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After the white whale crashed into Yokohama Port, Kyoka successfully joined the Armed Detective Agency.

When everyone was rejoicing, Osamu Dazai chose to stay away from the noisy crowd.

He has never been very used to the atmosphere of the celebration party. Liveliness is often accompanied by loneliness. No matter how prosperous the banquet is, there will be times when the party ends.

After the meeting with Mr. Guangjin, he came to Zhumeng office building and stood not far away looking at the lights on the top floor.

Osamu Dazai thought that Yuzuki must not know that he had stood in the same position several times and stared in his direction.

Osamu Dazai had stayed in Yuzuki's office before, so he knew the layout there.

In addition to the office space, there is also a spacious lounge.

Although there is nothing missing in the room, but sleeping in the company all the time, even Osamu Dazai feels too lonely.

What, a homeless look.

Dazai sighed inwardly.

She clearly invited herself to live together, but in fact, except for the day when she escaped from the apartment, Yuzuki never lived in the so-called mansion.He regards dream building as a stronghold and refuses to move easily.

It seems to say that without your company, everything is meaningless.

Osamu Dazai has seen the lights on the top floor go on and off, go off and come on again.

At that time, he was still evaluating and observing Xiyue, calmly and indifferently measuring gains and losses.

But now he is standing here, thinking whether he should just break into Zhumeng like this, and find Xiyue to have the previously agreed conversation.

The lights on the top floor dimmed.

Not long after, a familiar silver figure appeared in the lobby on the first floor.

At that moment, Osamu Dazai's heart was filled with wonderful joy.Xiyue was stunned with joy when she saw her, which made him raise the corner of his mouth involuntarily, and couldn't wait to step forward to meet the person.

Unexpectedly, Xiyue gave him a big surprise.

Xiyue hugs herself and expresses her heart.

Comparing a relationship to a reef under an iceberg, ask yourself to give him time and a promise of an answer.

Osamu Dazai was light and light, like a breeze blowing when he was slightly drunk, making him addicted and sober again.

Osamu Dazai looked at Yuzuki's sincere expression.

Suddenly felt terrible.

Xiyue who acted on instinct, Xiyue who said what she said unconsciously was no different from a confession, and Xiyue who always subconsciously put herself first.

The monster wove a dense love web with instinct, and attacked Osamu Dazai with the most fierce and tender gesture.

Osamu Dazai once struggled fiercely in that net, and finally chose to be entangled with the monster that spun the net.

I will never say no to Aji.

Osamu Dazai heard Yuzuki's promise.

I take it seriously!Even if you don't understand anything, I can't let you go.

After all, you are the one who pries open the hard shell that the coward wraps the heart bit by bit. The heart inside is so soft. As long as you touch it, you can see the blood trickling in the blood vessels.Plop plop plop, that heart is so alive, it's trembling and beating now for your words.

I'm a horrible person, timid and selfish, vulnerable and sensitive.

Osamu Dazai, who is good at manipulating human nature, has a very clear understanding of himself.

The relationship between him and Xiyue is not equal.

Although Xiyue didn't understand anything, Xiyue proved that Osamu Dazai was unique to him with practical actions.

On the contrary, Osamu Dazai did not dare to call his feelings love.

However, even if it is just tempting, liking a little more than tempting, it is enough to support a coward to take the first step.

Because the object is Yuzuki.

He was so desperate for meaning in his existence.If being a good person and the pillar of a friend's life can support his life of enduring pain, then switching to love with the same positive meaning should also have a certain effect, right?

Since she wants to live in this decayed and oxidized world, it's not a bad idea to accept Xiyue's feelings.

In Osamu Dazai's dictionary, love is unstable.

But by binding love with Xiyue, his restless heart can get a little peace.

Even if the fear still exists, it is impossible for him to let go of Xiyue.

People love my pretty face and my sweet words.

Reject the darkness and pain that also belong to me.

Maybe someone chooses to fall into the darkness with me, or persuade me to turn back from the standpoint of the savior.

I never believed it.

For those ladies who confessed their love to him in the past, and were even willing to commit suicide with him, Osamu Dazai said it nicely, but his heart was extremely indifferent.

Osamu Dazai dismissed their love.

If anyone loves my battered soul, it's you.

You, the monster, accept all my good and my bad.

You have crossed the river of life for 16 years, firmly and gently comforting me, a panicked coward.

That being the case, Osamu Dazai threw the same net towards the monster that spun the net, and bound the monster in his arms with all his strength.

From then on, Osamu Dazai and Akatsuki Yuzuki are both prey in the net, called the abyss of emotion, let us sink together!

Osamu Dazai took Yuzuki's hand and walked in the direction that Yuzuki pointed.

They go home.

On the beach, undulating waves beat against the reefs on the shore.

The villa standing on the beach is like a small Mount Fuji, which evokes memories in Osamu Dazai's mind.

It was an eight-year-old scribble made in his painting class, and it can't be said that he put a lot of effort into it.

Dazai Osamu, who was not interested in the homework assigned by the teacher about architecture, picked up a brush and drew a random picture. Compared with the house, it is more like the graffiti of Mount Fuji in Ukiyo-e.

"Azhi like this kind of house?"

Xiyue, who also had no interest, focused on the painting at the same table.

