not because of love

Yan Lei picked a good day very seriously, and led Li Che to find Song Zhicheng. This time, he didn't go to Yan, but went directly to his home.And the so-called good day refers to a cloudless and sunny day that often occurs, it has nothing to do with the date of the month, it is not an auspicious day, and it has no superfluous meaning.

Li Che met Song Zhicheng once, but he was not too nervous, and he himself is not a person who would be nervous.So after seeing Yan Lei dressed himself up very deliberately, Li Che curled his lips, still wearing his usual shirt and slacks, not at all cautious.

Li Che realized what Yan Lei's home would look like, but after actually seeing it, Li Che felt that his imagination was not enough.

In this big villa, Li Che felt that if they could move their seaside villa into it, it would be enough to fill the hall on the first floor.The overall style is also high-profile luxury, and it is short of posting "Our family is very rich" on the gate.

Fortunately, Li Che didn't have any mentality of hating the rich. At most, he felt that his clothes, which looked absolutely plain even though they were expensive, were a bit out of place in this luxurious European-style hall.

Yan Lei took Li Che's hand in front of the housekeeper who was bending over and gestured "please" for them to go in, swaggered upstairs, stopped at the door of Song Zhicheng's room, knocked on the door irregularly and rudely .

Li Che raised his hand to look at the time. Ten o'clock in the morning is actually not too early, but if someone wants to take advantage of the hard-won rest time to sleep in, it's not bad to be woken up like this.

"By the way, what did you call him last time you saw him? Uncle?" Yan Lei turned around and asked.

Li Che thought for a while, "I didn't seem to call... Is it impolite?"

"Oh, it doesn't matter if you don't call, you don't have to be too polite, he doesn't take that kind of thing." Yan Lei said.

Li Che had nothing to say.

After waiting for a while, Song Zhicheng didn't open the door, and Yan Lei went in directly.

Li Che was speechless again: So the door was not locked...

Song Zhicheng's room is very spacious, but the decoration is completely different from the hall downstairs, the black, white and gray style is somewhat similar to Li Che's original home.

There was no one on the bed, but the quilt hadn't been folded yet, half of it was opened and spread out.

There was the sound of running water in the bathroom, Yan Lei pulled Li Che to sit down on Song Zhicheng's bed very rudely, and waited for Song Zhicheng to come out after taking a shower.

"Why do I think you're not afraid of him?" Li Che asked in a low voice.

"Why am I afraid of him?" Yan Lei still had some doubts in his eyes, "Don't be so careful, the sound insulation is pretty good, he can't hear you."

"I saw Song Yuan mentioning his reaction last time, and he seemed to be quite afraid of him." Li Che said.

Yan Lei smiled knowingly: "Song Yuan is quite afraid of him. He is a little... a little harsh to Song Yuan? Anyway, it's different from me. It can be said to be the opposite. Didn't I tell you before that he still He is very used to me, as soon as I say no to something, he will not continue."

"It's really... I can't see it." Li Che was a little surprised, "I think he is quite indifferent to people, no, he is not indifferent, but just listening to him, I feel that my life safety is threatened, you understand. "

Yan Lei nodded: "It seems that your communication last time was not very pleasant?"

"Happy can I do that?!"

"How?"

The bathroom door opened, and Song Zhicheng came out wearing a bathrobe, his hair was blown to half dry, and his beard was clean-shaven.When he looked up, he saw two big living people suddenly sitting on his bed, and couldn't help being surprised: "What's going on?"

Yan Lei smiled: "It's a good thing you don't have the habit of running naked in your own room, otherwise it would be an oolong."

When Song Zhicheng saw Yan Lei, his natural cold and majestic temperament seemed to be hidden, he bent his lips and smiled, and was impeccably kind, "Why didn't you say hello when you came back?"

"Go back to my home and say hello." Yan Lei turned on the central air conditioner.

Song Zhicheng nodded, and wiped his hair with the towel hanging around his neck, "What do you want for lunch? I'll let them do it."

"Don't panic." Yan Lei put his arm around Li Che's shoulder, "You have to explain to me how you treated him last time. He said you were very fierce and terrifying."

With an innocent face, Li Che raised his hands to Song Zhicheng: "I never said that."

