broken dust

Chapter 24 Epilogue 2

"Confessions of a Murderer"

My name is Li Yanfei and I am 32 years old.

Li Yanfei is just my stage name, my real name is Li Yan.

I was born in a remote mountain village on the border of Ducheng, and I have witnessed poverty since I was born.

My parents are out-and-out farmers, and the allocated land at home is very small. I have been going to the fields with my parents since I was seven years old. As the eldest son of the family, this is my obligation.I have a younger brother and a younger sister behind me.In addition to the three children, my parents also had to support an elderly grandmother and grandparents.In addition to the large population, the person who really forced my family to live a life of constant suspense was my grandfather.To be precise, it is the huge debt left by my grandfather during his lifetime.

My grandfather loved to gamble during his lifetime. He lost everything in the family and borrowed usury loans.It seems that since I was born, my family has embarked on the road of repaying debts, and it is a debt that will never be paid off.

My grandfather died of tuberculosis, and we sold two-thirds of the property to treat him.But in the end he died, leaving us with nothing but a never-ending pile of debts.

Enormous debts drove my father to a corner.

When I was 13 years old, I witnessed my father being imprisoned because of his ignorance, he planned a huge fraud, and after being found out, he openly kidnapped and extorted, and finally stabbed the victim by mistake dead him.

It was Ying Jiying, the captain of the urban criminal investigation, who sent him to prison.

I will always remember this name.

When I was 14 years old, I left that impoverished small village to go out to work.My part-time job was extremely difficult. I had no education, no skills, and was not old enough. I could only wash dishes in some restaurants, and the income I earned was pitifully small. I sent most of the income back home.However, my home is a bottomless pit, and my poor income is nothing more than a drop in the bucket.

I washed dishes for two years, and met Brother Wang who often came to order lunch boxes. He is an actor coordinator.

The actor he was talking about was nothing more than an inconspicuous part-timer that the film and television city settled on a daily basis.

But at the time I believed in him a lot, and I thought he was great.

He told me that washing dishes is a poor job with low salary and low salary, and he said it to my heart.

He took me to the studio of the film and television city, and this trip to the studio gave me hope.I saw glamorous celebrities coming and going in luxury cars.They live under the spotlight, exuding charming brilliance like stars, I am very envious.

Brother Wang told me that as long as we persevere, one day we will become like them.

I quit my restaurant job after that day and became a part-timer.

The job is harder than I expected, but the pay is still much higher than working in a restaurant.Most importantly, I have hope, and hope keeps me alive.

What really ended my career as a dragon was when I was a dragon for the seventh year.

It was a summer, and I was playing a role in an urban drama directed by the famous director Lin Ke.It was very hot, and at noon a woman with a big belly in a yellow loose dress walked into our set.

Director Lin's assistant came up to pick her up, moved a stool and poured water for her.I figured she must be not an ordinary person.

Later I found out that she is director Lin Ke's wife, who is eight months pregnant.

At that time, the director was lecturing to the male and female protagonists. After the assistant settled down Director Lin's wife, he went over to call the director.

The director is late in the future.

The sun was so poisonous, my eyes never left the pregnant woman, and I always felt that she would faint at any time.

Sure enough, she fell to the ground pale after drinking the juice that the assistant handed her.

It was the break time of the set, and few people stayed outside the set during the break in the hot weather. Most of them were in RVs, or hiding in a cool room and eating boxed lunches.

I was the first to rush over, the first to call 120, and the first to notify the director.

The ambulance arrived in time, and Mrs. Lin gave birth prematurely. Fortunately, the mother and child were safe.

This was the turning point in my career as a utility player.

Director Lin is well-known in the industry for his good temper. He is straightforward and kind. He is also very kind to us extras. He often asks his assistant to buy cold drinks for us to relieve the heat.

Because of this incident, Director Lin gave me a role in the next new play.

It was a male number four worthy of a name, and an affectionate villain.

The director said that this role fits my appearance very well.

The makeup artist said that my face is extremely recognizable, and the facial features are full of sharpness, especially this pair of eyes-the eyelids are extremely thin, and the double eyelids are slightly wider, which is impressive like a knife carved out.

The first time I saw my face in the mirror, the first time I felt grateful to my parents.

I put on a suit for the first time, dressed like those "stars" I envied before.I especially cherish this opportunity, or in other words, I am particularly devoted to this character in the script.

This elegant and affectionate villain, I can even feel that our destiny is connected and we share a common breath.

