My male god is Xueba

This morning, Xie Mo received a call.

Half an hour later, he hung up the phone, but he didn't go back to the ward right away, but wanted to stand outside alone for a while.

The person who called just now was A Tan.

The last time I heard his voice seemed to be more than half a year ago, and I had already said at that time that I would never contact him again.

A Tan told him that because he still couldn't bear the longing for him, and for some reason recently, he always felt that something should have happened to him. After struggling for a long time, he decided to call him.

A Tan also said that after this time, it is estimated that he will really never bother him again.

Xie Mo sighed softly, this is the person he would feel aching in his heart whenever he thinks about it, the person he has always liked very much, even after breaking up for several months, he still misses him.

He didn't tell him that he already had another lover.

Because I couldn't bear it, because I was afraid that he would be sad.

I still remember that I told Xiaowei that the reason for breaking up with A Tan was that the man wanted to go abroad and his father wanted him to marry a foreign girl. In fact, even if these were true, they were not the real reason for their breakup.

The real reason was that I saw the letter in my parents' room.

It was on the eve of the college entrance examination, and he accidentally saw his grandma reading the letter in his parents' room, and then he found out and read it, and then he discovered the secret, and then he didn't think much about it, so he went to talk to A Tan Offered a breakup.

At that time, it was considered impulsive, and there were indeed many problems between them. Of course, he was going to go to college in China, but A Tan was already arranged by his parents to go abroad, and his father didn't know about the two of them. , just hoped that he would marry a foreign girl, the ending between the two of them could be said to have been preordained long ago, and the appearance of such a letter made him even more determined.

What's more, he was really scared, afraid that A Tan would have an accident because of him, so letting him leave safely like this is the best result between them.

For several days after that, he woke up crying every night when he went to bed, and the way A-tan looked at him at that time always appeared in his dreams.

He knew that A Tan really liked him, and was really sad for their separation. After going abroad, he often called him, and the first thing he said was that he missed him.

At that time, Xie Mo even swore in his heart that he would never be with anyone in his life and not let them be implicated by him.

Until, he met Xiao Wei.

He was sorry for A Tan, and he seemed to be even more sorry for Xiao Wei, who was the first and only person he didn't want to hurt but hurt a lot, even surpassing A Tan.

He has done too many contradictory things in dealing with Xiao Wei, sometimes even he feels baffled.

For example, he knew that Xiao Wei liked him, but pretended not to know, and told himself that he could no longer deepen the relationship with him, but couldn't help but do some things to tease him, and obviously forced that person to confess to him, and He couldn't agree immediately, so he went back and thought about it carefully to make that person feel sad for him.

Also, she should have broken up with him immediately after grandma's accident, but she kept procrastinating, and let him know all the secrets because she couldn't bear his suffering.

Maybe it's all because I know I can't be with him, but I can't restrain my desire to be with him.

Because he was the second person I really fell in love with, and it might even be the last one.

I don't know why I like it, maybe it's just because he is an extremely innocent and scheming person, no matter what you do with him, you will be very comfortable, and people don't want to be separated from him more and more. He once praised him in front of Xiaowei. Tan, said that he was the perfect boy in his heart, but he didn't say that he was also the same. He also had no flaws in his heart, so the hellish "mate selection criteria" can be completely forgotten.

He thinks that at least he has never been half-hearted when it comes to simple emotional issues, and the relationship with A Tan is complete, from beginning to end. At that time, he did not know Xiao Wei, and after being with Xiao Wei, he did not think about Ah Tan. Tan, the two of them had just talked on the phone for a long time like friends, and it might be the real last time.

So he didn't want to make Ah Tan feel uncomfortable, so let him think that he was single, so it wouldn't be wronged Xiaowei, he wouldn't tell him that the call was from Ah Tan, and just let these secrets be buried in him forever. Take it to heart.

Back in the ward, he sat down beside the man, hugged him and kissed his face.

"You're back." Cheng Yuwei came back to his senses and glanced at him with a smile.

"Well, what are you thinking there?" When Xie Mo came back, he saw this man's eyes were a little dazed, and he didn't even notice that he was next to him.

