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Chapter 9 Obsessed ([-])

Nan Ran's room has the same light floral fragrance as her body.When the girl serving Nanran saw that her own girl had brought the freak from downstairs again, her delicate face was instantly cast a dark shadow.Nan Ran stopped her complaint with a look, and led Yuebai to the stool.She put the four plates of cakes on the table in front of Yuebai's eyes, twisted a piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake into Yuebai's hands: "Come on, eat it. You sit and eat it yourself, and wait for Aunt Nan for a while."

Yuebai blinked, Xu came back to his senses, and said in a soft voice: "Thank you, Aunt Nan."

Nan Ran smiled, his frosty and moon-like face became more and more beautiful with this smile, not like ordinary people.She stroked Yuebai's dusty hair, and said softly, "No thanks."

Therefore, Yuebai laughed too, with crooked eyebrows and tilted head.Even though the cheeks are thinner than ordinary children, even if the face is black and gray, even the original appearance can't be seen clearly, those black and white eyes are cute enough to be cute.

Nan Ran walked into the inner room with a skirt embroidered with white plum blossoms, Yuebai was still looking at her back.He ate the sweet but not greasy high point in small sips, and looked at the eight screens separating the inner room and the outer room with the purest respect and trust in his eyes.

After a while, Nan Ran came out, holding a pair of snow-white boots in her hands, embroidered with immaculate white plum blossoms on the boots.She put the boots on the ground in front of Yuebai, and said: "Come on, Xiao Yubai wears them to see if they fit."

Yubai, she is the only one who calls her that.After all, it was her name.You said, why do you want her to take it.Because she is kind, she pities him.It's not that no one asked his mother what his name was, and she would often sneer and say, "Little bastard."

Little bastard, that's what he called others for five years.Only Nan Ran, she called him Yubai.

Yuebai shrank his dusty feet back. He watched Nan Ran quickly pick up the little boots, hugged them in his arms and said, "Thank you, Aunt Nan."

He seemed to want to say something, but finally he closed his lips and ran out in a hurry.When she was going out, she almost bumped into Nan Ran's servant girl, and the girl hid aside viciously, and said, "If it's so dirty..."

"Xiao Lian." Nan Ran called out in the room, and Xiao Lian closed her mouth unhappily.

Yuebai didn't say that he stopped, he didn't even look at Xiaolian, but said softly, "Thank you, Aunt Nan."

Those were the first pair of boots he received in his life.He was dressed in tattered old clothes that his mother had brought from other people, and adults' clothes and skirts, and it was fine to just throw them on him casually.As for the shoes, where do you get the right shoes, you might as well not wear them if you wear them, at least they don't have the stench of killing people, and they won't be a joke.

Nan Ran gave him the boots, and Yuebai tried them on after washing his feet. They were a little bigger, but they were very beautiful and comfortable. They seemed to come from two worlds with his tattered clothes.

In the early morning, mother came in cursingly wrapped in a torn pink dress, and saw the boots on Yuebai's feet at first sight.She slapped Yue Baida to the ground, and asked him with a ferocious face, where did it come from and who gave it to him.

At that time, Yuebai didn't understand where her anger came from, but it didn't matter, he was used to it.Whether it's Aunt Nan or others, as long as she sees someone giving him something, food, clothing, and play, she will be angry.She would scold him when she was angry, and kick him to vent her anger when she was angry.Among them, Nan Ran was the one who made her furious the most.But so what?Let her go.

Yuebai said lightly: "Aunt Nan."

"Aunt Nan? This bitch Nanran, what kind of aunt is she!" She cursed sharply, putting her foot on Yuebai's belly, "Little bastard, if I just give you a little favor, just stick it up." , Ah, shameless little bastard, you've lost all my face. Do you still think they don't laugh at me enough? Ah!"

She picked up Yuebai and slapped Yuebai fiercely: "Take it off, cut it off, and burn it! You are not allowed to take their things, do you hear that! Those bitches, those are all bitches, they are all here The joke is charming. Do you think they are doing you good by giving you things? Wrong, they are humiliating you and pitying you! They are poking our bones and calling us cheap by holding those things in a high position! I'm off!"

The girls passed by the closed door, yawned as usual and walked slowly to their rooms.It was the first time for the new girl to encounter such a situation, and she heard hysterical shouts and muffled kicking sounds inside the door.She stepped forward hesitantly, and was about to knock on the door, when her partner took her hand and said, "Don't worry about it, if you try to persuade her to beat her harder, she will be even crazier."

"But, just watching Meng Han beat the child like this?" She tugged at her partner's sleeve, "I saw that little doll two days ago, it's so small, maybe three or four years old. How can it be good to beat like this."

Her partner gave a low laugh and pulled her away directly.The new girl persisted for a while and followed her.Her partner said: "The life of a bitch is hard. He can't die. Oh, by the way, that little bastard is five years old, three or four years old. If you are willing to send him some medicine tomorrow, it will be fine. Sister Nan just went out I guess there is no time to control him."

The new girl hesitated for a moment, then responded in a low voice.

Inside, the beating and cursing continued.

Yuebai's black and white eyes reflected Meng Han's ferocious face.He didn't cry, not even a tear of pain in his eyes.There was indifference, numbness, and...stubbornness in the big eyes.

