not because of love

Li Che and Cheng Xiao Tang Jia moved in together, and the three of them moved to a bigger and more luxurious apartment. The sound insulation effect was excellent. Once, Cheng Xiao turned over a solid table in Cheng Xiao’s room, and Li Che was sitting in the living room watching a movie. I thought it was a gizmo dropped, but I didn't care at all.

The rent is a few thousand a month, and several people pay it in turn. Of course, Tang Jia's share is from Cheng Xiao's wallet.

Li Che went back to his life of working part-time for nothing. He was not short of money at all, but he was flustered when he was idle. When he was free, he was easy to think about things, and he simply couldn't stop himself for a second.

First, I ran errands for the courier station of Nantah University, and became an on-campus courier brother. When I was not in class, I got up early in the morning and walked slowly to the courier station. Take a shortcut, send it to the downstairs of the dormitory building, put it on the desk of the dormitory auntie, and then walk back slowly to pick it up.

Once I was bumped into by a girl in the girls' dormitory, and the news spread. From then on, the girls in the girls' dormitory had packages and added delivery fees, and they sat downstairs in the dormitory and waited as soon as they signed for the delivery. In order to have a word with Li Che, the cheerful one even asked for a group photo.After all, she is a model in Liang Mu's book, and not just a celebrity can make her an internet celebrity, so it's not difficult to have a small fan base, not to mention that Li Che has a face that is not at all aloof.

As the weather got hotter, Li Che couldn't be bothered to run, so he changed jobs.It’s still at the courier station, but I don’t go out anymore. I just stay in the post station, sitting in front of the computer desk and blowing a small fan with a usb interface. When someone comes to pick up the courier, let him sign it, and then put the outermost one. Tear off the courier slip and keep it, which can be described as leisure.

The people who worked with this job sat in a row behind the front desk, which was supposed to be leisurely enough, but the girl's family just likes to go to Li Che's, so that when there are not many people, there will always be a small bar in front of Li Che. team.Fortunately, Li Che is very patient, and the seniors and sisters who work part-time together also like to be lazy, no one complains, and they get along very harmoniously.

It's just that Li Che seems to be less and less interested in class.

Last semester, he attended all classes with full attendance, and all professional courses got high marks at the end of the semester. Although he missed the final exam, all the make-up exams this semester came with high marks, but this semester, he just lost interest, and he was busy all day long. Don't need to be busy, just don't want to go to class, sleep until he wakes up naturally every day, anyway, Tang Jia is very conscious and willing to help him answer the teacher's roll call, even if he is found out a few times, it's still passable, anyway It is not that the attendance is too bad to lead to the disqualification of the exam.

When people are busy, it is really easy to forget things.

On a certain Wednesday, when it was Li Che's turn to have a vacation, he didn't want to go to class, so he sat on the balcony of his apartment in a daze.

There is a small swing on the balcony. When you have nothing to do, sitting with a glass of milk and reading a book in the sun is very pleasant.Li Che is in such a state right now, holding the book "Singing Back in the Mountains" and a cup of warm milk, sitting on the swing and rocking slowly up and down, almost falling asleep.

In a daze, Li Che's fingertips suddenly stopped on a sentence in the book - all our lives, we only want to find the person we lost in the first place.

He pursed his lips until the warm milk was no longer warm enough to recover.

Yan Lei is all in his mind.

He didn't know where Yan Lei was, or why Yan Lei didn't show up again. Tang Jia said, Yan Lei wanted to say goodbye to him at the beginning, why did he say goodbye?

See you no more?

Li Che closed the book, shook his head, and told himself not to think about it.He got up, poured out the cold milk, rinsed the cup, rolled up the sleeves of his shirt and began to clean up, bringing his Virgo obsessive-compulsive disorder to the extreme, not sparing any tiny corner, and replaced the rag with a new one use.

When he stopped, he was already exhausted, Li Che was panting and lying on the sofa, fine beads of sweat stood out on his forehead, his long and curly eyelashes trembled, he fell asleep like this, dreamless.

Yan Lei disappeared miraculously in his vast mind again.

When he woke up, Li Che still maintained his original posture, and all the fingers pinned to his chest didn't change their curvature. It was obvious that he had slept too deeply.

Li Che frowned, fell ill without warning.

He feebly raised his hand to touch his forehead. Although it wasn't particularly hot, it was enough to give him a headache.

It was getting dark outside the window, and it was probably dinner time, when Li Che remembered that he hadn't eaten all day.I touched my stomach, and I didn't seem to feel any hunger, so I just stopped eating, took a shower, dried my hair, and lay down in bed early.

