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Shen Menghan couldn't put it down: "Say it again."

Xie Chenyan wrung his hands, Qiqi Ai said: "We don't harm others, can I do it voluntarily?"

Shen Menghan's face sank like water, his eyes gradually became sharper and solemn: "Thank you Chenyan."

Xie Chenyan didn't know why, but when his name was called out from Shen Menghan's mouth, it seemed particularly meaningful.

Xie Chenyan raised his eyes to look at him, then lowered his head, and mumbled: "I am in good health, good at martial arts, and I look..."

He glanced at Shen Menghan quickly, and said uncertainly: "...It's not particularly ugly."

Not only is he not ugly, Xie Chenyan is also one of the most handsome young men in the cloud-like Jinling City.

It's just that other people can't put it in his eyes, and when he thinks of dedicating this body to Shen Menghan, he feels ashamed.

Shen Menghan smiled and said: "Really."

Xie Chenyan secretly grabbed his sleeve, his palms were a little sweaty, and he shook Shen Menghan's hand with shaking hands.

Shen Menghan avoided his cautious touch: "What if I disagree?"

"What are you going to do?" Shen Menghan leaned down slightly, stared into his eyes and said, "Tap my acupoints again, tie me up, and feed Gu forcibly?"

Xie Chenyan was stunned for a moment, these words were too hurtful, his thoughts were floating in the air, and it took him a while to come back to his senses.

Shen Menghan's every word is plucking out his heart, he never thought that every word to punish his heart means this.

He thought he would too.

Although he did something to force him, but...

If he hadn't pampered him like that all the time, how could he have the courage.

Xie Chenyan's eyes were red.

Shen Menghan's eyes were full of disappointment and sternness.

If he is not willing, he is being forced, and Xie Chenyan's enthusiasm these days is like a joke.

But even so, he is still willing to offer himself.

Even if there is no love, he still owes Shen Menghan, and he is willing.

He slowly knelt down on the ground, looked at the hem of his clothes with tears in his eyes, and whispered beside his legs: "I voluntarily."

Tears blurred his eyes, he untied the letter jade from his waist with shaking hands, and presented it to Shen Menghan.

Since he wanted to go against his wishes, he couldn't keep this letter.

Shen Menghan didn't answer, he panted anxiously and said, "I don't want to."

Shen Menghan said coldly: "It takes three years to feed Gu, but you can't imprison me for three years. I will always find a way to seek death. You know I can do it."

Xie Chenyan's eyes fell to the ground drop by drop, forming a piece on the bluestone bricks at his feet.

As soon as he cried, Shen Menghan's heart softened completely.

He was so angry just now that he couldn't choose what to say, but seeing Xie Chenyan like this, he couldn't help but feel a little regretful.

It's just that you can't take back what you say.

Shen Menghan closed his eyes and said softly, "Xiao Yan, why don't you want to untie the Nai River Gu."

Xie Chenyan whispered: "I love you, I don't want to live without you in this world, and I don't want to live alone."

He confessed his heart to Shen Menghan over and over again, if he didn't get a response again, he would really think that he was being self-indulgent these days.

Shen Menghan pressed his hand lightly on the top of his head, and said softly: "Have you ever thought that I am the same as you?"

Xie Chenyan was shaken all over.

But Shen Menghan didn't want him to see his expression at the moment, he pressed the top of his head to prevent him from raising his head, and said softly: "I don't want to live alone either."

"Xie Chenyan, live together and die together." Shen Menghan said softly.

Xie Chen was trembling like a leaf falling in the wind. At first he couldn't believe it, but then he gradually came back to his senses and stretched out his hand tremblingly.

Shen Menghan did not hide.

Xie Chenyan hugged his waist and cried loudly.

Shen Menghan let him cry, but didn't give him a chance to think carefully, patted his shoulder and said softly: "What about the heart-changing Gu?"

Xie Chenyan stepped back a little, touched his bosom, with some hesitation on his face.

