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Juexi protects Shen Menghan under his body.

Blood snaked down his usually calm face.

The dust and rubble around him is the once magnificent royal palace.

Not far away, Concubine Qi's half body was still on the ground, her make-up was beautiful, and there was a strange and satisfied smile on her mouth.

Juexuan put Juexi on the ground, and frantically lost his internal energy into his empty body.

Jue Xi held his hand and shook his head slightly.

Shen Menghan knelt down on the ground, and took his hand miserably: "...I don't regret it, you don't have to be like this."

Jue Xi said softly: "Young Master is alive, and can protect more people."

Every time he uttered a word, blood flowed from his mouth along with the broken words.

Shen Menghan couldn't help shaking her head.

not worth it.

He couldn't even save the person he wanted to protect the most.

Juexi said to Juexuan: "...don't let her know."

Juexuan nodded with tears in his eyes, "I understand."

Xie Chenyan wanted to ask, is it sister Xinzi?

But he wisely didn't ask.

He recognized at a glance that Juexi was the Xixuan he had always been familiar with.

Xie Chenyan was stunned for a long while, and then he walked forward in a nonchalant manner and helped Shen Menghan up.

His eyes were already blurred, until hot tears fell on his hands, and then he hurriedly wiped away his and Shen Menghan's tears.

It is so painful that the whole person is empty.

The soul and body are floating in the air lightly, unable to fall into reality.

This is more painful for Xie Chenyan than the death of his mother.

Xie Rou has been ill for a long time, he had expected it.

What's more, he was still young at that time, and he didn't know what parting between life and death was.

But now it is different, this is the grown up Xie Chenyan, facing life and death for the first time.

The person he gets along with day and night, one of the people he is most familiar with and relies on in this world.

Xie Chenyan thought, even if he forgets Xixuan one day, he will never forget the pain and despair at this moment.

Pain will leave a mark on a person's body and heart.

More trustworthy than memory.

Jue Xi's mouth moved slightly, Xie Chenyan wiped away his tears, and leaned over to listen.

Brother Xixuan's last words, he will definitely try his best to keep them in his heart.

Juexuan finally helped him sit up, in a meditation posture.

The Sanskrit sound entered the ears, and then penetrated the sky.

There are thousands of mountains and rivers, and the vast sea is boundless.

Xinghe sent it far away, and Yinhan sent it far away.

Resounding throughout the world.

Rebirth formula.

A monk was walking among the mountains and forests, and suddenly he closed his eyes and fell into samadhi, bowing to the southeast for a long time, his mouth moved slightly.

The woman who had just been protected by him held the child in her arms, and she couldn't help asking in wonder, "Master?"

With a compassionate face, the monk said in a mournful voice: "A fellow disciple passed away, and his last wish has not been fulfilled. Call me to the southeast."

The woman wanted to ask, didn't his classmates... all die 17 years ago?

Shen Menghan explained the matter in an orderly manner.

He led Cheng Feng and Yu Lin in black to track down the whereabouts of the fifth prince.

He was supposed to enter the palace to report the matter to Emperor Yan in person, but Zhou Qian saw that his expression was gloomy and his whole body was on the verge of falling, so he said decisively: "I'll go."

Xie Chenyan knelt down at his feet.

He knew that Shen Menghan seemed calm, but his heart might be even more sad than him, he didn't know how to comfort him, he just hoped to give him some warmth.

Shen Menghan was stunned for a long time, and then slowly relaxed his stiff body under Xie Chenyan's gentle massage.

Xie Chenyan whispered: "Are you feeling better?"

Shen Menghan did not respond.

There was no way he could get better.

During his 12 years in Beizhaoyi, half of the time he lived with Juexi.

Let's share some stolen food together, and run together to keep warm in the cold winter of Beizhao.

Like a cold palace in a prison cell, there is no ice in summer and no charcoal in winter, they collapsed on the ground to enjoy the coolness, and shivered under the only quilt together.

