not because of love

Back in the dormitory, I found that Yan Lei was sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, with a pair of dark eyes staring ahead faintly.Li Che walked over and stretched out his hand in front of Yan Lei's eyes: "What are you thinking about so preoccupied?"

Yan Lei blinked his eyes before realizing: "When did you come back? There was no sound at all."

Li Che took off his scarf, "Just now."

"Oh..." Yan Lei replied blankly, "This... what's going on... I saw it on the chair as soon as I came back, and then you never came back, calling you and turning off the phone."

"He came here this morning."

"Where are you coming from? Come here?" Yan Lei stared at the ground under his feet: "What did he tell you? I really shouldn't go out today."

"I didn't say anything, I just left a contact information, saying that in the future... If you need help in the future, you can find him, but I will definitely not ask him." Li Che took the business card from Yan Lei's hand, Stuffed it in a drawer.I took off my coat, packed up my things, put away the things I wanted to take away in the morning, locked the suitcases, now I don’t need to hide from people anymore, I don’t need to move out, I have to put everything back.

Yan Lei came over to help him clean up together, "Where did you go just now, and you didn't even reply to a message, and you only came back at this point."

Li Che didn't raise his head: "The phone is turned off. I kept it in my pocket and didn't pay attention to it. It's probably out of battery. I don't know when you will come back. I didn't reply to your message, so I will go out first. I'm sorry, I made you worry."

"Where did you go?" Yan Lei paused for a moment.

Li Che didn't mean to mention Song Yuan at all: "I'm not in a good mood, let's go for a walk."

"What about now? Is it better?"

"never mind."

Yan Lei had nothing to say.

Although Li Che didn't express anything, it was obvious that he was really in a bad mood, Yan Lei didn't want to ask about Song Yuan at this time, he was afraid that he would lose control and quarrel with Li Che again.

"What's up tomorrow?" Li Che asked suddenly.

"Uh... I'm going to the activity center. The content of the show has been finalized. In fact, I don't have anything to do. I just sing a song for the warm-up part, and I don't need much rehearsal, but the song hasn't been decided yet... and so on." Yan Lei was a little worried, he didn't know what Li Che's purpose was for asking him, he was afraid that Li Che would go out with Song Yuan again.

"Oh." Li Che nodded, pulled up the emptied suitcase, and put it under the table: "It's nothing, I may have to go out tomorrow, I'm afraid you will be bored alone, it would be better if you have something to do gone."

"where are you going?"

Li Che scratched his hair and pointed to the drawer, "That man asked me to go out for lunch. Today is a bad time, and he didn't even have a glass of water."

Yan Lei nodded in understanding.

Li Che turned around and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The warm water drenched my body, and I felt a little more relaxed.

In fact, wherever that person asked him to eat, he lied to Yan Lei, and only in this way, Yan Lei might not say to go with him.He stretched out his hand to cover his heart, his left atrium was tingling faintly, if Yan Lei knew that Li Che lied to him to eat, but in fact he was going to the hospital, he really didn't know how he would react.

At night, they hugged and slept together as usual, but they seemed to be extremely tired, and neither of them made any unnecessary movements.

After a long time, Li Che opened his eyes in the dark, only to find that Yan Lei was not asleep, but was looking at him, their eyes met, and both of them were silent.

Yan Lei cleared his throat, and laughed a few times: "I guess I'm looking forward to the show, I can't fall asleep... What's wrong with you, you haven't slept so late, are you thinking about the daytime?"

Li Che shook his head, and asked suddenly: "At that time...how did you study art? You can dance, sing, and play musical instruments, which one can't be directly admitted to Nanjing University?"

"Ah... this is actually because of my mother." Yan Lei turned sideways, lay flat and looked up, with vague memories in his eyes: "She never wanted me to develop in the entertainment circle since she was a child, I said I want to learn a musical instrument. I don’t want to learn guitar and bass playing drums that are more rock-and-roll. I only agree to learn piano and violin. It’s fine to be a star, but it’s very good to be a performer. Later, I wanted to learn to sing, and she agreed. Agreed... But you must have guessed that I am a bel canto student... My mother said that it is good to be a singer. Later, I wanted to learn to dance, and she was afraid that I would live and die just to look handsome. Ken let me learn hip-hop, and finally sent me to learn Latin..."