Shen Menghan said solemnly: "Thank you Chenyan."

Xie Chenyan dejectedly took out the bamboo tube and handed it to Shen Menghan.

Shen Menghan took it, and lit the brazier with the heart-calling word, and threw the bamboo tube containing the heart-changing Gu into the brazier.

Xie Chenyan subconsciously grabbed it, Shen Menghan gave him a cold look.

Of the people in the room, only Xie Chenyan has the highest martial arts, if he really wants to make a move, no one can stop him.

It's just that Shen Menghan glanced over, and Xie Chenyan shyly withdrew his hand, watching the bamboo tube slowly burnt to nothing, with a bit of grief on his face.

"Get up, I don't need these." Shen Menghan patted his head and said, "I'll be leaving tomorrow, and you should prepare to go back to Mingyin Temple."

Xie Chenyan was startled, and murmured: "So fast..."

Shen Menghan said in a low voice: "Well, Queyue City is now King An's territory, I have captured Shen Yu here, and I can't stay for long."

Xie Chenyan begged, "I'll take you back to Jinling City first, okay?"

Shen Menghan said bluntly: "Not good."

Xie Chenyan said in a low voice: "It's not peaceful along the Yangtze River, I'm worried."

Shen Menghan said: "Habayashi in black will protect me."

Xie Chenyan was a little at a loss. He had just been reprimanded by Shen Menghan and confessed to him again. One moment his heart was immersed in ice water, but the next moment he was put on a fire again. He suffered repeatedly. To be driven from him by him.

Xie Chenyan twisted the corner of his clothes nervously, tears filled his eyes again, and he was about to cry.Shen Menghan hardened her heart and turned her head away from him.

When Wang An received the urgent report, Heiyi Yulin had already led Shen Yu out of Queyue City. When he came, he came quietly, but when he went, he went with great fanfare.

Shen Chen's face was livid, he threw the document to the ground, gritted his teeth and cursed: "Bitch!"

Xinzi, Qi Mao and others still stayed in the city to take care of Ran Ziyun.

"Shen Yu's confession can't be trusted. Even though Sister Ran said that he will hand over the Shanhe Order to King An in the future, he still has to guard against it." Shen Menghan and Zhao Zhen said: "I want to escort Shen Yu back to the capital, and there will be trouble on the Jingxiang Road. You watched carefully."

"Yes." Zhao Zhen replied: "Don't worry, my lord, the manpower that was previously deployed on Jingxiang Road has not been withdrawn, and it is just in time to come in handy."

Shen Menghan nodded, still a little worried, and said softly: "Be careful."

Last year he exposed the matter of Jiangnanxidao and Jingxiangdao boundary people. Shen Zhang has always been worried about it. After all, he holds the military power, and the black-clothed Yulin is working in Jingxiangdao, so he is more taboo and restrained than other people.

What's more, Zhao Zhen's martial arts skills are not bad, but his actions still need to be honed.

However, his temperament is more compatible with Shen Zhang, perhaps when Shen Zhuo chose the commander, it was because of this.

Zhao Zhen vowed, "Young master, don't worry."

After some confession yesterday, Xinzi and Shen Menghan became much closer, the estrangement of more than ten years finally dissipated, and the conversation became more casual: "I am afraid that Shen Yu will not admit that he has hooked up with King An."

Shen Menghan nodded casually and said, "Your Majesty would not punish Shen Chen at this time."

Xinzi sighed softly and said, "Alright, Sister Ran's life will be easier after all."

Outside the window, Xie Chenyan was saying goodbye to Qi Mao and Ah Wu. He never concealed his emotions, his hair was messed up, and his frustration was written all over his curly hair.

Shen Menghan and Xinzi sat silently for a while, before Xinzi said: "Xiao Xie wants to send you back to Jinling, but it will take more than ten days, just ask him to send you, why bother to make him sad."

Shen Menghan also looked at Xie Chenyan outside the window, even if he was depressed, the boy was like a newborn Xia Mu, standing under the bright sunlight, showing his vigorous vitality without hesitation.