Unexpectedly, I became popular, and when I went out, someone started calling my character Yan Fei in the play.

I know that the audience may not like me, but the villain Yan Fei with contrasting beauty.

I can't lose these, lose the brilliance I want.

I want to turn myself into a nonsense that the audience likes.

I changed my name to Li Yanfei.

It's not Li Yan, right and wrong.

Li Yanfei.

Soon an entertainment company found me, and we signed a contract smoothly.

After getting rid of the identity of the actor, I was not in a hurry to film.During the two years, I modified my personal information, and the company created a fake foreign degree for me and sent me for secret training.According to my request, I became an elegant gentleman, generous and decent, and labeled me as a well-educated actor.

I have become the glorious side of my first character, Yan Fei. I try my best to imitate Yan Fei's every move, even some small eccentricities.

Yan Fei is a "noble" person, he has cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder.

I, Li Yanfei, am also a "noble" person, so I should have these habits as a matter of course.

No one unmasks me.

Who dares to expose me?When my so-called friends met me, I was always so glamorous. My so-called relatives only knew the disgraced Li Yan. I knew that people in that small mountain village were always struggling to survive, and no one cared about entertainment gossip.I never set foot in that small mountain village again. I told my mother that I was doing business abroad, and I would give them a lot of money every month. I helped my family pay off foreign debts, and they never asked me about my affairs when I had money.

By the way, you will definitely say, what about those cosplayers who were at the same time as me?Won't they tear you apart?

Let me tell you, among my contemporaries, no one will persist for seven years except me.They came and went, long gone.And I have never denied my history of being a bitch, my agency has already prepared a statement for me - Li Yanfei studied film and television acting abroad, and during his four years in college, he often returned to China to go deep into the set, pretending to be a bitch to accumulate experience.

Of course, the time is not seven years, but three years.

And Brother Wang is my nobleman, he used to be my manager.

I played supporting roles, large and small, for another three years. When I was 28, I started to take over the male lead. Finally, at the age of 30, that is, two years ago, I won the best actor title with a movie based on a novel.I am very lucky to win the Best Actor at this age.

My history started to get picked up.

They believe in everything my company has built for me.

I am a good gentleman who is always meticulous.They found my "three years" history of tricks.

Such a "superior" person, who is so obsessed with acting, can put down his body to pretend to be a small player to accumulate experience, which undoubtedly gained great audience popularity.

At this time, the company released my debut work, and everyone began to marvel: So he is the one who said nothing!

Li Yanfei is actually exactly the same as Yan Fei's character!

There is no shortage of handsome young meat in the entertainment industry. In the eyes of the audience, an actor like me who is completely unified in and out of the play is still rare.

Undoubtedly, my popularity is skyrocketing.

I have finally become what I longed for, and I must obliterate and cover up my former unbearable self.

At an awards ceremony, I met Qiao Qiao again.

Qiao Qiao is my original heart, and I love her.Specifically, both Yan Fei and I love her very much.

Yes, she is the heroine of my debut movie.

She is the heroine and I am the male number four.

I can't forget the first time I saw her, she was only 17 years old, beautiful, lively and cheerful, shining into my gloomy life like a ray of sunshine.

I heard from Director Lin that she is still in college, her father is a boss, and her mother is a professor.

At that time, she often called me Brother Yanfei.

I don't know if she called me Yan Fei or Yan Fei.

She has the most beautiful smile in the world.

But at that time, I was timid, and I could only bury my love for her in my heart.

We were pleasantly surprised to meet her again, and I was even more pleasantly surprised.

At this time, I had just won the crown of actor, and I was in the limelight.

She was as beautiful as ever, as lively and cheerful as ever, as if she was the same as when we first met.

She called me sweetly: "Brother Yanfei, long time no see!"

So she didn't forget!

We exchanged phone numbers.I often visit her class when I am not busy, and I will call her every three to five days.

At first she was very happy, but gradually maybe because of the busy work of each other, or some other reasons, she began to be very polite to me.

I confessed to her a year ago, told her that I like her, even though she rejected me, but I told her it's okay, I like her is my business and has nothing to do with her.But after that she seldom answered my calls.

This year I still have time to see her, but she always refuses to meet me because of her busy work.

I often turn out the movie we acted in together, and I often turn on the TV to see her latest situation.

Looking at her smile, I feel that I am still the same.

But unlike Yan Fei, there is always a person buried in my heart, and that is my father.

