Boss monthly girly

My lovely boy, only you, hope to be happy.

The boy named Tobio studied it up, down, left, and right, but he still couldn't see why this manga was valued and expected by his boss.

Well, it's the request of the BOSS, of course it must be carried out!He, Tobio, the assistant of the boss of the biggest gangster in Italy, "Passionate", naturally has to take care of everything that the boss needs to do.

Tobio sent several orders by email—in the name of BOSS assistants—to ask them to pay attention to the pedestrian from a foreign country and investigate where they came from.As expected, the airport did not have such registration information, as if it appeared out of thin air.In this way, it is difficult to trace at all, and it is impossible to investigate who they are.

"As expected of the BOSS, I realized that they were suspicious at that time, so I was asked to accompany them? Then let people continue to watch them, um, first transfer the manga to the BOSS."

Tobio took the manga manuscript and came to the boss's office.

gloomy.

dark.

Not a little sunshine.

It's not like the office of a mafia boss at all, but more like the living environment of a long-term social-phobic otaku, who doesn't even want to turn on the lights-it gives people a strong feeling of this.

Of course, that's probably because the boss of the Mafia's passionate organization is unwilling to reveal his true face.

If it is a completely dark environment, even if someone installs surveillance here, they will not be able to see anything useful, probably because of this consideration.

Considering that those special abilities called "stand-ins" are so strange, you may not have the ability to take pictures of your appearance thousands of miles away, so this kind of environment gives people a sense of security.

"Dulululu, lulululu—BOSS, I'm here, I brought the manga to the office!"

[My lovely Tobio, it's a pity that I can't see the details clearly in such a dim light, can you tell me if you have seen it and think it looks good? 】

Tobio: "Well, I've seen it, it's too much, it's too much to paint me as a pervert in women's clothing!"

[Women's clothing?Hehehe, my lovely Tobio, if it were you, the women's clothing must also look good. 】

Tobio was touched: "Really, BOSS? Next time I need to disguise myself, I will try women's clothing!"

[You look good no matter what you wear, there is no need to go for women's clothing, my lovely Tobio.What do you think of those people? 】

Tobio thought: "I think they are indeed here to draw comics, but it's too suspicious to conceal their whereabouts and identities, and even the airport can't find out."

[Is it possible...they are substitute messengers?The abilities of the stand-in messenger are all kinds of strange, and maybe it is not necessarily possible to log in to the airport with a certain ability. 】

Tobio sighed, and then said: "Yes, yes, if it is a substitute ability that can jump places, if it is, I will not want to spend an extra ticket. Do you want to verify whether they are substitute messengers, BOSS ?”

[Start at them first to see what their purpose is.If it has nothing to do with us, there is no need to waste time and energy on them.after all--】

After all, we cover the whole of Italy, with the greatest enthusiasm for gangsters!

Control the shadow of the entire Italy, whether it is traffic, law, murder or drug PIN, all are under our control!

Such enthusiasm, the boss of such a huge organization, what is there to be afraid of?

No, there was only one thing that worried him... a shadow from the past.

Yes, that is his guilt from the past, even if there is no law to judge him, even if no one has the ability to accuse and punish him, he himself in his heart has condemned himself.

The only thing that he didn't want anyone to know, even Tobio—even his lovely Tobio, couldn't know it was his most serious crime.In order to cover up that crime, he did not hesitate to destroy his identity, and the island where he was born, which he burned to the ground.

No one knows, he cannot forgive himself, refuses to admit it, and must not let anyone know about the extremely felony.

That's him—the enthusiastic BOSS, who must never let anyone know his identity and track down the real reason for his past.

Anyone who tries to contact his life experience will be wiped out, destroyed by him and severely warned.

Therefore, when someone who is unfamiliar, who may be a capable person, enters the country, be vigilant like him. The focus is to find out the ability and purpose of the other party, and whether it will touch his true face and his past.

But so far, apart from appearing abruptly at the airport and being able to draw cartoons, I don't feel anything special.

[Observe for a while, Tobio, from a distance, send someone to monitor and stare at them.If there is any abnormality in them, an assassination team will be sent. 】

"No problem, BOSS! But speaking of the assassination team—" Tobio remembered the information he received last time, "It seems that some of them are secretly investigating your matter, and I have arranged for someone to warn them. Don’t bring other assassins to—”

[There is no need to be so traumatized, as long as the warning given is sufficient, the leader of the assassination team, Risut Nero, is a smart person, and he will tell his subordinates the boundaries to pay attention to when doing things.They are still useful now. 】

"You are so tolerant boss!"

After placing the manga manuscript on the dark desk, Tobio—the boy who called himself Tobio, elongated, grew, and turned into an adult!

Of course, you can't see his face in the shadows, but you can guess from his long hair that he has grown a lot in age.

"You praise me too much, my dear Tobio."

A more mature male voice, completely different from the boy's voice just now, said to himself.

"The only you I trust, the only you I love, your lovely work is perfect. Ah, it's a pity you don't know how much I trust you, and how much I love you. Accept it like in the manga Everything about me, even the women in the past that I want to abandon, does not exist in reality. Anyone, regardless of men and women, if they know my past, they will hate, loathe and spurn me. But I know, only you, I am lovely Tobio, you are the only one who completely obeys me, loves me, trusts me, I am worthy of trust, worthy of love, and worthy of cherishing."

however--

But my Tobio, another me in this world, such a young me, he—

Will he really agree with everything about me, my past, even my guilt?

