Sympathizing with the villain in the end of the world

Tang Dezhong is 37 years old. He and his wife Lin Mei have been married for ten years and they don't have a child yet.He and his wife traveled to famous hospitals all over the country, and after countless tosses, Lin Mei failed to conceive in the end.Tang Dezhong knew that it was impossible to have his own flesh and blood in his lifetime.

Tang Dezhong was sitting at the reception table in the director's office of Nuanxin Orphanage, and there were a lot of pictures of children in front of him.As long as he wants, he can take one from it.

The quality of the children in the orphanage is not very good. The reason why many children are abandoned is either because of unmentionable diseases or because they look too scary. Moreover, it is estimated that because of the environment in the orphanage, most of the children are pale, emaciated and listless. , people can't like it at first glance.

Tang Dezhong was a little disappointed. It seemed that he would not be able to adopt a satisfactory child today.

He and his wife looked at each other and understood what the other meant. Instead of adopting a child he was not satisfied with, it would be better to wait for a while.After all, even if it is an adopted son, it will still be his child, who will follow his surname and serve his ancestors.This person cannot be settled casually.

Just as the two were about to leave, Tang Dezhong's cuff accidentally brushed some photos and swept them to the floor. He quickly apologized to the dean and leaned over to pick up those photos.Suddenly, his eyes froze, as if he was attracted by something wonderful, and his eyes burst out with surprise.

He stretched out his hand to pinch a photo, and his wife Lin Mei followed her husband's line of sight to look at the photo, and her eyes lit up instantly.

It is so beautiful!this child!

Even with eyes closed, she is so beautiful that it is indescribable!It only took a moment to grab the hearts of the two of them!

The couple made no secret of their joy. They quickly raised their heads and said excitedly to the dean sitting on the other side: "This child, can we meet?"

Seeing that the two had chosen his child, the dean immediately beamed with joy.After all, from here on, you have to pay a 'love fee'.

But when the potbellied dean saw the photo in the hands of the couple, his expression immediately turned cold...how could he be chosen?

The dean hesitated to persuade Tang Dezhong and his wife to choose someone else, and told them that the child was not very easy to get along with, but the couple wanted to see that beautiful child like a demon.

The dean frowned tightly, and finally took the two of them over.If he could just send that guy away, he would be willing to pay him back!

Qi Xuanwu was sitting in the room, and the children around were playing around, laughing and running around, but everyone seemed to have made an agreement not to approach the corner where he was staying.

Then a strange scene appeared, the small room was full of playful children, like a pot of boiling dumplings, there was only one corner, where a child was quietly waiting.With him as the center of the circle, no one set foot within one meter around him. He seemed to be in a closed world, and no one else could get close to him, and he was unwilling to get close.

"Qi Xuanwu! The dean asked you to go to the reception room." It was a fat middle-aged woman who broke the strange atmosphere in this corner. She glanced at Qi Xuanwu, and then quickly turned her head away.

Qi Xuanwu stood up obediently, and walked towards the door. Just as he reached the door, the voice of the fat woman behind him sounded again: "When you enter, don't open your eyes! If you open them, you can also close them." !"

Qi Xuanwu paused for a moment, then continued to walk forward in silence.

Even with his eyes closed, he easily opened the door of the reception room, and then found the stool that belonged to the orphan without seeing the scene in the room at all, and sat quietly on it. A finely crafted doll.

Tang Dezhong and his wife's eyes were firmly attracted by the child as soon as he entered the door, he was simply a little angel!The real person looks a thousand times better than the photo!They were overjoyed and felt that they had found a treasure.

Only one thing, the dean told them that the child was blind.However, they have been completely attracted by this child, so what does it matter if he is blind?

The two immediately expressed their desire to adopt the child to the dean, and the dean agreed with a smile, and took out some documents for the couple to sign.Tang Dezhong couldn't help but praise, it was really worthwhile for him to come today!

Thinking that in the future, this child, which was carefully portrayed bit by bit by an art master, would be his own. He couldn't help but said to his wife who was equally excited: "We finally have our own child, what should we name him? Why not just call him Tang Rui, how about being smart and wise?"

As soon as the words fell, before he could wait for his wife's response, he suddenly felt a chilly breath rising from behind him, which made his back tremble uncontrollably. The murderous aura made all the blood in his body freeze.

"Qi Xuanwu! My name is Qi Xuanwu! Who told you to name me!"

The voice was sweet and tight, but it was like an ice knife piercing the heart, without a trace of warmth, like a ghost from the depths of hell, his tone was cold, and he came with malicious anger.Even though Tang Dezhong had already lived half his life and seen countless ups and downs, he was also frozen speechless by the cold and cruel breath in these words.

