not because of love

After class, Yan Lei didn't go with Li Che and Cheng Xiao on the grounds that he was going to rehearse the welcome party. He ran all the way to eat outside the school alone, just to avoid facing Li Che.

During the meal, I happened to meet the senior of the art troupe who gave Yan Lei the form. The senior recognized Yan Lei at a glance, and asked him if he had handed in the registration form to the student activity center. Forget it!The senior waved his hand to show that he didn't mind, just go back and pick it up after dinner, Yan Lei nodded with a dry smile, and watched the senior leave with great heartache.

Yan Lei was walking in the corridor of the dormitory, struggling a little bit in his heart, locking the screen of the mobile phone in his hand, pressing it again, locking the screen, pressing it again, he didn't know what he was upset about.Walking to the door of the dormitory, he found that the door was not closed tightly. Yan Lei put his hand on the doorknob, took a deep breath, and was about to open the door to enter when he heard Li Che's voice from inside.

"Teacher Ling Yang? How could he like me? It makes sense that I don't like it."

Yan Lei's footsteps subconsciously stopped.

"That's not necessarily true." Cheng Xiao said: "But he is not important, I just want to tell you that Leilei is quite nervous about you."

"How to say?"

"No way, I can tell, but...he doesn't seem to be very accepting of...homosexuality? He also said...disgusting."

"so."

"If he knows that you like him...uh." Cheng Xiao's voice paused, with an unnatural expression on his face: "Leilei, when did you come back?"

Standing by the door, Yan Lei tightened his grip on the doorknob, pursed his lips, and fixed his eyes on Li Che.

Li Che winked at Cheng Xiao, Cheng Xiao understood, said to Yan Lei, "Let's chat", and patted him on the shoulder and left the dormitory.

After the door was closed, Yan Lei and Li Che were the only two left in the small space, thinking about each other without saying a word, the atmosphere was so cold that it seemed that the air had lost its temperature.

Li Che frowned, he was really not used to the silent Yan Lei, so he couldn't help but speak first: "If you have something to say, just say it."

Yan Lei really said straight: "What does Cheng Xiao mean?"

"Why didn't you understand?" Li Che raised his eyebrows: "I don't know about Ling Yang, but for me, I admit that I'm gay, it's not my secret, there's nothing I can't say."

Yan Lei grinned: "Li Che, let's not joke, let's be serious."

"No one's kidding, I do like you."

Yan Lei was stunned, and after a while he hesitated to say: "I regard you as a good brother, but you have always had a purpose, haven't you?" Yan Lei was a little dizzy, and after the words fell, he forgot to say something happened.

"You are the one who took the initiative first." Li Che came over and stood in front of Yan Lei, a short distance away.

Yan Lei turned his head away from Li Che, how could he forget what happened in KTV that day, he was the one who kissed Li Che on his own initiative, he remembered everything.

"You are the one who has always cared about me, Yan Lei." Li Che said, "I only told Cheng Xiao what happened to me at the bar that day. Why did you suddenly call me? Why did you ask me to go to the bar in the future? Together with you, and why did you speak to the teacher in that tone in the physical education class just now?"

It was the first time for Yan Lei to hear Li Che speak so many words at once. Although his tone was calm, it sounded like he was asking why you don't like vegetables, but Yan Lei couldn't hold back a word to answer.

"What are you avoiding?" Li Che said, "I dare to admit that I like you, do you dare..."

"I'm not gay!" Yan Lei suddenly shouted.

"It's up to you."

After the words were finished, Li Che suddenly put his hand behind Yan Lei's head, before Yan Lei could react, he saw Li Che's rapidly enlarged face, his eyes widened, and only Li Che's slender eyelashes could be seen.

Li Che's kiss was very gentle, Yan Lei lost his mind for a moment, and even wanted to hug him and respond to him, but that was just a fleeting thought.

Because in the next second, Yan Lei pushed him away very hard.

Li Che frowned: "It's disgusting, isn't it?"

"Li Che, what do you want to do?!"

"I didn't want to do anything. It's you, Yan Lei. If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you reject it. Don't stand in front of me with a fucking face."

like?do not like?

Yan Lei took a step back, "Li Che, I'm really not gay, don't like me, let's just be friends, okay?"

Li Che nodded: "Okay." He was straightforward.

Yan Lei took a deep breath and whispered "I'm sorry".