"You're all together now, why don't you care about what I said last time?" Song Zhicheng said, "Anyway, I can't control you anymore. I asked this kid to come here because I wanted to meet him. I didn't talk to him last time. Right?" The latter sentence was said to Li Che.

Li Che nodded and shook his head, so he could only say, "What do you want to tell me?"

"Cen Xun go out for a while," Song Zhicheng said.

Yan Lei shook his finger, "Impossible."

Song Zhicheng stared at him without speaking.

Yan Lei looked back, only to be discouraged after five seconds, "What are you going to do?"

Song Zhicheng smiled: "Talk to him, go and wake your brother up."

Li Che was first shocked that Song Zhicheng told Yan Lei that Cen Xun was not refuted, and then was shocked that Song Zhicheng asked Yan Lei to wake Song Yuan up and said your brother, but Yan Lei was not angry...

"Go, I really just want to chat with him." Song Zhicheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

Li Che also pushed Yan Lei, and whispered: "Go, it's okay."

Yan Lei just got up, and when he passed by Song Zhicheng, he pretended to be vicious and said: "If you bully him, I will bully Song Yuan!"

Li Che tried very hard not to laugh.

"There's still no way to separate?" Song Zhicheng returned to his original appearance as soon as Yan Lei went out.

Li Che didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Song Zhicheng didn't expect Li Che to answer anything, so he walked to a cubicle next to the bathroom to change his clothes.During the period, Li Che was sitting alone on Song Zhicheng's bed, and it was not good to stand up, and it was not good to sit still, so embarrassed that he almost wanted to go home directly, the kind that went back to Dongcheng.

"Do you want something to drink? There is coffee in the room." Song Zhicheng came out after changing his clothes, and pointed to the coffee machine behind Li Che.

Li Che waved his hands again and again, "No need, just speak up if you have something to say."

"Don't be nervous, I really want to talk to you." Song Zhicheng acted as if he didn't hear Li Che's "no need", he went over to bring two cups of coffee and handed Li Che one.

Li Che took it with both hands, "Okay, tell me."

"Cen... Yan Lei, did he tell you about his mother's life?" Song Zhicheng took a chair and sat in front of Li Che.

Li Che resisted the urge to say to Song Zhicheng, "Hey, can you sit on the bed? Let me come with the chair", and replied truthfully: "It doesn't count, I only mentioned a little bit. You... just call him what you are used to. "

Holding the coffee, Song Zhicheng was silent for a long time before opening his mouth, and said calmly: "Yes, there are many things that Cen Xun himself doesn't know, and he can't tell you more."

Li Che didn't answer, waiting for Song Zhicheng to continue.

"Yan Xin and I are Cen Xun's mother. On the night of our marriage registration, Yan Xin told me, let's not hold a wedding. As long as she has this marriage certificate, she is already my legal wife, and she is satisfied. I asked her, why not hold a wedding, and she said, I owe another person a wedding, and leave it to her. Cen Xun and Song Yuan don’t know about it, and neither does Song Yuan’s mother.”

Li Che was stunned.

"You must be wondering why I married Yan Xin.

That year, I was still young, and I first came to Nancheng to work hard. Later, my enthusiasm was still no match for the reality, and I couldn't do anything. At that time, I met Yan Xin, who brought me into Yan, and pulled me out with one hand. I'm not a fool, I know why she is, but I didn't say anything for my own self-interest, until one day, Yan Xin asked me, Yan Group, would I be willing to exchange my company for the rest of my life.I struggled for a long time, but I still chose to tell her the truth. I said, I have someone I love and a son who is a few years old, but she doesn't mind, and only gives me time to think about it.

We've been together for so long, and she's an excellent person. It's impossible to say that I don't have feelings for her. It's just that I feel responsible and guilty towards Song Yuan's mother, so it's hard for me to make a decision.

You must not understand, YAN is too attractive to me, I can't just give up, I can't fight for so many years, and then go back with nothing to worry about. "

Li Che lowered his eyes, "So you sent Song Yuan and Song Yuan's mother back to Dongcheng?"

"How did you know?"

Li Che thought for a while and said, "I'll ask Song Yuan."

"That kid Song Yuan... must hate me."

Li Che did not deny it: "Yes, I understand him."

"How to say?"

"I was also abandoned by my biological father. I was abandoned by my biological father for 20 years. I only saw you for the first time last semester. It's a little better than Song Yuan." Li Che's tone was calm, as if he was telling someone else's story, "You continue to talk about your business, and I am listening."