Fight together, get punished together.

Together we endured the ubiquitous gossip in Beizhao Palace, sometimes hitting back, sometimes cursing back.More often than not.

Cutting through the wind and rain together, trying to earn a way to reach the sky.

Now they are dead and injured, one is lying in the cold ground, and the other is staying in the cold world.

Looking back is like a big dream.

At the beginning of Zhengyun's 12th year, Zhou Qian was finally able to enter the palace to see him, which brought him the feeling that his hair had not yet grown out.

This is his first bodyguard.

He wondered: "He used to worship Buddha, how could he be loyal to me?"

Little Juexi raised his head and gave him a cold look: "You cross sentient beings, and I cross you."

What kind of sentient beings are crossing? In the Beizhao court, he lacks clothing and food, and even has to fight for a full meal.

Yuan Feng was not afraid that he would die in Beizhao.It even humiliated Shen Menghan who was born in a brothel.

Even in the past, Shen Menghan had never suffered so much hunger in the market.

In this world's most prosperous and wealthy town, the deep inner courtyard of the palace paved with gold and jade, the vicious young master Yin brought his only bodyguard like a gangster.

Extortion, all kinds of evil.

What is fighting is a bowl of rice and a mouthful of soup that ordinary people are accustomed to.

When Juexi loses, he goes on his own. The two of them ate the roast chicken they snatched and the wine they fought for, forgetting about the rules and regulations.

Until he generously distributed a chicken drumstick to Jue Xi, Jue Xi obviously had a mouth full of greasy food, but said coldly: "Don't be meaty."

Later, Juexi never told him about saving sentient beings.

In his eyes, there is no difference between princes and grandchildren, let alone this noble son Yin, his life is not as good as their brothers used to live on the streets.

He is his bodyguard in name, but actually he is better than his blood brother.

No one can share his pain.

The person he would rather die is himself.

Xie Chenyan stood up suddenly, Shen Menghan looked up at him in a daze, habitually wanting to curl his lips to him.

But he showed an expression that was more sad than crying.

Xie Chenyan had never seen him from such an angle.

He suddenly discovered that his elder brother Menghan was once a little child.

I don't cry when I'm sad, because no one can comfort me.

He knew no teacher, opened his arms, took Shen Menghan in his arms, and used his still thin chest to catch him.

They should all share the myriad sufferings encountered in this world.

Xie Chenyan guarded him under his wings.

He used all his tenderness to caress his soft hair, his fragile neck, his thin back, and his thin waist, soothe the pain, the emaciation, and the coldness all over his body smoothen.

He leaned on his couch, blew out all the lamps, and threw all the night pearls under the couch.

He lowered the layers of curtains, squeezed into his quilt, and trapped them in the same small, extremely safe corner.

After a long, long time, so long that Xie Chenyan thought that he would not respond, he heard an extremely weak sob.

Xie Chenyan felt a wetness in his chest, but in the huge bedroom, it was always so quiet that a needle could be heard.

A child without a mother even cries silently.

Xie Chenyan wailed loudly.

On the second day, Xie Chenyan woke up in Shen Menghan's arms, he looked up at Shen Menghan in a daze, his cold brows were only slightly red.

Shen Menghan called Liangyue to take ice cubes to apply to his eyes.

Xie Chenyan hid on Shen Menghan's couch, and quietly pushed up the silk handkerchief wrapped in ice.

Shen Menghan looked at him tenderly and patted his chest lightly.

Xie Chenyan's eyes were red again.

For several days, Xie Chenyan's eyes were so swollen that he couldn't see anyone.

Everything in Yin Pavilion seems to be as usual, Xi Xuan is still Xi Xuan, but Xie Chenyan is about to cry when he sees him.

Parting in the world is always unreasonable and without warning.Just like that, it happened quietly.

The young Xie Chenyan couldn't accept it.