No, that's not a certainty.

Even if it is me, it may not forgive me.

That's why Tobio can't know that he is me.For his safety, and for mine.

If even the other self in the world can't forgive me, hate me, loathe me, and spurn me, how can I live?

I can frantically and proudly admit that I, the enthusiastic BOSS Diablo, am a demon among demons, a monster that walks in the world, no matter how heinous things I do, I have no mercy, and I am even proud of it.I am not afraid of anyone's accusation, and I have never regretted what I did.There is nothing to doubt, worry and be ashamed of. How cowardly is the king of wicked people in doing evil things?

How cruel this world is to me, I was born at the bottom of the world - in a women's prison in Italy.Nobody knew I had a memory from birth, that woman yelling not to give birth to a demon, that's my name - Italian for demon, Diablo.

The stupid priest who adopted me told me that the reason I don't have a father is that my mother gave birth to me like a virgin!It's so ridiculous that even kindergarten children laugh and cry.The adoptive father who believes in such stupid fairy tales is therefore a fool blinded by religion.The story of the God he believed in, the child born to Ma Peng who had no father, was also born to an unmarried mother, that child was regarded as a child of God, but I was the child of the devil.

I hate lies because I have a vivid memory of how ridiculous they are.

Also, I don't blindly believe in gods—who wants to believe in a man who was born like me, who was lucky enough to gain the reputation of the Son of God, and was eventually killed by the world's stupidity?I believe that if you ask him himself, instead of the books written by later generations, the man who was betrayed and left alive would definitely prefer to live in the name of a demon like me, rather than become a dead son of God.

With such a memory, it is difficult for me to have the happiness of ordinary people.In order to obtain ordinaryness and happiness, and to enjoy love like ordinary people, I choose to temporarily seal up these memories.

Yes, the me with all the memories, this—Diablo—is actually the past I want to bury.What I want to live on is Tobio, who is pure and ignorant, who loves life and can enjoy the happiness of normal people.If no one loves the real me, only I can give myself happiness.

However... such a life was broken!

Obviously, I can enjoy life like a normal person!To be a sailor, to have a wife who loves me, and an adoptive father who loves me, can get everything a normal human being desires, obviously, almost!

That woman... that woman in memory...

But it appeared in front of me.

Why did she appear in my life!Shadows from the past, why did they find me!Destroy everything I've built!My Tobio, my poor Tobio, what would he do if he knew him—knowing that he was me, that he had such a tragic past?He will lose everything like me!

"Sorry, my child, I am your mother, I am your biological mother, Diablo—"

—Don't call me that name! ! !

I don't have that kind of mother! ! !A person who is locked in a prison, does not even know who his father is, and even curses his own children, wishing that he never existed. The fact that a woman like you was born with a curse word as a name should not be my fault. In the past and memory!

I should kill her and destroy her body!In this way, no one, no one, no one can tell Tobio such a terrible thing.He...he is just a believer in the words of the priest, thinking that he is a child of miracles. His mother loves him but cannot raise him himself. In fact, he is deeply loved, he is actually expected, and he is actually being sought. Yes, he is a lovely ordinary child who never hated his parents, hated humans, hated fate!

However, after all, I failed to deal with the shadow of the past decisively at that time.

I let the woman live, hid her, and quietly gave her food.

...and that's where it all started.

I indulged my feelings and didn't deal with shadows from the past in time, leading to...

...was finally discovered.

Her adoptive father found her.

I had to annihilate the entire island, my adoptive father, the life I loved, everyone I and Tobio loved.

I must fix my mistake.I shouldn't be soft-hearted and indulge my own suffering, once is enough.

My lovely Tobio can no longer be a sailor. He should have had a happy and happy life, which I owe him.

Now, he can only accompany me, sinking in this darkness.I became the passionate BOSS, which seems to be the supreme right of all people, but in fact this is not the life and future that my lovely Tobio hopes for.He was supposed to be a sailor, with a group of companions who belonged to him, happily bringing laughter to his companions, enjoying the life of a man at sea.Instead of accompanying me, a poor bastard who can't even see the sun and hides in the dark, become the assistant of a gangster boss, who has to deal with dangerous tasks for me.This wasn't supposed to be his life.

Tobio, my lovely Tobio, I will mercilessly eradicate all shadows from the past that threaten you.You don't need to know everything, you just need to be a black helper who foolishly completes the orders of the cruel boss.

——Originally, Diablo, the enthusiastic BOSS, he had already accepted such a fate.There was nothing he could do about himself, about his lovely Toby's future.The word fate proves that he is the son of the devil, destined to step into hell from birth.

only……

Diablo picked up the original page in the darkness, shook it out, and stroked the lines with his hand.

"Pfft, Tobio in women's clothing is really cute. There is also love, which I have no longer expected."

...It's just that such a passionate boss occasionally misses the forgotten love and youth.

"Speaking of which, a long time ago... in the past that I have to forget, who once smiled at us like this."

Before we became "two people" completely, we had such good memories and things like that.

The author has something to say:

The boss knows that he is not loved by his mother and has no father, so he can only 'love himself' and give himself the best, the best life, ordinary and happy.

In his view, the biological mother was the culprit who destroyed all this.He could have given himself everything that was most worthy of love.

Dobio's personality, like the boy living on the island, is because of his reluctance and love for his own past, the beautiful life that he almost had.The young Dobio is what he wants to be the most, the other self he hopes to get love for himself.