Without raising his head, he replied casually, "Yes, it would be even better if we could plant evening primroses all around."

"But around Mt. Fuji, there are cherry blossoms."

"Evening primrose and Mount Fuji are more suitable! Look at Yuzuki!"

Xiyue picked up the hastily completed painting and observed it carefully. Looking at the small "Mount Fuji" located by the sea, he was thoughtful.

"If you like it, I will give it to you!"

The eight-year-old Osamu Dazai gave it generously, but he actually didn't take that graffiti to heart.

Now, graffiti has become a reality.

Dazai felt weak.

After entering the villa, he found that the room that Xiyue had prepared for him was exactly the same as the one that belonged to him in the Tsushima house.

Including the colorful game posters on the ceiling, judging from the yellowed corners, they should be the original ones.

Thinking of the seemingly beautiful Xiyue, she sneaked to the Tsushima house after dark, and carefully removed the poster stuck on the ceiling.

Osamu Dazai couldn't help laughing.

Obviously, she didn't get her consent when she was renovating, but Xiyue decided on her own that she must let herself live in.

Even on the days when I didn't set foot, I stubbornly chose to sleep in the company.

Because in Yuzuki's view, this is the house that Dazai Osamu likes, and it should belong to him.

No, it belongs to both of them.

From the evening primrose and red roses in the flower garden, we can see Xiyue's little thoughts.

Xiyue branded this villa as the two of them, and at the same time, she was satisfied with Dazai Osamu's choice to live in, and created the most familiar environment for him, and did not want more extravagantly.

Osamu Dazai is doomed to disappoint Yuzuki's thoughtfulness.

Since they chose to come back together with Xiyue, why they couldn't live in the same room and had to be separated.

Osamu Dazai is not a good person, far more greedy than Yuzuki.

Without hesitation, he occupied Xiyue's Simmons and took away the ownership of half of Xiyue's room.

He asked Xiyue to introduce the toiletries to him, and asked Xiyue to blow-dry his hair.

He deliberately showed his scarred body in front of Xiyue.

The distress in Mingming Xiyue's eyes is about to overflow, and Mingming Xiyue hugs this body full of love and compassion.

But the final result is somewhat different from Osamu Dazai's imagination.

Be best friends and family!

Xiyue announced when sharing the same bed.

Osamu Dazai felt a long-lost sense of powerlessness, which often appeared when facing Yuzuki in the past.

He finally figured out one thing.

Xiyue, he has always been very hard on feelings.

A feeling that has never been touched before, even if you explain it to him countless times, he has no sense of identity at all.

Unless Xiyue figured it out by himself, he would apply the closest relationship around them to the two of them.

In the darkness, Osamu Dazai's eyes were dark.

Xiyue will understand, he will guide him, teach him, wait for him.

Since he chose to hold those hands, he would never let them go no matter what.

Hearing Yuzuki's breathing gradually calmed down, Osamu Dazai opened his eyes.

He reached out and gently touched the corner of Xiyue's upturned mouth, presumably the people around him had a beautiful dream.

Will there be myself in the dream?

have it.

It was rare for Osamu Dazai to give an affirmative answer.

Does the dream belong to the starry sky or the sea?Does it belong to the past or the present?

It’s okay.

Osamu Dazai hugged Mingyue, holding the silvery moonlight in his hands.

The days when they stayed away deliberately faded away, and there was no clear boundary between them who shared the same bed.

When the first rays of morning light pierced the sky, Osamu Dazai felt Yuzuki's response, and Yuzuki, whose spirit body returned, hugged him, and they embraced and continued to sleep.

It was already nine o'clock in the morning when I woke up again.

Kunikida's urging text messages appeared on the terminal screen one after another.

Dazai Osamu pressed the mute button very presciently.

He unscrupulously observed Xiyue's sleeping face.

Even though she couldn't see those golden eyes, the static Xiyue was still incredibly beautiful.

He fiddled with Xiyue's long silver hair with his fingers with great interest, picking them up and letting them fall.

Sometimes she would touch Xiyue's eyebrows and nose, or poke her soft cheek.

Finally Osamu Dazai stared at the slightly parted lips.

Xiyue's lips were thin and delicate.When falling asleep, without the support of temperament, it is inevitable to appear immature.In addition, the color of the lips is lighter, which reminds Osamu Dazai of the pink Tsukimi in the flower garden.

He suddenly had the urge to kiss him.

Even I hope that the first intimate contact is when the other person is sober.

Osamu Dazai thought regretfully.

At ten o'clock, she realized that Xiyue was about to wake up.

Osamu Dazai got up first, and opened the French windows to let fresh air rush in.

The bright sunlight is a little harsh.

Osamu Dazai turned sideways and greeted Xiyue with his head tilted.

"Morning!"

A new day begins.

The author has something to say: Since everyone does not dislike it, I will write at an appropriate pace!

Dazai's thoughts are really not sweet at all, but after being tempted by such a Dazai, he decides to drag Xiyue to sink together, doesn't he seem very brave?

In the final analysis, this bravery is Xiyue supporting him with her usual stubbornness and giving him a reason to move forward.

Part of this relationship is indeed compromised, and Xiyue is not completely wrong.

But no matter what, Dazai is reluctant to let go!

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