Years ago, Emperor Yan finally gave Chonghua down.

The person who sent Chonghua to Yin Pavilion was Zhou An, the supervisor of ceremonies, who had accompanied Shen Zhuo since childhood, and had a special affection.

Shen Menghan also greeted the ceremony as usual, so he sat down in the hall casually.

These days, he is obviously lazy and tired.

After all, Shen Menghan's status is special, so it's not an important matter to bestow female officials to his ministers. Shen Zhuo only gave an oral order, Zhou An read it dryly, Shen Menghan listened quietly, but never got up to thank him.

When Zhou An made eye contact with him, Shen Menghan looked calm, showing no intention of accepting grace.

With a sigh, he was about to say goodbye.

Shen Menghan sat peacefully in the inner hall, with her slender fingers tucked into her sleeves, at this moment she showed a faint smile.

That smile was like the spring breeze in March, only tucked into the corners of his lips, and he was extremely elegant. He stood up and bowed to Zhou An, and said softly: "I am not in good health, so I will not see you off."

The meaning of resistance is beyond words.

Chonghua lowered her eyes and lowered her knees, as if nothing could disturb her.

But as soon as he spoke, Xie Chenyan immediately turned to look at him with a worried look on his face.

There was an outsider present, Xie Chenyan didn't lose his temper immediately, and waited for someone to lead Zhou An away, Xie Chenyan walked over immediately, and he didn't know who he learned from, and asked with his forehead against his forehead: "Brother Menghan, what's wrong?" Comfortable?"

Shen Menghan was pressed on the chair by him, with his back pressed against the chair, unable to retreat, he stretched out his hand to push him away, coughed and said: "I'm lying, I'm too lazy to move."

Xie Chenyan noticed that his breathing suddenly became hot, and asked: "Really?"

She reached out to hug him, as if she wanted to hug him.

Shen Menghan patted his hand off angrily.

He got up and walked towards the inner courtyard.

There were a lot of words asked by Qu Xunya, and he knew in his heart that Xie Chenyan might not have understood Shen Zhuo's meaning at all, but it didn't mean that he could accept Xie Chenyan's indifference.

Reason is one thing, emotion is another.

Xie Chenyan didn't care about this, he quickly pulled him back, picked up the cloak from the smoker, covered him completely, tried the heater before putting it in his arms.Holding his cold fingers in one hand, he wrapped his hands carefully with his hands.

They are doing this like no one else, and others seem to be used to it.

However, Shen Menghan felt a gaze cast over and then retracted.

He glanced at Chonghua from the corner of his eye, and saw some waves finally appeared on her calm face.

He looked away nonchalantly.

The investigation in the palace soon came to the conclusion that a dowry maid from Qi's family in the palace of Concubine Qi would commit suicide in the future and confessed her past.

It turned out that when King You returned from North Zhao to the south, he lived in the palace before the establishment of the mansion, and had an affair with Concubine Qi. Calculating the time, it was around the time when the fifth prince was conceived.

Shen Zhuo was furious, and directly seized all the titles of Concubine Qi and the Fifth Prince, and arrested Shen Yu throughout the territory.

And Shen Yu has long since flowed into the vast ocean like a drop of water, and disappeared without a trace within the territory of Nanyan.

The situation in the Southern Yan Dynasty was unstable, and Shen Menghan had no choice but to move a few nails left in Beizhao. He also ordered Miao Zhiguang to stay in Beizhao temporarily and fully assist Yuan He.

Prince Yuanfeng is not a man in a pool, and his ambition is even greater than that of his father.

Looking at the princes in Yuanfeng, they were born in the inner court and grew up in the hands of their fathers. They don't know how big the world is, and they despise the decline of other countries.

Shen Menghan would rather choose Yuan He who had a similar experience with him.

And although Miao Zhiguang has no city, behind him are three thousand cavalry who refused to return to the south from the old tribe who stayed on the grassland at that time.