Once you wake up, it's hard to fall back asleep.Li Che had a headache, but he didn't have any strength in his limbs. He was too lazy to get up and look through the medicine box. Besides, the water hadn't been heated yet. He could draw several sketches in the time it took for the water to boil. never mind.

Sick people are always delusional.

Especially when you are in a foreign land and there is no one to take care of you, it seems that a little illness is a big grievance, and you feel that you are the only one left in the world, and no one will know when you die.

Fortunately, the sudden sound of the door opening didn't stop Li Che from being sentimental...

The door of Li Che's room was ajar and not closed tightly, the voices of Cheng Xiao and Tang Jia chatting and laughing came in through the crack of the door.

Li Che frowned, feeling noisy.

"Oh, we, Che, you go to bed so early, the old man's work and rest!" Tang Jia took a bunch of barbecue steamed buns, and while biting them, he opened the door of Li Che's room and leaned half his body in. "Come out and eat." What time?"

Li Che blinked: "No need..."

"What's the matter with your voice, I did it... oh no..." Tang Jia originally wanted to make a nasty joke, but in the middle of the sentence, he realized that it was inappropriate to tell Li Che, so he had to stop, "You are practicing this afternoon How about the sound? Where can the treble sing, can it be done on the Qinghai-Tibet Plateau?"

"What and what..." Li Che couldn't laugh or cry, "I just have a cold."

"Does it matter? There is a private clinic downstairs, and the doctor looked very friendly. When I went upstairs, there were not many people there, so there shouldn't be a queue for an injection?" Cheng Xiao also followed him halfway in. body, holding a string of tenderloin in his hand.

Li Che felt that the scene was a bit awkward, so he held his forehead and said, "Can you do me a favor, huh? You two."

"Hear it all!" Tang Jia laughed.

"Then... move your upper body out of my room and close the door, thank you!"

Cheng Xiao and Tang Jia complied without complaint, and at the same time, one was looking for cold medicine to boil water and the other was cooking porridge, preparing to send it to Li Che later.

Li Che turned off the bedside light, shrunk into the cup, only showing two dull eyes outside.

He really, really misses Yan Lei.

Yan Lei sneezed loudly at the dining table where his parents could park a car. He frowned, touched his nose, and muttered, "Who the hell is scolding me?"

Song Yuan, who was closest to him, just heard it, and raised his eyes to look at Yan Lei, meaning "good boy, don't swear".

Sensing Song Yuan's gaze, Yan Lei raised his eyes and looked back, as if asking, "Did you scold me?"

Song Yuan quickly lowered his head, and quietly picked up the rice in his bowl, but there was nothing in it.

Yan Lei has moved back to his home for a long time, and since this semester, he almost never leaves the house.

Song Zhicheng didn't ask the reason, he was very welcome, and he spoiled the child like he was a father on the first day.Song Yuan was even happier, and ran to Yan Lei's room every three days, asking him if he needed anything, and turned himself into a waiter.Song Yuan's mother is also very happy, but Yan Lei is not happy to comment on her, so she has to try not to appear in front of Yan Lei, for fear of affecting Yan Lei's mood.

In fact, Song Zhicheng never had a hard time with Yan Lei. In the past and now, he always followed him without fear of being spoiled, but the matter of Yan Lei's mother hit Yan Lei too hard, and Yan Lei was young at that time. Being ignorant, the love for his father just faded away with time.

Now that Yan Lei has grown up and came home, it's not that he thinks it's not easy for him to be a father, but he just doesn't want to live in the dormitory alone, and has no other place to go. His father usually piles him with money, but now he doesn't He couldn't be more angry with the rent money given to him, so he could only go home.

He said that he didn't go to school anymore, and he wanted to "make" his music at home. Song Zhicheng immediately bought him a new piano at a big price. There was a dance studio at home, and now he hired someone to clean it every day. The mirrors on the walls were almost wiped thin.

Song Yuan didn't know much about art, so he couldn't have the cheek to find common topics with Yan Lei.

Then one day, when Yan Lei was practicing dancing, he suddenly stopped. He turned off the stereo and went to Song Yuan who came to see him dance every day.

Song Yuan, who sat cross-legged on the ground, froze for a moment, then raised his hand to pass Yan Lei a towel.

Yan Lei took it, wiped it on his forehead, and threw it back into Song Yuan's hands.

Song Yuan didn't feel disgusted at all, and asked Yan Lei with a smile: "Are you tired? Have some water? I'll pour it for you."

"Don't be busy." Yan Lei also sat down, crossed his legs, and faced Song Yuan face to face.

"how?"

"After so long, I finally figured it out."

But Song Yuan didn't understand: "Huh?"

"You, and my dad, are you guilty of surrounding me like this every day?" Yan Lei asked.