"I'm thinking, I want to go back and tell my father that I want to break off the engagement with Cha Yi." Cheng Yuwei looked into his eyes and said.

Xie Mo was startled, "Why did you suddenly have this idea?"

Cheng Yuwei turned his eyes away and exhaled softly, "Actually, I should have done this long ago. When I was with you, or when I fell in love with you, I should have broken off the engagement with Chayi, because Since I decided not to be with her, I can’t still occupy this position, which is also a kind of harm to her. But at that time, my thoughts were too immature, because you were a boy, I was afraid that my parents would not accept you, It is more likely to look down on you because you are in a relationship with a boy, but I forgot that no matter whether you are a man or a woman, as long as you are my lover, there is nothing shameful. No matter whether they accept it or not, at least you should tell them openly. This is the best way for you Fair."

He said so much, Xie Mo only said, "That's right, go ahead and talk, I support you."

"Then I'll go now, no matter what the result is, even if he locks me up and prevents me from seeing you, I will find a way to escape." Cheng Yuwei said, kissing him lightly on the lips.

"it is good."

Young Master Cheng didn't know why he suddenly became so "mature". Maybe it was because he had experienced too many things during this period, and no matter how naive he was, he would improve.

In fact, it's not a big deal. I just "discovered my conscience", and I finally put on the agenda what should have been done long ago but was suppressed by "delusions" for three years.

Today is Sunday, and Dad is at home. Speaking of it, I have less time to go home on weekends because of Grandma Xie, but my parents have never complained. Now Dad heard that he is going home to tell himself that One thing is really surprising.

Cheng Yuwei entered Dad's study and said quite seriously, "I want to tell you something."

Father Cheng, who rarely saw his son look like this, couldn't help but sit up straight, "What's the matter?"

"I want to break off the engagement with Yuni." Cheng Yuwei said.

"..." It seems that the old man is still quite surprised, and that's right, if he heard that the two of them were having an awkward relationship before, or Xiao Wei fell in love again, he could accept it, but such a sudden sentence really makes people feel a bit...

Father Cheng cleared his throat and asked him procedurally, "Why? Is it because you have someone you like?"

"Correct."

"Who is that person?"

"Thank you Mo."

"Thank you..." Dad Cheng didn't realize it for a while, "It's... which Xie Mo, the one I know?"

"Yes."

"...Is he a boy?"

"Yes."

"..." Father Cheng finally understood what his son had said to him, "You mean you fell in love with a boy? You want to break off the engagement with Chang Yi because of him?"

"Yes."

"..." Father Cheng didn't lose his temper, but calmed down a little, and continued to ask rationally, "Why are you... You shouldn't be born... Gay, why are you..."

"I'm not gay, but I just like him, just like him, it has nothing to do with whether he is a man or a woman." Cheng Yuwei said.

Dad finally sighed softly, "So tell me now that you have thought about what I will do? If I beat you up, slap you in the face, make you never see that boy again, or lock you up, How do you do it?"

"I'm not afraid, because I still like him now, no matter what you do, it won't change my mind, unless one day I don't like him myself, then you don't need to force me, I will naturally forget him."

"Then you plan to stay with him at least as long as you like him? If you don't like him when will you break up?"

"Yes."

"Then if you have always liked him, what will you do when you reach the age of marriage after a few years?"

"I'm going to marry him in a place that allows gay marriage."

"Then if your mother and I just don't want you to be together and ask you to choose between us and him, how would you choose?"

"I will beg you until you agree." Cheng Yuwei said.

"Okay, I get it," Cheng's father nodded, "You don't have to tell your mother, I'll tell you, but you still need to talk about it yourself, is it okay?"

"No problem," Young Master Cheng finally blinked, almost unable to control his smile, "Dad, do you agree with me being with him?"

Father Cheng gave him a speechless look, "I tried my best to hold back my anger, I didn't want to slap you and scold you or something, so you quickly disappear from my eyes, don't get cheap here and act like a good boy."

