honey let's come out gl

But whenever she came home after chatting, her mood would be depressed.

Ning An knew that what she showed in front of Liu Ning was not her real self.

Liu Ning must think that she is a girl who came from a small city, has not experienced much, is innocent and a little bit of a second-year student, and is addicted to Two-dimensional girls who have not grown up yet.

But she wasn't like that—not better than that, but worse.

She is incompetent, pessimistic, cowardly...but when she saw you, she subconsciously put on a smile.

Liu Ning, you probably don't know that you are the first person I've spoken to in over twenty years.

It's another Friday night.Time always flies, and it has been three weeks since they met each other.

If Ning An had just had a good impression of Liu Ning before, now he is really... secretly in love.

That's right, it's hard not to like such an excellent person after getting along with him.

Ning An watched Liu Ning satirize a man who was overconfident in his gentle tone, while thinking warmly.

But the fact that Liu Ning will only stay here for a few months is always hanging in her heart, it's like being stabbed when she thinks about it.

In her heart, she seems to be a friend, maybe just a doll to relieve boredom, and can be replaced at any time.Once separated, the feelings will surely fade away slowly.

After all, they are not from the same world.

"An An's craftsmanship is so good, in fact, being a chef is also a good choice." Liu Ning said sincerely while chomping on Ning An's noodle soup with satisfaction.

Ning An obviously thought she was joking, but just smiled and didn't answer.

"I'm serious. If you want, you can come home with me. I'll hire you to be my exclusive chef with a monthly salary of [-]."

The monthly salary of [-] is very high in their place.

"—and board and lodging included."

Ning An felt something was wrong, but when he raised his head, he met Liu Ning's serious eyes.

"Vicky, I can't go."

Her parents won't allow it.

Speaking of which, Liu Ning has always called herself An An, does she also mean to treat her like a child?She didn't allow herself to call her Ning Ning, but could only call her English name Vicky...

"Why not? How will you know if you don't try?"

Liu Ning saw that Ning An didn't answer after finishing speaking, so he just smiled: "It's fine if you don't want to, I'm just talking casually."

Ning An's heart suddenly surged with panic.

Her smile... was exactly the same as when he rejected her at the beginning.

Maybe, she was serious, but she was not as serious as she thought.

After returning home, Ning An collapsed on the sofa with a wry smile.

Ning An...you are really a selfish person.Your so-called secret love is just touching yourself. You understand the gap between each other but never think about changing anything.How can you get what you want if you don't have the courage to take that step?

Don't lie to yourself and say that it's good to be friends. Are you going to watch—no, I heard—that she gets married and has children while you can only imagine in your dreams?

Besides, in your current situation, no one will think that you are suitable friends after seeing it.

It's time to make some changes.

Ning An began to search the Internet for the books Liu Ning had read recently.She found that most of them were about business management, and a few were psychology books or novels-the novels were basically tragedies or fantasy.

Business management... Maybe Liu Ning's family background is not simple?Thinking of this, Ning An's heart miraculously did not become more frightened.

I'm just trying to get closer to her.nothing else needed.

Most of these books are in original English.Once I heard Liu Ning talking to someone in fluent American English, maybe she has been abroad for a while...study abroad?

Anyway, let's start with learning English.

But things are not always as simple as imagined.Although Ning An didn't have to work after get off work, he spent all his time studying painting.Now with the addition of learning English, the usual leisure time has been significantly reduced-once, she even burned a pot of food because of two-tasking.

This kind of thing has never happened to her.

Liu Ning also noticed something was wrong, and asked with concern: "An'an, what happened recently?"

She was relatively withdrawn when she was young, and she didn't have a few good friends until she was in college.However, due to cultural differences and other reasons, although they have a good relationship, they will not stay together all day.

And staying by Ning An's side, Liu Ning always felt very relaxed.Since having this friend, her sleep quality seems to have improved.

Perhaps she should be grateful for the troubles in the family this time, which gave her the opportunity to come to this ordinary small city and meet this special person.

Liu Ning thought about it easily, but didn't know that countless thoughts had passed through Ning An's mind at this time.

I downloaded the app and enrolled in an online school. I spent two hours a day on vocabulary, reading and speaking, but I didn't make much progress.Maybe it's time to talk to someone and get some advice... Now that things have happened, I'm not afraid of losing face.