Song Yuan, who was sincerely happy for Yan Lei to come home, shook his head again and again: "No, I really hope you live at home, even if I move out, but you didn't let me move out, so I..."

"I didn't say that."

"what?"

"Li Che separated from me, is it related to you? When you met him that day, what did you tell him?"

Song Yuan's expression froze.

Yan Lei hooked the corners of his lips: "I know there is a misunderstanding between me and Li Che, and I haven't made it clear until now. At first I didn't think about it too much, because I believed in my own eyes, and later... in the east city, a few days later... God, we solved one of the misunderstandings, and it was the most ridiculous one, so I began to feel that something was wrong. But I won't ask Li Che, I'll just ask you."

Song Yuan pursed his lips and shook his head: "Leilei, I really didn't say anything to him."

"Then where did you go and what did you do that day? I saw you meet with my own eyes, don't tell me you didn't."

Song Yuan was silent for a while, then met Yan Lei's aggressive gaze, and said, "Yes, I came to pick him up from school, you read that right...but..."

"Going to see my dad?"

Song Yuan was silent again.

"You acquiesced?"

Song Yuan lowered his head and did not speak.

"What did he talk to my dad about?"

Song Yuan immediately raised his head again: "I don't know, I really don't know."

"I'm not a policeman, why are you acting like a prisoner, what are you doing, you have a guilty conscience, and you were an accomplice once, right?" Yan Lei smiled ironically.

Song Yuan sighed: "I didn't expect that Li Che would really break up with you. What I said that day was to tell him not to break up. I told him to ignore everything he heard. I didn't know he..."

A flash of surprise flashed in Yan Lei's eyes: "It wasn't he who broke up with me, I proposed the breakup, and he just agreed."

Song Yuan was stunned.

"Well, the first misunderstanding has been resolved. It's my father's fault that you two met. Both of you are victims, right?"

Song Yuan felt that this statement was a bit strange, but he still nodded.

"Where did he go the next day, do you know?" Yan Lei asked again.

Song Yuan shook his head: "I don't know."

Yan Lei didn't doubt Song Yuan at all, nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

"Will you ask Dad?" Song Yuan said.

Yan Lei thought for a while, then shook his head: "After I figure out where he went the next day, I'll think about the next thing. This fool, who keeps a lot of secrets by himself, doesn't bother to explain when he is misunderstood. I really don't feel aggrieved !"

"Then why don't you go to Li Che?"

"I won't look for it anymore... He would rather be misunderstood and break up with me, so I'll follow him."

Song Yuan was surprised: "Then you really... just separated like this?"

Yan Lei stood up with a domineering smile: "Are you kidding me?"

Cheng Xiao took the porridge, Tang Jia took the cup and medicine, and they entered Li Che's room together.

Li Che didn't fall asleep, he opened his eyes when he heard the movement, and turned on the light by the bed. "Do you enter other people's rooms without knocking?"

"You have to knock to enter someone else's room, so you don't have to." Tang Jia bit the word "other people" very hard.

"Drink the porridge first, and take the medicine in half an hour." Cheng Xiao put the bowl on the bedside table, turned to look at Tang Jia, and said helplessly, "Take the medicine in half an hour, why are you taking the pills out now? Don't pour it now, it will be cold in a while."

Tang Jia saw that it seemed to be such a reason, and he couldn't refute it. He cleared his throat and took out the things again without saying a word.

"Is it better?" Cheng Xiao asked.

Li Che shook his head: "Cheng Xiao, I miss Yan Lei."

Cheng Xiao gently hugged Li Che into his arms, and patted him on the back: "Don't think too much, drink the porridge first, and I'll get the medicine for you in half an hour, go to bed early tonight, don't think about anything, Understand?"

Tang Jia stood by the door, glanced at the two people in the room, turned and went out calmly, leaning against the cold white wall, staring at a new development on the phone screen.

It was the well-known singer who posted about Yan Lei on Weibo last time. He posted the MV of a new song on Weibo. In just one minute, there were thousands of retweets, and the number kept increasing.

Tang Jia was slightly startled.

The lyrics are written by Yan Lei, the music is composed by Yan Lei, the arrangement is the singer, and the singing is performed by the two of them. MV performance, or Yan Lei.

The title of the song is, At Dawn And You Are Clear.

As early as when Liangmu's book was released, many "rotten girl" fans had already bound Yan Lei and Li Che into a couple. Even if Liangmu's Weibo post proved otherwise, they did not lose interest.

And the title of this song is nothing more than lighting a fire for them.

Tang Jia clicked on the comment, and many people have already mentioned that the title of the song has a deep meaning.Indeed, this is too obvious, and everyone would think too much about it.

What the fuck is this kid thinking? !

Tang Jia took a deep breath, turned off the phone, and finally pretended not to see it.

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