not because of love

The curtains were open, the sunlight penetrated into the room, the whole room was in warm tones, the heater was fully turned on, Li Che poured a cup of hot water for himself and Tang Jia, squinted lazily and leaned against the computer by the window In the chair, it looks very comfortable.

Tang Jia, who was sitting on the bed, frowned: "You really said it!"

Li Che opened his eyes, looked at the gradually bustling street downstairs, and said, "At first, it happened a few days ago. On that day, Yan Lei was invited by other courtyards to participate in a performance, and he left early. I was in the dormitory. I waited for him here, but in the end... I didn't wait for him, but my dad... a person whom I met for the first time in 20 years."

Tang Jia was stunned: "What's going on..."

"He's not important." Li Che clenched his glass tightly: "He said he was going to pick me up to go abroad, left a business card, and left. In fact, just seeing other people made me feel confused enough, but this At that time, Song Yuan called me and said that his father wanted to see me, he was Yan Lei's father. Then... Song Yuan drove to pick me up. I don't know how Yan Lei knew. Didn't see him either, but he just knew."

Tang Jia remembered Yan Lei came to Happy Valley to find him and Cheng Xiao when Yan Lei and Li Che quarreled for the first time: "Leilei hates that person very much. The first time you met, Leilei got angry like that. Don't say that." There is a second time, did he go back and ask you?"

"I didn't go back to the dormitory until evening. Yan Lei asked me where I had been. I said I was in a bad mood and went for a walk, but he didn't say anything. It happened that my dad's business card was forgotten in the dormitory and Yan Lei saw it. Lei also knew something about my family, and I thought he believed it." Li Che shook his head, "I told him later that I would go out to lunch with my dad the next day, but you know, I was To the hospital."

Tang Jia nodded: "He didn't believe it?"

"He originally believed it, but who knew that my dad went to school to look for me the next day and asked Yan Lei where I was."

"Damn..." Tang Jia said helplessly, "He must have thought you were going out with Song Yuan again, right?"

"I don't know what he thought, and then, last night, my sister and I were having dinner here. When we saw it was raining outside, my sister asked me to come up and sit and wait for the rain to stop before leaving. Lei is also eating here, he saw my sister and I got on the elevator together, and thought we..."

"He doesn't recognize your sister?"

"I don't know. He knows that I have a sister. He doesn't know anything else, and last night was the first time I met my sister in my life. How could he recognize... Besides, what I said was to find You, who knew that my sister would come to me suddenly... When others are angry, they don't think so much. "

"Then he will hit you?!"

"It's not... He asked me to explain what happened in the past few days. I didn't explain it. Instead, I told him what he didn't want to hear. It's normal for him to be angry."

"So he broke up with you?"

Li Che nodded.

"He doesn't know anything?!"

Li Che continued to nod.

"I really don't know whether to say you are selfish or selfless..."

Li Che smiled: "It's not important."

"When I went back in the morning, Leilei hadn't slept yet. He must have been up all night. He was in a bad state of mind. I helped him to lie on the bed and fell asleep after coaxing him a few words. He must be very tired." Tang Jia With a long sigh: "If you are like this, you really don't leave a way out for yourself. You don't have any explanation at all. If you continue to misunderstand like this, Leilei might hate you."

"It's ok."

"Damn." Tang Jia didn't know what to say at all.

"It's best for him to hate me, and it's best to get rid of me, so that he can let go and do what he likes." Li Che closed his eyes again, can't cry, can't cry, he said silently.

Tang Jia was silent for a long while before he opened his mouth and said, "Is this a secret?"

"Yes, as long as you know, don't tell Cheng Xiao."

"Why can't Cheng Xiao say it?"

"There must be someone on Yan Lei's side."

Tang Jia was silent again.

Tang Jia watched a movie with Cheng Xiao last night and saw four o'clock in the morning. He ran to the dormitory and to the hotel early in the morning. Now he sat down and rested for a while, and felt sleepy. Unceremoniously, he took off his coat and got under the quilt, sleeping carefree.

When I woke up again, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon. Li Che was eating at the computer desk. Tang Jia lifted the quilt and sat up. Putting on his coat, he rushed over to grab Li Che's meal. Fortunately, Li Che had quick eyesight and quick hands. He raised his hand high: "Don't grab it! I don't know when you will sleep until you don't order it for you. I will accompany you out to eat, and you will accompany me to buy a mobile phone and apply for a card."

"Where's your phone?"

"Yan Lei fell."

"I... I really... I rely on me to tell you what the hell you want!"

When eating with Tang Jia, Li Che was a little confused, and asked Tang Jia why he didn't go back and Cheng Xiao didn't call him. Tang Jia answered solemnly, saying that he told Cheng Xiao that he hated answering the phone and being urged, so Cheng Xiao usually doesn't call him, but waits quietly at home for Tang Jia to come back.Li Che was speechless, saying how unfair this is, Tang Jia smiled, there is no way, he is willing, you can't control it.

