Queen of Yokohama [Comprehensive]

01.

Sure enough, Oda Sakunosuke was the only way to seduce Osamu Dazai.

Dazai ruled the bastard.I couldn’t help being a little bit aggrieved in my heart, but then I thought about it again, if Osamu Dazai’s obsession with me was as high as his obsession with Oda Sakunosuke, I guess I would feel a lot of pressure, so it’s okay.

After explaining what I knew to Osamu Dazai—in fact, I don’t know much, he raised his chin and said after a while: "Is this the information from Chuya?"

"Don't think too much." I said, "It's also my idea to send you out."

"I still feel that it is Chuya's idea, because I am not the only one who can do this in the headquarters." Dazai Osamu said, "And I am one of the top five cadres after all. Is it appropriate to perform tasks outside for a long time?"

"Do you want to bind me with something customary?" I asked.

"No." Osamu Dazai said, "I want to use that kind of binding rope to restrain the Boss."

I looked at him for a while, my eyes were a little subtle, "I said, are you talking about pornography?"

The vinyl record player played Rachmaninoff's "Third Piano Concerto", which of course is a track that has nothing to do with soft romance. It happened to be raining outside at this time, and the rain of this season will soon become It became a pouring rain, accompanied by a storm-like piano track, which is quite suitable for the occasion.

The coffee in front of me was brewed by Mori Ogai before, the temperature is still there, and the bitter aroma permeates the room.Osamu Dazai's eyes are like coffee liquid that has been completely cooled down and lost its temperature. It is cold and cold. If you stir it with a spoon, it will probably flow sticky, with bitterness and honey-like sweetness, but what blooms on the tip of your tongue is It's cold and astringent.

"Yes." He said lightly.

It's obviously a mess of pornographic lines, but his interpretation is extremely provocative. I can't help but think in my heart that this guy Dazai Osamu was born to harm all living beings.

"So Boss, what are you thinking now?" Osamu Dazai approached me, blinked, and asked.

I don't think anyone can refuse such a beautiful temptation from him, so I said: "I think the meaning of your birth is to harm all living beings."

"What's the point of that?" Osamu Dazai laughed.

"So what's the point?" I asked.

"It's meaningless." Osamu Dazai straightened up, still smiling, and said, "My birth has no meaning."

It's raining a lot outside.

I bent the corner of my lips, feeling the momentary pain in my heart when I heard him say this, then I opened my mouth and said another topic: "Do you like this song?"

"The Third Piano Concerto?" Osamu Dazai asked.

"Well," I said, "how much do you know about him?"

"Known as the king of the piano concerto, he is famous for his strong emotional expression and difficult performance technique." Osamu Dazai said, "Rachmaninoff is said to be made of steel and gold, and steel is his. arm, and the gold is his heart."

"This kind of artist with strong emotions can feel the true meaning of life more than ordinary people?" I asked, "Do you feel this way?"

"No." Osamu Dazai said, "Actually, I belong to that type of person—I think the true meaning of life is connected with the end, if you can experience it, then your inner world will be peaceful and safe self-contained life."

"Oh." I understood what Osamu Dazai meant, "so you think that artists are also pursuing the true meaning of life, and they exploded with strong emotions in the process of pursuing. If they really pursued it, they would not have such abundant energy to express."

"Yeah." Osamu Dazai nodded, "So this is a paradox. We read, we listen, we learn, and we try to find the true meaning of life, but those who leave these words and images are in the process of pursuit Among them, what we really pursue is not to express it in a book and become famous to the point where the whole world knows it. So if we trigger it from this angle, we will eventually fail.”

"We can learn from our own experiences in our own lives," I said.

"That's the only way." Osamu Dazai said.

"But is it meaningful to pursue the true meaning of life?" I tilted my head and smiled, "Actually, I am more interested in the difficult technique of this song than the emotion contained in this song. I heard some scholars describe Playing the "Third Piano Concerto", everyone put in physical effort to shovel ten tons of coal. I was so happy at that time."

Osamu Dazai also laughed, "Hahaha yes, after all, playing the piano is actually a physical activity."

Before learning the piano, I felt that playing the piano was an extremely elegant behavior.

Only after I learned it did I realize that this is a physical labor.

——The reality of the world.

"You know what I mean when I tell you this?" I asked directly after finishing this pleasant conversation.

"I know." Osamu Dazai said, "You want me to give up that pursuit and put all my spiritual sustenance on you instead."

"It doesn't matter if you put it on me or the gangsters. Anyway, I and the gangsters are one." I said.

Osamu Dazai blinked, but did not respond, he was waiting for my next words.

"I also know why you asked me who sent you out." I said, "The situation here in Yokohama is stable. Although you belong to the type that you will complete any task assigned to you, everyone knows You stayed in Hong Kong and Hei not because of loyalty. The intention to send you far away to perform such a difficult task after the situation had just stabilized was not so obscene, but a direct conspiracy. So you want to know, this is me fearing you Still, China is also afraid of you."

Having said that, I went to the window.

As the storm got bigger and bigger, the dark clouds in the sky expanded rapidly. Originally, they were just piling up in the sky, but like a magical movie, as the strong wind rushed directly to this side, they quickly spread and covered the sky. Go, even the top of the head is the thick black and gray clouds.The light is getting dimmer, the sky is getting colder, and the night is coming early. This night may be a night of extremely dangerous weather.

"You are a double-edged sword. You have to use your heart to make good use of you. You are too smart and powerful. People like you are only useful in special times. You know what I mean." I continued.

Yes, someone as powerful as Osamu Dazai is only useful in special times of turmoil.After he stabilized, although he still had outstanding talents, other people could do his job at that time.

And this kind of personality...

I smiled unconsciously, and I felt that I was connected with Mori Ogai's thoughts.

but.

I turned around and looked at Osamu Dazai.He also looked at me, the sound of the noisy rain shattered into the light in his eyes, and he said, "It's so straightforward, Boss."

However, I am not Mori Ogai after all.

"I don't like to go around in circles with people like you, because I can't get around you." I said with a smile, I took out a cigarette from my suit, lit it with a lighter, and said amidst the smoke: "Go to execute Go ahead, don't think too much."

"After talking so much, let me stop thinking too much? Boss, you are really an exaggerated person." Osamu Dazai said with a smile.

"The bosses of Japanese companies are notorious for exploiting their employees. There is no way. I have inherited our glorious tradition." I shook my head and chuckled, "Life is not that complicated, and of course it's not that simple. Anyway, let's move on." Just do it step by step. After all, your Boss is me now, maybe I will bring you inner peace. Right?"

"That's true." Osamu Dazai bent his lips, then saluted me, turned and left.

The door closed, I took a puff of the cigarette, closed my eyes, and slowly exhaled the smoke ring.

The figure of the woman in the glass silhouette has a kind of inexplicable sexy and lazy.

I think I have become a qualified Boss.

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