"I...really didn't expect..."

"That's right, I'm going to be touched by myself. Pop singing and other dance styles are all self-taught after I grow up."

"You have so many things from childhood to university? Don't you have no free time?"

"It's also good. I'm not forced to learn. When I was a child, every time I went to class, I was as happy as a chicken blood. I don't know how serious it is! How old was I at that time, maybe four or five years old, Other people's children are still in kindergarten!" Yan Lei's tone was a little proud at first, but he suddenly fell silent for a while, and when he spoke again, all the pride disappeared: "My mother hopes that I will learn painting and calligraphy. Calligraphy classes and painting classes, I have too much to learn and no time to refuse, in fact, it is because I don’t like it.”

Li Che was stunned for a moment, he really couldn't imagine that a person who didn't like painting could get into Nanjing University with the top [-] results.

Yan Lei took a deep breath and lowered his voice: "When I was ten years old, my mother had a serious illness and she didn't come out of the hospital for almost two years... One day, she suddenly said to me, I was still young, so Go learn what you like, learn anything as long as I like, and soon after that, she passed away, I thought about it for a long time, but I still didn't learn guitar and hip-hop, which my mother used to pick for me, I have been learning I never relaxed when I was in college, and I even added an extra class of painting to myself.”

Li Che moved his head and leaned gently on Yan Lei's shoulder.

"Hey, do you think I'm pretty good?" Yan Lei laughed, "If you think about it carefully, I know so many things. Did you earn it?"

Li Che couldn't help but put his arms around Yan Lei, "Yes, you are really outstanding, so outstanding that I think I can only look up to you."

"You are teasing me, No.1!" Yan Lei patted Li Che on the back: "You are more than a little bit above No.2 in culture and art, my top student."

"That can't be helped, IQ is high."

"Oh, you can even brag about yourself!"

"do you have any opinion?"

"That's really not at all."

Li Che didn't explain further. He had no intention of telling Yan Lei how many times his paintings had won No.1 in national competitions since he was a child. There was a big fire once, but he didn't show his face or leave a name, and no one around him knew it was him.Countless publications have bought his paintings, all of which are anonymous.

"Oh, by the way, you followed me on the day of the end-of-term performance, and I took you backstage. It was organized by other institutes themselves, and it had nothing to do with us at first, but if someone invited me to sing a song, it would be respectable to me, and I couldn't refuse." Yan Lei smiled: "But the two of us will leave as soon as I finish singing, and I don't care what they are doing behind the scenes. They are not from our courtyard, so let's not watch! Haha."

Li Che agreed with a smile.

The events of the day have almost settled down in his heart, Yan Lei always has this ability, no matter what the content is, just a few more words can calm down all the negative emotions in Li Che's heart.

Early the next morning, Li Che woke up naturally again out of habit.When he turned around, there was nothing around him.

Yan Lei went out even earlier than him, and there was still bread and milk on the bedside.

Today's weather is not good, there is a faint sign of rain, Li Che prepared an umbrella in his backpack, and changed into a pair of brown short boots that can be worn in rainy days before going out.

Today, Li Che called her mother on this number, and her mother called someone else, and hung up after some delay.Li Che got off the bus and clicked on the map, sighing in his heart, sometimes interpersonal relationships are really very important, very important.

The hospital is in the city center, very close to Yan, when Li Che thought of Yan, his mood quickly became depressed again.

The phone rang suddenly, Li Che swiped to answer it, "Mom, what's wrong?"

"Have you checked? Is there anything wrong?" Li Che's mother sounded a little nervous.

"No, I just walked to the entrance of the hospital. It's still more than half an hour before I arrive here at ten o'clock as promised. Don't worry."