"Okay!" Cheng Yuwei stood up and rushed over to give his father a hug, before running out at the speed of light.

When I rushed to the first floor, my mother was watching TV in the living room. Seeing that he came home and didn’t even say a word to me, he just chatted with Dad for a while and was about to leave. Don’t mention how dissatisfied she was, she stood up and said, “Xiao Wei, what are you doing?” I……"

"Mom, I have something to go to find Cha Yi, and I'll talk to you when I come back! I'm leaving first!"

After speaking, he rushed out the door like a gust of wind.

Cheng's mother sat back helplessly, feeling in her heart that she really didn't want to stay.

"So Han Yi didn't say anything about you, didn't he slap you or something?" Cheng Yuwei told Xie Mo in the ward in the afternoon about the process of talking with the two of them, and the latter couldn't help asking.

Cheng Yuwei glanced at him, remembering that before he and Cha Yi had finished speaking, the girl was crying too much, he hesitated for a while and Cheng Yuwei hugged her into his arms and patted her on the back comfortingly, after all This should be the last time too.

"Awei, you..." The girl cried for a long time before raising her head, looking at him with red and swollen eyes, but she didn't continue talking, she just stepped back a little and left his embrace, "I see, I won't look for you again .”

Cheng Yuwei couldn't bear it anymore, took out a tissue to help the girl wipe her eyes, "I'll treat you to dinner at noon, we are still good friends, aren't we?"

"Okay." The girl blew her nose, and a smile appeared on her tear-stained face.

Afterwards, they had lunch together, and he sent the girl into the car, watching the car gradually go away until it disappeared in front of his eyes, and this "marriage contract" finally came to an end.

He knew that it was easier for Hu Yi to accept two boys being together than her father. After all, she grew up abroad, so she would not look down on them, nor would she try to keep him.

"Xiaomo, do you think I'm sorry for Cha Yi?" Cheng Yuwei looked out of the window, a little absent-minded.

"I don't know, it depends on what you think." Xueba always gave such an answer when dealing with him and the girl.

Cheng Yuwei sighed in his heart, he must be sorry, because he didn't propose to terminate the engagement earlier, and it must be even more uncomfortable for him to deepen his feelings for him now, but he really doesn't know how to make up for this debt , I just hope that Hu Yi can find her love as soon as possible.

Xie Mo has been paying attention to his expression, knowing that he should have figured it out, and then said: "Your father didn't say anything else, just agreed to us being together like this?"

"Yeah, for him, there are only two choices: agree or disagree. If he disagrees, it will only make me run away from home, and he will be very angry, so it's better to agree."

In fact, they don't have any problems when they are together except that both of them are boys. Of course, it is precisely because of this that they have caused so many difficulties. Fortunately, they have all been resolved now.

Xie Mo nodded with a smile, walked behind him and gently hugged him into his arms, "By the way, I remembered you opened a barbecue restaurant, how is it now? Has it opened?"

I also blame him for being too busy during this period. Apart from working on projects every day, he comes to the ward to take care of grandma. He almost forgot that there is such a thing. He obviously planned to play a "ribbon-cutting" together when the restaurant opened.

"You still remember," Cheng Yuwei looked back at him, and pulled the corner of his lips, "It's opened, and now my father sends someone to take care of it for me, and I will return it to me when I am free."

Xie Mo turned him to face him, stared into his eyes, and said: "You have worked so hard during this period, and I have nothing to repay you. I can only be with you forever. I wonder if you would like it?"

Cheng Yuwei didn't speak, just lowered his eyes and raised the corners of his lips slightly.

Xie Mo embraced him, leaned over to enclose his lips, bit and sucked gently, the sweet taste slipped from his mouth all the way to the bottom of his heart, it was extremely intoxicating.

The mid-autumn season always looks dark, but today it is sunny, and even the dead branches outside the window don’t look bleak. There are beautiful lilies on the bedside table in the ward, which is grandma’s favorite flower.

In Cheng Yuwei's mind, the most beautiful moment in the world is nothing more than that.

No one noticed that the old man on the bed moved his fingers lightly.

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