"You didn't apologize to me." Li Che straightened his collar, turned and walked away without turning his head. When his hand touched the doorknob, he paused, and calmly said: "Yan Lei, no one has ever said anything wrong. I want to be with you, so you don't have to worry about it."

When the door was closed again, Yan Lei was the only one left in the room. He mechanically walked to his bed and sat down. Looking at the room full of luggage that had just been brought in, he suddenly felt out of breath.

In fact, he was in a really bad mood today.

The driver has sent all his luggage to the school, because, for the next four years, he may never go home again.

Yan Lei lay down on the bed weakly, closed his eyes, and felt a splitting headache.

During professional class in the afternoon, Yan Lei deliberately moved his easel far away from Li Che, but Cheng Xiao moved it back without resistance and put it behind Li Che.

Li Che seemed to have never seen Yan Lei at noon, his expression was so natural that he opened his mouth when he should speak, and shut up when he should be silent. There was nothing wrong with it, but Yan Lei couldn't even sit behind Li Che like a nail growing in his butt live.

The professional teacher wrote a topic on the blackboard and then went out to chat with the teacher next door, and the studio gradually became noisy.

Yan Lei looked at the topic on the blackboard, wanting to cry but not crying.

The vigorous blackboard writing reads "Character Sketching "My Roommate"".

"Leilei, we both have our backs to you, who do you draw? Let's see how to adjust the position." Cheng Xiao beside Li Che turned to look at Yan Lei.

Yan Lei stared at Li Che's back, almost staring at Li Che's back, Li Che didn't look back, Yan Lei gritted his teeth, and said to Cheng Xiao: "Then there is no need to ask! I must draw you!"

Cheng Xiao shrugged, moved the easel to the opposite side of Li Che, he tilted his head and said to Yan Lei, "Can you see clearly when I sit here?"

"Yes, yes, my buddy is not short-sighted."

Yan Lei could indeed see Cheng Xiao clearly, but the shape he drew was Li Che's back.After realizing this, Yan Lei began to struggle again, the rubber was almost crushed in his hands, and he didn't hesitate to come up with a result.He stuck out half of his head to see who Li Che was drawing, but Li Che found out, Li Che moved his body calmly, completely blocking the drawing board.

Sitting so upright, is he drawing Cheng Xiao?Yan Lei scratched his hair roughly: turn around and draw, I will die!

It's a pity that Li Che couldn't see his inner drama, and concentrated on sketching on his drawing board, with a smile in his eyes for some reason.

The three-hour class is over soon.

Yan Lei was bored playing with his mobile phone. He finished painting more than half an hour ago, and Cheng Xiao put down his brush after a while.

The teacher came in from the door and looked at the paintings one by one, nodding and smiling from time to time.To be admitted to Nanjing University, the professional level must not be bad, and the difference lies in "good" and "better".

She flipped through the attendance sheet and called out a name. A girl answered "Yes" behind her. She paced over to look at the girl's paintings, her eyes full of admiration, "I don't care about your cultural achievements, I just Looking at your professional scores in the art test, you are third, right?"

The girl blushed and nodded.

"It's quite strange, the top three in the art test are all in your class." The professional teacher couldn't help laughing, "Then this No.2, let me see... Well, Tang Jia, who is it?"

Cheng Xiao was taken aback for a moment, the physical education teacher seemed to have asked about this person in the morning.

"No.2 is skipping class?" The professional teacher muttered, but didn't care too much, and continued: "That's okay, where is No.1? Student Li Che, who is it?"

The phone in Yan Lei's hand fell to the ground with a clatter.He vaguely remembered that at the beginning of school, he was still showing off his top [-] in front of Li Che, which was really embarrassing...

Upon hearing the reputation, the teacher came over and said to Yan Lei: "Is that you?" As he said that, he was about to walk in Yan Lei's direction.

Yan Lei quickly waved his hand, pointed at Li Che in front of him and said, "He, he, he."

"Oh." The teacher lifted Li Che's drawing board with one hand, shook his head and said, "It's ok, you can still draw the backlight while sketching with your head? But you're not sketching, right? Where did the backlight come from in the studio? Silent painting?"

"En." Li Che nodded.

Yan Lei couldn't hold back his curiosity, and finally stood up and walked forward to have a look.Seeing this, one has to be astonished.

The person in Li Che's painting is clearly Yan Lei who was sitting in the wounded company and talking to him with a smile on the day of the military training.