"How can I not be in a hurry! After so many years, did you have any conflicts with that boy, and your emotions fluctuated too much? Or did you... What did your father say to you? "

"Mom, I'm really fine. I didn't come to the hospital today for a checkup. I just ran out of medicine to get some medicine. Don't you know that checkups are also harmful to your body?"

Li Che's mother couldn't answer and sighed into the microphone.

Li Che hurriedly comforted him: "Mom, I'm really fine, really, otherwise I'll tell the doctor about my situation and let him see if I need to be checked, and you can ask him later, okay?"

"Forget it, I can't tell you clearly. I'll talk about it when I go home during the holidays this year."

After hanging up the phone, Li Che had already walked to the door of the head of the cardiology department.

At 55:[-], a middle-aged woman walked out, holding a six or seven-year-old child. Li Che took a step back to get out of the way, with no expression on his face. When they walked away, Li Che didn't wait to call. Number, he took the initiative to knock on the door.

"Come in." A gentle male voice came from inside.

Li Che pushed the door open and went in, only to see a handsome man sitting at the table, who looked less than 40 years old.

"Sit." The doctor made a gesture of invitation: "You are Li Che, right? Show me the medical records."

"Okay." Li Che sat down, took off his backpack and put it on his lap, found out the medical records and put them on the table and pushed them in front of the doctor: "Doctor, if I'm like this...will I relapse?"

"Don't think too much, keep your good mood." The doctor smiled slightly: "Tell me, the reason for the recent attack."

"Yesterday, some unpleasant things happened, and my chest has been stuffy, but it's not particularly serious."

"No strenuous exercise?"

Li Che thought for a while: "No."

"Is the medicine enough?"

"It's almost gone. I actually wanted to come to you to prescribe some medicine today. I think it's because there have been too many things recently... It shouldn't recur..."

The doctor nodded: "You know your body very well."

Li Che smiled politely.

After prescribing the medicine, the doctor still suggested that Li Che should have a heart color Doppler ultrasound before leaving, but Li Che insisted on refusing.He felt that he hadn't reached this point yet, and the medicine was just in case, not urgently needed.

It's still early, still in time to have lunch with Yan Lei.

Li Che smiled, took off his backpack and put it on his chest, lowered his head to put the case and medicine.

Because I kept my head down, I didn't care to look at the road. When I walked to the escalator, I suddenly bumped into a person face to face. The case fell to the ground, and the person's medicine also fell to the ground.

"sorry……"

"Feel sorry."

The two voices sounded at the same time, but as soon as they fell, the hands reaching out to pick up their respective things stopped.

Li Che raised his head abruptly, meeting the other party's equally astonished gaze.

"Tang Jia?"

"Ache?"

"Why are you here?" They said in unison.

The two stopped talking, quickly picked up their belongings, and got off the elevator together.

"You came by yourself? Where's Leilei?" Tang Jia asked.

Li Che waved his hand: "He doesn't know, I didn't tell him, you must keep it a secret."

"Me too... I didn't let Cheng Xiao know, and you must not tell him."

The two looked at each other, a deal was reached.

"Are you in a hurry to leave?" Tang Jia asked again.

Li Che shook his head.

"Let's find a place to sit down, let's... have a chat?" Tang Jia felt a little embarrassed when he said this, despite the fact that they were very close to each other.

"Okay, when I came here, I saw a Japanese restaurant nearby. It looked... pretty good. Let's have lunch by the way. According to our situation... we probably won't be able to go back." Li Che carried his backpack back on the back.

Tang Jia took out her mobile phone and sent a text message to Cheng Xiao saying that she would not go back for lunch.

"Didn't he ask where you were going?"

"I used to say that I don't like people asking me about things. Later, where I went, what I was doing, and who I was with, he stopped asking, but he was still willing to listen to what I said on my own initiative."

"You have always had such a good relationship."

Tang Jia smiled: "Is there something wrong with you?"

Li Che knew it was just a joke, but his eyes dimmed quickly: "Good relationship...what does it mean? Tang Jia, I might not be with Yan Lei anymore."

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