He turned his head with all his strength, and looked at the source of the sound. It was the child who had been motionless since entering the room.

When Tang Dezhong's gaze met the child's, his pupils shrank violently uncontrollably, and even his heart seemed to be frozen.

He had never seen such eyes in his life.Frozen for a thousand miles, lifeless, only a large black and dead silence, as lonely as a wasteland that has been exiled for thousands of years, dilapidated, lonely, abandoned, numb, this is hardly the look that a living person should have!

This is the look of a dead man!

Tang Dezhong took a big step back suddenly, and bumped into his wife who was also sluggish behind him. The two were trembling for a long time, unable to speak a word, and finally had to hold each other's hand and fled.

……

With a bang, the heavy iron door closed, and the world suddenly became dark, and the confinement room was airtight and cramped.There was no wave in Qi Xuanwu's heart. Every time he was rejected, he would be sent here.He crouched under the wall on the left, a familiar spot, waiting for his eyes to slowly adjust to the darkness.

He remained motionless in the darkness, like a frozen statue, as if time had stopped.After a long time, he slowly touched his chest with his hands, so empty that he couldn't even feel the pain.

It has been three years, and his elder brother Gu Yu has been away from him for three years.

At the beginning, his heart ached as if a tyrant was torturing him, and he could not sleep peacefully day and night. The pain was like maggots on the tarsus, and he couldn't breathe because of the entanglement.At that time, he often dreamed of Gu Yu. Sometimes those dreams were sweet, and sometimes they were cruel. Maybe one moment ago they were holding a notebook together and studying knowledge stroke by stroke on the paper, and the next second he suddenly had his hands full. Blood, and the other party has died with a pale face.

At that time, he was often in a daze, and as soon as he closed his eyes, he couldn't help but think of the other person, and then his heart twitched with unstoppable pain.

He thought this was the cruelest torture in the world.

But when did it start?Gradually, I no longer feel pain in my heart, and I seldom remember that person, and even the time for dreaming becomes less and less.It was as if he had been abandoned, the traces left by that person in his life became less and less, and gradually faded to the point where he could no longer hold onto him... His heart seemed to be empty.

He suddenly missed the time when he was haunted by nightmares every day and night.

At least, at that time, he could still miss him.

But now, Qi Xuanwu can no longer remember what his brother Gu Yu's warm smile looked like, nor how pleasant his gentle voice was, and also slowly forget the time when the other party's blood stained his hands sticky touch.

What else do I have?Brother Gu Yu...

I promised to live for you at the beginning, but it seems that I can't do it more and more, and I seem to be about to forget you.

A strong sense of panic hit Qi Xuanwu, he seemed to be standing in the midst of an empty chaos, all was nothingness up and down, even if he struggled desperately, he couldn't touch anything, even the only thing he had, which belonged to All his memories slowly faded away.

Really gone, nothing left, even the only remaining memory is thin.

……

Three days later, when the fat aunt of the orphanage opened the iron door of the confinement room, she was startled from ear to ear by the strange sight in front of her. The scary little boy in front of her who had always been gloomy suddenly showed him a sweet smile , shouting obediently: "Hello, Aunt He."

Until the children had left, Aunt He was still in place, just now!Qi Xuanwu actually smiled at her!Aunt He rubbed her eyes, thinking she must be dazzled.

But when she turned her head again, she clearly saw that Qi Xuanwu was greeting everyone he saw in a friendly way, and he was so obedient and inconceivable.

But she always felt something strange in her heart. It seemed that there was a disharmonious factor hidden in such a scene. Even if she was greeted warmly, she didn't feel warm. It's like a hole in the ice, I just feel cold to the bone.

Why is it?

Aunt He's doubts were answered when Qi Xuanwu's gaze turned to her again.

She saw the child who smiled brightly and greeted everyone warmly, his eyes were as cold as ice, and the bones of the frozen person were chilled, without even a trace of warmth.

******

Brother Gu Yu, I almost forgot about you, what should I do?

I clearly promised to live for you

But it seems that I can't even remember what you look like

Then

Let me be you, okay?

smile like you, be friendly like you

Greet everyone warmly like you

silly like you

If I become you, it's as if you're still alive

In this case

I've fulfilled my promise, right?

——Qi Xuanwu

The author has something to say:

Qi Xuanwu: Let me become you, okay?

Gu Yu clenched his fists: I finally understand why I sympathized with you back then! !I'm fucking pitying myself ahhhhh! !