I bought a mobile phone, got a new card, and saved all the numbers that should be saved in Tang Jia's address book, but I didn't save Yan Lei's.

At night, Li Che and Tang Jia went to Nantah University together. Originally, Li Che wanted to go back and pack his things by himself, but Tang Jia was worried that Yan Lei would become emotional and do something when he saw him, so he insisted on going with him. Li Che was speechless. He was so moved, he said: "Mr. Tang, you didn't have time to thank you for taking me back to the dormitory last time. I'm bothering you again today. I'll treat you to dinner another day!"

Who knew that Tang Jia rolled his eyes: "Don't be joking with me, I look at your eyes, you are about to cry, what are you pretending, no one is laughing at you!"

Li Che immediately changed the subject: "Where is the Chinese New Year? I remember your hometown is in Beicheng."

"If you don't go back there, just stay here."

"Accompany Cheng Xiao?"

"No, I just won't go back to Beicheng, and I won't go back in the future. Don't ask me why, I won't tell you."

Li Che gritted his teeth: "Okay, you Tang Yingjun, you beat me back last time without telling me a word, and this time again? You are full of secrets."

"Why do you call that? You thought you weren't fooling around with them!" Tang Yingjun frowned.

Li Che didn't speak, rubbed the back of his head that was still hurting after a night, stopped in front of the bedroom door, and took a deep breath.

Tang Jia watched from the side without saying a word. When Li Che adjusted his mentality and took out the key to open the door, he followed Li Che.

Yan Lei woke up at some point, and was sitting on a chair, holding Li Che's usual milk cup.

Li Che's gaze paused, and he stood motionless on the spot. Tang Jia pushed him lightly, and he responded.Close your eyes, then open them again, showing an indifferent look, walking towards Yan Lei step by step.

Yan Lei thought it was Tang Jia, and didn't raise his head when he heard the door opening, but now he heard footsteps approaching, so he raised his head to look, who knew it was Li Che.He put the milk cup on the table, stood in front of Li Che, stared at Li Che, not daring to make a sound or move, as if he was afraid that Li Che would disappear suddenly.

But Li Che didn't dare to look at Yan Lei, he was afraid that he would soften his heart, so he turned his face away, squatted down, took out the suitcase from under the bed, dragged it to the closet without saying a word, opened it, packed his clothes, Yan Lei gave him He bought none of the clothes he and Yan Lei wore together.

Tang Jia watched from the side, looked at Li Che, looked at Yan Lei, finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned around and walked out, closed the door gently, and went to wait for Li Che in the corridor.

"Li Che." Yan Lei finally spoke, with a hoarse voice: "Don't go." He walked over and hugged Li Che's waist from behind, not daring to use too much force for fear of hurting Li Che.

Li Che let him hug him, and continued to "throw" clothes into the suitcase.

Yan Lei grabbed Li Che's hand and leaned against Li Che's side face: "Li Che, tell me that nothing happened yesterday, nothing happened..."

Li Che broke free, turned around, and faced Yan Lei face to face: "Yan Lei, can you have some backbone? This is not the first time you have a relationship, right? Did you do this every time you broke up before?"

"You are different!""

"It's nothing different." Li Che walked past Yan Lei sideways, went to the drawer, took out Li Shi's business card, put it in his pocket, and then closed the suitcase.

Yan Lei hugged Li Che violently: "You can't go."

"I will be back." Li Che said.

"real?!"

"Take classes next semester, and I'll be back."

"In what capacity?" Yan Lei asked.

Li Che smiled softly in Yan Lei's ear: "Classmates, roommates, all of them."

"I regret it, Li Che, I really regret it, you can do whatever you want in the future, as long as you are with me!"

Li Che pushed Yan Lei away: "No need."

He walked away again without looking back, even though Yan Lei screamed his name behind him, the voice was extremely painful.

"Are you really not going to see him? He's just here...in case...or I'll let Cheng Xiao come over to accompany him?" Seeing Li Che coming out, Tang Jia hurriedly followed Li Che.

Li Che nodded with his back to Tang Jia: "Alright."

Tang Jia called Cheng Xiao and asked him to put down what he was doing and come to the dormitory to watch Yan Lei first.

"Are you okay, Ah Che?" Tang Jia walked behind Li Che, he didn't dare to look at Li Che's expression.

Li Che shook his head.

"Are you really not thinking about it anymore?"

Li Che continued to shake his head.

"Leilei...he's really sad."

Li Che's footsteps stopped.

"Go back...to see?"

Li Che wanted to shake his head, but his movements were so weak that he could barely see them.

Tang Jia took a step forward, trying to pull Li Che back, but when she saw Li Che's face, she pulled him into her arms: "Don't cry... Ah Che don't cry, don't cry..., it's okay Ah, everything will be fine."