let people relax their vigilance. After only two days of delivering meals and serving water, peeling fruits and watching a bit, she was so intoxicated that she couldn't extricate herself from it.

She thought of the words of a song she had heard before—the tender mercy!

She thought that misfortune was enough to make her invulnerable, but in fact, her will, like her sleep, was a sieve that was ventilated from all sides. Before she fell asleep that night, after thinking about it, she had to admit that she had given Lao Zhang this feeling. A longing for warmth.

Later, she realized that her desire for this kind of love and pampering from her elders was almost like the thirst for drugs during withdrawal.

Obviously, in her growth, whether it was physically or psychologically, it was the male elders who hurt her the most, and she should avoid it.

At that time, it was only about a month since she broke up.

The boyfriend Deng Jin made during college was also of the same type. The same student couldn't see any surprise in terms of age, but the other's behavior style and pampering towards her undoubtedly resembled the paternal love she had hardly ever had.

As a result, at that time, she was like a parasite that could not survive without the host, clinging to the other party. From the time of junior year to senior year, the other party was probably tired of her. She could feel the indifference and could not bear to let it go. But she couldn't make up her mind to take the initiative to break up. When she was hesitant, the other party found her.

She still clearly remembered everything at that time. It was a summer evening, and it was still sunny at that time.

The other party said: "Deng Jin, I've fucked you up and spoiled you for two years. I never thought that you are a broken shoe that was fucked by your stepfather. You still have the nerve to pretend to be innocent!"

He turned around and left.

Like a young swordsman holding a long sword, with one strike, he nailed the sinful sinner to the execution post, and he left gracefully, disdainful to say a word.

But Deng Jin, the criminal who was nailed to the execution post with a long sword, took a long time to figure out what his crime was.

She thought numbly, she almost forgot about the fourteenth year, she blamed herself for taking a step too late and letting others break up first.

It seems that the next day, she went to a small tattoo shop behind the school to get this ivy tattooed. The tattoo artist's craftsmanship is questionable, and the tattooed effect is really not good-looking, but the strange thing is that the whole process She felt no pain.

She was ignorant and ignorant. After more than half a month, the weather changed in mid-June, and she fell ill for no reason. She took a lot of cold medicine and didn't get better. It dragged on until today.

It dragged until she had to be hospitalized, and dragged until she met Zhang Dezheng.

She had struggled, and when she was discharged from the hospital, she tried her best to treat the other party to a big meal, and then hide this secret desire!

But Zhang Dezheng's tenderness is like a trickle, her unstable heart can't stand this temptation.

When she returns to work, she has an inseparable relationship with this "Mr. Zhang". Sometimes he will drive her for a while, sometimes ask her about her work, and even give her a few words on topics such as office politics. give pointers.

He said that he has seen her paintings, and his admiration for her paintings is not like others saying "beautiful, so beautiful!" He will comment on the composition and use of colors, brushwork and techniques, and talk about the theme and the value of the painting.

She was like a person who was about to starve to death, and Zhang Dezheng was holding life-saving food in his hand, and he tore it up and fed it to her bit by bit as if he was afraid that she would choke.

Deng Jin thought, there is nothing she can't poke out, left and right are dead, even if the food in Zhang Dezheng's hand has a red crest, she will not be wronged even if she is full and dies.

After that July, the dryness and heat returned, and Deng Jin's heart was as hot as the July sun, and she was very active. Even if she was sweating profusely on the way to deliver drawings and documents, she felt particularly energetic.