My father was a con man and a murderer.

Qiao Qiao found out about this unknown matter.

On the day of Qixi Festival half a month ago, the whole Ducheng was filled with sweetness.

I was walking in the square near West Street in the urban area, and the couples coming and going showing their affection for each other stimulated my nerves.

There was no one around me, and I felt inexplicably alone.

I think it would be good if Qiao Qiao and I spend Qixi Festival, I want to ask her out, but I know she will definitely not answer my phone.

It doesn't matter, I can give her a surprise, I walked to the phone booth not far away.

It was a dilapidated red telephone booth, located on the corner of West Street not far from the demolition area.

Trembling, I pressed Qiao Qiao's number, and the call was connected.

I told her I wanted to ask her out to dinner and I expressed my love again.

But she still refused me, and she yelled at me: "Dream, you son of a murderer!"

I was terrified, yes, not sad, but scared.

I remember it was like a bomb went off in my head, and then my mind went blank, I don't know how I hung up the phone, how I got out of that phone booth.I feel like I've been walking for a long, long time, like a ghost about to go to hell.

I walked into a coffee shop and ordered a cup of coffee, thinking I needed to calm down.

The store manager is a beautiful lady, she recognized me and even took pictures of me for my autograph.

Yes, she reminded me, I am not the son of the murderer, I am the actor Li Yanfei, I want to sign, I want to take pictures, and I want to live under the spotlight.

It was just after eight o'clock in the evening, and the TV was broadcasting news from Du City.

The host is reporting on the fact that a certain municipal party secretary is going to the countryside.

I saw dilapidated houses and endless dry fields.

No, no, no, I don't want to go back there, I am Li Yanfei, not Li Yan, I don't want to go back to that backcountry and live a life trampled by others.

I want to drive a luxury car, live in a villa, I want to be an elegant gentleman, I want to be extraordinary, I want to be admired by others, and I want to live under the spotlight.

How can I let people know that I am the son of a murderer?

I bought a sharp knife and a small noise-canceling chainsaw and headed to Joe Bridge's house.

I disguised myself as an electrician and entered the community smoothly.

Her home is at 2801, Block A, TIME Community, and I took the elevator up to open the door.

The key in my hand was secretly assigned when I came to her house as a guest half a year ago.

It was dark in the room, no lights were turned on.I put the chainsaw in the doorway.

I know the structure of her house very well, and I know how to walk so that it is not easy to be found.

I saw the light in the cloakroom at a glance, and I hid on the left side of the "crossroad" in the middle of the passage leading to the cloakroom.From here, one can clearly see a beautiful woman in a bathrobe applying body lotion to herself from the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the cloakroom.

She is Qiao Qiao.

I stared at her body obsessively, and almost forgot the purpose of this trip.

As a result of my obsession, she seemed to notice that there were other people in the room.

She came like me, and I hid behind this corner, my hands were sweaty from nervousness.

I even prayed she didn't find me.

When she was about to approach, I threw the knife to the right, and she went to the right in an instant, and I stretched out my palm and slapped her unconscious with all my strength when she turned around.

What happened later was just as the police speculated. I cut open her chest, picked up the chainsaw hidden in the porch, cut open the ribs of her chest, dug out the heart, and then sewed it up.

I said that I am right and wrong, I have cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder.

The place I chose to strike had a huge blanket on the floor, which absorbed the gushing blood well.

I don't want to see the beautiful Qiao Qiao die in such embarrassment. She will always be the most beautiful and lovely woman in my heart.

She is my favorite woman.

I dressed her in beautiful clothes, beautiful high heels, and put her on the sofa.I told myself she wasn't dead, she was just asleep.

She is like a princess when she is asleep.

That's when the vision sounded, and I was terrified.

I can't be found out that I'm a murderer.

I didn't have time to dry her hair, so I could only hastily throw the blood-stained wool carpet into the washing machine on the balcony.

I quickly wiped all the places I passed in the house, and on the table of the dresser in the bedroom, I found a framed photo of Qiao Qiao and a man.

I knew that man, the son of Ying Jiying, the policeman who sent my father to jail.

The policeman was brought to the police station by his wife and son because he had an affair. I remember his son.

At that time, I understood that it must be this man who recognized me and told Qiao Qiao about my life experience.

I was very angry, I don't know if it was because he told Qiao Qiao's life experience or because I was jealous of his relationship with Qiao Qiao.