He said, "No."

A word, very light, but heavy as if it is his whole heart.This pair of shoes was given to him by Nan Ran.Only this point is enough for him to be enshrined in a high place, to worship, and not to be desecrated.

Meng Han went even crazier.She hit him, and she wanted to hit him until he confessed his mistake.The sharp and piercing curses continued until daylight.

Yue Bai didn't admit his mistake, but he didn't protect the boots that Nan Ran gave him either.The boots embroidered with pure white plum blossoms were engulfed by the fire, leaving only black ashes.

Yuebai stared at Meng Han with bare feet, he glanced at him, and walked out with heavy steps covered in injuries.Meng Han was facing the brazier, with two clusters of hate burning in her eyes, the fire shining on her pale face, as if she was in a sea of ​​hell.

Yuebai didn't know where to go, he wanted to find Aunt Nan, he wanted to apologize to her, I'm sorry, I didn't protect the things you gave me.But there was no sign of her on the third floor, only Xiao Lian dozing on the table.Yue Bai woke her up, so naturally he couldn't run away and scold her, but he just wanted to know where Nan Ran was.

When Xiaolian heard his question, she sneered: "My girl is kind-hearted, so she even gave you food and drink. Instead of being grateful, your mother is always against my girl, saying that my girl laughed at her, saying that my girl is hypocritical. She I don’t even look at it, my girl will go out every month to deliver food and drinks, people are very grateful to my girl, and look at it like a living Bodhisattva.”

Yuebai froze for a moment, but still asked stubbornly, "Aunt Nan, where are you?"

Xiao Lian gave him a blank look: "I don't tell you, I've been annoying me like this. The girl is on the opposite street, where a bunch of little beggars gather."

Yuebai pursed her lips and said softly, "Thank you."

After that, he ran away.

On the contrary, Xiao Lian was surprised, she didn't expect this silent and dumb child to say thank you.

Yuebai is familiar with every place here, and he doesn't know when he will never forget the places he has just glanced at.He carefully avoided the adults and ran out through the back door.At this time, the prosperity of this street has come to an end, it is really the most quiet and desolate time.A small figure ran on the road with the courage of a moth to a flame and full of faith.He forgot the pain, the time, and the exhaustion. He just wanted to run to a place, find someone, and take a look at her, which was salvation.

Nan Ran is Yubai's salvation.

Nanran is Yubai's belief.

Nanran is the god Yubai looks up to.

The street is not as clean as the building, fine and sharp pebbles pierced Yuebai's soles again and again, like thorns entangled his ankles, preventing him from finding her.But he didn't stop, not even taking a step back.

He was running, the wind was blowing on his cheeks, and the sun was shining on him.In front, right in front, just turn another corner and you're there.

...arrived, he found her, he saw her.She was surrounded by a group of dirty and unkempt beggars, Yuebai felt that those people really resembled him.

Yue Bai ran in step by step, staring at Nan Ran tightly.He saw Nan Ran smiling, and she gently hugged a little child, as if she was hugging him.She handed him the pastry on her body, and she smiled, as if gently comforting: "Eat slowly, don't worry, there is more."

She took out a pair of clean white boots and boots embroidered with white plum blossoms from the carriage, and he heard her say, "Come on, how about a pair for each person? Choose the right one for yourself."

The beggars laughed and said, "Thank you, Aunt Nan."

Then he rushed forward and picked up his pair of boots, as if he was holding some treasure.

When Yuebai ran close, he stood at Nan Ran's feet, stood with those beggars, and looked up at Nan Ran with them.Nan Ran opened packs of sweet but not greasy pastries, as well as chicken drumstick buns from various restaurants.Countless pairs of dirty hands reached out, but there was no moonlight inside.He looked at Nan Ran and squeezed towards her again and again, but was pushed away time and time again by beggars who were stronger than him.

The food became less and less, he was pushed to the ground, and after rolling around twice, he became more and more dirty.Nan Ran finally noticed him. She put down the youngest child and came out to help him up.She said softly: "Be careful, don't worry, I'll take you to buy it if it's not enough for Aunt Nan, okay?"

Yuebai lowered her eyes, she...didn't...recognize him.

It's not that the beggars are like him, but he is like the beggars.

She turned out to be just kind.Because of kindness, I sympathize with all the weak and weak in the world.She just pitied him, just like pitying all the hungry and cold people in the world.

He, for her, is one of all living beings who are favored by her.

redemption?Seeing her, she pushed him deeper into the darkness, which was also a way to save him.

And what is the difference between Chu Liuxiang's entrusting her life and Nan Ran's deeds.It's just a wide scope, a scope box.Chu Liuxiang can entrust her life to Hu Tiehua, the same to Ji Bingyan, Song Tianer, Li Hongxiu, Su Rongrong, and all the friends he recognizes.Among them, of course, also included Yuebai.Yuebai is just the tiny one among the crowd.

it's dark.

Yuebai came back to her senses, her complexion was a little pale.It's been a long time since he's stuck in the memory and can't get out.He rubbed his forehead and smiled softly.Just a laugh, without joy or sadness, just a touch of indifference.