"That's right, I sent them back to Dongcheng later, and I said, when I earn enough money, I'll come back and marry Song Yuan's mother, but Song Yuan's mother smiled and said to me, it doesn't matter if I fall in love with someone else. She has been dragging me for years, and she is very sorry." Song Zhicheng sighed, "We were all very happy the day Cen Xun was born, but... when Cen Xun was less than ten years old, Yan Xin was diagnosed with cancer suddenly. , I panicked and hugged her all the time, unable to say a word, only then did I realize that I really fell in love with Yan Xin unknowingly."

"Yan Xin was very cooperative with the treatment, very optimistic, and not depressed at all, but she wanted to divorce me. I disagreed, so she laughed at me and said that she forced me to leave my lover and child. This is all retribution. , she accepted. Even her parents understood what Yan Xin did, and even persuaded me in private."

"You were young back then, so I don't want to drag you down."

"Maybe so... Later, Yan Xin's situation became more and more pessimistic. I knew what would happen, so she didn't say a word about what I should say. But ah, she suddenly asked me to call Song Yuan He and Song Yuan's mother took it over and asked me to hold a grand wedding for Song Yuan's mother, she said that she didn't have much time, so that was just her wish, and I hope I won't let her down."

"That's why... the outside world thinks Song Yuan's mother is your first wife."

"Yes, Yan Xin didn't get much attention back then. Yan Xin and I didn't hold a wedding, didn't announce it to the public, so no outsiders really knew about it, and I was busy at that time, and Cen Xun was almost always with his grandparents. Not very close, probably because of this reason, the existence of Cen Xun is also like a secret, very few people know about it, until after the wedding, Song Yuan was discovered, and it was confirmed that Song Yuan was my only son. "

"only?"

"Yes, Cen Xun was already 11 years old that year. He knew a lot of things. He heard that I was married to someone else, and he didn't even let me see Yan Xin again. Every time I went to the hospital, he would cry and drive me away. He also said, I'm not his father, so he doesn't want to be my son... Yan Xin heard it once, and she said, that's fine, that originally...shouldn't have this son, and he asked me to... treat him as a son... Never Cen Xun, never her, draw a clear line and let her spend this last time quietly."

"You...didn't do that, did you? Otherwise, you wouldn't..."

"I agreed at first. I didn't dare to refuse Yan Xin's request. I was afraid that she would be emotional. Even if I changed Cen Xun's name, I accepted it. A year later, Yan Xin... passed away, and I I want to bring Cen Xun back, but he doesn't recognize me, but Cen Xun is really a very sensible child, he said, grandpa and grandma are getting old, it's too hard to take care of him, as long as I take good care of grandpa and grandma, he is willing to follow me Go back. We have reached an agreement. It happened that Song Yuan went to college that year, and there was only one child in the family, Cen Xun. I wanted to treat him wholeheartedly, but this child never cried out since the day my mother and I held the wedding Say hello to me dad, and it's still the same until now."

"Why didn't you explain it?" Li Che frowned. It seemed like everyone was at fault for these things, and it seemed like no one was at fault. He hadn't experienced it himself, so he couldn't explain it clearly.

Song Zhicheng shook his head: "There's no need to explain, he has his own ideas, he can think whatever he thinks, besides, he's not wrong..."

"May I ask a question?" Li Che said, seeing Song Zhicheng looking at him quietly, he asked: "You love Yan Lei so much, why do you let others say that he is an illegitimate child like that? You are really doing it for yourself." reputation? You're not like that."

"I have two sons and I love them both. Do you understand?"

"So you are strict with Song Yuan and lenient with Yan Lei, are you trying to find a balance for yourself?"

Song Zhicheng didn't speak.

Li Che stood up and lowered his head slightly: "I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that."

"You're right, it's okay, sit down." Song Zhicheng waved his hand, "I don't know why I want to tell you these words, just let me vent, but you have to know, I don't want you to tell Cen looking for."

"Okay, but can I know, when you said this to me, who do you think I am? Or a stumbling block that threatens Yan Lei's future?"

Song Zhicheng actually reached out and touched the top of Li Che's head, and said with a slight smile, "Who do you think I take you? You are the one my youngest son loves."