He was silent for a moment and said, "I'm afraid I won't be able to hold back."

Xie Chenyan didn't know how much effort he had to use to restrain himself every day, so as not to respond to his approach and hug.

What's more, his body is getting worse and worse, and if he gets along with Xie Chenyan, he may notice something strange soon.

Xinzi reached out and stroked his thin back, and said with a slight smile: "Ahan, you are too harsh on yourself."

She smiled slightly.

"The blossoms are worth breaking until they are broken." She said hoarsely, "The world is so hard, why do you have to make things difficult for yourself and the one you love, leaving no room for regret."

Shen Menghan closed his eyes and said softly: "Xinzi, he always cries, I..."

"He used to be so laughable and lively." He said in a low voice, "I think I brought him far more pain than happiness."

Why bother to make him sad.

"Ahan, don't think so." Xinzi sighed softly: "You are a smart person."

"He doesn't cry when he doesn't see you. We all know that he is far happier when he is with you than when he leaves you."

"He listens to you the most, and is only self-willed in front of you."

Xie Chenyan didn't know what he was talking to Ah Wu, so he suddenly turned around and glanced into the window.

Frank and clear, without any concealment of concern and reluctance.

Wherever Shen Menghan is, that is where his heart is tied.

He couldn't bear it.

Shen Menghan promised Xie Chenyan to send him back to Jinling City.

Xie Chenyan immediately laughed so hard that his teeth could not see his eyes, the corners of his eyes and brows were filled with joy, which dazzled Shen Menghan's eyes.

He already cared about Shen Menghan, and he was even more considerate on the way back.

He turned around on the boat, but he didn't see Siniang, he was puzzled for a moment, then forgot about it.

Shen Menghan was sitting in the cabin reading documents, while Xie Chenyan stood aside to warm his cup of tea with internal energy.

For a whole morning, he was not too tired.

Shen Menghan put down the paper helplessly and said, "The weather is so hot, I don't need hot tea."

Xie Chenyan didn't respond, and said with a smile, "Would you like to call someone for lunch?"

Shen Menghan shook his head and said, "Forget it, I have no appetite."

Even though he tried his best to sail the boat carefully, the wind and waves in the river were rough, and the journey was swaying. Shen Menghan felt a little dizzy after processing the paperwork for a while.

Xie Chenyan turned a deaf ear: "Use as much as possible."

A sumptuous lunch was set on the table, but it only made him feel more nauseated, but facing Xie Chenyan's earnest eyes, Shen Menghan reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls.

After these few mouthfuls, Shen Menghan's stomach was overwhelmed, unable to restrain himself, he vomited in a mess.

He didn't eat much at first, and finally vomited only sour water.

Xie Chenyan held him in his arms, and suddenly realized that he was much thinner than when he left Jinling City.With one hand on his body, he felt a handful of sick bones.

Shen Menghan vomited until his eyes were slightly watery, and now the person who had always been calm and cold was only pitiful.

Xie Chenyan only felt pain in his heart.In the old days, the moonlight only appeared in late autumn, and the chill was deep into the bones, and the colder the weather, the more difficult it was.But now, he even began to suffer in summer.

Xie Chenyan didn't dare to think about what kind of role he played in it.

He fed him a few mouthfuls of warm water, and took another mouthful of true energy to protect his lungs.

It took Shen Menghan a while to recover.

Without saying a word, Xie Chenyan quickly straightened the bed, supported Shen Menghan to lie on the bed, and made the quilt for him.

Shen Menghan said softly: "Little Yan."

Xie Chenyan blinked: "Yes."

He looked at Xie Chenyan quietly.

Xie Chenyan also looked at him silently.

This time, Xie Chenyan didn't cry.

After a long time, Xie Chenyan stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Go to sleep."

"I'm right here, when you call."

The young man's internal strength is profound, but the hands covering his eyelashes are trembling slightly.