She wants to tell her that she likes her.It doesn't matter even if this superficially casual but actually very gentle person ignores him from now on.

Because she knows that if this continues, they will be separated one day.

When she only had a little affection for her before, Ning An thought: to be friends and spend a good time together is the luck bestowed by God, which is enough to reminisce for a lifetime; but after getting closer, I realized that it is far from enough.

She couldn't help but think about the future.

It would be great if they could have a future.

"Vicky, do you know that my dream is to become a painter." Ning An brought up an irrelevant topic.

Liu Ning was stunned for a moment: "Then these days, are you studying painting skills?"

"An'an, listen to me. You didn't learn this systematically from an early age. Now you have made great progress, don't worry. I really like your paintings, and your dreams will come true."

Ning An looked at her with a small smile on the corner of his mouth.

No matter what, Liu Ning always cared about herself.

"Vicky, what do you think of me?"

Liu Ning was stunned for a moment, not knowing why she asked this question: "You are diligent, optimistic, kind..."

She didn't know how to describe it, even though she had been with this person for a long time.

Ning An seemed to have expected this answer a long time ago: "Vicky, I'm sorry. But in fact, I am not what you imagined. I am often full of pessimistic thoughts, cowardly and dare not resist and Changing my dissatisfaction with life can't change it. I'm even a bit of a despicable person who deliberately approached you and lied to you."

"An An, what nonsense are you talking about?" Liu Ning asked puzzled.

Even if Ning An hid something from her, Liu Ning didn't think it would be a big deal.Her vision of seeing people is not so inaccurate, and Ning An is not a malicious person.

"I approached you on purpose. Vicky, I like you." Ning An looked nervously at the opposite person, and his palms were sweating.

The waiting time is always extremely long.It was not until a full minute later that Liu Ning came back to his senses.

"An'an, what are you kidding? Don't think so much, you must be tired, go and rest."

Ning An's expression gradually dimmed.It was as if there was a solid piece of ice wrapped around her, slowly soaking her heart in cold water.

She was sure Liu Ning understood what she meant.But she would rather get a merciless rejection than hear such a thing.This made Ning An feel... There is no difference between himself and others in Liu Ning's mind.

It wouldn't be any different, would it?You are very clear.

The expression on Liu Ning's face didn't seem to change, and was even full of concern, but Ning An felt the alienation inside.

Didn't you already guess it?

But why...still so disappointed...

Ning An returned home, not in the mood to cook dinner.She went straight into the bedroom, drew the curtains and buried herself in the bed.

I thought I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, but I didn't expect to sleep until ten o'clock in the evening.

It's okay that she didn't bring food to her at night, she probably doesn't want to see herself.I won't go there in the future.Now, there is no need to hide anything.

She also didn't want to continue to maintain this impure friendship by covering up—although this was her responsibility.

It was she who deliberately hid her true character to get close to the light in her heart.

Glancing at the phone, my mother called again.No need to ask, it is a routine cross-examination every two weeks to see if there are any new suitable men around her, urging her to fall in love and go on a blind date—of course, in their eyes, falling in love is all about testing whether the other party is suitable for marriage—specifically Let’s take a look at how much property a person has in their home.

Ning An felt restless and didn't call back.

There seemed to be a voice in the dream asking her: Is that all?Are you willing?

Not reconciled... so what?

Another gray morning.

Made breakfast, steamed eggs and steamed buns.Liu Ning's stomach is not very good, she likes to eat this very much.But... this is probably the last time I go.

Ning An took out the key and gently opened the downstairs door.

Upstairs and downstairs, Liu Ning usually didn't bother to open the door for her, so he gave her the key before.She was happy for a long time when she got it...but maybe she really thought too much at that time, it was just an ordinary move.

She gently put the breakfast and the keys on the table, and when she heard no movement in the room, she thought that Liu Ning might not have gotten up yet.

Goodbye, Vicky.It's just a relationship between upstairs and downstairs, so it's quite easy not to see each other again.

Just as she was thinking about leaving, she heard voices coming from the room. It sounded like Liu Ning was on the phone with her family.

"Brother—you've given me so many tasks, now you're worried about my schedule? Don't worry, don't I have a friend upstairs who can take care of each other..."

Ning An was overjoyed when he heard this.Vicky is still willing to mention herself, does that mean...

"That's right, that little girl looks pretty cute. When you're bored, you can chat and amuse yourself. Besides, she's good at cooking..."

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