I took this picture frame and left 2801 with my electrician's box (with my killing tools in it) on my back.

After I confirmed that the person who rang the bell under the door of the unit had left, I escaped smoothly.

I deliberately threw the photo frame in the trash can not far away, trying to give a wrong clue.

I took Qiao Qiao's heart home, and her heart truly belongs to me from now on.

But I have no vessel worthy of this heart to hold it.

I went to a charity dinner and wanted to take a photo of Qiao Qiao's favorite jewelry box, but I didn't expect to be caught first.

I had to design to steal and exchange the box.

I thought my killing of Qiaoqiao was seamless until I saw that video.

In the video, Qiao Qiao and his agent are arguing.

I was terrified because the video was shot from the same building opposite the living room where I killed her.

Certainly, someone must have witnessed my killing process, I want to find this person.

I found this person without any difficulty. It is really a narrow road to the enemy. This person is the paparazzi who once exposed my illegal tax evasion.

A few years ago I was discovered by him for illegal tax evasion. If it wasn’t for the fake evidence and news from my company to prove that I withdrew shares from the tax evading company, my star career would definitely be ruined.

I spent a lot of money with that incident, and the name of the shareholding account is Brother Wang, my former manager, who took the blame for me and went to jail.But I promised him a lot of money, which of course he was happy to take, and he was getting old and trying to retire.And it's not the crime of the dead. If you pay a large sum of money, you can be released after a while.

But I never forgot this reporter named Gao Bai.

If my company hadn't helped test the pressure, this reporter named Gao Bai would have been thrown out as a scapegoat. I was really worried that he would find out the truth about illegal tax evasion.

If so, it would be terrible.

I asked him out to dinner and promised to help him get back into mainstream media circles.

But I didn't expect him to blackmail me. I paid a deposit of 10 yuan and transferred it to the account he designated, but he still didn't stop.

I got him drunk, but he never told me where the tape was.

I'm out of breath and I want him to shut up forever.

I helped him into the car, who was drunk, and I drove his car away from Yujingshanzhuang, and then I drove the car to the lake, pretending that he fell into the lake while drunk.

By the way, there is the most critical point, I seem to have a natural sensitivity to the camera lens.

This advantage also helped me avoid a lot of risks.

I used the film crew to take pictures and came to the 24th floor of Block C of the TIME Community. I wanted to find an opportunity to go to the 28th floor to have a look. I wanted to find the video tape.

But unexpectedly, someone moved into that house again, and that person turned out to be the policeman's son.

Thinking of my videotape, the one that could send me to hell at any moment, in the hands of that person in that room, I was so scared that I couldn't sleep well.

And I always have a feeling that he seems to have found out that I am the murderer, and he seems to be chasing me all the way.

Could it be because of the videotape?

But I didn't find any clues of him cooperating with the police, otherwise the police would have come to arrest me long ago.

He probably doesn't trust the police because of his police father who abandoned his wife.

Great, just get rid of him, get that tape from him, and I'll be fine!

I got this guy's identity.

He is a psychiatrist at Ducheng Hospital, named Ying Zhiyuan.

I asked him to go to a mountain near the pier by the sea, and I have a trip here recently.

I want to use the few days here to solve this matter quickly.

I hired four rogues to kidnap him on the mountain, then blindfolded him and threw him into an abandoned warehouse in Zone C of Marina Pier.

The reason why I chose Binhai Wharf is because it is the closest to my nearest travel points, and there are more than 200 warehouses, large and small, half of which are abandoned and shelved, which is especially easy to hide.The most critical point is that I need someone to create an alibi for me.

These witnesses are my staff.

I pretended to be sick and was admitted to the nearest hospital to the pier, and then took four or five hours of sleep every day to come and "interrogate" him.

I urgently need to know the whereabouts of that tape.

But for two days, for two full days, I whipped him, deprived him of food, tortured him, and he didn't reveal the whereabouts of the tape at all.

He just kept laughing and yelled like a god of death: "I knew you were the murderer!"

Hearing this sentence, I almost went crazy.

I am not a murderer!I am not a murderer!I tell myself.

With less than two days until the end of the Marina trip, if I still can't find the tape, I may not have a chance.

At this time, I received a text message from a stranger: "It's been two days, I believe you have gained nothing, the video tape you want is here with me."

I am very excited, is that video tape in his accomplice?

Half an hour later I replied to him:

"Waterhouse B-203 at Binhai Wharf, come alone."